[12:48 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): i appreciate the sentiment, but dont sick my kismesis after me. im not doing anything crazy. im not going to lowvaa, im not losing my mind, i just miss you and im vworried. so sue me. its a totally natural reaction to havwe vwhen your matesprits locked up in a timeline vwhere hes risking his life to try and savwe the planet. crosys not my pale, and i already fucked it up with him and dirk, so either of those guys being around me right nowv aint the best idea.
[12:51 PM] cirrus (holly): cro hes your mate too and you aint gotta be in dire straights to need his support
[12:52 PM] cirrus (holly): and wwhat do you mean you fucked it up wwith em
[12:52 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): i dont NEED his support, okay? i can support myself just fine. ivwe 8EEN supporting myself just fine.
[12:53 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): he feels peoples feelings and i guess MINE got so outta hand that dirk had to go calm him dowvn because I didnt keep MY shit in check. so vwhy the hell vwould i givwe them front rowv seats to the same shit showv that made them break dowvn tvwo days ago? thats stupid.
[1:06 PM] cirrus (holly): cro
[1:06 PM] cirrus (holly): darlin
[1:06 PM] cirrus (holly): i lovve you but you just told on yourself
[1:07 PM] cirrus (holly): you obvviously need support if your feelins made crosy need someone
[1:09 PM] cirrus (holly): but thats betwween you twwo
[1:11 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): i failed one a my vwibe checks, big vwhoop. its not grounds for people blowving it outta proportions and constantly asking me vwhats vwrong or if im okay. im fine. i can handle myself. im not some vwriggler that needs CONSTANT attention and monitoring.
[1:11 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): im OLD, remember? so outta anyone, i should be the vwisest and most secure and the most capable of dealing vwith heavwy crap on his owvn.
[1:12 PM] cirrus (holly): cro i got you here keepin me grounded
[1:13 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): good. im glad i can help.
[1:14 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): you shouldnt be vworrying about me vwhen youvwe got to vwatch yourself out there, alright? i promise, things are okay and im fine. im not going anything as crazy as you are right nowv, so im staying strong for you and staying levwel just in case the coordinates do start vworking again and i gotta head my vway into battle vwith you.
[1:16 PM] cirrus (holly): cro
[1:16 PM] cirrus (holly): havve you slept
[1:16 PM] cirrus (holly): vwhat havve you been eatin
[1:16 PM] cirrus (holly): you aint got a be doin somethin fuckin crazy to be hurtin
[1:17 PM] cirrus (holly): i let arch fuckin be there for me to keep me from losin my pan
[1:20 PM] cirrus (holly): dont fuckin tear yourself apart tryin a carry the wweight of all a that alone
[1:21 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): carry the vweight of vwhat? youre the one carrying the biggest vweight right nowv. youvwe literally got the vweight a the vworld on your shoulders right nowv.
[1:22 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): yeah, vwhatevwer, im a little lonely because i got so used to being around someone i lovwe and care about for a solid half svweep and suddenly theyre ripped avway from me, off to go savwe the vworld.
[1:22 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): you stayed levwel headed for me vwhen i vwas doing my stupid prophetic bullshit so its my turn to return the favwor vwith you.
[1:22 PM] cirrus (holly): yeah like sittin there feelin helpless aint one hell of a fuckin wweight
[1:23 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): im not helpless. ivwe got plenty of help. i just dont need it.
[1:23 PM] cirrus (holly): cause i had arch and youre tryin a push crosy fuckin awway
[1:24 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): you and i both knowv that he doesnt havwe to deal vwith me, or vwhatevwer problems you think ivwe got going on.
[1:24 PM] cirrus (holly): he aint obligated he fuckinwwants to
[1:24 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): youre forcing him!
[1:24 PM] cirrus (holly): i aint!
[1:24 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): youre TELLING him i NEED help.
[1:25 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): vwhen i dont!
[1:25 PM] cirrus (holly): he already kneww i just gavve him answwers!
[1:26 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): so vwhat!? he knowvs the VWHOLE STORY nowv, so vwhy push HIM to try and make ME feel better?
[1:26 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): you SHOULDVWE pushed him at dirk so the tvwo of them can keep EACH OTHER preoccupied.
[1:26 PM] cirrus (holly): vwhat like you dont deservve his fuckin attention and god damn support
[1:27 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): NOT LIKE THIS!
[1:27 PM] cirrus (holly): i AINT fuckin PUSHIN him he WWANTS to be there
[1:27 PM] cirrus (holly): YOU CLEARLY aint lettin
[1:27 PM] cirrus (holly): you knoww wwhat fine its your pitch you twwo figure it out
[1:27 PM] cirrus (holly): im goin a go find that fuckin damn golem
[1:28 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): fine.
[1:28 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): good luck. i lovwe you.
[1:28 PM] cirrus (holly): im gonna kick its ass and i lovve you too
[1:29 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): i believwe in you babe.
[1:29 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): :heart:
[1:29 PM] cirrus (holly): im tryin a be mad stop fuckin
[1:29 PM] cirrus (holly): butterin me up i dont wwant a smile right noww
[1:29 PM] cirrus (holly): B(
[1:29 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): yknowv ill alvways lovwe you evwen if vwere drivwin each other up the fuckin vwalls.
[1:30 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): its just. stressful. ivwe got feelins i dont knowv vwhat to do vwith an im takin em out on evweryone cause i dont knowv vwhat else to do about it. so.
[1:31 PM] ollie (cudi, vwig, cas): that doesnt mean im gonna stop lovwin you. vwe made a promise, right?