Ayo, Endo! Well, first of all. I hate your xatspace, now I have to think of something now and I am bad at it.. Very bad. r3r But anyway. We met when I stalked Dulcie at Color_Me_Anime and you as always, were ranting about your ex boyfriend I think? Then I started to be an asshole to you calling you annoying and shit. And we always used to fight, but not serious fights or anything. Then we went out and didn't really work. Mainly my fault but that doesn't matter.. <3< And we remained friends, playing hide and seek with me never finding you and you jumping out of nowhere to scare the shit out of me. As always.. Then we started to have those serious fights sometimes, we wouldn't even want to talk to eachother for weeks. Or sometimes after a fight, I wanted to talk to you but you ignored me and cut me off for a loooooooong time. But you still came back at one point and apologized and I always forgave you, I just can't be mad at you or hate you. Even if I wanted to, I couldn't. Everytime I wanted to say 'I hate you' I always ended up saying 'I love you'. Now we came at the point where we wouldn't talk to eachother again, thinking that we hated eachother, so we became distant, again. But this time was longer, more painful on my part. I just wanted to grab you and pull you back when I noticed that you were walking away from me again, I wanted to call you an idiot, to tell you how stupid and dumb you are and then cuddle the shit out of you and probably be kicked away.. But I didn't do that and let you go, and I was stupid for doing that. I should've tripped you and let your face hit the floor. I should've tackle-- You get my point.. But next time, I promise I wont let go, even if you want me to or not, for once I will say no to you. And yes, those years were kind of bad, but I wouldn't have it any other way as long as we end up as friends. I feel like playing hide and seek with you now.. Anyway, Ich liebe dich Endo, and dun forget that. k? k. ~ ZenniePooh