One word that could describe her: curious.
Emilie cares a lot for the people around her. She tries to make this quite known, as she always is there to offer a friendly hand or a word to the person. Even so, she has obsessive tendencies, more like a mother-hen instinct, towards those who mean a lot to her. When someone she cares about hurts or disappears, she takes no hesitation to search or console them. She’ll go to great lengths to help the person, even if it means having to invade privacy or snoop around.
However, Emilie’s willingness to help others and her great care for them is often overlooked, or taken advantage of. This often makes her seem very naïve or innocent, even though she knows what she’s doing. Yet, sometimes her dedication to others and what she does is often doubted by herself, putting herself into many depressive periods. She’ll question her motives, and what she plans on creating in the future.
She does have a protective, brave nature about herself. She is not easily scared by things, although she has more of a tendency to panic than to be scared. If there is someone who means a lot to her, she’ll go to great lengths to fight for them, even if it puts her in jeopardy. This isn’t necessarily good though, as most times, she acts before she thinks, and she ends up making things worse.
She somewhat lacks self-control with certain things. Her emotions can go hay-wire even though she tries to push them within herself to be stronger. This just ends up putting her into blue moods. If she’s angry or disgusted by a person, she lets it be known to them exactly without remonstration, even if it comes to bite her back later. She fling herself headfirst into action without hesitation, but then she’ll regret it later. Most times, it makes her feel like dead weight on other people’s shoulders. Sometimes she feels like a bother to them, and it makes her retreat inside herself.
The thing with Emilie is that her emotions are like an open book, sometimes overflowing. She likes puzzles and things like math that include logic, but she cannot focus on things sometimes because of how she feels. She is more driven by what she feels than what she thinks. Although she is quite sensitive to other people’s emotions, she easily fails to recognize or understand the person fully, even though she tries to give sympathy. Which may explain why she doesn’t like subjects like literature for she looks too deeply into what an author may want to convey. Emilie is quite a literal person.
Emilie does stand up for herself, especially since a lot of the characters look down on her and call her childish because she can’t control some of her emotions. She desires to be on the same level with others, to be a mature adult. All she wants is for people to accept her and treat her in the same way she treats them, but that isn’t the case all the time. Her impulsiveness gets the better of her, and she ends up bungling things more than succeeding, even if she just wanted to help.