AceLa13: Why in hells name would you readd me you horrible fucking troll?
shellgames: mostly to apologize lmao
AceLa13: It was bad enough I was zoned at the same time others were zoned, all the while the last, and literally most perfect female to enter my fucking life ever
AceLa13: is a foregone conclusion and I'm just a asperg assbag
AceLa13: ..... no apology in the world can turn into a 2nd Bradie. Can it.
shellgames: Wait what
AceLa13: The only way that would have meaning is to literally come up with a second doe eyed, thin figured, soft voiced, cute as a button individual.
shellgames: what are you talking about, a second bradie
AceLa13: ... you are not this fucking oblivious.
shellgames: I knew you liked her
AceLa13: You knew I liked her like that when youi shared all those messages just to troll me.
shellgames: but i figured you stopped by now
AceLa13: .... I have only individuals who would be such a significantly lower standard
AceLa13: that I couldn't stop
shellgames: I trolled you because you can be a terrible human bein tbh
AceLa13: the only way for me to stop liking someone *like that*
AceLa13: is an equal or better individual
AceLa13: oops
AceLa13: I'm only a terrible human being because I have none of my immediate maslovian needs met
AceLa13: while some random dude is fucking the qt
AceLa13: isn't he?
AceLa13: he can be the good person can't he?
AceLa13: He has *what I need* to act like that
AceLa13: instead of fucking DRUGS nad some RANDOM or nobody at all
shellgames: self restraint most likelyt
AceLa13: to fucking PRETEND to be PLEASURE CHEMISTRY IN MY GODDAMN BRAIN
AceLa13: self restraint?
AceLa13: Do you know how much of that I exercise on a goddamn daily basis?
shellgames: not enough apparently
AceLa13: Exactly. You don't. Nor do you have to fake caring. Fake liking. Fake nice. You don't have to be punished for being a "rotten human being"inside because you just don't feel the societally obligated "nice" things./
shellgames: but you and bradie still talk right?
AceLa13: I will never feel those things
AceLa13: I will never be willingly beta male BLUE PILL
AceLa13: EV ER
AceLa13: FAT WILL NEVER BE PRETTY
AceLa13: HAIRY WILL NEVER BE PRETTY
AceLa13: THIRTY WILL NEVER BE THE NEW TWENTY
AceLa13: And a just friend will always be a nail in my coffin to hurt me
AceLa13: and I will always deserve it because I can not feel like YOU fucking feel
AceLa13: when YOU probably don't even feel that way
AceLa13: yhou probably lie and fake enjoyment of celibacy by trolling people
AceLa13: or staying drunk all the time or taking psych drugs to be fake fucking happy and fake fucking self restrained
AceLa13: what have OTHERS done to DESERVE that restraint?
shellgames: I dont really drink much
AceLa13: they don't restrain either. they just lie and keep it SECRET
AceLa13: AND THEN WHAT THEY THINK BEHIND YOUR BACK ISN'T "NICE" ANYWAY
shellgames: I told you why I trolled you
shellgames: and you kinda just wentr off
AceLa13: IT'S JUST FAKE NICE TO EMPATHY AND SHIT.
shellgames: like you're doing right now
AceLa13: Because you know I can not FUCKING HELP IT
shellgames: I mean, you can say that
shellgames: because you're so real and edgey
AceLa13: YOU KNOW THE SO CALLED ROTTENNESS IS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT
shellgames: when in reality you're just a sad pathetic obsessed asshole
shellgames: that clearly hasnt learned anything
AceLa13: because nobody cute fucks spergs
AceLa13: and there are no cute sperg women
AceLa13: none./
AceLa13: zero
AceLa13: literally NOINE
shellgames: lower your standards or shut the fuck up
AceLa13: they cap out at 4/.10
AceLa13: I CANT
AceLa13: AND YOU CAN'T GET ME RICH
shellgames: sounds like a you problem
shellgames: then
AceLa13: AND RITALIN DOESNT MAKE YOU COMPUITER SCIENCE SMART
AceLa13: ITS A ME PROIBLEM BECAUSE I CAN NOT MAKE MYSELF FUCKING GODDAMN SEXUY
AceLa13: MANLY
AceLa13: P[OWERFUL
AceLa13: POTENT
AceLa13: THEY DONT FUCK GODDAMN JUST NICE
AceLa13: THEY DONT DATE GODDAMN JUST NICE
AceLa13: ONLY FUCKING HIDEOUS FUCKS NICE
AceLa13: PUSHOVERS
AceLa13: WELCOME \MATS
AceLa13: FUCKING SYCOPHANTIC BETA BUX GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKERS
AceLa13: THE ONLY THINGS WORTH TRULY FEELING THAT WAY FOR IN THE WORLD ARE OUT OF MY LEAGUE
AceLa13: WHY WOULD I BE ANYTHING BUT ROTTEN?
AceLa13: WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?
AceLa13: WHY WOULD I TAKE PILLS TO FEEL THE FAKE HAPPY CHEMICALS YOU LET THE FUCKING FOOTBALL PLAYTING JOCKS AND BIBLE BUMPING NIMWITS FEEL ON THEIR OWN?
AceLa13: WHY?
AceLa13: WHY SHOULDN'T I BE ENRAGED
AceLa13: YOUR RESTRAINT?
AceLa13: YOUR PROFESSIONAL FUCKING HELP?
AceLa13: YOUR GODDAMN DRUGS?
AceLa13: THEY DON'T MAKE ME ANY BETTER SEXIER OR IMPROIVE ANYTHING
AceLa13: THEIR WHOLE PURPOSE IS TO MAKE A LOW STANDARD FAKE FUCKING EQUAL TGO THE NON LOW STANDARD
AceLa13: THIN.
AceLa13: CUTE
AceLa13: WHITE.
AceLa13: SPEAKS MY GODDAMN LANGUAGE
AceLa13: NATIVELY
AceLa13: THE END.
AceLa13: NO KIDS
AceLa13: NO TATS
AceLa13: NOT FAT
AceLa13: NOT HJAIRY
AceLa13: AND DOESN'T FUCKING SMELL BAD OR WEIGH ANYWHERE CLOSE TO WHAT I DO
AceLa13: why that is such a fucking difficult thing to attain and makes me a rotten person is beyond me.
shellgames: Do you expect sympathy from people?
shellgames: from anyone at all?