Koh'a - Today at 11:48 AM
Lily, I am going to write this apology and explain. You are an isolated incidident, I have not done this with hundreds of other girls. Once I realise that it was non-con, I begged and pleaded with you to not report it not becasue that is not me trying to "hide the truth" but because I was legitimately sorry. I know I hurt you and that is why I kept pleading. I also asked you to RP with Odinel because from my eyes Koh'a still would not talk to lily because of her previous actions. Plus I wanted to actually rp with you because it had been some time since we did. Now, I am gone from L&S and I am gone from Eternus. Isaac and Saf will no doubt not want to talk to me and will not want anything to do with me...thanks to this. I take responsibility over simple miscommunication and the accidental godmodding. Though please understand that none of that was my intention to cause discomfort. Once you said that you wanted to stop. I stopped. Once again, I apologised profusely over the post.
Dizzy Future - Today at 12:31 PM
But as far as I go. It's hard to determine just how "emotional " you were during all of this when according to the ladies in the chat you were having a grand ol time while you did this in the background at the time.
And the fact you said it wasn't going to be sexual but it's legit the first thing that came to mind in the rp. I felt you had the sense of "Lily won't mind at all."
Cause you were certainly in the zone for such intentions at the time.
You're welcome to agree, disagree, or stay silent on that note.
Though
Mitsu was quite defensive on your side
Very loyal and what not
But I wonder
Dizzy Future - Today at 1:01 PM
Have you ever discussed to her the times you've told me of your quicksand adventures with other women as lofen? If not then honestly I feel you show no respect for people or women in general
Koh'a - Today at 1:01 PM
The other women?
Dizzy Future - Today at 1:01 PM
You have told me before
Ooc of course
Koh'a - Today at 1:02 PM
You mean the rp that was consentual and not at all forced rp?
Yeah, before Koh'a met mitsu he slept around a bit. Both parties were consentual.
There was never a single case of forced RP, if there was. I wouldn't be able to RP with anyone by now by your statement.
Dizzy Future - Today at 1:04 PM
Either way
It's doubtful that I'll give in on this
Since for whatever the case it may be that I was a special picking for all of this.
I'm not gonna slap your wrist
Nor give in to your tears
Koh'a - Today at 1:09 PM
Give in on what?
Dizzy Future - Today at 1:09 PM
As in your apology
And not accepting it
Koh'a - Today at 1:18 PM
That is your choice, and I won't begrudge you for it. However, as it stands you did not alert me on an OOC level that you were uncomfortable, or unhappy with the RP. As you responded to my RP with emotes of your own, I wasn't under the impression that you did not wish to continue. Rape is a horrible crime, that isn't in question. However two adults writing a fictional non-consentual encounter with neither party expressing a desire to cease the roleplay does not mean that all blame resides solely on my half. I've since apologised for any stress that this incident has caused you, and I stand by that. However, what I will not do is let you continue to drag this further out of proportion.