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  2. [info]olive
  3. 2019-07-17 01:07 pm (local) (link) Track This
  4. i just don't know how i fit.
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  8. [info]graaff
  9. 2019-07-17 01:08 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  10. fit...? where? are you talking about with me?
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  14. [info]olive
  15. 2019-07-17 01:10 pm (local) (link) Track This
  16. yes. i'm sorry. both you and beth are giving me crap about talking to shane. i wanted to have this party for you and now beth and shane are both talking about backing out. i honestly...i don't know. i don't need to feel like i have to justify my role in your life to everyone.
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  20. [info]olive
  21. 2019-07-17 01:11 pm (local) (link) Track This
  22. and now if you say anything it will be like your other friends don't feel like they can talk to me. and you just...treat me differently. i don't know. i should just back off.
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  27. 2019-07-17 01:15 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  28. olive, hold on. you don't have to justify yourself to anyone, ever. and you certainly don't have to justify our relationship. i think part of this is just an awkward situation that we're all just trying to navigate comfortably. i mentioned the party to beth when i saw her and i think...because of shane's involvement with it, she felt she would be left out? like...i'm sorry. i'm sorry this got to be such a mess, i know you were just trying to do something nice.
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  30. and i'm sorry if you feel like i'm treating you differently. i don't know why you feel like you need to back off, though. i don't...can you just explain that to me a little more?
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  34. [info]olive
  35. 2019-07-17 01:22 pm (local) (link) Track This
  36. i'll come back in a bit and try to explain. i think i need to breathe.
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  41. 2019-07-17 01:22 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  42. okay. i'm sorry, olive. i really am.
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  46. [info]olive
  47. 2019-07-17 01:29 pm (local) (link) Track This
  48. don't be. i'm trying to not be a jumbled mess. i want to be productive and say what i'm feeling without it making things worse. i don't want to upset you. i was so excited that beth finally wanted to even talk to me.
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  53. 2019-07-17 01:31 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  54. i'm sorry because i feel like i brought all this mess to you. it's just a shitty situation right now and it's tricky and i'm sure that she would love to actually talk to you. i just...i'm really fucking sorry.
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  58. [info]olive
  59. 2019-07-17 01:33 pm (local) (link) Track This
  60. she knows you have/had feelings for me doesn't she
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  65. 2019-07-17 01:34 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  66. she does, yes. i've talked to her about it. why?
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  70. [info]olive
  71. 2019-07-17 01:35 pm (local) (link) Track This
  72. i just have had a vibe from her for awhile. i don't know. it's fine. she doesn't have to like me.
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  76. [info]graaff
  77. 2019-07-17 01:37 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  78. i don't think she...doesn't like you?
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  82. [info]olive
  83. 2019-07-17 01:38 pm (local) (link) Track This
  84. i don't know what she feels, but she made me feel like crap for even talking to shane. and you? can be possessive and protective over me. but she doesn't get to come out of nowhere after all the times i've tried to talk to her and be nice to her and question me on where i fit in your life and/or shane's. i told her i don't talk to shane and that you're my best friend. i don't know what she wants me to say.
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  89. 2019-07-17 01:39 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  90. what do you mean, she questioned that?
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  94. [info]olive
  95. 2019-07-17 01:38 pm (local) (link) Track This
  96. i also thought she already knew shane wasn't coming. here's our conversation.
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  100. [info]olive
  101. 2019-07-17 01:39 pm (local) (link) Track This
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  103. [info]beth
  104. 2019-07-17 09:06 am (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  105. Hiiii! How's it going?
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  109. [info]olive
  110. 2019-07-17 09:34 am (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  111. hey it's going great, it's good to hear from you! how are you??
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  115. [info]beth
  116. 2019-07-17 09:39 am (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  117. I'm good! I wanted to reach out because Beau mentioned something about a birthday dinner but I know it's you and Shane planning and I DIDN'T WANT TO JUST CRASH THIS THING OR SOMETHING.
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  122. 2019-07-17 09:45 am (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  123. well you are INVITED, i thought beau would have made that clear, but apparently shane decided last night that he's backing out and he wants to do something separate, SO. but yes, on beau's birthday! i'm insisting on party hats. so far it's me, you, beau, brandon, his grams, his sister and blush, and of course ruby. my dogs sherlock and watson as well as reggie, and brandon may bring his dog if he feels like it, we'll see.
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  127. [info]beth
  128. 2019-07-17 09:46 am (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  129. Wait, separate with himself and Beau?
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  131. I'll be on the floor with the dogs....................
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  135. [info]olive
  136. 2019-07-17 09:49 am (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  137. the dogs will be wearing party hats and i maybe bought beau a sparkly crown, don't tell him.
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  139. and yeah...yes. just us three, i guess. it was his suggestion.
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  143. [info]beth
  144. 2019-07-17 10:02 am (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  145. Look, if I'm ruining it by being there, I can duck out and you guys can go on with your plans....
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  150. 2019-07-17 10:56 am (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  151. listen, this is just shane being shane. you're not ruining anything and beau wants you there. shane already backed out, i don't think that it would be helpful if you did too.
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  155. [info]beth
  156. 2019-07-17 10:58 am (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  157. I'm not backing out, I just didn't mean to ruin it.
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  162. 2019-07-17 11:00 am (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  163. please don't do that to yourself. i know that you and i aren't close - but i know enough about you to say, with confidence, that you shouldn't let shane's attitude change your line of thinking OR make you feel like you've ruined anything. beau wants you there and it wouldn't be right without you.
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  167. [info]beth
  168. 2019-07-17 12:41 pm (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  169. I guess I just didn’t realize you and Shane and Beau were all so close.
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  173. [info]olive
  174. 2019-07-17 01:05 pm (local) (link) DeleteFreezeScreenTrack This Select
  175. shane and i don't really talk, he came to me about the party specifically because of beau's birthday. beau is my best friend.
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  180. [info]graaff
  181. 2019-07-17 01:42 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  182. olive...i don't think she was questioning our relationship. i think it's the same reaction i had yesterday when i was surprised by how it appeared how close you and shane had gotten. like, i understand now that it's just....him being him but, it's surprising.
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  186. [info]olive
  187. 2019-07-17 01:43 pm (local) (link) Track This
  188. fine.
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  192. [info]graaff
  193. 2019-07-17 01:44 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  194. what?
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  198. [info]olive
  199. 2019-07-17 01:44 pm (local) (link) Track This
  200. it's fine. like i said.
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  204. [info]graaff
  205. 2019-07-17 01:45 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  206. no it's not. no one ever just says "fine" and means it. what?
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  210. [info]olive
  211. 2019-07-17 01:46 pm (local) (link) Track This
  212. honestly, it doesn't matter. like you said she was probably just curious and harmless and totally innocent. i'm just going to cook you dinner on your bday and whoever comes, comes. she and shane can fight amongst themselves about why they can't put their own feelings aside to be there for you.
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  216. [info]graaff
  217. 2019-07-17 01:48 pm (local) (link) DeleteTrack This
  218. olive, it does matter! something is bothering you and that matters to me. it's a tricky situation and it's hard and it's easy to read into things and i know how that is. i wish i could snap my fingers and fix it all but, i can't. i'm trying my best here.
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  223. 2019-07-17 01:48 pm (local) (link) Track This
  224. you and me? we were never tricky.
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