Attitude on Stream 11/29

To anyone who was in my stream last night (11/29):

I'm not going to apologize for what I said on stream that night, but I will apologize for how I said it. The way I said what I did was not acceptable for me to do and I honestly don't know why I was that upset that night. Thinking about it and going back and looking at the footage, there really is no reason for me to be upset. I just was pissed off. :/

One reason I think I might have been annoyed is that we've told people again and again what we are doing in a safety save and people keep telling us to do "thing X" or method Y instead of just doing what we are doing. Maybe got flustered with it happening again for some reason. Not blaming people, just how I reacted.

When I said that people should just "stop watching the marathon if they don't like safety saves" it was just raw emotion coming out. No logical rhyme or reason behind it. But like, (probably thanks to the Boop Troop), I get so sick of stupid fucking drama over the smallest details (like using a safety save over the stash) that I just get instantly triggered.

Acting like this on stream, makes me feel like I don't deserve to show off this game at AGDQ anymore. I shouldn't have such a toxic attitude that after the run is done people say "Yea he did a good run, but no one likes this guy." I know plenty of people who I don't want to see run games at a GDQ because of the way they act towards people and the communities they are a part of. I don't want to put myself into that group with them.

Sorry again for getting annoyed, it's something I will have to work on in the future. I don't know how long it will take until I get better at controlling my emotions, but it'll be on my "need to improve list".