Is spiritual awakening really that good?

Its incredible.  Before Chester would have gotten pleasure out of his father losing his wallet and losing the car keys but now its like Chesters mind has entered non duality and he feels nothing and his mind is indifferent to events happening.

Now chester is thinking its not good or bad, its just the way it is, and Chester has just accepted it.

Normal thinking:  Look at what you bastards have been doing to me and my mother, you fuckers deserve everything you get.

Non duality thinking, spiritual thinking:  Nothing, acceptance and no emotions.

Chester does not know if this will be a good thing in the long run.  A dummy that feels no emotions, emotionaless robots that are indifferent to events happening be they positive or negative.