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- When we were children and fed up
- with our small neighbourhood -
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- we used to come to this forest
- and wander around.
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- We didn't know anyone here.
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- We didn't have to
- pretend at all.
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- 00:01:59,380 --> 00:02:02,020
- If I had done
- what others wanted me to do -
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- 00:02:02,820 --> 00:02:05,220
- I don't know
- if I'd still be alive.
- 7
- 00:02:12,580 --> 00:02:14,540
- Sometimes I think
- I don't even know -
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- who I really am.
- 9
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- You're going to get it...
- Just be calm. You're great.
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- 00:03:02,500 --> 00:03:04,540
- Don't think about winning
- or anything.
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- 00:03:04,740 --> 00:03:07,780
- I feel I just want to
- have some fun.
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- 00:03:08,100 --> 00:03:10,460
- I don't care if I win or lose.
- 13
- 00:03:10,980 --> 00:03:14,460
- Today I just want to
- have a blast.
- 14
- 00:03:15,340 --> 00:03:19,420
- We've really invested in this.
- Big time.
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- 00:03:19,580 --> 00:03:21,220
- Bitch, we got this!
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- That's good, that's very good.
- I can't even breathe.
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- 00:03:35,060 --> 00:03:36,740
- Yes, bitch!
- 18
- 00:04:06,020 --> 00:04:08,340
- In folklore a mermaid
- is an aquatic creature -
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- with the head and
- upper body of a human -
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- and the tail of a fish.
- 21
- 00:04:13,020 --> 00:04:14,620
- Are you a real mermaid?
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- 00:04:14,868 --> 00:04:15,868
- DJ B.
- 23
- 00:04:29,180 --> 00:04:31,220
- This is Ursula's
- little sister, bitch!
- 24
- 00:04:32,460 --> 00:04:35,020
- This is the reason
- Ursula became evil!
- 25
- 00:05:04,869 --> 00:05:07,909
- I'm beautiful,
- I'm beautful damn it.
- 26
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- Alright.
- 27
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- Cheers bitch.
- 28
- 00:05:20,110 --> 00:05:21,454
- Congratulations.
- 29
- 00:05:21,860 --> 00:05:24,180
- Cheers to the
- motherfucking win, bitch!
- 30
- 00:05:24,219 --> 00:05:25,196
- Cheers.
- 31
- 00:05:25,220 --> 00:05:28,940
- This time I didn't care
- if I had lost.
- 32
- 00:05:29,180 --> 00:05:31,900
- I just went there
- to enjoy myself.
- 33
- 00:05:31,930 --> 00:05:32,997
- Me too, exactly.
- 34
- 00:05:34,580 --> 00:05:40,660
- I didn't stress at all.
- - I'm happy.
- 35
- 00:05:41,700 --> 00:05:43,900
- I just can't wait to take
- this shit off.
- 36
- 00:05:44,660 --> 00:05:47,140
- But I won 'face' anyway...!
- 37
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- You won drag, I won face, bitch.
- 38
- 00:05:51,900 --> 00:05:54,140
- I made that face.
- 39
- 00:05:54,900 --> 00:05:56,900
- What the hell is that?
- What the fuck...?
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- He's drunk.
- - Don't talk to him.
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- Fuck!
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- Fuck you!
- 43
- 00:06:23,220 --> 00:06:26,900
- We used to say we'll go to
- New York when we're 20.
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- We'll live and work there,
- do anything we want.
- 45
- 00:06:34,020 --> 00:06:37,540
- Now it feels unrealistic.
- But this is close enough.
- 46
- 00:06:42,740 --> 00:06:44,820
- It is good to have dreams.
- 47
- 00:06:46,620 --> 00:06:50,420
- But maybe it's good to
- just let them be dreams.
- 48
- 00:07:18,060 --> 00:07:24,300
- They gave me this book when
- I went to study in New Forest, -
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- in Bournemouth.
- 50
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- I was there studying biology.
- I've never once read this book.
- 51
- 00:07:31,900 --> 00:07:33,660
- But it looks nice on my shelf.
- 52
- 00:07:34,220 --> 00:07:38,540
- I'm quite happy to
- leave this place.
- 53
- 00:07:40,180 --> 00:07:44,220
- I've lived here long enough.
- So far away from the others.
- 54
- 00:07:45,580 --> 00:07:48,140
- Before, I never bothered
- leaving home.
- 55
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- I lived so far
- from the city centre.
- 56
- 00:07:51,820 --> 00:07:57,660
- I just said 'see you tomorrow'
- or 'I'm busy' -
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- even if I really wasn't.
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- This was my first dress.
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- Still fierce.
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- It was a month or so
- after I had left home.
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- I saw this and I bought it.
- 62
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- I was afraid that someone would
- see me and tell my family.
- 63
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- My mother bought me this shirt.
- 64
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- I'll never wear it. But I'll
- always have it in my closet.
- 65
- 00:09:02,300 --> 00:09:05,020
- I've always said
- Kelet's fabulous.
- 66
- 00:09:05,340 --> 00:09:08,700
- She's tall, she has a long neck
- and nice cheekbones.
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- 00:09:09,540 --> 00:09:11,660
- Such a beautiful face.
- And long legs.
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- Every girl's dream.
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- Kelet is so beautiful.
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- She's beautiful.
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- Even if she doesn't know it.
- Or do you?
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- I don't know anything.
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- She's beautiful.
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- She's brave.
- I love that.
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- Are you trying to kill me?
- - Yes, I am.
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- But if you die now, at least
- you'll die looking fabulous.
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- 00:10:00,420 --> 00:10:03,100
- If someone had asked me
- two or three years ago -
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- I would never have said
- 'I'm a trans woman.'
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- 00:10:07,820 --> 00:10:11,340
- I would never have said
- I live alone.
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- 00:10:12,140 --> 00:10:14,260
- That I don't talk to my parents.
- 81
- 00:10:19,060 --> 00:10:20,980
- My family lives in Manchester.
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- We moved there eight years ago.
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- 00:10:25,100 --> 00:10:27,620
- I guess we just needed
- a change of scenery.
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- All I know, I hated it.
- Every second.
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- Are you serious?
- You're going like that?
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- You're going to wear that
- all night?
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- 00:10:40,860 --> 00:10:44,980
- Are you serious?
- Can you even breathe?
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- They'll scream your name
- and you'll have to vogue.
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- Oh my god, girl.
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- We were called f******.
- We were called n******
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- 00:11:12,077 --> 00:11:14,837
- We didn't belong. So
- we created our own world.
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- With our own rules.
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- 00:11:16,499 --> 00:11:19,100
- And you know what happened?
- Magic.
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- 00:11:21,447 --> 00:11:22,985
- And now with us, with Vogue.
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- The iconic Mother Leiomy Amazon!
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- 00:11:36,715 --> 00:11:40,195
- She is here, DJ Tarp.
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- The cover of Vogue, bitch.
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- 00:12:10,140 --> 00:12:12,740
- I have always wanted to be
- a runway model.
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- 00:12:14,060 --> 00:12:16,060
- That's my biggest dream.
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- I used to watch Iman and
- Naomi Campbell videos, -
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- and I thought
- 'Oh my God, what a life!'
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- Watching those
- women kept me alive.
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- 00:12:32,180 --> 00:12:34,380
- I thought it was my only way up.
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- I've applied to model agencies.
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- But they say they have
- enough Black models.
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- 00:12:44,780 --> 00:12:46,620
- But thanks for your interest.
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- 00:13:19,900 --> 00:13:22,340
- When I first told my parents
- who I am, -
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- they told me
- I'll never make it, -
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- because I'm a freak.
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- No one will accept me.
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- They organised a meeting
- where my aunt, grandmother, -
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- my uncle and my parents -
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- took me into a room.
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- 00:13:56,460 --> 00:13:58,820
- And one by one everyone said -
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- if you choose
- to follow that road, -
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- we won't talk to you,
- we won't look at you.
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- 00:14:04,820 --> 00:14:07,140
- We won't feed you
- if you're hungry.
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- Unless my father
- contacts me first, -
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- 00:14:15,460 --> 00:14:17,940
- I won't do anything.
- I don't care.
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- 00:14:44,140 --> 00:14:45,267
- It should be the
- other way round.
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- 00:14:45,292 --> 00:14:47,004
- What do you mean?
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- It will fall.
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- You see?
- - Yeah.
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- It's the other way around.
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- 00:15:05,620 --> 00:15:07,940
- Suddenly I'm your handyman.
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- 00:15:09,540 --> 00:15:12,740
- I don't like this at all.
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- 00:15:14,540 --> 00:15:16,340
- Shouldn't it be
- like the other one?
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- 00:15:16,420 --> 00:15:18,340
- I'll fix it.
- 129
- 00:15:24,220 --> 00:15:26,340
- Now it's done.
- 130
- 00:15:29,140 --> 00:15:31,500
- Well, it's your TV,
- you deal with it.
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- 00:15:32,380 --> 00:15:36,060
- Let's just give up, all right?
- Maybe a drink will help.
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- Pour it in a classy way,
- will you?
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- 00:15:56,620 --> 00:15:58,900
- After that,
- I need an extra big glass.
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- Nice.
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- 00:16:05,549 --> 00:16:06,549
- Cheers.
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- 00:16:41,420 --> 00:16:43,140
- Do you know how cold
- it is outside?
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- No, and I don't care.
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- 00:16:54,540 --> 00:16:56,740
- Turn it off! Oh my God!
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- 00:16:59,140 --> 00:17:01,100
- There goes the hair dryer...
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- 00:17:04,507 --> 00:17:06,773
- - Oh my god.
- - Oh my fucking god.
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- 00:17:07,100 --> 00:17:09,180
- We have to figure out something.
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- 00:17:09,860 --> 00:17:11,420
- Oh my god.
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- 00:17:11,700 --> 00:17:14,500
- How did it manage to
- suck in all this?
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- 00:17:14,900 --> 00:17:16,660
- Yeah, just in seconds.
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- 00:17:19,780 --> 00:17:24,060
- And you won't put on
- any make up? Oh, wow.
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- 00:17:30,780 --> 00:17:33,820
- These are good.
- - Beautiful!
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- And some of these.
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- I'll tell you, what
- they wrote me.
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- I'd like to present you
- to these agencies, -
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- 00:17:41,340 --> 00:17:43,660
- but first I'd like to ask
- for your permission -
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- to show them
- your Instagram photos.
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- 00:17:47,660 --> 00:17:50,260
- Okay... I don't know...
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- 00:17:52,580 --> 00:17:54,180
- Why would they do that...
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- In some countries,
- maybe it could work...
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- But in Finland...
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- Yeah. A Black trans woman.
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- 00:18:06,340 --> 00:18:08,140
- It's a big deal.
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- 00:18:12,780 --> 00:18:16,820
- If I get gigs and
- there is a make-up artist...
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- 00:18:17,940 --> 00:18:20,500
- Imagine the make-up
- I would have...
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- 00:18:21,060 --> 00:18:23,860
- Do you remember,
- when I told you about my school?
- 161
- 00:18:24,100 --> 00:18:26,260
- The only time we learned -
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- to do make-up
- for a Black person -
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- was the time
- when we created characters.
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- You mean, you made
- white people look Black?
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- Girl...
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- 00:18:40,220 --> 00:18:42,860
- If I get a chance, I think
- I'll do a few things here -
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- and then I'll go and work
- in Paris or somewhere.
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- I'll try to get out of here.
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- Though, it would be good to
- have someone here, in Finland.
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- That's how it is...
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- Dinner's ready!
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- 00:18:55,740 --> 00:18:57,060
- Do you want some? - Okay.
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- You're about to become a model,
- so that's all you'll get.
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- 00:19:07,861 --> 00:19:09,275
- Diet food.
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- 00:19:13,380 --> 00:19:15,180
- I'll get my hormone pills.
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- 00:19:33,580 --> 00:19:35,460
- Do you take them
- at a certain hour -
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- or when you have time?
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- I should take them every morning.
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- 00:19:41,460 --> 00:19:43,100
- What?
- 180
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- Well, you just have to
- take them with food.
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- Ah, ok.
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- 00:20:09,420 --> 00:20:12,900
- Here in Helsinki, there are
- many places we have to avoid.
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- For our own safety.
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- They shout at you
- or they threaten you.
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- 00:20:37,580 --> 00:20:41,140
- We really have to pay attention
- to where we go.
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- 00:20:42,980 --> 00:20:44,780
- And where we have our shows.
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- 00:21:01,460 --> 00:21:04,420
- Vogue is a dance style
- born many decades ago -
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- in the New York ballroom scene.
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- Rainbow and LGBT people and
- people of colour came together -
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- in situations like the one
- I had to face -
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- when their families found out
- about their sexuality -
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- and didn't want them anymore.
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- 00:21:25,220 --> 00:21:28,740
- Now the totem...
- Five, six, seven, eight.
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- 00:21:29,180 --> 00:21:31,260
- One, two, three, four.
- - Wait a second.
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- 00:21:31,940 --> 00:21:33,940
- I wonder why I'm doing this!
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- 00:21:34,220 --> 00:21:36,900
- Kelet and Lola, how about
- moving your arms like this?
- 197
- 00:21:37,020 --> 00:21:40,420
- So that they don't open too much.
- Otherwise, they'll be like this!
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- 00:21:40,540 --> 00:21:42,300
- Five, six, seven, eight. One...
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- 00:21:53,540 --> 00:21:55,980
- Kelet, wrong foot.
- - It starts with left?
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- Left comes on two.
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- You've been doing this.
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- Don't start on one.
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- 00:22:05,740 --> 00:22:08,340
- You're starting too early.
- 204
- 00:22:09,060 --> 00:22:11,380
- But you should
- do it like this.
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- 00:22:13,380 --> 00:22:17,260
- I don't know who I would be
- if I hadn't gone down this road.
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- 00:22:18,341 --> 00:22:20,408
- I don't want to think about it.
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- 00:22:21,380 --> 00:22:26,020
- I was a quiet and shy kid.
- I was afraid of everything.
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- 00:22:26,500 --> 00:22:29,380
- Sometimes I didn't even have
- the courage to go to school.
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- My mother taught me a lot.
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- 00:22:37,340 --> 00:22:40,020
- But I've noticed that
- the mentors and 'the mothers' -
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- 00:22:40,300 --> 00:22:42,460
- help you navigate through life.
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- 00:22:44,100 --> 00:22:47,260
- One teaches you how to pay bills.
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- 00:22:47,620 --> 00:22:49,740
- And another how to do make-up.
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- 00:22:51,700 --> 00:22:55,020
- They teach you
- all kinds of things.
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- 00:22:55,500 --> 00:22:57,461
- I know I'll screw
- this up, but...
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- 00:22:57,486 --> 00:22:58,844
- Don't say that.
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- 00:23:01,340 --> 00:23:03,620
- You'll be prepared and
- you won't screw up.
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- 00:23:04,940 --> 00:23:08,780
- I have to say, this thing is
- way better than anything -
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- that's happening
- in the Finnish drag scene.
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- No shade towards anyone.
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- 00:23:16,060 --> 00:23:18,860
- No one in Finland does it
- the way we do.
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- 00:23:19,154 --> 00:23:20,154
- Girl.
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- 00:23:20,940 --> 00:23:23,780
- Think if our wigs
- come off on stage!
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- 00:23:24,980 --> 00:23:27,940
- It makes you feel
- like you have a family.
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- 00:23:28,500 --> 00:23:30,340
- That you are safe.
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- Look up.
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- Today we'll be making history.
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- This will be
- the first POC queer party -
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- 00:23:44,260 --> 00:23:46,020
- in the history of Helsinki Pride.
- 230
- 00:23:46,300 --> 00:23:50,140
- The first where the organisers
- are brown and people of colour.
- 231
- 00:23:50,340 --> 00:23:53,260
- And the target audience
- is brown and people of colour.
- 232
- 00:23:53,728 --> 00:23:56,128
- In the spirit of
- "Paris is Burning."
- 233
- 00:23:56,540 --> 00:23:59,340
- When you belong to a minority, -
- 234
- 00:23:59,660 --> 00:24:02,700
- you'd think other minorities
- would support you.
- 235
- 00:24:02,820 --> 00:24:05,500
- That they would get you.
- 236
- 00:24:08,860 --> 00:24:11,060
- But that's not how it is.
- - No, not in here.
- 237
- 00:24:11,220 --> 00:24:16,100
- Then there's Vogue
- and other things, -
- 238
- 00:24:16,300 --> 00:24:19,340
- which were born
- within Black culture...
- 239
- 00:24:19,540 --> 00:24:22,780
- I think the Finnish Vogue scene
- is much better now.
- 240
- 00:24:22,900 --> 00:24:25,020
- When I first came here,
- it was very small.
- 241
- 00:24:25,180 --> 00:24:27,260
- Now people are interested in it.
- 242
- 00:24:28,540 --> 00:24:30,180
- Ofimja was here before me.
- 243
- 00:24:30,260 --> 00:24:32,660
- In the times of
- Field Marshal Mannerheim.
- 244
- 00:24:41,420 --> 00:24:43,300
- World War II!
- 245
- 00:24:44,940 --> 00:24:48,140
- Me, Lola and Kelet are the only
- trans women in this scene.
- 246
- 00:24:48,740 --> 00:24:54,020
- Kelet, Lola and Roza are
- the only POCs.
- 247
- 00:24:55,020 --> 00:24:58,980
- You mean foreigners?
- - People of colour.
- 248
- 00:24:59,660 --> 00:25:02,740
- The scene is very homogeneous.
- 249
- 00:25:03,060 --> 00:25:07,140
- Mostly white, cis-gendered
- heterosexual women.
- 250
- 00:25:09,300 --> 00:25:11,140
- And they're mostly learning it, -
- 251
- 00:25:11,260 --> 00:25:15,020
- as if Vogue was like
- any other dance you can learn.
- 252
- 00:25:16,300 --> 00:25:21,740
- If it is empowering for
- some women, that's great.
- 253
- 00:25:23,060 --> 00:25:25,540
- But if you know the background -
- 254
- 00:25:25,660 --> 00:25:28,540
- and what it means
- to this community -
- 255
- 00:25:28,660 --> 00:25:31,300
- then it's different,
- it's a bitter-sweet feeling.
- 256
- 00:25:31,460 --> 00:25:33,380
- We are under-represented.
- 257
- 00:25:33,500 --> 00:25:35,740
- For example,
- you can't do some moves -
- 258
- 00:25:35,940 --> 00:25:38,820
- if you have an Adam's apple.
- 259
- 00:25:39,140 --> 00:25:41,980
- You can't do this,
- because it means -
- 260
- 00:25:42,220 --> 00:25:45,180
- you don't have it anymore.
- 261
- 00:25:48,540 --> 00:25:51,235
- Bitch, I'm gonna be hungover,
- but I'm gonna get..
- 262
- 00:25:51,340 --> 00:25:53,540
- No, I don't want to
- drink too much tonight.
- 263
- 00:25:53,700 --> 00:25:56,340
- Tomorrow's the Pride parade.
- 264
- 00:25:56,540 --> 00:25:59,620
- I need to be able to walk.
- 265
- 00:26:00,380 --> 00:26:02,860
- Don't start!
- - Oh, I'm starting?
- 266
- 00:26:03,020 --> 00:26:06,020
- Have you ever seen me start?
- 267
- 00:26:07,020 --> 00:26:08,740
- What are you talking about?
- 268
- 00:26:09,255 --> 00:26:10,255
- Oh, please.
- 269
- 00:26:11,540 --> 00:26:13,300
- It goes like this.
- 270
- 00:26:13,383 --> 00:26:14,196
- So darling.
- 271
- 00:26:14,220 --> 00:26:15,820
- Oh my God, you look fabulous.
- 272
- 00:26:15,940 --> 00:26:18,220
- What's this,
- you have pimples...
- 273
- 00:26:18,460 --> 00:26:20,300
- You always say
- something like that.
- 274
- 00:26:20,420 --> 00:26:22,060
- It wasn't about pimples.
- 275
- 00:26:22,260 --> 00:26:28,340
- It was about facts.
- I said to you, -
- 276
- 00:26:28,620 --> 00:26:31,460
- you look fabulous,
- but your eyebrows are bushy.
- 277
- 00:26:31,900 --> 00:26:37,620
- Your eyebrows were
- fucking lion-queen bushy.
- 278
- 00:26:38,900 --> 00:26:42,180
- Like this, you know.
- 279
- 00:26:42,333 --> 00:26:44,413
- You need to be
- snatched to capacity.
- 280
- 00:26:44,474 --> 00:26:46,036
- It's just the way it
- is, darling, honey.
- 281
- 00:26:46,107 --> 00:26:48,724
- Shade is training, bitch.
- 282
- 00:26:51,260 --> 00:26:53,940
- But that's life, darling.
- 283
- 00:26:55,340 --> 00:26:59,180
- Oh my God, these curls!
- -Is it good or bad?
- 284
- 00:27:05,500 --> 00:27:08,740
- There are no straight ones left?
- - No...
- 285
- 00:27:09,700 --> 00:27:11,940
- Let's try to find
- some other colour.
- 286
- 00:27:12,460 --> 00:27:17,380
- Kelet's brave. Kelet's beautiful.
- 287
- 00:27:18,860 --> 00:27:24,020
- Kelet's patient. Kelet's smart.
- 288
- 00:27:30,650 --> 00:27:31,650
- Okay.
- 289
- 00:27:36,340 --> 00:27:38,740
- Does this look all right?
- - You look gorgeous.
- 290
- 00:27:51,220 --> 00:27:54,978
- Kelet! Kelet!
- 291
- 00:28:28,380 --> 00:28:30,380
- Love belongs to everybody!
- 292
- 00:29:07,580 --> 00:29:10,500
- I was thirteen when I attended
- my first Pride parade.
- 293
- 00:29:15,300 --> 00:29:19,700
- My dearest memory is marching
- together with my brother.
- 294
- 00:29:21,100 --> 00:29:22,860
- It was the moment
- when we were like -
- 295
- 00:29:23,020 --> 00:29:26,900
- 'Are we walking in front of
- all these people?'
- 296
- 00:29:32,420 --> 00:29:37,500
- I miss my siblings,
- especially my brother Max.
- 297
- 00:29:40,820 --> 00:29:45,860
- When the family thing happened,
- it was him who consoled me -
- 298
- 00:29:45,980 --> 00:29:47,740
- and got me back on my feet.
- 299
- 00:29:49,420 --> 00:29:53,380
- I felt I didn't belong anywhere.
- I was all by myself in the world.
- 300
- 00:30:01,460 --> 00:30:07,540
- Pride is also my celebration.
- I have created my own space.
- 301
- 00:30:28,580 --> 00:30:30,220
- I used to watch this video -
- 302
- 00:30:30,500 --> 00:30:33,700
- when I was preparing
- for Vogue balls.
- 303
- 00:30:34,180 --> 00:30:37,820
- Her walk is so well composed.
- 304
- 00:30:41,300 --> 00:30:44,260
- There's something very
- captivating about her walk.
- 305
- 00:30:46,380 --> 00:30:49,940
- She's just so wonderful.
- 306
- 00:30:55,700 --> 00:31:00,220
- This is Tiina from the
- employment agency. - Hi.
- 307
- 00:31:00,500 --> 00:31:03,380
- Are you available for
- shifts this week?
- 308
- 00:31:06,300 --> 00:31:08,660
- My week's all empty.
- 309
- 00:31:08,900 --> 00:31:14,940
- Except tomorrow and
- on Thursday I'm busy.
- 310
- 00:31:16,420 --> 00:31:19,700
- So, you can't come tomorrow
- and on Thursday.
- 311
- 00:31:21,060 --> 00:31:24,140
- And you'll have the shift
- on Wednesday.
- 312
- 00:31:24,260 --> 00:31:28,300
- There are more shifts
- available for next weekend.
- 313
- 00:31:28,660 --> 00:31:34,540
- So you can reserve
- your shifts online
- 314
- 00:31:34,700 --> 00:31:36,540
- if you're available.
- 315
- 00:31:36,900 --> 00:31:40,900
- Okay. I will.
- - Thank you. Bye!
- 316
- 00:31:48,020 --> 00:31:51,020
- At some point,
- I'd like to study more.
- 317
- 00:31:54,620 --> 00:31:57,740
- I could continue
- studying biology.
- 318
- 00:31:58,860 --> 00:32:01,340
- I didn't quit it because
- I didn't like it.
- 319
- 00:32:01,500 --> 00:32:07,060
- It was just... I was nineteen,
- I had just left home.
- 320
- 00:32:09,100 --> 00:32:15,220
- I had no money, no savings.
- I was all alone.
- 321
- 00:32:16,980 --> 00:32:18,940
- Even if I had a job, -
- 322
- 00:32:21,580 --> 00:32:23,460
- that wasn't enough.
- 323
- 00:32:23,820 --> 00:32:26,180
- They paid me like
- 5 euros per hour.
- 324
- 00:32:29,860 --> 00:32:33,020
- I haven't heard yet
- from the agencies.
- 325
- 00:32:34,900 --> 00:32:38,100
- They never say anything.
- No idea, what they are thinking.
- 326
- 00:32:39,980 --> 00:32:44,100
- I'll ask her right away.
- 'Hi, any news?'
- 327
- 00:32:50,380 --> 00:32:55,220
- It's very frustrating to just
- wait and wait -
- 328
- 00:32:55,380 --> 00:32:57,820
- for months on end.
- 329
- 00:33:01,020 --> 00:33:03,740
- Sometimes I just don't have
- the energy for this.
- 330
- 00:33:28,060 --> 00:33:30,220
- I went to job interviews.
- 331
- 00:33:31,940 --> 00:33:34,940
- I wasn't trying to hide myself.
- It went all right.
- 332
- 00:33:37,340 --> 00:33:39,220
- But then they asked for my ID.
- 333
- 00:33:39,700 --> 00:33:44,300
- And they saw it said male. The
- atmosphere changed right away.
- 334
- 00:33:45,700 --> 00:33:50,060
- The interview stopped at once.
- I didn't get the job.
- 335
- 00:34:14,260 --> 00:34:18,180
- Is this just
- a waste of time and energy?
- 336
- 00:34:59,820 --> 00:35:03,020
- They always have those nice
- pink backdrops. - Yeah.
- 337
- 00:35:04,660 --> 00:35:08,580
- At first, I thought she wanted to
- take similar photos with me.
- 338
- 00:35:09,180 --> 00:35:13,580
- Straight hair and everything.
- - Okay. But are you comfortable?
- 339
- 00:35:13,940 --> 00:35:19,060
- Yeah. With the black top.
- - Girl, that's you soon.
- 340
- 00:35:19,580 --> 00:35:21,580
- Imagine that.
- 341
- 00:35:23,140 --> 00:35:26,140
- Lovely studio!
- 342
- 00:35:26,340 --> 00:35:27,940
- When we got your message -
- 343
- 00:35:28,100 --> 00:35:30,020
- Lola and I were all excited.
- 344
- 00:35:33,889 --> 00:35:35,053
- Oh my god.
- 345
- 00:35:35,940 --> 00:35:38,020
- She wants you to be glass.
- 346
- 00:35:39,380 --> 00:35:43,780
- I'm turning into... a doll.
- 347
- 00:35:59,060 --> 00:36:01,500
- Put your hand like...
- That's perfect.
- 348
- 00:36:03,060 --> 00:36:05,700
- And turn your face a bit...
- That's it.
- 349
- 00:36:18,540 --> 00:36:20,300
- It would be a lie to say -
- 350
- 00:36:20,660 --> 00:36:23,580
- I've always loved the
- colour of my skin.
- 351
- 00:36:25,380 --> 00:36:27,020
- I don't like myself in pictures.
- 352
- 00:36:28,140 --> 00:36:30,300
- People ask me,
- why do you want to be a model -
- 353
- 00:36:30,420 --> 00:36:32,940
- if you don't like to look
- at yourself in pictures.
- 354
- 00:37:04,620 --> 00:37:07,300
- I was in contact about
- changing my name.
- 355
- 00:37:07,780 --> 00:37:10,980
- That will cost you 25 euros.
- 356
- 00:37:12,140 --> 00:37:16,860
- Why exactly do you want this
- particular first name?
- 357
- 00:37:17,020 --> 00:37:20,860
- This is not a registered name
- in Finland.
- 358
- 00:37:21,460 --> 00:37:25,300
- That's why we need
- additional information.
- 359
- 00:37:28,540 --> 00:37:30,180
- Okay.
- 360
- 00:37:36,620 --> 00:37:43,460
- Is the name common in the country
- where you have family ties?
- 361
- 00:37:44,660 --> 00:37:46,580
- What does your name mean
- in Finnish?
- 362
- 00:37:53,060 --> 00:37:56,020
- Well, mine's not a common name...
- 363
- 00:38:01,900 --> 00:38:04,260
- I'll just make something up.
- 364
- 00:38:04,420 --> 00:38:08,020
- 'Kelet is
- a Somali name that means'
- 365
- 00:38:08,380 --> 00:38:10,260
- What could it be?
- 366
- 00:38:13,900 --> 00:38:15,740
- Well, it's unique,
- to say the least.
- 367
- 00:38:15,820 --> 00:38:17,980
- I've never met
- anyone called Kelet.
- 368
- 00:38:30,580 --> 00:38:36,020
- The process is now underway.
- - Excuse me?
- 369
- 00:38:36,540 --> 00:38:39,380
- The process is now underway.
- - All right.
- 370
- 00:38:39,540 --> 00:38:42,820
- You'll let me know then.
- - Yes.
- 371
- 00:38:54,940 --> 00:38:59,620
- I can't even remember
- what they look like.
- 372
- 00:39:00,820 --> 00:39:03,460
- I've changed so much.
- That's obvious.
- 373
- 00:39:19,142 --> 00:39:20,540
- Please have your boarding card
- 374
- 00:39:20,565 --> 00:39:23,406
- and open passport
- ready for inspection.
- 375
- 00:39:46,260 --> 00:39:47,860
- Say hello to my brother.
- 376
- 00:39:49,900 --> 00:39:52,700
- It's weird to see each other
- after three years, -
- 377
- 00:39:53,340 --> 00:39:55,060
- and to see where we are now.
- 378
- 00:39:55,220 --> 00:39:56,940
- I'm so happy you're here now.
- 379
- 00:39:57,100 --> 00:39:58,700
- Honestly.
- 380
- 00:40:02,020 --> 00:40:03,900
- We've literally switched roles.
- 381
- 00:40:04,020 --> 00:40:06,220
- Why couldn't I
- just get the coochie?
- 382
- 00:40:09,860 --> 00:40:11,820
- What was I saying?
- 383
- 00:40:12,580 --> 00:40:14,340
- Then we both came out -
- 384
- 00:40:14,620 --> 00:40:16,820
- and we just got so much closer,
- didn't we?
- 385
- 00:40:17,700 --> 00:40:24,260
- I came out to you. And you were
- like 'Oh my goodness', -
- 386
- 00:40:25,540 --> 00:40:27,860
- this whole fucking family
- is full of queers.
- 387
- 00:40:28,220 --> 00:40:30,780
- And I was like 'what'?
- 'What do you mean?'
- 388
- 00:40:31,740 --> 00:40:35,420
- Normally you have
- a gay sister or a brother.
- 389
- 00:40:36,140 --> 00:40:38,700
- But when one is trans
- and the other is also trans...
- 390
- 00:40:38,860 --> 00:40:40,580
- That's quite ... random.
- 391
- 00:40:40,740 --> 00:40:42,620
- We're going through
- the same thing.
- 392
- 00:40:43,420 --> 00:40:46,500
- Because we can talk about this
- without feeling awkward.
- 393
- 00:40:47,580 --> 00:40:51,180
- A couple of months from now,
- we're going to look like...
- 394
- 00:40:53,740 --> 00:40:57,340
- I just started a month ago.
- - Really?
- 395
- 00:40:57,460 --> 00:40:59,380
- Me, eight months.
- 396
- 00:40:59,540 --> 00:41:03,300
- Three days ago I had my one-
- month anniversary with hormones.
- 397
- 00:41:06,740 --> 00:41:10,540
- When I came to Finland,
- it helped me that I had people -
- 398
- 00:41:10,660 --> 00:41:13,180
- with whom I could talk.
- - It makes the difference.
- 399
- 00:41:15,220 --> 00:41:17,220
- In Bournemouth I was all alone.
- 400
- 00:41:17,340 --> 00:41:19,220
- Yeah, and even if
- you're not alone, -
- 401
- 00:41:19,300 --> 00:41:21,740
- physically you're still alone.
- 402
- 00:41:22,260 --> 00:41:25,500
- And when I came here,
- I had you.
- 403
- 00:41:26,100 --> 00:41:32,380
- And when I needed some space,
- I could go someplace else.
- 404
- 00:41:33,100 --> 00:41:37,060
- But I was afraid I would run
- into someone from my family, -
- 405
- 00:41:37,220 --> 00:41:39,860
- my mother, my sisters...
- 406
- 00:41:40,420 --> 00:41:45,540
- I remember, you were
- a bit... withdrawn.
- 407
- 00:41:49,060 --> 00:41:53,180
- Your spirits were quite low.
- 408
- 00:41:54,260 --> 00:41:59,220
- But I can see the difference now
- and I'm so proud of you now.
- 409
- 00:42:01,020 --> 00:42:03,260
- And it makes me happy.
- 410
- 00:42:11,020 --> 00:42:14,340
- You're so tall.
- - I have to crouch...
- 411
- 00:42:46,740 --> 00:42:49,540
- This place has been
- a life saver for me.
- 412
- 00:42:54,180 --> 00:42:58,540
- When I had
- self-destructive thoughts -
- 413
- 00:42:59,140 --> 00:43:01,340
- I would come here.
- This place comforted me.
- 414
- 00:43:18,700 --> 00:43:21,180
- Until now, a trend in my life
- has been that -
- 415
- 00:43:21,300 --> 00:43:23,540
- things begin fairly well.
- 416
- 00:43:23,660 --> 00:43:27,740
- I have friends who are with me
- and who love me.
- 417
- 00:43:28,100 --> 00:43:32,220
- But after a while,
- I somehow end up all alone.
- 418
- 00:43:58,380 --> 00:44:04,820
- I push people away because
- I don't want them to leave me.
- 419
- 00:44:05,820 --> 00:44:08,860
- I prefer to keep others
- at a distance.
- 420
- 00:44:09,540 --> 00:44:12,180
- To keep me from getting hurt.
- 421
- 00:44:22,940 --> 00:44:26,220
- My father said that
- he wants to meet me.
- 422
- 00:44:28,540 --> 00:44:30,460
- I'll go see him today.
- 423
- 00:44:44,580 --> 00:44:47,260
- He'll probably expect
- a different kind of shirt.
- 424
- 00:44:47,380 --> 00:44:50,060
- Because he told me to
- put on a button shirt.
- 425
- 00:44:50,224 --> 00:44:53,424
- These are the only type
- of shirts that I have.
- 426
- 00:44:53,820 --> 00:44:55,540
- He said don't wear a dress.
- 427
- 00:44:55,700 --> 00:44:57,443
- And I said of
- course, no problem,
- 428
- 00:44:57,468 --> 00:44:59,004
- I'm sure leggings will be ok?
- 429
- 00:44:59,028 --> 00:45:00,028
- Yeah of course.
- 430
- 00:45:03,403 --> 00:45:04,980
- Honey, we gotta start somewhere.
- 431
- 00:45:05,005 --> 00:45:07,027
- We got to start somewhere.
- 432
- 00:45:08,620 --> 00:45:11,100
- As he said yesterday -
- 433
- 00:45:11,220 --> 00:45:14,260
- sometimes you just have to force
- yourself into situations -
- 434
- 00:45:14,380 --> 00:45:16,100
- and start talking.
- 435
- 00:45:16,540 --> 00:45:18,580
- This is not too over the top.
- 436
- 00:45:18,620 --> 00:45:19,620
- Fabulous glam.
- 437
- 00:45:21,100 --> 00:45:23,060
- This is a humble outfit.
- 438
- 00:45:25,860 --> 00:45:28,100
- We'll see
- how this is going to turn out.
- 439
- 00:45:28,260 --> 00:45:31,260
- I'll see my siblings again.
- With them everything is fine.
- 440
- 00:45:31,460 --> 00:45:36,020
- But when it comes to my dad,
- I think he just needs time.
- 441
- 00:45:36,460 --> 00:45:40,940
- He needs to accept all this.
- 442
- 00:45:44,100 --> 00:45:46,300
- He needs to face the truth.
- 443
- 00:45:48,060 --> 00:45:50,540
- Everyone is suffering
- and missing each other.
- 444
- 00:45:50,660 --> 00:45:55,940
- Anyway, I don't want to
- get my hopes up too much.
- 445
- 00:45:59,780 --> 00:46:01,700
- I'll just be disappointed.
- 446
- 00:46:36,580 --> 00:46:40,500
- When my dad finally arrived,
- we looked each other in the eye.
- 447
- 00:46:41,860 --> 00:46:42,946
- There was a mutual
- understanding,
- 448
- 00:46:42,971 --> 00:46:45,124
- like 'it's been a while'...
- 449
- 00:46:47,300 --> 00:46:50,660
- I had make-up and
- I was wearing the clothes.
- 450
- 00:46:50,900 --> 00:46:54,460
- He noticed them.
- But he didn't say anything.
- 451
- 00:46:58,420 --> 00:47:00,260
- Then we had lunch.
- 452
- 00:47:03,740 --> 00:47:05,860
- And even if it was
- only a chicken burger, -
- 453
- 00:47:06,060 --> 00:47:07,780
- the fact that he paid for it -
- 454
- 00:47:07,980 --> 00:47:10,580
- it felt like he was
- welcoming me back.
- 455
- 00:47:20,423 --> 00:47:21,423
- Yeah, Kelet.
- 456
- 00:47:21,940 --> 00:47:25,100
- You look so happy!
- - Do I?
- 457
- 00:47:25,460 --> 00:47:28,020
- It went well.
- He just called me two hours ago.
- 458
- 00:47:28,220 --> 00:47:29,820
- He said to me...
- 459
- 00:47:30,020 --> 00:47:33,820
- He said he wishes me
- a safe trip back.
- 460
- 00:47:33,940 --> 00:47:36,340
- I hope everything goes well.
- 461
- 00:47:37,780 --> 00:47:39,660
- Imagine...
- 462
- 00:47:39,780 --> 00:47:46,260
- As I've said before, he just
- has to get used to the idea -
- 463
- 00:47:46,500 --> 00:47:51,900
- that you are what you are.
- 464
- 00:47:52,020 --> 00:47:56,100
- It might take a year or two.
- 465
- 00:47:56,460 --> 00:48:00,260
- With time he'll understand
- that this is who you are.
- 466
- 00:48:01,820 --> 00:48:05,300
- And the love will follow.
- 467
- 00:48:06,140 --> 00:48:09,620
- I'm happy for you.
- You went and met your parents.
- 468
- 00:48:09,820 --> 00:48:12,380
- I haven't even seen my parents
- in a long time.
- 469
- 00:48:12,540 --> 00:48:14,700
- I'm so happy that you met them!
- 470
- 00:48:17,300 --> 00:48:20,300
- You went to the same places
- where you were hopeless before.
- 471
- 00:48:20,420 --> 00:48:23,420
- Now you have some responses
- and you can continue your life.
- 472
- 00:48:23,540 --> 00:48:25,500
- Now the things are
- falling into place.
- 473
- 00:48:25,620 --> 00:48:27,900
- I think they're starting to
- fall into place.
- 474
- 00:48:28,540 --> 00:48:32,740
- Do you remember
- when two years ago -
- 475
- 00:48:32,860 --> 00:48:35,100
- you called me from Manchester -
- 476
- 00:48:35,860 --> 00:48:38,460
- and you were crying.
- 477
- 00:48:39,020 --> 00:48:41,540
- You were feeling desperate.
- 478
- 00:48:41,700 --> 00:48:44,300
- You said, 'Lola,
- I don't know what to do.'
- 479
- 00:48:44,420 --> 00:48:50,620
- 'I'm in a bad place.
- I'm homeless.'
- 480
- 00:48:51,060 --> 00:48:54,500
- 'How did my life
- turn out to be like this?'
- 481
- 00:48:54,568 --> 00:48:57,368
- Two different girls,
- two different girls.
- 482
- 00:48:57,580 --> 00:49:00,540
- I have to admit,
- two days without you was fine, -
- 483
- 00:49:00,820 --> 00:49:02,980
- but now I really
- need you, bitch.
- 484
- 00:49:03,100 --> 00:49:06,180
- Me too,
- I've been like -
- 485
- 00:49:06,380 --> 00:49:08,340
- where's Lola?
- 486
- 00:49:08,353 --> 00:49:09,553
- I need that bitch.
- 487
- 00:49:11,009 --> 00:49:12,336
- I need her.
- 488
- 00:49:12,540 --> 00:49:14,524
- You've become
- my baby little girl,
- 489
- 00:49:14,549 --> 00:49:15,791
- I love...
- - Oh my god.
- 490
- 00:49:16,151 --> 00:49:18,460
- Well sometimes we need
- a break but sometimes,
- 491
- 00:49:18,485 --> 00:49:19,503
- some days I feel like...
- 492
- 00:49:19,860 --> 00:49:22,660
- Sometimes we need some distance.
- 493
- 00:49:23,100 --> 00:49:25,460
- But I think
- we've been sewn together.
- 494
- 00:49:25,660 --> 00:49:28,700
- Two weeks without you
- is too long!
- 495
- 00:49:28,940 --> 00:49:31,420
- But don't forget us
- when you are rich.
- 496
- 00:49:31,780 --> 00:49:33,900
- Like you'd leave me alone!
- 497
- 00:49:33,946 --> 00:49:36,766
- - Girl...
- - Okay, I love you so much.
- 498
- 00:49:36,821 --> 00:49:37,821
- I love you too.
- 499
- 00:49:57,220 --> 00:50:00,340
- This is really happening.
- 500
- 00:50:02,140 --> 00:50:06,540
- I got my first gig as a runway
- model at Helsinki Fashion Week.
- 501
- 00:50:18,300 --> 00:50:21,420
- Kelet? Are you Kelet?
- Sorry for my Finnish.
- 502
- 00:50:23,300 --> 00:50:25,740
- How are you today?
- I'm really good, thank you.
- 503
- 00:50:26,740 --> 00:50:29,060
- So, if you could
- try on your first look.
- 504
- 00:50:29,180 --> 00:50:31,340
- Your first look is
- basically just a dress.
- 505
- 00:50:33,300 --> 00:50:36,020
- So this is
- a little bit see-through, -
- 506
- 00:50:36,140 --> 00:50:38,540
- are you ok to show
- your nipples? - No.
- 507
- 00:50:39,420 --> 00:50:44,300
- Otherwise, do you
- have underwear?
- 508
- 00:50:46,300 --> 00:50:49,300
- Yeah, is that ok?
- - Yeah that's fine!
- 509
- 00:50:57,060 --> 00:50:58,060
- Don't do this.
- 510
- 00:51:12,940 --> 00:51:16,580
- May I ask, what is that?
- I've never used anything red.
- 511
- 00:51:17,420 --> 00:51:21,700
- It's just a blusher.
- It brightens up your face.
- 512
- 00:51:21,940 --> 00:51:28,100
- It gives some colour and
- adds a bit of dimension.
- 513
- 00:52:02,140 --> 00:52:08,420
- Autumn brought me
- a longing heart, -
- 514
- 00:52:11,020 --> 00:52:17,060
- a wonderful feeling of joy.
- 515
- 00:52:19,300 --> 00:52:26,300
- My girl, I gave you
- the most beautiful roses -
- 516
- 00:52:27,300 --> 00:52:33,140
- as a memory of our love.
- 517
- 00:52:36,300 --> 00:52:39,300
- But I didn't know that
- even the flowers of love -
- 518
- 00:52:40,300 --> 00:52:43,300
- disappear underneath the ice -
- 519
- 00:52:44,300 --> 00:52:47,300
- when autumn freezes the ground.
- 520
- 00:52:48,300 --> 00:52:51,300
- I can only watch in tears.
- 521
- 00:53:18,380 --> 00:53:20,220
- I'm so nervous.
- 522
- 00:53:22,740 --> 00:53:25,980
- We've spread
- the information around.
- 523
- 00:53:28,260 --> 00:53:32,420
- We told it to the
- best gossipers in town.
- 524
- 00:53:33,260 --> 00:53:35,060
- Kelet, that's mine!
- 525
- 00:53:35,740 --> 00:53:37,660
- You already have too much.
- 526
- 00:53:39,020 --> 00:53:40,860
- Okay. See you soon.
- 527
- 00:53:41,580 --> 00:53:43,380
- I have to sort these out.
- 528
- 00:53:48,340 --> 00:53:50,340
- This is starting to look OK.
- 529
- 00:54:12,497 --> 00:54:14,977
- I love you, I love you,
- I love you.
- 530
- 00:54:14,997 --> 00:54:16,864
- - I love you.
- - I love you.
- 531
- 00:54:17,300 --> 00:54:19,481
- - Alright.
- - Let's do it.
- 532
- 00:54:20,817 --> 00:54:25,942
- They are like the fiercest,
- the sexiest, the coolest...
- 533
- 00:54:26,067 --> 00:54:28,307
- House of Miss Rocky...
- 534
- 00:55:14,894 --> 00:55:17,113
- I am the face queen
- of Finland, honey.
- 535
- 00:55:29,651 --> 00:55:31,408
- Hey beautiful.
- 536
- 00:55:54,380 --> 00:55:57,700
- My chosen family makes
- my world feel different, -
- 537
- 00:55:57,820 --> 00:56:01,340
- like my voice matters.
- 538
- 00:56:38,740 --> 00:56:40,620
- Be whatever you
- want to be, honey.
- 539
- 00:56:52,082 --> 00:56:53,910
- Shade is training bitch.
- 540
- 00:57:28,673 --> 00:57:31,339
- I am the face queen
- of Finland, honey.
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