Lisbar_i am waiting  has Team Fortress 2	1 hour ago
Worst person in steam i ever met, avoid if you can
https://steamcommunity.com/id/Crissbg1/
and report for harrasment and scamming, here is why:
I've met her on 22nd of may this year (2018)
we were enjoying the game on hightower, esentially getting to know eachother more and doing some lewd jokes. Same night she asked me how i'd describe myself adni did. She tolde me she loves me. I'm speecless and happy, i gues it meat a relationship?
23.05
We didn't know how we look like and i did't know how she was like or how she looked and she didnt know how i look i showed her, she called me pretty. I broke down on her about my own problems and my anxiety, she tried to calm me down. We enjoyed more tf2 games and such.
at night she said she is horny asked for my dic pic which i provided.
She said it's big and that she came on me.
24.05
It's kind of weird but we jsut go and play tf2 again. I ask if there is one person she'd be gay for. She says yes her dead freind "Debora" that before she died i still don't know how told her to always play tf2. She says she want's to suicide which greatly strikes me off balance as i beg her to no do it. After a long silence she responds again, and i tell her that i love her , i want her to remembaer that, i wan't to meet her personally in future. She goes to bed early and i am a wreck.
25.05
She showed me a picture supposevly of her. I liked it and said that she is gorgerous and nice stuff. I gave her a rocket launcher that i wasn't using. She tells me she liked the sounds i made when i was eating an icecream.
26.02
i buy her one cheap cosmetic and ask if she wants anything more cuz i have a key tradable in a few days, she asked for laughing taunt. I promised to get it for her eventually. We enjoy tf2.
27.02
She's been teasing me a lot in last night and today, i think she wants me to go deeper into this, i ask her more personal questions. We enjoy tf2 together.
28.02
She was teasing me whole day saying things how my voice is like a music she likes but doesn't really listen to it's lyrics. I take it as acompliment. She tells me she's kinda horny and that she is reading something. I ask her what it is. After 10 minutes of saying please she tells me its ecchi manga. Then i insist i want to know it's name as i want to know what she is into.
it eventually turns down to her memeing that i bully her as she sends me a "why u bully me" stream clip. It goes to me whispering and being all asmr. she doesn't say anything. I go further and essentially it ends up in me jacking off with pace with the microphone on. She said i made her feel strange. And just later stop. after 10 minutes she says "asmr" so does she like it? am i being memed again?. After i eventually finish it and go to toilet she blocks me and unfriends me. I come back shocked, fainting and feeling numb. I try to communicate with her through our friends. She says that i am disgusting and i think only about getting my ♥♥♥♥ wet. It makes me want to scream and die. I beg her to talk to me, i never lied to her about anything so far and i told her everything i could. She never told me to stop in a serious manner or that i am making her feel bad or discomforted.
After hour of my crying and trying to reach her i get to talk with her on discord.
i made her to "give me alast chance" i could either loose contact with her for a week or give her my unusal for a week but still talk to me. i chose second option. She meant a lot for me and being seperated from her for a week seemed like something i wouldn't bare. I gave her the unusal. She says i need to regain her trust and rn i am 8 feet under ground with trust.
i talk with her throurought the day how i am a piece of ♥♥♥♥ and i don't deserve her.
She doesn't talk much as always and seems passive agressive.
At the evening she said that:
"you're a poor borken soul"
"i''ll fix you one way or another"
I am confused as all those feelings are because of her making a 180 degree turn on me and acting different all of the sudden, i felt pain and suicidal because of her.
at the end of the day she says:
"you'll understand my job tommorow"
i ask waht does she mean? She does not respond. For the first time since we *known* eachother she didn't tell me she went to sleep. I felt really bad i was feeling like i was choking from the inside, i was puking nothing as i was so empty. And when trying to sleep i was thinking about how it has no point, she wouldn;t love me again no matter what, i hoped that her job thing would give me a reason to wake up everyday again.
29.05 (today as i am writing this)
i come from work really early adn in the end waiting for her for 4 hours and 15 minutes. and what happens when i come back stunned me...
(i am disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ and later "i am waiting", she named herself "~ Sakura ~")
this is what he/she/they said..
~ Sakura ~: Hello?
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: HI
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: so
~ Sakura ~: I am Profesor's Kikada assistant and she told me to tell you your results
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: what?
~ Sakura ~: So Mr.Kacper.
~ Sakura ~: Your results are nearly bad.
~ Sakura ~: But you can be fixed
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: is this a joke?
~ Sakura ~: No this is not a joke.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i can clearly see it is
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: but go on
~ Sakura ~: Whatever Mr.Kacper.
~ Sakura ~: You have bad mental state and our facility though of you seeing psychotherapist and to start socializing in the real world.Also her notes say that you need to grow up.Or in more words you need to become less peverted and she highly reccomends to talk to more girls more often to prevent that pevertness of yours.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: mhm
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i guess it is over now
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: well
~ Sakura ~: Our facility makes notes and works with people that have problem like you sir.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: can i get my item back then
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i gave this account something
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: but if it was all fake n the end
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i want to get it back
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: and just move on
~ Sakura ~: What item sir?
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: a team fortress 2 item
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: unusual brass bucket
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: with kill a watt effect
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: and a description
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: "elektryka prąd nie tyka"
~ Sakura ~: Okay sir ill wait for her to vertify that.
~ Sakura ~: Any questions regarding us?
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i jsut gonna send the trade offer in the meantime
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: when you'll accept it
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: ill jsut go on
~ Sakura ~: Profesor Kikada is busy doing some research on other patient.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: mhm
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: then can you just accept the item
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i her place
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: she kind of owes it to me
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i arleady spent money
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: but that would be too much
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: if you can't do that
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: il ljsut wait for her
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: to accept it then
~ Sakura ~: Okay Sir , I understand.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: it is worth a lot
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: she mant a lot for me
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: it was a choice of mine
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: for her to stay
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: but if it all was just an "experiment"
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: then i want it back
~ Sakura ~: Sir I understand and I will tell her about this item that she owes you.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: she jsut needs to accept the trade offer
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: just*
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: on this account
~ Sakura ~: Sorry Sir ill have to go.I am really busy ad
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: ok
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: so
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: was the whole
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: old friend that died thing fake too
~ Sakura ~: I mean and I will tell her about you.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: was she pretedning that she would suicide
~ Sakura ~: Yes Sir everything is fake.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: mhm
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i am waiting
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: for the item
~ Sakura ~: We are sorry to do something like that to innocent people
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: you don't want to hear my opinion
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: you don't want to hear me scream
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: jsut
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: don't explain yourself
~ Sakura ~: Also I'm sorry but I've got to go.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i am waiting
~ Sakura ~: For last words , we expect you to visit a specialist and socialize more.We are sorry that you had to survive trough that.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i get it
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: ok
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i am waiting
~ Sakura ~: In our language we say - Sayonara.Have a nice life.
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: mhm
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: won't happen
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: if i don't get back what's owed to me
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: i am waiting
~ Sakura ~ is now Away.

rest turned into my own monolouge of how i doubt everything.

disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: would be nice to lso get back the rocket launcher and shadefreunde taun
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: but you can keep the rail spikes
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥: for how toxic and hurting you are
disgusting ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ has changed their name to i am waiting.
i am waiting: keep your promise
i am waiting: if you won't it will be more than enugh proof for me you would say anything to get rid of e now for self profit
~ Sakura ~ is now Online.
i am waiting: you're back?
i am waiting: can you just accept the trade
i am waiting: so i can move on
~ Sakura ~ is now Online.
i am waiting: hello?
i am waiting: i can see you are relogging
~ Sakura ~ is now Offline.
~ Sakura ~ is currently offline, they will receive your message the next time they log in.
~ Sakura ~ is now Online.
i am waiting: hello??
i am waiting: ahh
i am waiting: too hard to pres a button eh
i am waiting: i wonder if youll gonna accept it today
i am waiting: or you jsut gonna ignore me and block me next day
i am waiting: i just want it back
i am waiting: im jsut gonna lie down
i am waiting: and wait
i am waiting: I hope this assistent reall told
i am waiting: You what i need back
i am waiting: You are online so you see this messages one way or another
i am waiting: Jus go on your phone and accept the trade
i am waiting: This is ridicolous
i am waiting: does spamming thec at do anything
i am waiting: is this on one of many computers ina n office or smth
i am waiting: if this account is 2 years old
i am waiting: does it mean you've been ruining people for 2 years?
i am waiting: that's so terrible
i am waiting: also to nost speak to me directly yourself
i am waiting: how weak are you
i am waiting: before you gonna see it all you're probably will get to see everything i think about you
i am waiting: cuz you gonna do it very late
i am waiting: in few more hours from now on probably
i am waiting: soon to be 1 hour and a half of me waiting
i am waiting: great
i am waiting: i wonder if calling you does anything
~ Sakura ~ did not respond to the trade request.
i am waiting: the truth is
i am waiting: only issue with me
i am waiting: is that i trusted you
i am waiting has changed their name to Lisbar_i am waiting.
Lisbar_i am waiting: k
Lisbar_i am waiting: i hope theft
Lisbar_i am waiting: isn;t something you do
Lisbar_i am waiting: your company doesn't i mean
Lisbar_i am waiting: i wonder if you'll ever reply or accept the trade
Lisbar_i am waiting: if i would even get a ♥♥♥♥ing idea when you';ll answert
Lisbar_i am waiting: but no
Lisbar_i am waiting: at least i can see you're not playing
Lisbar_i am waiting: which may confirm this is real
~ Sakura ~ is now Offline.

at this moment i was blocked, unfriended, and our common friends were too.

by all means this didn't help me if anything this hole experience was a result of a ton of lies, i was depressed because of her, i wanted to die because of her, i believed i really loved her, but this was all alie and only thing i did wrong was to trust her so easilly.
And jsut now i noticed she changed her name again (5th time in those 2 days)
i didn't get my unusal back or anything i ever gave to her and i am so angry and i want o scream untill i bleed my throat out. If i ever meet her in real life i will torture her and make her feel exactly if not worse than wha thhe made me feel like. I am not going to kill her jsut make her understand.
please report her in any means possible i want her account banne dif i can't get what is owed to me, if i cant get my broken promises fulfilled i wan't her to not be able to maky any more profit from abusing my mental healh. this is the worst person i've ever seen and i will never forgive her.