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- Subtitles by explosiveskull
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- <i>I wanna tell you about
- my best friend in the world.</i>
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- 00:00:43,326 --> 00:00:44,896
- <i>That's a Canon C 300.</i>
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- 00:00:46,296 --> 00:00:48,198
- <i>It's being operated by Arsene,
- our first camera operator.</i>
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- 00:00:50,702 --> 00:00:53,503
- <i>They concurrently are being shot
- by Alvira Lynne,</i>
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- 00:00:53,537 --> 00:00:55,439
- <i>our B camera operator.</i>
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- 00:01:03,748 --> 00:01:05,549
- I'm an actress.
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- 00:01:06,951 --> 00:01:08,618
- I mean, I'm acting right now.
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- 00:01:09,887 --> 00:01:12,724
- Normally, I'm a dancer
- and a choreographer.
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- 00:01:14,025 --> 00:01:16,626
- I'm acting in this
- because given all the dancing
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- 00:01:16,661 --> 00:01:18,428
- that's going to be happening,
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- we thought it'd be more viable
- for the dancers to pull off
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- 00:01:19,897 --> 00:01:21,699
- the acting required,
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- than vice versa.
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- I didn't write these words.
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- 00:01:27,404 --> 00:01:28,706
- They are written
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- by what we as species
- commonly refer to as a man.
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- And the part I'll be playing,
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- 00:01:34,344 --> 00:01:35,612
- or playing the part of,
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- is also,
- for purposes of identification,
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- a man.
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- 00:01:42,486 --> 00:01:43,788
- <i>My name is Eden.</i>
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- 00:01:46,623 --> 00:01:47,992
- <i>That's me on the bed.</i>
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- 00:01:51,561 --> 00:01:52,730
- <i>And that...</i>
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- 00:01:54,498 --> 00:01:55,599
- <i>is Aviva,</i>
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- 00:01:57,969 --> 00:02:00,671
- <i>who wasn't aware all
- these cameras would be here</i>
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- 00:02:00,705 --> 00:02:02,907
- <i>when we were introduced
- by our common friend Nissan.</i>
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- 00:02:06,244 --> 00:02:07,277
- <i>Nissan is a man about town in
- about a dozen different towns,</i>
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- 00:02:07,310 --> 00:02:10,614
- <i>New York, London,
- Berlin, Barcelona, Paris.</i>
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- 00:02:12,382 --> 00:02:14,384
- <i>He speaks seven
- or eight languages fluently,</i>
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- 00:02:14,417 --> 00:02:15,887
- <i>and each one of them,</i>
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- 00:02:15,920 --> 00:02:18,723
- <i>with whatever a loosh affected
- accent is in that language.</i>
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- 00:02:18,756 --> 00:02:20,992
- <i>He's flamboyant,
- though straight, and that heart,</i>
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- 00:02:21,025 --> 00:02:24,061
- <i>kind of a yenta who's always
- looking to play matchmaker.</i>
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- 00:02:24,561 --> 00:02:25,997
- <i>He was living in
- Paris at the time</i>
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- 00:02:26,030 --> 00:02:28,666
- <i>and was friends with Aviva,
- who was a native there.</i>
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- I'm a dancer, too.
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- Not exactly French, but...
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- 00:02:34,939 --> 00:02:36,606
- an accent is an accent.
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- 00:02:40,778 --> 00:02:42,546
- <i>Nissan tried
- to set Aviva up</i>
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- 00:02:42,579 --> 00:02:44,447
- <i>with some of his friends there.</i>
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- 00:02:44,481 --> 00:02:45,950
- <i>For whatever reason,</i>
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- 00:02:45,983 --> 00:02:47,051
- <i>nothing clicked.</i>
- 44
- 00:02:47,652 --> 00:02:49,553
- <i>Then he thought of me.</i>
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- 00:02:50,888 --> 00:02:52,489
- <i>Living in New York,</i>
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- 00:02:52,522 --> 00:02:54,391
- <i>still reeling from
- a devastating break up,</i>
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- 00:02:54,424 --> 00:02:57,028
- <i>to which my suicidal response
- had led me to understand</i>
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- 00:02:57,061 --> 00:02:59,831
- <i>that I was dealing with
- a deep and abiding depression</i>
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- 00:02:59,864 --> 00:03:01,933
- <i>I had been carrying
- my entire life.</i>
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- 00:03:03,768 --> 00:03:06,336
- <i>And there's nothing
- more depressing or lonely</i>
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- 00:03:06,536 --> 00:03:08,673
- <i>than being alone
- in New York City.</i>
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- 00:03:11,608 --> 00:03:13,978
- <i>Nissan told me about
- this amazing creature</i>
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- 00:03:14,011 --> 00:03:15,512
- <i>I had to meet right away.</i>
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- 00:03:16,113 --> 00:03:19,382
- <i>I was reluctant at first,
- but after some convincing,</i>
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- 00:03:19,684 --> 00:03:21,853
- <i>I sent an email off
- in to the Ether.</i>
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- 00:03:22,186 --> 00:03:23,587
- <i>It went like this:</i>
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- 00:03:24,822 --> 00:03:26,891
- <i>"Hey there Aviva
- across the ocean,</i>
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- 00:03:28,458 --> 00:03:29,526
- <i>Eden here.</i>
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- 00:03:29,559 --> 00:03:30,895
- <i>I'm a friend of Nissan's.</i>
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- 00:03:31,729 --> 00:03:33,698
- <i>He told me I absolutely
- must email you,</i>
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- 00:03:33,731 --> 00:03:35,465
- <i>which I'm very happy to do.</i>
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- 00:03:36,033 --> 00:03:37,702
- <i>I'm not sure what to say,</i>
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- 00:03:37,735 --> 00:03:39,871
- <i>but Nissan, I don't know
- what you did to him,</i>
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- 00:03:39,904 --> 00:03:41,638
- <i>but it must have been something,</i>
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- 00:03:41,672 --> 00:03:43,007
- <i>was so emphatic</i>
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- <i>that he almost got me
- to get on a plane</i>
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- 00:03:44,775 --> 00:03:47,111
- <i>and come to Paris for some
- event or I don't know what,</i>
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- 00:03:47,144 --> 00:03:48,612
- <i>this weekend.</i>
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- 00:03:49,881 --> 00:03:52,482
- <i>Unfortunately, I have to finish
- this project I'm working on.</i>
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- 00:03:52,515 --> 00:03:55,452
- <i>I'm on a deadline so I really
- can't do it right now.</i>
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- 00:03:55,920 --> 00:03:59,422
- <i>However, one of these days
- I'll be out there.</i>
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- 00:04:00,858 --> 00:04:02,392
- <i>Do you ever leave Paris?</i>
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- 00:04:02,860 --> 00:04:04,561
- <i>What are you up to anyway?</i>
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- 00:04:04,896 --> 00:04:05,897
- <i>What do you do?</i>
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- 00:04:06,630 --> 00:04:07,965
- <i>Who are you actually?</i>
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- 00:04:08,933 --> 00:04:11,936
- <i>I'm a poor 76-year-old
- Satmar Yeshiva student</i>
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- 00:04:11,969 --> 00:04:13,905
- <i>with a dead wife
- and 14 children.</i>
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- 00:04:13,938 --> 00:04:16,506
- <i>The oldest of which
- is already a grandfather.</i>
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- 00:04:16,539 --> 00:04:18,075
- <i>I live in Ustedalen, Krakow,</i>
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- <i>if you are interested in
- pursuing a correspondence,</i>
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- 00:04:20,745 --> 00:04:23,014
- <i>please email me back, E."</i>
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- 00:04:23,047 --> 00:04:24,749
- <i>And Aviva responded,</i>
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- 00:04:25,816 --> 00:04:26,918
- <i>"Dear E,</i>
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- 00:04:27,752 --> 00:04:28,819
- <i>Sounds good.</i>
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- <i>I'm a 60-year-old virgin.</i>
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- 00:04:31,488 --> 00:04:34,557
- <i>Blind as a bat from a horrible
- accident I had last year</i>
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- 00:04:34,591 --> 00:04:36,526
- <i>while cleaning my cat's claws.</i>
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- 00:04:37,695 --> 00:04:38,930
- <i>I have 61 cats.</i>
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- <i>One for every year
- of disappointment.</i>
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- 00:04:44,936 --> 00:04:46,536
- <i>I have a voice of a bird,</i>
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- <i>one great boob,</i>
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- <i>lost the other one
- to cancer, and...</i>
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- <i>got</i> two <i>cats that year</i>
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- 00:04:52,642 --> 00:04:54,946
- <i>and an appetite
- for new experiences.</i>
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- 00:04:55,846 --> 00:04:59,016
- <i>Nissan kindly offered his help
- in ending my curiosity</i>
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- 00:04:59,283 --> 00:05:03,453
- <i>and I guess you are his idea
- of a perfect man for this job.</i>
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- 00:05:07,191 --> 00:05:10,227
- <i>Unfortunately,
- with every moment that passes,</i>
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- 00:05:10,261 --> 00:05:12,663
- <i>my heart loses a little
- bit of innocence,</i>
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- 00:05:13,030 --> 00:05:16,767
- <i>so I cannot offer you the love
- I had in me on Wednesday.</i>
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- 00:05:18,002 --> 00:05:19,070
- <i>But</i>
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- 00:05:20,071 --> 00:05:21,205
- <i>I think I'll still be
- happy to meet you,</i>
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- 00:05:21,706 --> 00:05:22,940
- <i>and your children.</i>
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- 00:05:24,809 --> 00:05:25,876
- <i>And who knows,</i>
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- 00:05:26,243 --> 00:05:27,878
- <i>maybe we'll fall in love</i>
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- 00:05:27,912 --> 00:05:30,513
- <i>and learn that life
- is full of surprises.</i>
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- 00:05:32,316 --> 00:05:34,051
- <i>Waiting to hear more about you,</i>
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- 00:05:35,086 --> 00:05:36,153
- <i>A."</i>
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- <i>♪ And oh ♪</i>
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- 00:05:42,760 --> 00:05:45,595
- <i>♪ Baby I love you ♪</i>
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- 00:05:47,999 --> 00:05:51,769
- <i>♪ I said oh ♪</i>
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- 00:05:52,569 --> 00:05:56,674
- <i>♪ Baby I love you ♪</i>
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- 00:05:58,608 --> 00:06:02,279
- <i>♪ Said oh ♪</i>
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- 00:06:02,313 --> 00:06:06,117
- <i>♪ Baby I love you ♪</i>
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- 00:06:07,818 --> 00:06:12,189
- <i>♪ I said oh ♪</i>
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- 00:06:12,223 --> 00:06:16,293
- <i>♪ Baby I love you ♪</i>
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- 00:06:50,227 --> 00:06:53,596
- <i>We quickly recognized
- one another as kindred spirits</i>
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- 00:06:53,630 --> 00:06:57,168
- <i>and our desire to explore
- and express our deepest selves.</i>
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- 00:06:57,802 --> 00:06:58,903
- <i>At least in words.</i>
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- 00:07:04,208 --> 00:07:06,677
- <i>And so we created an
- imaginary space together.</i>
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- 00:07:07,078 --> 00:07:10,214
- <i>A space outside of time
- and space, shared only by us.</i>
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- 00:07:10,915 --> 00:07:14,251
- <i>Like two shipwrecked survivors
- on a desert island,</i>
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- 00:07:16,387 --> 00:07:18,756
- <i>in old-fashioned letter
- writing romance,</i>
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- 00:07:18,789 --> 00:07:22,193
- <i>propelled in to hyper speed by
- the actuality of the internet.</i>
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- 00:07:26,363 --> 00:07:28,666
- <i>After a few months
- of correspondence</i>
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- 00:07:28,699 --> 00:07:31,001
- <i>we graduated
- to phone conversations.</i>
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- 00:07:33,003 --> 00:07:35,072
- <i>These were somewhat
- more problematic,</i>
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- 00:07:35,106 --> 00:07:36,707
- <i>as elements of our personalities</i>
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- 00:07:36,740 --> 00:07:38,275
- <i>that had been hidden
- under the disguise</i>
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- 00:07:38,309 --> 00:07:40,077
- <i>provided by the written word,</i>
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- 00:07:40,111 --> 00:07:42,980
- <i>were exposed by the demands
- of spoken communication.</i>
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- 00:07:45,249 --> 00:07:48,285
- <i>Aviva's assertiveness
- and impatience took me aback.</i>
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- 00:07:49,186 --> 00:07:50,921
- <i>And my pessimism</i>
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- 00:07:50,955 --> 00:07:52,823
- <i>and need to denigrate myself
- in relationships in general</i>
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- 00:07:52,857 --> 00:07:54,992
- <i>forced their way through
- my better judgment</i>
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- 00:07:55,025 --> 00:07:56,293
- <i>and on to my tongue.</i>
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- 00:08:00,064 --> 00:08:01,799
- <i>But for all that</i>
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- 00:08:01,832 --> 00:08:03,234
- <i>our digital romance
- ran hot and strong</i>
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- 00:08:03,434 --> 00:08:05,336
- <i>and Aviva decided
- to pack a suitcase</i>
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- 00:08:05,369 --> 00:08:07,738
- <i>and venture forth
- to visit me for a week</i>
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- 00:08:08,305 --> 00:08:11,242
- <i>and see what it would
- be like to connect in person.</i>
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- 00:08:24,755 --> 00:08:27,691
- There we go.
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- 00:08:28,125 --> 00:08:29,260
- Good, sweetie.
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- 00:08:30,961 --> 00:08:32,129
- Aviva.
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- 00:08:41,138 --> 00:08:42,806
- Oh, hi.
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- 00:08:50,181 --> 00:08:52,316
- Yeah, baby. Oh!
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- 00:08:52,349 --> 00:08:55,252
- Oh, that's it. Yes. Yes, oh.
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- 00:09:07,097 --> 00:09:09,433
- Come on, Eden.
- You're a big boy.
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- 00:09:09,466 --> 00:09:11,101
- You can do it, come on.
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- 00:09:17,341 --> 00:09:19,777
- Come on, give a small pee-pee.
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- 00:09:20,878 --> 00:09:22,079
- You can do it.
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- 00:09:28,085 --> 00:09:29,086
- Aviva!
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- 00:09:32,156 --> 00:09:33,090
- No.
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- 00:09:49,406 --> 00:09:51,442
- Well,
- it's just frustrating...
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- 00:10:51,902 --> 00:10:53,203
- <i>Oh, my God.</i>
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- 00:11:31,408 --> 00:11:32,976
- Aviva!
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- 00:11:35,012 --> 00:11:36,847
- Close the door Eden, come on.
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- 00:12:38,375 --> 00:12:39,376
- <i>Hello?</i>
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- 00:12:39,410 --> 00:12:40,377
- <i>Hey.</i>
- 159
- 00:12:40,411 --> 00:12:41,713
- <i>Uh, it's Eden.</i>
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- 00:12:41,746 --> 00:12:42,913
- <i>I know.</i>
- 161
- 00:12:43,981 --> 00:12:45,082
- <i>Well, hello.</i>
- 162
- 00:12:45,115 --> 00:12:46,583
- <i>You sound so different.</i>
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- 00:12:47,217 --> 00:12:48,218
- <i>Than what?</i>
- 164
- 00:12:48,252 --> 00:12:50,320
- <i>Than I expected.</i>
- 165
- 00:12:50,587 --> 00:12:52,022
- <i>How so?</i>
- 166
- 00:12:53,457 --> 00:12:55,459
- <i>You sound so American.</i>
- 167
- 00:12:55,492 --> 00:12:58,228
- <i>I am so American,
- what did you expect?</i>
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- 00:12:58,262 --> 00:12:59,997
- <i>I don't know...</i>
- 169
- 00:13:00,030 --> 00:13:01,565
- <i>do I sound different?</i>
- 170
- 00:13:01,598 --> 00:13:04,301
- <i>You sound pretty
- much the way I expected.</i>
- 171
- 00:13:04,334 --> 00:13:06,136
- <i>Is it a good
- moment to talk?</i>
- 172
- 00:13:06,170 --> 00:13:08,138
- <i>Always a good
- moment to talk to you.</i>
- 173
- 00:13:08,172 --> 00:13:10,207
- <i>The time difference
- is killing me.</i>
- 174
- 00:13:10,240 --> 00:13:11,608
- <i>You have to meet my father.</i>
- 175
- 00:13:11,642 --> 00:13:13,711
- <i>I never get along
- with fathers.</i>
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- 00:13:13,745 --> 00:13:16,681
- <i>You will love him,
- he's the smartest and funniest.</i>
- 177
- 00:13:16,714 --> 00:13:19,383
- - <i>I'm a romanticist.</i>
- - <i>Yeah until now.</i>
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- 00:13:19,416 --> 00:13:22,553
- <i>I think I'm a realist,
- at least so far as...</i>
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- 00:13:22,586 --> 00:13:24,455
- <i>Neither is
- a philosophy, just an emotion.</i>
- 180
- 00:13:25,289 --> 00:13:27,057
- <i>I don't think
- it's always smart</i>
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- 00:13:27,090 --> 00:13:28,625
- <i>to talk about everything,</i>
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- 00:13:28,660 --> 00:13:29,960
- <i>especially love,</i>
- 183
- 00:13:30,294 --> 00:13:31,562
- <i>or past lovers.</i>
- 184
- 00:13:31,595 --> 00:13:33,263
- <i>Why is that off limits?</i>
- 185
- 00:13:34,097 --> 00:13:36,567
- <i>It's just better
- to start new things, new.</i>
- 186
- 00:13:37,669 --> 00:13:40,137
- <i>Tired of talking,
- we need to meet.</i>
- 187
- 00:13:40,471 --> 00:13:42,674
- <i>Yeah, so I'm coming.</i>
- 188
- 00:13:43,307 --> 00:13:45,242
- <i>I already
- bought the tickets.</i>
- 189
- 00:13:45,275 --> 00:13:46,343
- <i>You did?</i>
- 190
- 00:13:46,610 --> 00:13:47,611
- <i>Yes, I did.</i>
- 191
- 00:13:48,880 --> 00:13:51,281
- - <i>You're really coming?</i>
- - <i>I'm coming,</i>
- 192
- 00:13:51,716 --> 00:13:52,750
- <i>I'm really coming.</i>
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- 00:14:24,381 --> 00:14:26,751
- <i>Sweet Aviva
- across the ocean,</i>
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- 00:14:27,819 --> 00:14:30,587
- I'm so excited to finally
- see you face to face.
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- 00:14:31,421 --> 00:14:34,291
- Though I admit
- to equally being afraid of it.
- 196
- 00:14:35,325 --> 00:14:38,529
- <i>It's all fun and games until
- I actually have to be there.</i>
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- 00:14:44,334 --> 00:14:45,737
- Is this your usual place?
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- 00:14:49,774 --> 00:14:51,308
- I don't know.
- 199
- 00:14:51,341 --> 00:14:52,209
- You don't know?
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- 00:14:52,977 --> 00:14:54,411
- If I say it is,
- and you're asking
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- 00:14:54,444 --> 00:14:56,681
- because you don't like it,
- then I lose points.
- 202
- 00:14:57,447 --> 00:15:00,083
- If you like it and I say
- it isn't, I lose points.
- 203
- 00:15:00,117 --> 00:15:01,719
- If you like it and I say yes,
- 204
- 00:15:01,753 --> 00:15:04,321
- - I gain points...
- - You're over thinking this.
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- 00:15:10,527 --> 00:15:12,262
- You know,
- 206
- 00:15:13,130 --> 00:15:14,531
- I'm in town only for a few days
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- 00:15:15,465 --> 00:15:18,635
- and I know that we've known
- each other for a while
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- 00:15:19,269 --> 00:15:21,305
- well, from across
- the ocean anyway, but...
- 209
- 00:15:23,273 --> 00:15:24,742
- I think it's best if we
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- 00:15:24,776 --> 00:15:27,344
- let the physical
- take its own course.
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- 00:15:27,879 --> 00:15:30,347
- Not to push things right away.
- 212
- 00:16:09,721 --> 00:16:11,254
- Where are you?
- 213
- 00:16:13,190 --> 00:16:14,524
- Why don't you look at me?
- 214
- 00:16:14,558 --> 00:16:15,893
- I'm looking at you.
- 215
- 00:16:17,561 --> 00:16:18,696
- You're not looking at me.
- 216
- 00:16:18,730 --> 00:16:20,397
- I'm looking at you.
- 217
- 00:16:23,935 --> 00:16:26,838
- Look at me, in my eyes.
- 218
- 00:16:27,437 --> 00:16:28,572
- Your eyes?
- 219
- 00:16:33,945 --> 00:16:35,880
- Can't you make eye contact?
- 220
- 00:16:37,648 --> 00:16:38,783
- Yeah, I mean...
- 221
- 00:16:39,616 --> 00:16:40,652
- sure.
- 222
- 00:16:42,920 --> 00:16:43,955
- Can I blink?
- 223
- 00:16:43,988 --> 00:16:45,455
- Forget it.
- 224
- 00:16:45,489 --> 00:16:46,623
- What?
- 225
- 00:16:47,659 --> 00:16:49,593
- I can't do it if you're
- going to make fun of me.
- 226
- 00:16:49,626 --> 00:16:51,896
- I'm looking at your eyes.
- That's what you asked me to do.
- 227
- 00:16:51,929 --> 00:16:53,931
- - Not like that.
- - Not like what?
- 228
- 00:16:54,431 --> 00:16:57,367
- There's only one way to
- look into someone's eyes.
- 229
- 00:16:57,401 --> 00:16:58,703
- No, there's not.
- 230
- 00:16:59,403 --> 00:17:01,638
- You think I don't see
- what you're doing?
- 231
- 00:17:01,906 --> 00:17:03,340
- What am I doing?
- 232
- 00:17:03,775 --> 00:17:05,409
- I don't know.
- 233
- 00:17:05,442 --> 00:17:07,879
- Taking a little look
- at me here, my shoulder
- 234
- 00:17:07,912 --> 00:17:09,947
- my neck, my foot maybe.
- 235
- 00:17:10,982 --> 00:17:13,851
- Taking pictures of
- things that turn you on.
- 236
- 00:17:13,885 --> 00:17:16,286
- Fit in to some type of
- pre-programmed sequence
- 237
- 00:17:16,319 --> 00:17:18,588
- of triggers you're used
- to responding to,
- 238
- 00:17:18,856 --> 00:17:20,858
- making a pornographic
- movie in your head
- 239
- 00:17:20,892 --> 00:17:23,593
- and playing it even when
- I'm right here, with you.
- 240
- 00:17:23,627 --> 00:17:24,762
- Hey.
- 241
- 00:17:24,796 --> 00:17:26,698
- Take it easy, okay?
- 242
- 00:17:28,298 --> 00:17:29,934
- This is that moment when I
- wonder
- 243
- 00:17:29,967 --> 00:17:32,302
- what really happened to you
- when you were a child.
- 244
- 00:17:32,335 --> 00:17:34,739
- You know everything there
- is to know about my childhood
- 245
- 00:17:34,772 --> 00:17:37,474
- and it has nothing
- to do with this.
- 246
- 00:17:38,341 --> 00:17:40,745
- We really shouldn't have
- written to each other so much
- 247
- 00:17:40,778 --> 00:17:42,245
- before meeting in person.
- 248
- 00:17:42,947 --> 00:17:45,515
- Do you regret getting
- to know each other?
- 249
- 00:17:45,717 --> 00:17:47,250
- I regret that all those words
- 250
- 00:17:47,284 --> 00:17:48,686
- made us think we know
- each other,
- 251
- 00:17:48,720 --> 00:17:49,854
- when we really don't.
- 252
- 00:17:51,354 --> 00:17:52,657
- So tell me I'm wrong.
- 253
- 00:17:52,690 --> 00:17:53,825
- That's what I'm saying.
- 254
- 00:17:53,858 --> 00:17:55,258
- No, look me in the eyes and...
- 255
- 00:17:55,292 --> 00:17:57,627
- Jesus, with the eyes, already.
- 256
- 00:17:59,296 --> 00:18:00,865
- <i>Something I
- never told Aviva,</i>
- 257
- 00:18:03,600 --> 00:18:06,436
- <i>once when I was a child,
- maybe four years old,</i>
- 258
- 00:18:06,470 --> 00:18:08,638
- <i>my mother took me
- to play in the park.</i>
- 259
- 00:18:10,440 --> 00:18:14,011
- <i>And in those days, you know,
- the park was perfect.</i>
- 260
- 00:18:14,912 --> 00:18:16,446
- <i>A golden realm,</i>
- 261
- 00:18:16,480 --> 00:18:18,850
- <i>suspended between
- innocence and knowledge.</i>
- 262
- 00:18:19,649 --> 00:18:20,952
- <i>A perfect place.</i>
- 263
- 00:18:22,385 --> 00:18:24,655
- <i>I met another kid there,
- about my age.</i>
- 264
- 00:18:25,823 --> 00:18:28,525
- <i>We both had bikes
- and we bonded instantly.</i>
- 265
- 00:18:30,627 --> 00:18:32,764
- <i>We made a connection
- stronger than anything</i>
- 266
- 00:18:32,797 --> 00:18:35,499
- <i>I normally experienced
- with someone I just met.</i>
- 267
- 00:18:37,334 --> 00:18:38,836
- <i>Our parents
- must have sensed this,</i>
- 268
- 00:18:38,870 --> 00:18:41,038
- <i>because my mother,
- who was usually in a rush,</i>
- 269
- 00:18:41,072 --> 00:18:43,406
- <i>let us play together
- for a long time.</i>
- 270
- 00:18:45,843 --> 00:18:47,577
- <i>It was heaven.</i>
- 271
- 00:18:48,946 --> 00:18:50,715
- <i>But then, at some point,</i>
- 272
- 00:18:51,548 --> 00:18:54,351
- <i>I noticed something
- that struck me as strange.</i>
- 273
- 00:19:02,059 --> 00:19:03,728
- Your shoes are red.
- 274
- 00:19:04,361 --> 00:19:05,029
- Yeah.
- 275
- 00:19:05,797 --> 00:19:07,665
- Pretty weird for a boy.
- 276
- 00:19:07,999 --> 00:19:10,534
- I'm not a boy, I'm a girl.
- 277
- 00:19:11,635 --> 00:19:13,370
- <i>I was stunned,</i>
- 278
- 00:19:13,403 --> 00:19:14,071
- <i>betrayed.</i>
- 279
- 00:19:14,939 --> 00:19:15,572
- <i>I felt like the bedrock
- of reality</i>
- 280
- 00:19:15,605 --> 00:19:17,842
- <i>had shifted under my feet.</i>
- 281
- 00:19:25,582 --> 00:19:26,717
- <i>And that was that.</i>
- 282
- 00:19:28,786 --> 00:19:29,921
- <i>Paradise lost.</i>
- 283
- 00:19:31,621 --> 00:19:32,890
- When will you be back?
- 284
- 00:19:34,058 --> 00:19:35,827
- I don't know, not too late.
- 285
- 00:19:37,061 --> 00:19:39,130
- I don't understand
- why I can't come.
- 286
- 00:19:39,163 --> 00:19:41,565
- It's not that you can't,
- it's just...
- 287
- 00:19:42,432 --> 00:19:43,633
- Aviva.
- 288
- 00:19:45,937 --> 00:19:48,471
- I moved here three months ago.
- 289
- 00:19:48,940 --> 00:19:51,676
- When I flew back to Paris
- after my first visit,
- 290
- 00:19:52,143 --> 00:19:53,811
- I wasn't sure about things
- 291
- 00:19:54,544 --> 00:19:57,347
- but as soon as the space
- between us opened up
- 292
- 00:19:57,782 --> 00:20:01,351
- our love poured back in
- and filled it up.
- 293
- 00:20:01,786 --> 00:20:03,486
- So I closed my apartment
- 294
- 00:20:03,955 --> 00:20:06,356
- and moved to America, for love.
- 295
- 00:20:06,924 --> 00:20:09,760
- I feel the need to clarify that,
- because, you know,
- 296
- 00:20:09,794 --> 00:20:12,129
- my friends at home
- and people here, they're like,
- 297
- 00:20:12,163 --> 00:20:15,398
- "If you make it work
- with Eden for three years
- 298
- 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:17,168
- you'll get a green card."
- 299
- 00:20:17,201 --> 00:20:18,468
- And I'm like,
- 300
- 00:20:19,569 --> 00:20:21,138
- "I don't give a fuck about
- the fucking green card!
- 301
- 00:20:21,172 --> 00:20:23,975
- I don't give a fuck about
- this disgusting country,
- 302
- 00:20:24,008 --> 00:20:26,978
- I don't give a fuck about
- becoming a fucking American."
- 303
- 00:20:27,011 --> 00:20:28,445
- I came here
- 304
- 00:20:28,478 --> 00:20:29,546
- for only one reason.
- 305
- 00:20:29,579 --> 00:20:30,580
- Aviva,
- 306
- 00:20:31,716 --> 00:20:34,517
- you know all my friends
- and they all think you're great,
- 307
- 00:20:34,785 --> 00:20:37,487
- I just need some time out
- with the guys sometimes.
- 308
- 00:20:37,722 --> 00:20:38,689
- Know what I mean?
- 309
- 00:20:38,723 --> 00:20:39,657
- No.
- 310
- 00:20:39,991 --> 00:20:41,591
- What do you mean, no?
- 311
- 00:20:41,625 --> 00:20:43,761
- I mean what can you talk about
- with your friends alone,
- 312
- 00:20:43,794 --> 00:20:45,997
- that you can't talk
- about with me there?
- 313
- 00:20:46,030 --> 00:20:47,530
- You, for starters.
- 314
- 00:20:48,065 --> 00:20:50,034
- What are you going
- to say about me?
- 315
- 00:20:50,500 --> 00:20:51,736
- I'm not...
- 316
- 00:20:52,937 --> 00:20:55,006
- It's not like I have
- anything planned.
- 317
- 00:20:55,039 --> 00:20:57,540
- I just need some
- perspective sometimes.
- 318
- 00:21:01,879 --> 00:21:03,580
- Who's going to be there?
- 319
- 00:21:04,248 --> 00:21:05,582
- I don't know.
- 320
- 00:21:06,851 --> 00:21:08,886
- Mason, for sure.
- 321
- 00:21:09,586 --> 00:21:12,589
- Dave Mazolla, Aaron Butts,
- 322
- 00:21:12,622 --> 00:21:14,959
- Kieren, Tony Takata,
- 323
- 00:21:15,726 --> 00:21:17,161
- you know, Mason's usual gang.
- 324
- 00:21:18,763 --> 00:21:20,965
- You just don't want me
- to come because you're in love
- 325
- 00:21:20,998 --> 00:21:22,099
- with Mason.
- 326
- 00:21:22,733 --> 00:21:24,534
- I'm not in love
- with Mason,
- 327
- 00:21:24,567 --> 00:21:26,103
- he's my best friend
- 328
- 00:21:26,137 --> 00:21:28,806
- and sometimes I just need
- some alone time with him.
- 329
- 00:21:29,206 --> 00:21:30,808
- Is that okay with you?
- 330
- 00:21:32,143 --> 00:21:34,178
- Go. Have fun.
- 331
- 00:21:34,812 --> 00:21:36,881
- Be gay with Mason
- and your usual gang,
- 332
- 00:21:36,914 --> 00:21:39,449
- I'll stay home and watch
- something on TV.
- 333
- 00:21:40,718 --> 00:21:43,054
- - Where's Mason at?
- - Ah, fuck Mason.
- 334
- 00:21:43,087 --> 00:21:46,556
- You think Eden would hang
- with us if Mason wasn't here?
- 335
- 00:21:48,125 --> 00:21:50,728
- Girl's got him
- under lock and keys.
- 336
- 00:21:50,761 --> 00:21:52,229
- She's fine though.
- 337
- 00:21:56,667 --> 00:21:58,601
- Super powers.
- 338
- 00:22:00,071 --> 00:22:03,207
- X-Men, F.F.
- were hit by cosmic rays.
- 339
- 00:22:03,908 --> 00:22:06,077
- - Mason!
- - Mason!
- 340
- 00:24:52,743 --> 00:24:55,079
- <i>♪ I love you ♪</i>
- 341
- 00:24:55,479 --> 00:24:57,748
- <i>♪ Like chisel and stone ♪</i>
- 342
- 00:25:00,351 --> 00:25:03,220
- <i>♪ I love you ♪</i>
- 343
- 00:25:03,254 --> 00:25:05,189
- <i>♪ Like needle and bone ♪</i>
- 344
- 00:25:08,058 --> 00:25:10,027
- <i>♪ I love you ♪</i>
- 345
- 00:25:10,761 --> 00:25:13,697
- <i>♪ Like a God loves his son ♪</i>
- 346
- 00:25:15,266 --> 00:25:16,901
- <i>♪ And I love you ♪</i>
- 347
- 00:25:18,102 --> 00:25:20,371
- <i>♪ Like my hand on a gun ♪</i>
- 348
- 00:25:22,740 --> 00:25:27,111
- <i>♪ I go bang, bang
- Bang, bang, bang ♪</i>
- 349
- 00:25:27,444 --> 00:25:30,014
- <i>♪ Bang, bang, I'm back ♪</i>
- 350
- 00:25:30,047 --> 00:25:32,082
- <i>♪ Back again ♪</i>
- 351
- 00:25:33,417 --> 00:25:34,919
- <i>♪ I love you ♪</i>
- 352
- 00:25:41,325 --> 00:25:44,995
- <i>♪ Bang, bang, bang Bang, bang. ♪</i>
- 353
- 00:25:45,462 --> 00:25:47,831
- <i>♪ Bang shebang I'm back ♪</i>
- 354
- 00:25:48,232 --> 00:25:50,000
- <i>♪ Back again ♪</i>
- 355
- 00:25:57,241 --> 00:26:01,178
- <i>♪ I can't think about
- Anything but you ♪</i>
- 356
- 00:26:04,982 --> 00:26:09,253
- <i>♪ That's how I love, love, love
- Love, love, love, love ♪</i>
- 357
- 00:27:00,871 --> 00:27:02,006
- Aviva?
- 358
- 00:27:04,141 --> 00:27:05,409
- I'm home.
- 359
- 00:27:17,454 --> 00:27:18,455
- Hey.
- 360
- 00:27:19,189 --> 00:27:20,958
- I was just about to go to sleep.
- 361
- 00:27:20,991 --> 00:27:23,294
- Aviva, I'm sorry you could've
- come, it's just the guys...
- 362
- 00:27:23,327 --> 00:27:24,295
- It's all right.
- 363
- 00:27:25,529 --> 00:27:27,931
- I'm sorry, too. I know you need
- to breathe once in a while.
- 364
- 00:27:27,965 --> 00:27:29,600
- I actually got a lot done.
- 365
- 00:27:29,633 --> 00:27:32,836
- I made a lot of phone calls, set
- up some things for this week.
- 366
- 00:27:33,103 --> 00:27:34,605
- I've been sitting
- on my ass too long.
- 367
- 00:27:34,638 --> 00:27:36,073
- Waiting for things to happen.
- 368
- 00:27:36,106 --> 00:27:37,241
- You've been adjusting.
- 369
- 00:27:37,274 --> 00:27:38,542
- No, that's not it.
- 370
- 00:27:39,043 --> 00:27:40,944
- You don't know, you never
- really saw me at home.
- 371
- 00:27:40,978 --> 00:27:43,314
- I'm always making things happen,
- almost too much.
- 372
- 00:27:43,347 --> 00:27:44,815
- Go, go, go all the time.
- 373
- 00:27:45,382 --> 00:27:47,518
- You know my friends wouldn't
- even recognize me.
- 374
- 00:27:49,153 --> 00:27:51,188
- Something happened
- when I came here.
- 375
- 00:27:54,058 --> 00:27:56,026
- But enough is enough, no?
- 376
- 00:27:58,062 --> 00:27:59,296
- I'm back.
- 377
- 00:28:13,110 --> 00:28:15,312
- Pull me, pull me like this hard.
- 378
- 00:28:21,518 --> 00:28:22,453
- Coming.
- 379
- 00:28:34,598 --> 00:28:36,100
- That was fast.
- 380
- 00:28:36,400 --> 00:28:37,534
- Yeah.
- 381
- 00:28:37,568 --> 00:28:39,536
- That's how I am normally
- when I'm happy.
- 382
- 00:28:40,204 --> 00:28:41,438
- It's amazing.
- 383
- 00:28:48,245 --> 00:28:49,513
- - Come on.
- - What?
- 384
- 00:28:50,247 --> 00:28:52,483
- I want you to finish, too.
- Come on.
- 385
- 00:28:52,516 --> 00:28:53,550
- Okay.
- 386
- 00:28:54,017 --> 00:28:55,619
- What are you doing?
- 387
- 00:28:56,420 --> 00:28:58,188
- - Can I get on top again?
- - Why?
- 388
- 00:28:58,222 --> 00:28:59,123
- I...
- 389
- 00:28:59,957 --> 00:29:02,426
- - I just don't finish like this.
- - Like what?
- 390
- 00:29:03,193 --> 00:29:04,328
- When I'm...
- 391
- 00:29:04,361 --> 00:29:06,163
- when I'm on the bottom.
- 392
- 00:29:06,196 --> 00:29:07,498
- You don't?
- 393
- 00:29:07,531 --> 00:29:09,166
- You can't or you don't want to?
- 394
- 00:29:09,199 --> 00:29:10,934
- Just, I won't, okay?
- 395
- 00:29:11,235 --> 00:29:12,469
- How do you know?
- 396
- 00:29:13,303 --> 00:29:14,905
- 'Cos I know myself.
- 397
- 00:29:15,372 --> 00:29:17,474
- - You know yourself?
- - Yeah.
- 398
- 00:29:18,008 --> 00:29:19,376
- Doesn't seem so to me.
- 399
- 00:29:20,745 --> 00:29:23,180
- You know for someone
- who just had a nice orgasm
- 400
- 00:29:23,213 --> 00:29:25,983
- in record time and expressed
- the desire to return the favor,
- 401
- 00:29:26,016 --> 00:29:27,618
- you have an odd
- way of showing it.
- 402
- 00:29:27,651 --> 00:29:30,521
- - I'm sorry. You're right.
- - No you're not.
- 403
- 00:29:30,554 --> 00:29:31,989
- I'm sorry, come here.
- 404
- 00:29:32,022 --> 00:29:33,658
- - Forget it.
- - Come on, I'm sorry.
- 405
- 00:29:33,691 --> 00:29:36,160
- Look, it's not gonna happen,
- okay?
- 406
- 00:29:37,662 --> 00:29:38,595
- Forget it.
- 407
- 00:29:54,344 --> 00:29:56,013
- <i>I had
- a perfect place once, too.</i>
- 408
- 00:29:56,046 --> 00:29:57,281
- <i>And not so long ago.</i>
- 409
- 00:30:01,285 --> 00:30:02,519
- <i>It was a room.</i>
- 410
- 00:30:03,187 --> 00:30:04,388
- <i>A white room.</i>
- 411
- 00:30:04,421 --> 00:30:05,956
- <i>Everything was white.</i>
- 412
- 00:30:07,124 --> 00:30:08,425
- <i>The walls, the bed,</i>
- 413
- 00:30:09,526 --> 00:30:11,128
- <i>the covering on the furniture.</i>
- 414
- 00:30:11,763 --> 00:30:13,564
- <i>The shades were white</i>
- 415
- 00:30:13,597 --> 00:30:16,066
- <i>and the light that came in
- through the window was white.</i>
- 416
- 00:30:16,768 --> 00:30:18,569
- <i>The reason it
- was perfect, though,</i>
- 417
- 00:30:19,169 --> 00:30:20,705
- <i>was that Phillippe was in it.</i>
- 418
- 00:30:22,473 --> 00:30:24,074
- <i>I met him in the Marais.</i>
- 419
- 00:30:26,376 --> 00:30:29,213
- <i>He was serving falafel
- at this place called Che Habib.</i>
- 420
- 00:30:29,613 --> 00:30:31,615
- <i>People stand
- in line for an hour.</i>
- 421
- 00:30:34,218 --> 00:30:35,419
- <i>He was so beautiful.</i>
- 422
- 00:30:36,453 --> 00:30:38,555
- <i>Black hair, black eyes.</i>
- 423
- 00:30:39,089 --> 00:30:40,624
- <i>He had just come from Morocco.</i>
- 424
- 00:30:41,158 --> 00:30:43,060
- <i>A Jew, like me.</i>
- 425
- 00:30:47,732 --> 00:30:50,334
- <i>I never thought he
- would be interested in me,</i>
- 426
- 00:30:50,367 --> 00:30:51,435
- <i>but he was.</i>
- 427
- 00:30:52,569 --> 00:30:54,371
- <i>It's true, we didn't have
- very much to talk about,</i>
- 428
- 00:30:54,571 --> 00:30:56,373
- <i>but we didn't need to talk.</i>
- 429
- 00:31:13,290 --> 00:31:14,792
- <i>He lived with his family</i>
- 430
- 00:31:14,826 --> 00:31:17,060
- <i>and I lived with a few
- girlfriends in the Tenth.</i>
- 431
- 00:31:17,094 --> 00:31:19,363
- <i>So I found us
- an apartment of our own,</i>
- 432
- 00:31:19,396 --> 00:31:20,597
- <i>just a room, really.</i>
- 433
- 00:31:20,631 --> 00:31:21,766
- <i>But it was ours,</i>
- 434
- 00:31:22,466 --> 00:31:23,567
- <i>our white room.</i>
- 435
- 00:31:52,329 --> 00:31:53,630
- <i>I had been hurting myself.</i>
- 436
- 00:31:54,531 --> 00:31:56,466
- <i>Cutting myself, for years.</i>
- 437
- 00:31:57,601 --> 00:31:59,136
- <i>And when he kissed me,</i>
- 438
- 00:31:59,737 --> 00:32:01,673
- <i>the scars in my flesh remained,</i>
- 439
- 00:32:02,439 --> 00:32:04,842
- <i>but the wounds in my heart
- and soul were healed.</i>
- 440
- 00:32:05,442 --> 00:32:08,178
- <i>And I was filled with
- a light more pure and white</i>
- 441
- 00:32:08,478 --> 00:32:10,715
- <i>than the light filling
- our perfect room.</i>
- 442
- 00:32:13,885 --> 00:32:16,520
- <i>We lived for each other,
- or at least</i>
- 443
- 00:32:16,921 --> 00:32:18,322
- <i>I lived for him.</i>
- 444
- 00:32:18,856 --> 00:32:20,457
- <i>I stopped almost everything.</i>
- 445
- 00:32:20,758 --> 00:32:22,459
- <i>I hardly saw my family,</i>
- 446
- 00:32:22,894 --> 00:32:24,127
- <i>my friends,</i>
- 447
- 00:32:25,095 --> 00:32:27,364
- <i>I worked just enough
- to help us get by.</i>
- 448
- 00:32:28,298 --> 00:32:30,267
- <i>I cooked, I cleaned,</i>
- 449
- 00:32:30,300 --> 00:32:32,369
- <i>I made sure our
- room was spotless.</i>
- 450
- 00:32:40,177 --> 00:32:41,244
- I guess I lied,
- 451
- 00:32:42,512 --> 00:32:45,449
- when I say my friends wouldn't
- recognize me here in New York.
- 452
- 00:32:48,185 --> 00:32:50,220
- They would recognize
- me very well.
- 453
- 00:32:51,221 --> 00:32:52,824
- How I am when I'm trying to...
- 454
- 00:32:53,323 --> 00:32:54,324
- Trying to what?
- 455
- 00:32:56,193 --> 00:32:57,394
- Experience love.
- 456
- 00:32:58,930 --> 00:33:02,366
- You feel like you have to give
- up who you are in order to love?
- 457
- 00:33:04,568 --> 00:33:07,337
- In order to experience
- love in return, yeah.
- 458
- 00:33:08,773 --> 00:33:12,275
- You think no-one will love you,
- if they know who you are?
- 459
- 00:33:13,577 --> 00:33:14,645
- I don't know.
- 460
- 00:33:20,250 --> 00:33:21,351
- Do you love me?
- 461
- 00:33:26,289 --> 00:33:27,357
- Aviva.
- 462
- 00:33:29,593 --> 00:33:30,695
- You okay?
- 463
- 00:33:31,328 --> 00:33:32,596
- I should be asking you that.
- 464
- 00:33:32,629 --> 00:33:33,497
- Me?
- 465
- 00:33:35,232 --> 00:33:36,466
- You were angry.
- 466
- 00:33:37,334 --> 00:33:39,369
- It's okay. Everything's back to
- normal.
- 467
- 00:33:39,403 --> 00:33:40,972
- Sorry, I should open a window.
- 468
- 00:33:41,005 --> 00:33:42,539
- What are you thinking about?
- 469
- 00:33:44,307 --> 00:33:46,878
- Nothing, everything, you know?
- 470
- 00:33:47,845 --> 00:33:49,714
- I was thinking about Phillippe.
- 471
- 00:33:53,483 --> 00:33:54,584
- What about him?
- 472
- 00:33:55,619 --> 00:33:57,955
- Actually, I was thinking
- more about me with him.
- 473
- 00:33:58,622 --> 00:34:00,624
- Why I'm always
- the same when I'm...
- 474
- 00:34:00,958 --> 00:34:03,326
- - When you're what?
- - In a relationship.
- 475
- 00:34:03,360 --> 00:34:05,763
- - Everything's a relationship.
- - With men.
- 476
- 00:34:07,699 --> 00:34:09,801
- I'm glad to know I
- inspire a generalized
- 477
- 00:34:09,834 --> 00:34:12,602
- Pavlovian reaction
- to an entire gender.
- 478
- 00:34:12,636 --> 00:34:14,604
- And you think you're
- different with me
- 479
- 00:34:14,638 --> 00:34:16,640
- than you are with any
- other woman you attract?
- 480
- 00:34:17,942 --> 00:34:20,610
- You never said why you
- and Phillippe broke up.
- 481
- 00:34:20,644 --> 00:34:21,511
- I told you.
- 482
- 00:34:22,345 --> 00:34:23,613
- No, you said you
- were heartbroken,
- 483
- 00:34:23,881 --> 00:34:25,582
- you moved back
- with your parents,
- 484
- 00:34:25,615 --> 00:34:27,484
- that you couldn't get out
- of bed for more than a year,
- 485
- 00:34:27,517 --> 00:34:30,253
- but you never said why
- the relationship ended.
- 486
- 00:34:30,788 --> 00:34:33,223
- It ended because he
- became religious.
- 487
- 00:34:33,691 --> 00:34:34,692
- You're joking.
- 488
- 00:34:35,459 --> 00:34:37,561
- And he wanted me to be the same.
- 489
- 00:34:37,594 --> 00:34:38,930
- And I tried, too.
- 490
- 00:34:39,529 --> 00:34:41,331
- I tried to learn all the laws
- 491
- 00:34:41,364 --> 00:34:43,567
- and lit the candles on Shabbat,
- 492
- 00:34:43,600 --> 00:34:45,402
- and cooked only Kosher food...
- 493
- 00:34:46,503 --> 00:34:47,537
- What?
- 494
- 00:34:49,539 --> 00:34:50,540
- It's funny.
- 495
- 00:34:53,477 --> 00:34:54,979
- Did he grow payots?
- 496
- 00:34:55,479 --> 00:34:56,546
- Actually, he did.
- 497
- 00:34:57,014 --> 00:34:58,448
- Was he sexy?
- 498
- 00:34:59,649 --> 00:35:02,720
- Did he look hot?
- Naked, with his payots?
- 499
- 00:35:03,654 --> 00:35:05,957
- Better than you do,
- without them.
- 500
- 00:35:07,759 --> 00:35:08,726
- I tried.
- 501
- 00:35:09,060 --> 00:35:10,360
- But I couldn't.
- 502
- 00:35:11,662 --> 00:35:12,596
- I felt like a
- 503
- 00:35:12,830 --> 00:35:14,297
- terrible person.
- 504
- 00:35:14,665 --> 00:35:15,867
- A sinner.
- 505
- 00:35:16,533 --> 00:35:17,668
- I didn't eat,
- 506
- 00:35:17,969 --> 00:35:19,302
- I didn't sleep, I...
- 507
- 00:35:19,636 --> 00:35:22,673
- I was thin like this,
- maybe 40 kilos.
- 508
- 00:35:25,076 --> 00:35:27,879
- Finally my friends had
- to make an intervention
- 509
- 00:35:28,578 --> 00:35:30,782
- and they told me I was
- going crazy
- 510
- 00:35:31,414 --> 00:35:32,717
- and I saw I was.
- 511
- 00:35:36,788 --> 00:35:37,789
- So I left him.
- 512
- 00:35:38,956 --> 00:35:40,557
- <i>You left him?</i>
- 513
- 00:35:41,926 --> 00:35:42,794
- <i>I packed my
- suitcase when he was at work</i>
- 514
- 00:35:42,827 --> 00:35:44,796
- <i>and went back to
- my parents' house.</i>
- 515
- 00:35:45,730 --> 00:35:48,065
- <i>And I never saw
- our white room again.</i>
- 516
- 00:35:48,900 --> 00:35:50,500
- <i>Your white room?</i>
- 517
- 00:35:51,401 --> 00:35:52,837
- <i>My own perfect place.</i>
- 518
- 00:35:53,570 --> 00:35:55,873
- <i>Like the park you
- never told me about.</i>
- 519
- 00:35:56,674 --> 00:35:57,909
- <i>You see,</i>
- 520
- 00:35:58,475 --> 00:36:00,044
- <i>I lost paradise, too.</i>
- 521
- 00:36:14,859 --> 00:36:16,593
- <i>And now you're here.</i>
- 522
- 00:36:16,626 --> 00:36:17,895
- <i>Now I'm here.</i>
- 523
- 00:36:18,562 --> 00:36:19,429
- <i>But?</i>
- 524
- 00:36:20,397 --> 00:36:21,732
- <i>I'm happy
- I'm here, but...</i>
- 525
- 00:36:21,766 --> 00:36:23,533
- <i>I hate this apartment.</i>
- 526
- 00:36:23,567 --> 00:36:24,501
- <i>So?</i>
- 527
- 00:36:25,002 --> 00:36:26,369
- <i>We'll move.</i>
- 528
- 00:36:26,403 --> 00:36:28,005
- This is a great space.
- 529
- 00:36:28,438 --> 00:36:30,373
- and it's in a great
- neighborhood.
- 530
- 00:36:30,407 --> 00:36:31,108
- Is it?
- 531
- 00:36:31,142 --> 00:36:32,710
- The best. Where are you from?
- 532
- 00:36:33,010 --> 00:36:34,846
- - Paris.
- - Oh, Paris.
- 533
- 00:36:34,879 --> 00:36:37,982
- - What a beautiful city.
- - Have you been there?
- 534
- 00:36:38,015 --> 00:36:40,117
- No, but I plan
- on visiting someday.
- 535
- 00:36:40,151 --> 00:36:43,553
- These windows have a rare view
- for this part of town.
- 536
- 00:36:43,587 --> 00:36:45,455
- Which I'm sure
- your husband can tell you.
- 537
- 00:36:45,488 --> 00:36:46,991
- Oh, Eden's not my husband.
- 538
- 00:36:47,024 --> 00:36:48,793
- We're together, but not married.
- 539
- 00:36:48,826 --> 00:36:50,161
- - Not yet.
- - Not yet.
- 540
- 00:36:50,194 --> 00:36:51,996
- You like
- this neighborhood, baby?
- 541
- 00:36:52,029 --> 00:36:53,430
- Sure.
- 542
- 00:36:53,463 --> 00:36:55,099
- This apartment
- is an absolute steal.
- 543
- 00:36:55,132 --> 00:36:57,902
- Now, it's a little cozy
- but the light is fantastic,
- 544
- 00:36:57,935 --> 00:36:59,402
- southern exposure,
- 545
- 00:36:59,436 --> 00:37:01,105
- which you rarely get
- in a place this cheap,
- 546
- 00:37:01,138 --> 00:37:02,673
- especially in the bedrooms.
- 547
- 00:37:02,707 --> 00:37:04,474
- Did you see the bedrooms, baby?
- 548
- 00:37:07,544 --> 00:37:10,114
- All the units in this building
- are brand new.
- 549
- 00:37:10,513 --> 00:37:12,850
- Central heat and air,
- 550
- 00:37:12,884 --> 00:37:14,451
- all the appliances.
- 551
- 00:37:14,752 --> 00:37:15,987
- It's a great size,
- 552
- 00:37:16,020 --> 00:37:17,922
- it doesn't have
- much character, but...
- 553
- 00:37:18,521 --> 00:37:20,858
- Eden likes things simple,
- right baby?
- 554
- 00:37:21,659 --> 00:37:22,927
- Whatever.
- 555
- 00:37:25,528 --> 00:37:26,496
- Eden?
- 556
- 00:37:27,564 --> 00:37:29,800
- I'm sick of the way
- you're acting, you hear me?
- 557
- 00:37:29,834 --> 00:37:30,968
- How am I acting?
- 558
- 00:37:31,202 --> 00:37:33,137
- Like you want to be
- anywhere but here.
- 559
- 00:37:33,570 --> 00:37:35,973
- I didn't like the place,
- what am I supposed to do?
- 560
- 00:37:36,007 --> 00:37:39,643
- Jump up and down and grin like a
- fool until we walk out the door?
- 561
- 00:37:39,677 --> 00:37:40,610
- You know what?
- 562
- 00:37:40,878 --> 00:37:42,046
- You stay home,
- 563
- 00:37:42,079 --> 00:37:43,647
- I'll do it alone.
- 564
- 00:37:43,681 --> 00:37:47,151
- I'll talk to the realtors,
- I'll make the appointments,
- 565
- 00:37:47,184 --> 00:37:50,520
- I'll go see all the places
- until I find something amazing
- 566
- 00:37:50,553 --> 00:37:51,488
- to show you.
- 567
- 00:37:51,722 --> 00:37:53,024
- Think that might work?
- 568
- 00:38:02,133 --> 00:38:03,668
- Proud of yourself?
- 569
- 00:38:05,903 --> 00:38:07,004
- You talking to me?
- 570
- 00:38:08,039 --> 00:38:10,507
- Well, I'm the only one here,
- you talking to me?
- 571
- 00:38:11,541 --> 00:38:12,810
- But you ain't in gay <i>Paris.</i>
- 572
- 00:38:12,843 --> 00:38:14,544
- Go grab a crepe
- and your Suzette,
- 573
- 00:38:14,577 --> 00:38:16,747
- get your ass up
- 'cos it's about to get gritty.
- 574
- 00:38:16,781 --> 00:38:19,050
- I'm gonna remind you,
- in case you forget,
- 575
- 00:38:19,083 --> 00:38:21,518
- this boy came up
- in New York City.
- 576
- 00:38:21,551 --> 00:38:23,586
- Yeah boy, you're
- in or house now,
- 577
- 00:38:23,620 --> 00:38:25,823
- so watch where you beef my dog,
- know what I'm sayin'?
- 578
- 00:38:25,856 --> 00:38:27,258
- Mark Gold in the house.
- 579
- 00:38:27,291 --> 00:38:29,260
- Ran with this bad boy
- from when we were six
- 580
- 00:38:29,293 --> 00:38:30,627
- 'till we turned 13.
- 581
- 00:38:30,661 --> 00:38:31,963
- Dropped out
- of each other's lives.
- 582
- 00:38:31,996 --> 00:38:33,264
- You know how it is,
- 583
- 00:38:33,297 --> 00:38:34,966
- but he's in my mind
- and these streets are his.
- 584
- 00:38:34,999 --> 00:38:37,567
- Hey, yo guys
- Left yo shit in the lunch room.
- 585
- 00:38:37,600 --> 00:38:39,170
- Get off me.
- 586
- 00:38:39,203 --> 00:38:41,072
- Adam Fink,
- world's nerdiest, yet.
- 587
- 00:38:41,105 --> 00:38:44,607
- Not saying a lot, bust a move
- kid, show 'em what you've got.
- 588
- 00:38:50,314 --> 00:38:52,615
- I thought you moved
- out of town, to the country.
- 589
- 00:38:52,649 --> 00:38:54,151
- Man, you can take
- the boy out of the city,
- 590
- 00:38:54,185 --> 00:38:55,953
- but you can't take
- the city out of the boy.
- 591
- 00:38:55,987 --> 00:38:57,188
- That's what I'm saying.
- 592
- 00:38:57,221 --> 00:38:58,923
- That's what he's been sayin' yo.
- 593
- 00:38:58,956 --> 00:39:01,524
- - Shorty comes in my house,
- - In your house!
- 594
- 00:39:01,558 --> 00:39:03,861
- Starts throwing her weight
- around like I'm her bitch.
- 595
- 00:39:03,894 --> 00:39:05,663
- Man, she don't know
- who she's fucking with.
- 596
- 00:39:05,696 --> 00:39:07,264
- Been taking the deed
- and combing with crew
- 597
- 00:39:07,298 --> 00:39:09,100
- since I was like 10
- years old, dog.
- 598
- 00:39:09,133 --> 00:39:11,002
- Been mugged on every
- corner on the Upper West Side
- 599
- 00:39:11,035 --> 00:39:13,070
- between Central Park West
- and Riverside drive.
- 600
- 00:39:13,104 --> 00:39:16,173
- Stole candy and comic books from
- every news stand in the hood
- 601
- 00:39:16,207 --> 00:39:18,575
- since the day I started
- whacking off, son.
- 602
- 00:39:20,277 --> 00:39:22,179
- And she gonna tell
- you what to do?
- 603
- 00:39:22,213 --> 00:39:25,548
- - Man, show her how we do, dog.
- - Man, show her how we do.
- 604
- 00:39:26,616 --> 00:39:27,718
- Let's go.
- 605
- 00:39:32,023 --> 00:39:33,824
- Oh yeah, Mark. Okay. Slow mo'.
- 606
- 00:39:33,858 --> 00:39:36,160
- Yeah. Get it Mark. Get it.
- 607
- 00:39:36,193 --> 00:39:37,228
- Get it.
- 608
- 00:39:39,330 --> 00:39:40,630
- Pass it, my turn.
- 609
- 00:39:41,198 --> 00:39:42,233
- Go Adam.
- 610
- 00:39:44,935 --> 00:39:46,003
- Oh!
- 611
- 00:39:50,307 --> 00:39:51,608
- Coney Island, baby.
- 612
- 00:41:12,423 --> 00:41:13,623
- You won't regret it.
- 613
- 00:41:17,061 --> 00:41:20,764
- It's by far the best place in
- the entire city, for the price.
- 614
- 00:41:20,798 --> 00:41:22,733
- It's a done deal, Aviva.
- 615
- 00:41:22,766 --> 00:41:24,869
- Signed, sealed and delivered.
- 616
- 00:41:25,936 --> 00:41:27,771
- You sure you'll be all right?
- 617
- 00:41:28,839 --> 00:41:29,974
- I will be.
- 618
- 00:41:30,274 --> 00:41:32,009
- Things are just moving fast.
- 619
- 00:41:33,277 --> 00:41:35,779
- I've been here for
- nearly half a year.
- 620
- 00:41:40,451 --> 00:41:41,719
- I'll be fine.
- 621
- 00:41:42,720 --> 00:41:45,222
- I just need things
- to slow down, for a beat.
- 622
- 00:41:45,856 --> 00:41:48,092
- Marriage
- is your only option.
- 623
- 00:41:48,459 --> 00:41:50,861
- I mean, if you want to
- stay in the country
- 624
- 00:41:50,895 --> 00:41:52,196
- legally, of course.
- 625
- 00:41:52,863 --> 00:41:55,032
- I thought it was only
- if I have to fly
- 626
- 00:41:55,065 --> 00:41:57,334
- out and back
- until I get my green card.
- 627
- 00:41:57,968 --> 00:42:00,171
- New immigration
- laws are in place.
- 628
- 00:42:00,905 --> 00:42:04,975
- If you want to stay here
- legally, and work here legally,
- 629
- 00:42:05,009 --> 00:42:07,211
- you need a special dispensation
- 630
- 00:42:07,244 --> 00:42:09,313
- which takes months to file for
- 631
- 00:42:09,346 --> 00:42:11,715
- and might take years
- to go through,
- 632
- 00:42:11,749 --> 00:42:14,018
- with no guarantee of success.
- 633
- 00:42:15,753 --> 00:42:17,254
- I can't do that.
- 634
- 00:42:17,288 --> 00:42:19,924
- I can only present the options
- available to you.
- 635
- 00:42:21,425 --> 00:42:24,361
- <i>Six months
- ago, before I moved here,</i>
- 636
- 00:42:24,395 --> 00:42:26,063
- <i>Eden sent me an email that said</i>
- 637
- 00:42:26,297 --> 00:42:28,699
- <i>"My sweet Aviva
- across the ocean,</i>
- 638
- 00:42:29,533 --> 00:42:32,236
- <i>I can't believe this thing
- we're having between us.</i>
- 639
- 00:42:32,903 --> 00:42:35,272
- <i>Are you really leaving Paris
- to be with me?</i>
- 640
- 00:42:36,173 --> 00:42:39,743
- <i>I never, ever expected
- something like this to happen.</i>
- 641
- 00:42:39,777 --> 00:42:40,911
- <i>Not the way it has.</i>
- 642
- 00:42:42,413 --> 00:42:44,014
- <i>Not with someone like you.</i>
- 643
- 00:42:46,417 --> 00:42:48,219
- <i>I feel like a leaf in the wind,</i>
- 644
- 00:42:48,485 --> 00:42:50,421
- <i>like my life is a strange dream.</i>
- 645
- 00:42:51,555 --> 00:42:53,757
- <i>I'm the same actor
- that I've always been,</i>
- 646
- 00:42:53,791 --> 00:42:54,992
- <i>playing the same role,</i>
- 647
- 00:42:55,359 --> 00:42:56,894
- <i>but there's no script anymore.</i>
- 648
- 00:42:57,294 --> 00:43:00,064
- <i>The play doesn't
- have a structure I understand.</i>
- 649
- 00:43:00,097 --> 00:43:02,199
- <i>The way I fit into
- the totality of it</i>
- 650
- 00:43:02,233 --> 00:43:03,934
- <i>is a complete mystery to me.</i>
- 651
- 00:43:05,002 --> 00:43:06,203
- <i>And I'm lost.</i>
- 652
- 00:43:06,570 --> 00:43:07,938
- <i>I'm totally lost.</i>
- 653
- 00:43:11,008 --> 00:43:13,444
- <i>I'm so grateful to you
- for feeling for me.</i>
- 654
- 00:43:15,079 --> 00:43:17,248
- <i>But I can't believe that you're
- willing to anchor yourself</i>
- 655
- 00:43:17,281 --> 00:43:18,849
- <i>to someone so lost</i>
- 656
- 00:43:18,882 --> 00:43:20,985
- <i>and blindly wandering
- through the fog.</i>
- 657
- 00:43:24,021 --> 00:43:26,924
- <i>If there's anything that scares
- me about our relationship,</i>
- 658
- 00:43:27,124 --> 00:43:28,926
- <i>is that I'm going
- to have to adjust</i>
- 659
- 00:43:28,959 --> 00:43:30,527
- <i>to being a real person again,</i>
- 660
- 00:43:30,561 --> 00:43:32,329
- <i>if that makes any sense at all.</i>
- 661
- 00:43:32,863 --> 00:43:34,398
- <i>I'm trying not to allow my fear</i>
- 662
- 00:43:34,431 --> 00:43:37,067
- <i>to fuck up the most incredible
- thing in my life,</i>
- 663
- 00:43:37,534 --> 00:43:38,869
- <i>which is you.</i>
- 664
- 00:43:39,403 --> 00:43:40,504
- <i>You are amazing.</i>
- 665
- 00:43:41,772 --> 00:43:44,375
- <i>You're wise and challenging and
- open to adjusting and changing.</i>
- 666
- 00:43:44,608 --> 00:43:48,178
- <i>And you never fail to step up
- when the situation calls for it.</i>
- 667
- 00:43:49,046 --> 00:43:50,314
- <i>I'm lucky to know you.</i>
- 668
- 00:43:51,148 --> 00:43:52,182
- <i>I want you in my life.</i>
- 669
- 00:43:53,484 --> 00:43:56,487
- <i>I'm on my knees,
- begging you to be in my life.</i>
- 670
- 00:43:59,456 --> 00:44:00,524
- <i>You are life.</i>
- 671
- 00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:04,495
- <i>That's
- what he said then.</i>
- 672
- 00:44:05,029 --> 00:44:07,298
- - <i>Now he's saying...</i>
- - I'm sorry.
- 673
- 00:44:08,165 --> 00:44:10,834
- - It's just papers Eden.
- - Yeah, it's papers,
- 674
- 00:44:10,868 --> 00:44:14,138
- it's marriage and commitment.
- It's marriage, Aviva.
- 675
- 00:44:14,171 --> 00:44:17,941
- It's marriage so that we can see
- if we want to be married.
- 676
- 00:44:18,542 --> 00:44:20,577
- Are you saying that you
- don't want to be with me?
- 677
- 00:44:20,611 --> 00:44:22,112
- No, that's not what I'm saying.
- 678
- 00:44:22,146 --> 00:44:23,447
- Then what are you saying?
- 679
- 00:44:24,615 --> 00:44:27,384
- Just that I'm not ready
- to get married so fast.
- 680
- 00:44:28,285 --> 00:44:31,322
- Are you ready to come to
- Paris to live with me there?
- 681
- 00:44:31,355 --> 00:44:32,556
- You know I can't do that.
- 682
- 00:44:33,758 --> 00:44:36,060
- You know, I didn't know
- you were so fucking <i>bourgeois</i>
- 683
- 00:44:36,093 --> 00:44:38,195
- that you make such a
- big deal out of marriage.
- 684
- 00:44:38,629 --> 00:44:40,431
- It's a legal exercise,
- something that
- 685
- 00:44:40,464 --> 00:44:43,567
- allows us to be together so
- that we can explore our love!
- 686
- 00:44:44,234 --> 00:44:46,970
- I can't believe you would allow
- everything to end over
- 687
- 00:44:47,004 --> 00:44:49,306
- some bureaucratic bullshit,
- you know.
- 688
- 00:44:49,340 --> 00:44:50,341
- Fuck it!
- 689
- 00:45:08,359 --> 00:45:09,960
- Hey, baby.
- 690
- 00:45:12,296 --> 00:45:13,364
- You're right.
- 691
- 00:45:13,630 --> 00:45:15,265
- Baby.
- 692
- 00:45:17,468 --> 00:45:18,902
- Let's do it.
- 693
- 00:45:21,105 --> 00:45:22,373
- Stop crying.
- 694
- 00:45:23,407 --> 00:45:26,377
- It's just papers. You're right.
- 695
- 00:45:31,281 --> 00:45:33,450
- Thank you.
- I love you so much.
- 696
- 00:45:35,619 --> 00:45:38,656
- - I love you, too.
- - Thank you.
- 697
- 00:45:40,290 --> 00:45:42,126
- Of course.
- 698
- 00:45:49,500 --> 00:45:51,368
- It's a beautiful night
- in your city.
- 699
- 00:45:51,402 --> 00:45:52,236
- Hmm.
- 700
- 00:45:54,037 --> 00:45:55,439
- Want to take a walk in it?
- 701
- 00:45:55,673 --> 00:45:57,007
- Uh-huh.
- 702
- 00:45:59,042 --> 00:46:00,144
- Uhm...
- 703
- 00:46:00,177 --> 00:46:02,045
- Give me a moment
- to recompose myself.
- 704
- 00:46:02,079 --> 00:46:03,013
- Of course.
- 705
- 00:46:38,081 --> 00:46:39,684
- Dear God, thank you.
- 706
- 00:46:41,084 --> 00:46:43,454
- Thank you for bringing
- Aviva in to my life.
- 707
- 00:46:44,188 --> 00:46:45,690
- I know I've been so cut off
- 708
- 00:46:45,723 --> 00:46:49,159
- and how hard it's been for me to
- connect to the gift of this life
- 709
- 00:46:49,193 --> 00:46:50,227
- in the present moment...
- 710
- 00:46:50,260 --> 00:46:51,328
- Stop.
- 711
- 00:46:54,031 --> 00:46:55,399
- I've been cut off from myself
- for so long
- 712
- 00:46:55,432 --> 00:46:57,167
- that I've forgotten
- what it's like to make
- 713
- 00:46:57,201 --> 00:47:00,204
- choices based on a positive
- connection to this life...
- 714
- 00:47:00,237 --> 00:47:01,104
- Stop.
- 715
- 00:47:02,039 --> 00:47:04,408
- Aviva is so strong and alive
- 716
- 00:47:04,441 --> 00:47:06,711
- and brave... Please, stop!
- 717
- 00:47:07,812 --> 00:47:10,647
- She's brave and she' a fighter
- and I thank you for this
- 718
- 00:47:10,682 --> 00:47:13,183
- opportunity, so that I
- can move in the direction
- 719
- 00:47:13,217 --> 00:47:16,353
- that I wouldn't have been able
- to if I was on... Just stop it!
- 720
- 00:47:16,721 --> 00:47:19,056
- Aviva is an example of courage
- 721
- 00:47:19,089 --> 00:47:21,358
- and spirit and I thank you
- for this opportunity
- 722
- 00:47:21,391 --> 00:47:22,727
- to learn from her.
- 723
- 00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:24,428
- Thank you for presenting me
- with constant beauty
- 724
- 00:47:24,461 --> 00:47:26,798
- when all I've done
- is cast a pall of my own making
- 725
- 00:47:26,831 --> 00:47:29,132
- over the shimmering beauty
- of creation.
- 726
- 00:47:29,166 --> 00:47:31,468
- Thank you for giving me a chance
- so that I can have
- 727
- 00:47:31,502 --> 00:47:34,238
- love and connection
- and growth and joy,
- 728
- 00:47:34,271 --> 00:47:36,173
- even when my every thought has
- been turned against you
- 729
- 00:47:36,206 --> 00:47:38,075
- in anger and ingratitude.
- 730
- 00:47:38,108 --> 00:47:40,611
- Thank you for bringing Aviva
- in to my life.
- 731
- 00:47:40,644 --> 00:47:44,114
- Thank you for giving me a chance
- to say yes rather than no.
- 732
- 00:47:44,147 --> 00:47:46,049
- Thank you for someone
- who'll actually
- 733
- 00:47:46,083 --> 00:47:48,151
- fight for me, someone who I
- 734
- 00:47:48,185 --> 00:47:49,520
- can fight for a yes.
- 735
- 00:47:49,553 --> 00:47:51,723
- Thank you for someone
- who will fight for me...
- 736
- 00:47:51,756 --> 00:47:52,790
- Just stop it!
- 737
- 00:47:53,791 --> 00:47:55,526
- Thank you for someone who will
- fight me for g...
- 738
- 00:47:55,559 --> 00:47:57,027
- Just stop it already!
- 739
- 00:47:57,427 --> 00:47:59,463
- Fucking shit! Just stop it.
- 740
- 00:47:59,831 --> 00:48:03,300
- For one God damn second!
- Can you just sit still?
- 741
- 00:48:03,868 --> 00:48:06,136
- Put your fucking clothes on.
- 742
- 00:48:06,470 --> 00:48:07,638
- Please.
- 743
- 00:48:28,525 --> 00:48:29,626
- You ready?
- 744
- 00:48:35,700 --> 00:48:36,734
- Just go.
- 745
- 00:48:37,334 --> 00:48:38,569
- You go.
- 746
- 00:48:58,288 --> 00:48:59,724
- <i>Dear mom,</i>
- 747
- 00:48:59,757 --> 00:49:02,259
- <i>we decided to have a real
- New York City wedding.</i>
- 748
- 00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:05,362
- <i>We bought rings on 47th Street,</i>
- 749
- 00:49:05,697 --> 00:49:08,432
- <i>and then took the Metro
- down to the City Hall.</i>
- 750
- 00:49:11,468 --> 00:49:14,538
- <i>Eden's friend Mason
- was our first witness,</i>
- 751
- 00:49:14,571 --> 00:49:17,374
- <i>and Nissan flew from Berlin
- to be our second,</i>
- 752
- 00:49:17,407 --> 00:49:20,210
- <i>because it was him
- who introduced us after all.</i>
- 753
- 00:49:21,211 --> 00:49:23,580
- <i>The judge was
- a strange little woman</i>
- 754
- 00:49:23,614 --> 00:49:25,917
- - <i>who reminded me of Nana.</i>
- - I, Eden.
- 755
- 00:49:25,950 --> 00:49:28,853
- - <i>If Nana was insane.</i>
- - Take Aviva to be my wife.
- 756
- 00:49:29,721 --> 00:49:32,189
- I Eden,
- take Aviva to be my wife...
- 757
- 00:49:32,222 --> 00:49:34,391
- <i>But she
- seemed really happy for us.</i>
- 758
- 00:49:34,424 --> 00:49:36,894
- <i>She must do this
- 100 times a week.</i>
- 759
- 00:49:36,928 --> 00:49:39,363
- <i>So maybe it's just my fantasy.</i>
- 760
- 00:49:39,396 --> 00:49:40,631
- <i>But when she married us,</i>
- 761
- 00:49:40,665 --> 00:49:42,566
- <i>I thought I saw
- tears in her eyes.</i>
- 762
- 00:49:42,599 --> 00:49:45,903
- - And I promise my love to you.
- - And I promise my love to you.
- 763
- 00:49:45,937 --> 00:49:50,240
- - With this ring, I thee wed.
- - With this ring, I thee wed.
- 764
- 00:49:52,342 --> 00:49:53,644
- I Aviva,
- 765
- 00:49:53,945 --> 00:49:55,913
- take Eden to be my husband.
- 766
- 00:49:55,947 --> 00:49:57,180
- I, Aviva,
- 767
- 00:49:57,214 --> 00:49:59,516
- take Eden to be my husband.
- 768
- 00:49:59,549 --> 00:50:01,218
- To have and to hold.
- 769
- 00:50:01,251 --> 00:50:02,486
- To have and to hold...
- 770
- 00:50:02,519 --> 00:50:04,254
- In sickness
- and in health.
- 771
- 00:50:04,454 --> 00:50:06,323
- In sickness and in health,
- 772
- 00:50:06,356 --> 00:50:08,425
- For richer
- and for poorer.
- 773
- 00:50:08,458 --> 00:50:10,360
- For richer and for poorer.
- 774
- 00:50:10,394 --> 00:50:12,730
- and I promise
- my love to you.
- 775
- 00:50:12,764 --> 00:50:15,198
- And I promise my love to you.
- 776
- 00:50:15,232 --> 00:50:17,601
- With this ring,
- I thee wed.
- 777
- 00:50:17,634 --> 00:50:19,269
- With this ring...
- 778
- 00:50:19,302 --> 00:50:22,439
- Just as two threads
- woven in opposite directions,
- 779
- 00:50:22,472 --> 00:50:24,307
- can form a beautify tapestry,
- 780
- 00:50:24,341 --> 00:50:26,610
- so can your two lives
- merge together
- 781
- 00:50:26,643 --> 00:50:28,345
- to form a beautify marriage.
- 782
- 00:50:28,746 --> 00:50:30,782
- Love is the reason you are here.
- 783
- 00:50:31,381 --> 00:50:33,718
- But it will
- take trust to...
- 784
- 00:50:45,930 --> 00:50:50,968
- By these vows, I now
- declare you husband and wife.
- 785
- 00:50:51,836 --> 00:50:54,706
- You may kiss your bride.
- 786
- 00:50:59,777 --> 00:51:01,946
- <i>And that
- was that.</i>
- 787
- 00:51:02,747 --> 00:51:04,247
- <i>Afterward Mason
- organized a party</i>
- 788
- 00:51:04,281 --> 00:51:07,284
- <i>for our friends
- at the restaurant he owns.</i>
- 789
- 00:51:07,317 --> 00:51:09,987
- <i>And we talked
- and laughed all night.</i>
- 790
- 00:51:10,655 --> 00:51:12,255
- <i>It was beautiful.</i>
- 791
- 00:51:45,757 --> 00:51:47,925
- <i>♪ Don't you think ♪</i>
- 792
- 00:51:48,993 --> 00:51:53,497
- <i>♪ It's time you get
- On over that? ♪</i>
- 793
- 00:51:54,899 --> 00:51:56,968
- <i>♪ Don't you think
- You had enough? ♪</i>
- 794
- 00:51:57,001 --> 00:51:59,737
- <i>♪ I mean
- I know you had it rough ♪</i>
- 795
- 00:51:59,771 --> 00:52:02,840
- <i>♪ But the pansy-fancy way
- Of looking grim ♪</i>
- 796
- 00:52:02,874 --> 00:52:06,510
- <i>♪ All through
- The day and night ♪</i>
- 797
- 00:52:06,878 --> 00:52:09,379
- <i>♪ Is something wrong my dear? ♪</i>
- 798
- 00:52:09,714 --> 00:52:12,049
- <i>♪ Have I said it
- Way too clear? ♪</i>
- 799
- 00:52:12,083 --> 00:52:14,018
- <i>♪ Then let me whisper
- In your ear ♪</i>
- 800
- 00:52:14,051 --> 00:52:17,021
- <i>♪ All these words
- I know are wrong ♪</i>
- 801
- 00:52:17,054 --> 00:52:19,824
- <i>♪ But for the sake
- Of writing song ♪</i>
- 802
- 00:52:19,857 --> 00:52:23,493
- <i>♪ Here is what I guess
- You wanna hear ♪</i>
- 803
- 00:52:25,495 --> 00:52:28,632
- <i>♪ Somewhere up there ♪</i>
- 804
- 00:52:29,000 --> 00:52:31,368
- <i>♪ The sky is blue ♪</i>
- 805
- 00:52:32,103 --> 00:52:34,038
- <i>♪ For you ♪</i>
- 806
- 00:52:34,739 --> 00:52:38,075
- <i>♪ Somewhere out there ♪</i>
- 807
- 00:52:38,743 --> 00:52:42,880
- <i>♪ There's something New to do ♪</i>
- 808
- 00:52:43,513 --> 00:52:45,950
- <i>♪ Somebody loves you ♪</i>
- 809
- 00:52:48,418 --> 00:52:51,856
- <i>♪ Somebody loves you ♪</i>
- 810
- 00:53:11,142 --> 00:53:15,645
- <i>♪ Tell me do you think
- You have some exclusivity ♪</i>
- 811
- 00:53:15,680 --> 00:53:20,483
- <i>♪ On every shadow of regret
- That's lurking in proximity ♪</i>
- 812
- 00:53:20,517 --> 00:53:22,787
- <i>♪ To what you think
- Your life should be ♪</i>
- 813
- 00:53:22,820 --> 00:53:25,790
- <i>♪ But if you close
- Your eyes you'll see ♪</i>
- 814
- 00:53:25,823 --> 00:53:28,125
- <i>♪ That there is nothing
- For you here still ♪</i>
- 815
- 00:53:28,159 --> 00:53:30,493
- <i>♪ The only words you hear ♪</i>
- 816
- 00:53:30,527 --> 00:53:34,598
- <i>♪ Are somewhere up there ♪</i>
- 817
- 00:53:35,066 --> 00:53:37,467
- <i>♪ The sky is blue ♪</i>
- 818
- 00:53:38,169 --> 00:53:40,503
- <i>♪ For you ♪</i>
- 819
- 00:53:41,538 --> 00:53:44,108
- <i>♪ Somewhere out there ♪</i>
- 820
- 00:53:44,809 --> 00:53:48,980
- <i>♪ There is something New to do ♪</i>
- 821
- 00:53:49,780 --> 00:53:52,083
- <i>♪ Somebody loves you ♪</i>
- 822
- 00:53:54,484 --> 00:53:57,688
- <i>♪ Somebody loves you ♪</i>
- 823
- 00:54:19,810 --> 00:54:21,812
- - Hey, what's wrong?
- - Nothing.
- 824
- 00:54:21,846 --> 00:54:23,214
- Why aren't you dancing?
- 825
- 00:54:23,247 --> 00:54:25,149
- - Are you having a good time?
- - I'm trying to.
- 826
- 00:54:25,182 --> 00:54:27,919
- Go and have fun and stop
- worrying about me, okay?
- 827
- 00:54:27,952 --> 00:54:29,987
- No, I can't when I see you
- standing like this.
- 828
- 00:54:30,021 --> 00:54:31,621
- Sure you can.
- 829
- 00:54:31,656 --> 00:54:32,857
- You know I can't.
- 830
- 00:54:32,890 --> 00:54:34,524
- That's your choice.
- 831
- 00:54:34,557 --> 00:54:36,060
- If you want to make
- my experience your experience
- 832
- 00:54:36,093 --> 00:54:37,594
- that's your responsibility.
- 833
- 00:54:37,627 --> 00:54:39,096
- I don't understand why
- you're doing this right now.
- 834
- 00:54:39,130 --> 00:54:41,631
- These are your friends,
- they're here for you.
- 835
- 00:54:41,666 --> 00:54:42,800
- They're happy for you.
- 836
- 00:54:42,833 --> 00:54:44,769
- You're doing fine without me.
- 837
- 00:54:45,036 --> 00:54:47,104
- In fact you're doing
- a lot better without me.
- 838
- 00:54:47,138 --> 00:54:49,206
- I'm just ruining your night.
- I'm gonna go.
- 839
- 00:54:49,240 --> 00:54:53,010
- - You're acting like a child.
- - Hey. Let's not fight, okay?
- 840
- 00:54:53,044 --> 00:54:55,012
- I'm sorry I'm ruining your time.
- 841
- 00:54:55,046 --> 00:54:56,613
- You're better off
- without me here.
- 842
- 00:54:56,646 --> 00:54:57,982
- I'll come with you.
- 843
- 00:54:58,615 --> 00:54:59,984
- Are you crazy?
- 844
- 00:55:00,617 --> 00:55:01,719
- That'll be a disaster.
- 845
- 00:55:01,752 --> 00:55:03,254
- It'll break Aviva's heart.
- 846
- 00:55:03,287 --> 00:55:06,223
- Just stay here
- and have fun, okay?
- 847
- 00:55:06,924 --> 00:55:09,592
- No-one will notice a God damn
- thing when I'm gone.
- 848
- 00:55:09,626 --> 00:55:10,895
- The whole party
- will just liven up,
- 849
- 00:55:10,928 --> 00:55:12,529
- and no-one will even know why.
- 850
- 00:55:12,562 --> 00:55:15,132
- Somehow everything
- will just have gotten better.
- 851
- 00:55:16,901 --> 00:55:17,902
- Hey.
- 852
- 00:55:18,568 --> 00:55:19,770
- You know what?
- 853
- 00:55:20,271 --> 00:55:21,706
- I'll see you later.
- 854
- 00:55:27,577 --> 00:55:28,980
- Hey.
- 855
- 00:55:30,281 --> 00:55:31,782
- - You okay?
- - Yeah.
- 856
- 00:55:32,817 --> 00:55:33,918
- Hey?
- 857
- 00:55:34,819 --> 00:55:35,987
- No, it's...
- 858
- 00:55:36,954 --> 00:55:39,824
- seeing everyone here
- for me, for us.
- 859
- 00:55:40,091 --> 00:55:42,492
- - It's...
- - I know, I know.
- 860
- 00:55:43,560 --> 00:55:44,795
- I love you.
- 861
- 00:55:45,997 --> 00:55:47,131
- I love you.
- 862
- 00:55:47,898 --> 00:55:49,900
- Whoo whoo!
- 863
- 00:56:23,034 --> 00:56:24,769
- - I'm coming.
- - Come.
- 864
- 00:56:25,302 --> 00:56:26,704
- Come.
- 865
- 00:56:45,723 --> 00:56:46,791
- My love,
- 866
- 00:56:52,997 --> 00:56:54,231
- sorry.
- 867
- 00:56:54,265 --> 00:56:56,333
- - No.
- - So fast.
- 868
- 00:56:57,201 --> 00:56:58,202
- You're perfect.
- 869
- 00:57:16,921 --> 00:57:18,756
- Come here. Come here.
- 870
- 00:57:20,825 --> 00:57:21,792
- No.
- 871
- 00:57:22,093 --> 00:57:23,794
- - I want you to.
- - Come here.
- 872
- 00:57:25,096 --> 00:57:27,832
- - I want you to be...
- - Keep doing what you doing.
- 873
- 00:57:27,865 --> 00:57:28,933
- Are you sure?
- 874
- 00:58:04,301 --> 00:58:07,238
- I was thinking of trying out
- a song at this juncture.
- 875
- 00:58:08,005 --> 00:58:10,174
- I know this isn't
- really a musical,
- 876
- 00:58:10,708 --> 00:58:11,976
- I love musicals.
- 877
- 00:58:12,409 --> 00:58:15,379
- I love it when people
- start to dance, but...
- 878
- 00:58:15,412 --> 00:58:16,380
- I kinda hate it
- 879
- 00:58:16,413 --> 00:58:18,282
- when people break out into song.
- 880
- 00:58:18,983 --> 00:58:20,417
- I thought it'd
- be fun to have the kids
- 881
- 00:58:20,451 --> 00:58:22,086
- bust in to rap back there,
- 882
- 00:58:22,119 --> 00:58:24,255
- even if it's way outside of
- the style of everything
- 883
- 00:58:24,288 --> 00:58:25,923
- that we're doing here, but...
- 884
- 00:58:25,956 --> 00:58:30,394
- I mean, fuck consistency
- and tone, we did it.
- 885
- 00:58:30,427 --> 00:58:31,896
- I'm talking about when some
- 886
- 00:58:31,929 --> 00:58:33,931
- happy guy or some
- melancholy guy with his
- 887
- 00:58:33,964 --> 00:58:36,100
- hands in his pocket suddenly
- gets that faraway look
- 888
- 00:58:36,133 --> 00:58:37,334
- in his eye,
- 889
- 00:58:37,368 --> 00:58:39,103
- he looks somewhere
- right above camera
- 890
- 00:58:39,136 --> 00:58:41,338
- or down at his shoes and
- it's like it's coming to him.
- 891
- 00:58:41,372 --> 00:58:44,041
- This song that took
- 20 people months to create,
- 892
- 00:58:44,074 --> 00:58:46,277
- he's making it up right now.
- 893
- 00:58:47,311 --> 00:58:48,445
- He'll look up and...
- 894
- 00:58:50,314 --> 00:58:53,918
- well like I said, I hate it,
- so I'm not gonna do it.
- 895
- 00:58:55,953 --> 00:58:58,489
- What I am gonna do is talk about
- what I've been avoiding
- 896
- 00:58:58,522 --> 00:58:59,924
- talking about.
- 897
- 00:58:59,957 --> 00:59:01,725
- Which is Isadora.
- 898
- 00:59:05,462 --> 00:59:08,732
- Neither Aviva or I
- have been here in a while.
- 899
- 00:59:09,366 --> 00:59:11,101
- But it's our space.
- 900
- 00:59:11,368 --> 00:59:12,870
- And ours alone.
- 901
- 00:59:14,205 --> 00:59:16,040
- I'm gonna talk about Isadora in
- it, which is way fucked up, but
- 902
- 00:59:17,274 --> 00:59:20,377
- life is fucked up that way.
- 903
- 00:59:20,411 --> 00:59:22,513
- I'll meet Isadora
- at a party which
- 904
- 00:59:22,546 --> 00:59:24,148
- I'm never gonna show here.
- 905
- 00:59:25,449 --> 00:59:28,285
- Because there are some things I
- don't feel I can show correctly.
- 906
- 00:59:29,220 --> 00:59:31,288
- It's a birthday party
- for Dave Mazolla
- 907
- 00:59:31,322 --> 00:59:33,190
- that I attend solo
- 908
- 00:59:33,224 --> 00:59:35,292
- during the brief period when
- Aviva and I are back together.
- 909
- 00:59:35,859 --> 00:59:38,495
- Trying to work things
- out after our first break up.
- 910
- 00:59:38,529 --> 00:59:41,265
- Kind of which has come to pass
- in linear time.
- 911
- 00:59:42,533 --> 00:59:44,201
- I'm solo because
- after everything
- 912
- 00:59:44,235 --> 00:59:46,503
- we will have gone through,
- Aviva is comfortable
- 913
- 00:59:46,537 --> 00:59:48,138
- enough to generously allow me
- 914
- 00:59:48,172 --> 00:59:51,475
- some alone time with my friends
- without kicking up a fuss.
- 915
- 00:59:52,943 --> 00:59:55,479
- That's the impression
- I'm under, anyways.
- 916
- 00:59:57,348 --> 00:59:58,382
- I'm a little drunk.
- 917
- 00:59:58,949 --> 01:00:00,451
- A little more
- forward than usual.
- 918
- 01:00:01,185 --> 01:00:05,122
- And Dave introduces me to his
- friend, this young woman named
- 919
- 01:00:05,923 --> 01:00:06,957
- Isadora.
- 920
- 01:00:08,325 --> 01:00:09,493
- It's like...
- 921
- 01:00:12,196 --> 01:00:15,466
- electricity
- is an inadequate word.
- 922
- 01:00:16,300 --> 01:00:19,069
- When her eyes look in to mine,
- it's like I can see myself
- 923
- 01:00:19,103 --> 01:00:20,904
- reflected back at me, only...
- 924
- 01:00:21,272 --> 01:00:22,406
- more open,
- 925
- 01:00:22,840 --> 01:00:24,108
- more curious,
- 926
- 01:00:24,141 --> 01:00:26,310
- more... alive,
- 927
- 01:00:26,343 --> 01:00:28,479
- more... everything.
- 928
- 01:00:31,048 --> 01:00:32,116
- Recognition,
- 929
- 01:00:35,886 --> 01:00:38,155
- during this brief
- chat that spans
- 930
- 01:00:38,856 --> 01:00:39,957
- an eternity.
- 931
- 01:00:41,191 --> 01:00:43,427
- She mentioned she's going to
- Berlin to study for a semester.
- 932
- 01:00:43,460 --> 01:00:45,896
- So I tell her to call
- Nissan while she's there,
- 933
- 01:00:45,929 --> 01:00:48,832
- making up for all the time
- he's played matchmaker to me
- 934
- 01:00:49,133 --> 01:00:52,269
- with Aviva,
- so I feel proud for doing this
- 935
- 01:00:53,504 --> 01:00:55,939
- and with Aviva so I feel sick,
- 936
- 01:00:55,973 --> 01:00:57,007
- for doing this.
- 937
- 01:00:58,342 --> 01:01:00,210
- Just as I expect,
- Nissan falls hard for her
- 938
- 01:01:00,244 --> 01:01:03,213
- but she blows him off
- after a week, I mean,
- 939
- 01:01:03,447 --> 01:01:05,549
- he's not for her.
- 940
- 01:01:06,250 --> 01:01:07,484
- I'm for her.
- 941
- 01:01:10,087 --> 01:01:12,356
- She calls or texts
- me every few months
- 942
- 01:01:12,956 --> 01:01:14,391
- lets me know that she's done
- with Berlin,
- 943
- 01:01:14,425 --> 01:01:16,360
- she's moved to Los Angeles.
- 944
- 01:01:16,927 --> 01:01:18,495
- I always respond cordially
- 945
- 01:01:18,529 --> 01:01:21,832
- without excess warmth because
- I know if I open this door
- 946
- 01:01:22,399 --> 01:01:24,101
- there is no turning back.
- 947
- 01:01:26,070 --> 01:01:28,505
- None of this
- has happened yet, but...
- 948
- 01:01:31,175 --> 01:01:32,443
- it will.
- 949
- 01:01:33,977 --> 01:01:36,347
- <i>Hey this is Zeke,
- you found me.</i>
- 950
- 01:01:36,980 --> 01:01:38,148
- <i>Express yourself.</i>
- 951
- 01:01:39,550 --> 01:01:41,085
- <i>Hey there Zeke,</i>
- 952
- 01:01:41,118 --> 01:01:43,253
- <i>your manager passed
- me your number,</i>
- 953
- 01:01:43,287 --> 01:01:44,521
- <i>my name is Aviva Le Grange</i>
- 954
- 01:01:44,955 --> 01:01:48,025
- <i>I'm a video artist and
- director from Paris,</i>
- 955
- 01:01:48,392 --> 01:01:49,960
- <i>I love your music,</i>
- 956
- 01:01:49,993 --> 01:01:52,496
- <i>especially your new song
- "Love it or Leave it".</i>
- 957
- 01:01:52,529 --> 01:01:54,264
- <i>I think it's got magic.</i>
- 958
- 01:01:54,998 --> 01:01:56,900
- <i>I have an idea
- for a video for it</i>
- 959
- 01:01:56,934 --> 01:01:59,203
- <i>that could be something
- really special.</i>
- 960
- 01:02:38,475 --> 01:02:42,112
- <i>♪ Long are the days when
- You're turning away ♪</i>
- 961
- 01:02:42,146 --> 01:02:44,648
- <i>♪ From the reasons You strung ♪</i>
- 962
- 01:02:46,383 --> 01:02:50,020
- <i>♪ Long is the way
- When you're aching to say ♪</i>
- 963
- 01:02:50,053 --> 01:02:52,956
- <i>♪ But your teeth
- Bite your tongue ♪</i>
- 964
- 01:02:54,391 --> 01:02:58,162
- <i>♪ Loud is the wind in your ears
- When you spin ♪</i>
- 965
- 01:02:58,195 --> 01:03:00,931
- <i>♪ As you look for the sun ♪</i>
- 966
- 01:03:02,466 --> 01:03:06,370
- <i>♪ Loud are the skies as
- You thunder your cries ♪</i>
- 967
- 01:03:06,403 --> 01:03:08,939
- <i>♪ When your prayers are sung ♪</i>
- 968
- 01:03:11,442 --> 01:03:14,344
- <i>♪ Hard is the floor
- As the waves pound... ♪</i>
- 969
- 01:03:14,378 --> 01:03:16,180
- - She's brilliant.
- - Yeah?
- 970
- 01:03:16,213 --> 01:03:18,716
- Why didn't you
- show me her work before?
- 971
- 01:03:18,750 --> 01:03:19,684
- Why hide it?
- 972
- 01:03:20,184 --> 01:03:21,485
- I wasn't hiding it,
- 973
- 01:03:22,319 --> 01:03:24,689
- I wanted to focus this thing
- on our relationship,
- 974
- 01:03:24,722 --> 01:03:26,590
- on who we are
- to each other first.
- 975
- 01:03:26,623 --> 01:03:28,992
- Or maybe you're just
- intimidated by her.
- 976
- 01:03:29,026 --> 01:03:29,727
- I'm not.
- 977
- 01:03:30,160 --> 01:03:31,161
- I would be.
- 978
- 01:03:31,528 --> 01:03:32,463
- She's a genius.
- 979
- 01:03:33,564 --> 01:03:34,732
- I'm not intimidated.
- 980
- 01:03:35,499 --> 01:03:36,567
- I'm inspired.
- 981
- 01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:39,369
- <i>♪ My oh my It hurts sometimes ♪</i>
- 982
- 01:03:39,403 --> 01:03:43,173
- <i>♪ Oh my oh my!
- It hurts sometimes ♪</i>
- 983
- 01:03:43,207 --> 01:03:47,311
- <i>♪ I think I'm running
- Out of time ♪</i>
- 984
- 01:03:47,344 --> 01:03:51,215
- <i>♪ Before I'm gonna
- Lose my mind ♪</i>
- 985
- 01:03:51,515 --> 01:03:54,585
- <i>♪ My oh my! It hurts sometimes ♪</i>
- 986
- 01:03:54,618 --> 01:03:56,420
- I finished my first record.
- 987
- 01:03:57,421 --> 01:03:59,423
- I'm surprised you
- found the time.
- 988
- 01:04:00,825 --> 01:04:03,761
- Listen man, I'd love for her
- to do something with me, too.
- 989
- 01:04:03,795 --> 01:04:08,098
- <i>♪ Before I'm gonna
- Lose my mind... ♪</i>
- 990
- 01:04:08,131 --> 01:04:09,032
- So ask her.
- 991
- 01:04:10,133 --> 01:04:13,604
- It's just, you know, I don't
- want your feelings hurt.
- 992
- 01:04:13,637 --> 01:04:14,471
- I'm fine.
- 993
- 01:04:15,272 --> 01:04:16,373
- Just ask her.
- 994
- 01:04:17,241 --> 01:04:19,409
- If she wants to do it,
- she'll do it.
- 995
- 01:04:23,113 --> 01:04:25,215
- So what are you thinking?
- 996
- 01:04:25,249 --> 01:04:26,316
- I dunno,
- 997
- 01:04:26,818 --> 01:04:28,185
- it could be strange.
- 998
- 01:04:28,218 --> 01:04:29,386
- Do you like
- Mason's music?
- 999
- 01:04:29,787 --> 01:04:32,657
- I do. I actually think
- it's very special.
- 1000
- 01:04:34,324 --> 01:04:35,592
- Then you should do it.
- 1001
- 01:04:54,444 --> 01:04:56,179
- What do you think of this edit?
- 1002
- 01:04:57,147 --> 01:04:58,783
- It's beautiful.
- 1003
- 01:04:58,816 --> 01:05:01,385
- Yeah, but I think this
- angle is better for him, no?
- 1004
- 01:05:01,418 --> 01:05:03,086
- The other one's perfect though.
- 1005
- 01:05:03,353 --> 01:05:06,256
- Captures something grounded
- and spiritual at the same time.
- 1006
- 01:05:06,290 --> 01:05:08,760
- Jesus Christ,
- take it easy over there.
- 1007
- 01:05:08,793 --> 01:05:11,161
- What are
- you talking about?
- 1008
- 01:05:11,194 --> 01:05:13,397
- - Just it's embarrassing okay?
- - What is?
- 1009
- 01:05:13,430 --> 01:05:14,699
- You know what I'm talking about.
- 1010
- 01:05:14,732 --> 01:05:16,300
- Spell it out for me.
- 1011
- 01:05:16,333 --> 01:05:17,735
- Aviva was right,
- 1012
- 01:05:17,769 --> 01:05:19,871
- it's pathetic how you are
- about anything to do with Mason.
- 1013
- 01:05:19,904 --> 01:05:22,606
- He proposed the idea,
- you could have said no.
- 1014
- 01:05:22,639 --> 01:05:24,776
- Right. Like I was
- gonna be the bad guy.
- 1015
- 01:05:24,809 --> 01:05:26,243
- Great position to put me in.
- 1016
- 01:05:26,276 --> 01:05:27,644
- What position?
- 1017
- 01:05:27,679 --> 01:05:29,446
- Aviva doing something
- nice for your friend
- 1018
- 01:05:29,479 --> 01:05:32,449
- after moving here entire life
- here for you? Is that so bad?
- 1019
- 01:05:33,250 --> 01:05:34,284
- Nope.
- 1020
- 01:05:34,318 --> 01:05:36,119
- I did it, see?
- 1021
- 01:05:36,153 --> 01:05:37,588
- I'm nice. Mr. nice guy.
- 1022
- 01:05:37,621 --> 01:05:39,590
- No, you've been an asshole
- ever since...
- 1023
- 01:05:39,623 --> 01:05:40,490
- Since what?
- 1024
- 01:05:41,659 --> 01:05:44,595
- You're gone even when you're
- here, which is hardly ever.
- 1025
- 01:05:44,628 --> 01:05:47,197
- You're always off to the side,
- angry all the time...
- 1026
- 01:05:47,230 --> 01:05:49,299
- When you do say
- something, it's mean.
- 1027
- 01:05:49,333 --> 01:05:51,301
- Maybe because you've
- acted like a total jealous
- 1028
- 01:05:51,335 --> 01:05:53,403
- bitch since the moment
- you saw me with Mason.
- 1029
- 01:05:53,437 --> 01:05:55,272
- That's what you like to think.
- 1030
- 01:05:55,305 --> 01:05:56,473
- But you're the one
- who is jealous.
- 1031
- 01:05:56,506 --> 01:05:59,376
- Me? Maybe she is.
- I don't give a fuck.
- 1032
- 01:05:59,409 --> 01:06:00,812
- I'm not jealous
- of either of you.
- 1033
- 01:06:00,845 --> 01:06:03,280
- You're the one telling people
- where they can go,
- 1034
- 01:06:03,313 --> 01:06:04,749
- when they should be there.
- 1035
- 01:06:04,782 --> 01:06:06,751
- It's true, you've been jealous
- 1036
- 01:06:06,784 --> 01:06:08,518
- and controlling
- since the day I got here.
- 1037
- 01:06:08,552 --> 01:06:10,454
- If you had any sense of
- boundaries,
- 1038
- 01:06:10,487 --> 01:06:12,289
- I wouldn't need to control you.
- 1039
- 01:06:12,322 --> 01:06:13,825
- Maybe you should figure
- out your own boundaries,
- 1040
- 01:06:13,858 --> 01:06:16,460
- before you worry about
- how others handle theirs.
- 1041
- 01:06:16,493 --> 01:06:18,663
- You stay the fuck
- out of this okay?
- 1042
- 01:06:18,696 --> 01:06:20,263
- No-one asked you to
- be here in the first place.
- 1043
- 01:06:20,297 --> 01:06:22,466
- Shall I quote some of
- those emails you sent me?
- 1044
- 01:06:22,499 --> 01:06:25,369
- I never wrote you
- a single fucking email.
- 1045
- 01:06:25,402 --> 01:06:26,503
- No?
- 1046
- 01:06:27,337 --> 01:06:28,505
- Who do you think all those
- emails
- 1047
- 01:06:28,538 --> 01:06:29,774
- you fell so in love with
- were from?
- 1048
- 01:06:29,807 --> 01:06:32,175
- I was reading letters from her.
- 1049
- 01:06:32,209 --> 01:06:33,610
- You were reading
- letters from me,
- 1050
- 01:06:33,644 --> 01:06:34,912
- you idiot.
- 1051
- 01:06:35,379 --> 01:06:36,546
- She barely has the patience
- 1052
- 01:06:36,580 --> 01:06:38,248
- to put a coherent
- sentence together.
- 1053
- 01:06:38,281 --> 01:06:40,852
- Hey, you can go fuck
- yourself too. I don't need
- 1054
- 01:06:40,885 --> 01:06:43,655
- your fucking help, if you're
- going to help me like this!
- 1055
- 01:06:43,688 --> 01:06:46,623
- You know he didn't want
- anything to do with you,
- 1056
- 01:06:46,658 --> 01:06:48,726
- - I don't blame him.
- - So now you're on his side?
- 1057
- 01:06:48,760 --> 01:06:51,294
- - I'm not on anyone's side.
- - You're taking his side.
- 1058
- 01:06:51,328 --> 01:06:52,930
- You always take his side,
- I'm fucking sick of it.
- 1059
- 01:06:52,964 --> 01:06:54,264
- - Sick of it?
- - Sick of it.
- 1060
- 01:06:54,297 --> 01:06:55,632
- We've never fought about it.
- 1061
- 01:06:55,667 --> 01:06:57,267
- Don't be stupid.
- These fights, other fights,
- 1062
- 01:06:57,300 --> 01:06:58,970
- if there's another side
- available, you'll take it.
- 1063
- 01:06:59,003 --> 01:07:00,337
- Hey calm down.
- 1064
- 01:07:00,370 --> 01:07:01,706
- Don't fucking tell me
- to calm down.
- 1065
- 01:07:01,739 --> 01:07:03,507
- Chill out. Okay?
- 1066
- 01:07:03,540 --> 01:07:06,711
- I talk how I fucking
- want to talk, all right?
- 1067
- 01:07:06,744 --> 01:07:08,311
- Don't tell me what to do.
- 1068
- 01:07:08,345 --> 01:07:09,747
- I don't even know who
- I am anymore
- 1069
- 01:07:09,781 --> 01:07:11,648
- in this stupid fucking country.
- 1070
- 01:07:11,683 --> 01:07:13,718
- Acting like some kind of
- polite American all the time.
- 1071
- 01:07:13,751 --> 01:07:14,886
- This is you polite?
- 1072
- 01:07:15,953 --> 01:07:18,255
- Jesus, I'd hate to see
- you in your native habitat.
- 1073
- 01:07:18,288 --> 01:07:19,189
- Fuck you!
- 1074
- 01:07:20,190 --> 01:07:22,827
- This is who I am now,
- if you don't like it...
- 1075
- 01:07:24,494 --> 01:07:25,629
- I can go home.
- 1076
- 01:07:26,363 --> 01:07:27,732
- Come one, don't say that.
- 1077
- 01:07:28,265 --> 01:07:29,566
- Do you even want me here?
- 1078
- 01:07:29,599 --> 01:07:30,935
- Of course I want you here.
- 1079
- 01:07:31,368 --> 01:07:32,670
- I'm not talking to you,
- 1080
- 01:07:33,303 --> 01:07:34,371
- talking to him.
- 1081
- 01:07:36,874 --> 01:07:38,341
- Do you even want me here?
- 1082
- 01:07:41,478 --> 01:07:43,647
- Don't put your choices on me.
- 1083
- 01:07:47,819 --> 01:07:49,854
- You're gonna
- fuck this up.
- 1084
- 01:07:50,755 --> 01:07:52,824
- You're gonna fuck everything up,
- 1085
- 01:07:52,857 --> 01:07:53,991
- you always do.
- 1086
- 01:07:54,025 --> 01:07:55,827
- Maybe if you didn't
- keep getting me
- 1087
- 01:07:55,860 --> 01:07:57,662
- into shit that
- I don't want to be in,
- 1088
- 01:07:57,695 --> 01:07:59,964
- I wouldn't have to
- fuck anything up.
- 1089
- 01:08:00,798 --> 01:08:01,699
- I see.
- 1090
- 01:08:02,299 --> 01:08:03,835
- You don't want to be in this?
- 1091
- 01:08:06,070 --> 01:08:07,071
- Come on, man.
- 1092
- 01:08:08,472 --> 01:08:10,640
- Don't say things you
- won't be able to take back.
- 1093
- 01:08:12,476 --> 01:08:15,512
- Aviva's here, I'm here.
- 1094
- 01:08:16,413 --> 01:08:19,349
- You're the one who needs
- to decide what he wants to do.
- 1095
- 01:08:20,985 --> 01:08:24,554
- This is the best thing that's
- ever happened to me in my life.
- 1096
- 01:08:25,455 --> 01:08:27,357
- You wanna take it away from me,
- 1097
- 01:08:28,492 --> 01:08:29,459
- go ahead.
- 1098
- 01:08:30,695 --> 01:08:31,829
- I can't stop you,
- 1099
- 01:08:31,863 --> 01:08:33,396
- I never could.
- 1100
- 01:08:37,467 --> 01:08:38,970
- I'm doing
- something wrong.
- 1101
- 01:08:39,003 --> 01:08:40,437
- You're not doing anything wrong.
- 1102
- 01:08:40,470 --> 01:08:41,739
- Yes, I am.
- 1103
- 01:08:47,577 --> 01:08:48,713
- You brought us all together,
- 1104
- 01:08:49,346 --> 01:08:51,314
- you're not doing anything wrong.
- 1105
- 01:09:02,760 --> 01:09:05,663
- I know I said earlier
- that there's nothing more lonely
- 1106
- 01:09:05,696 --> 01:09:07,999
- or more depressing than
- being alone in New York City,
- 1107
- 01:09:08,032 --> 01:09:11,434
- but that's not
- empirically speaking, correct.
- 1108
- 01:09:11,969 --> 01:09:13,637
- There's nothing more lonely
- 1109
- 01:09:13,671 --> 01:09:15,740
- than being alone in Los Angeles.
- 1110
- 01:09:15,773 --> 01:09:18,308
- - It's left, turn left.
- - I got it.
- 1111
- 01:09:25,482 --> 01:09:27,617
- - "Dear Aviva."
- - "Dear?"
- 1112
- 01:09:27,651 --> 01:09:29,519
- Are you seriously
- letting go of sweet?
- 1113
- 01:09:29,553 --> 01:09:32,723
- Is that really what you want
- me to be focusing on right now?
- 1114
- 01:09:35,059 --> 01:09:36,493
- I'll just write sweet.
- 1115
- 01:09:37,662 --> 01:09:39,496
- "Dear <i>Aviva,</i>
- 1116
- 01:09:40,530 --> 01:09:42,900
- I heard you were in
- the desert somewhere.
- 1117
- 01:09:48,172 --> 01:09:49,807
- <i>I remember I promised myself</i>
- 1118
- 01:09:50,107 --> 01:09:52,576
- <i>or you, that I would write
- to you at least something</i>
- 1119
- 01:09:52,609 --> 01:09:55,512
- <i>once a day for all the time
- we would know each other.</i>
- 1120
- 01:09:57,715 --> 01:10:01,052
- <i>I guess it took us breaking
- up for me to honor it again.</i>
- 1121
- 01:10:02,053 --> 01:10:03,688
- <i>You're an amazing person.</i>
- 1122
- 01:10:04,121 --> 01:10:05,790
- <i>You always surprised me,</i>
- 1123
- 01:10:06,423 --> 01:10:08,860
- <i>even though I'm so jaded
- and often unengaged,</i>
- 1124
- 01:10:09,827 --> 01:10:12,163
- <i>you told me I don't
- know how to live,</i>
- 1125
- 01:10:12,196 --> 01:10:13,097
- <i>it's true.</i>
- 1126
- 01:10:14,332 --> 01:10:16,801
- <i>I don't know how to make
- the most out of a simple day.</i>
- 1127
- 01:10:17,467 --> 01:10:19,837
- <i>I don't know how to get
- the most out of breakfast,</i>
- 1128
- 01:10:19,871 --> 01:10:21,504
- <i>to enjoy a simple walk.</i>
- 1129
- 01:10:21,538 --> 01:10:23,074
- <i>To get the most out
- of work or creativity</i>
- 1130
- 01:10:23,107 --> 01:10:25,508
- <i>in anything other
- than sporadic bursts.</i>
- 1131
- 01:10:34,051 --> 01:10:36,053
- <i>I don't know how to move
- through time and space</i>
- 1132
- 01:10:36,087 --> 01:10:39,456
- <i>with a sense of accepting that
- I'm the vessel doing the moving.</i>
- 1133
- 01:10:39,757 --> 01:10:41,826
- <i>Even as I understand
- I'm doing myself</i>
- 1134
- 01:10:41,859 --> 01:10:43,928
- <i>and God and injustice
- by directing</i>
- 1135
- 01:10:43,961 --> 01:10:47,098
- <i>such negativity toward a life
- that I should be grateful for.</i>
- 1136
- 01:10:54,105 --> 01:10:56,674
- <i>I imagine it's very confusing
- being in a relationship</i>
- 1137
- 01:10:56,707 --> 01:10:57,975
- <i>with someone like me.</i>
- 1138
- 01:10:58,175 --> 01:11:00,711
- <i>I get angry sometimes
- when I see how real</i>
- 1139
- 01:11:01,045 --> 01:11:03,147
- <i>you are, how substantial.</i>
- 1140
- 01:11:03,714 --> 01:11:05,883
- <i>And I'm in this stupid,
- ugly place</i>
- 1141
- 01:11:05,917 --> 01:11:07,550
- <i>floating around like a ghost.</i>
- 1142
- 01:11:11,055 --> 01:11:13,658
- <i>But then I realize that
- I'd rather be this way</i>
- 1143
- 01:11:13,691 --> 01:11:15,927
- <i>or I wouldn't be here
- doing what I'm doing.</i>
- 1144
- 01:11:16,559 --> 01:11:18,561
- <i>Making one reality
- after another and then</i>
- 1145
- 01:11:18,595 --> 01:11:21,666
- <i>abandoning it, so that others
- can inhabit it without me.</i>
- 1146
- 01:11:29,273 --> 01:11:30,507
- <i>I'm running,</i>
- 1147
- 01:11:31,776 --> 01:11:34,679
- <i>I don't ever wanna get caught
- but I am tired of running.</i>
- 1148
- 01:11:38,282 --> 01:11:40,084
- <i>Sorry I've been going
- on and on here,</i>
- 1149
- 01:11:40,117 --> 01:11:42,619
- <i>but you wanted to know
- where I'm at.</i>
- 1150
- 01:11:42,920 --> 01:11:44,088
- <i>So here you have it.</i>
- 1151
- 01:11:44,956 --> 01:11:46,223
- <i>I admire you</i>
- 1152
- 01:11:47,191 --> 01:11:48,491
- <i>and I love you.</i>
- 1153
- 01:11:49,126 --> 01:11:50,493
- <i>E."</i>
- 1154
- 01:11:50,828 --> 01:11:51,829
- <i>"Dear E,</i>
- 1155
- 01:11:52,930 --> 01:11:54,999
- <i>it's both painful and moving
- to read your words."</i>
- 1156
- 01:11:56,901 --> 01:11:58,836
- - Don't do that.
- - What?
- 1157
- 01:11:58,869 --> 01:12:02,907
- That stupid bopping to the music
- in the car, sort of thing.
- 1158
- 01:12:03,741 --> 01:12:06,243
- It's cutesy and ingratiating
- and I fucking hate it.
- 1159
- 01:12:06,277 --> 01:12:08,879
- If you wanna dance,
- pull over, stop the car,
- 1160
- 01:12:08,913 --> 01:12:11,015
- get out and make
- a proper fucking dance.
- 1161
- 01:12:11,048 --> 01:12:13,684
- - Who's cut off and mean now?
- - I am.
- 1162
- 01:12:14,118 --> 01:12:15,186
- Deal with it.
- 1163
- 01:12:19,890 --> 01:12:21,624
- You wanna hear the rest of it?
- 1164
- 01:12:24,161 --> 01:12:25,262
- Sure.
- 1165
- 01:12:27,298 --> 01:12:30,600
- "It was so strange for me
- to be alone in the city,
- 1166
- 01:12:31,902 --> 01:12:35,039
- hard to go meet people for work
- and put myself out there.
- 1167
- 01:12:36,606 --> 01:12:39,110
- So confusing meeting men,
- and the world in general,
- 1168
- 01:12:39,677 --> 01:12:41,812
- with the knowledge
- that we're separated.
- 1169
- 01:12:42,579 --> 01:12:45,615
- So I got myself out of there
- and headed in to the desert,
- 1170
- 01:12:45,983 --> 01:12:47,184
- in New Mexico.
- 1171
- 01:12:48,052 --> 01:12:50,021
- Spent a lot of time
- there by myself,
- 1172
- 01:12:51,856 --> 01:12:53,523
- one day I got kinda lost.
- 1173
- 01:12:53,958 --> 01:12:55,126
- It was scary,
- 1174
- 01:12:55,659 --> 01:12:56,894
- a story for another day.
- 1175
- 01:12:58,029 --> 01:13:00,530
- Then I met these two people
- who really saved my ass.
- 1176
- 01:13:01,766 --> 01:13:04,668
- They were this couple who travel
- to the most dangerous places
- 1177
- 01:13:04,702 --> 01:13:05,635
- in the world
- 1178
- 01:13:06,037 --> 01:13:07,772
- and they dance together there.
- 1179
- 01:13:08,873 --> 01:13:10,307
- And they're not the only ones,
- 1180
- 01:13:10,741 --> 01:13:12,009
- it's a thing.
- 1181
- 01:13:13,744 --> 01:13:16,047
- Gave me an idea to make
- a movie out of it.
- 1182
- 01:13:16,680 --> 01:13:19,350
- Started filming them and
- I'm putting together a teaser
- 1183
- 01:13:19,383 --> 01:13:20,885
- to raise money
- for the rest of it.
- 1184
- 01:13:20,918 --> 01:13:23,187
- I'm DJ'ing for Zeke's club shows
- 1185
- 01:13:23,220 --> 01:13:25,322
- and she's gonna do
- the music for it.
- 1186
- 01:13:25,356 --> 01:13:26,724
- It's a trip.
- 1187
- 01:13:28,993 --> 01:13:30,961
- I'm lonelier than
- I've ever been,
- 1188
- 01:13:31,328 --> 01:13:34,065
- sadder and happier
- than I've ever been all at once.
- 1189
- 01:13:35,632 --> 01:13:36,834
- I love you
- 1190
- 01:13:37,368 --> 01:13:38,469
- and I have no regrets,
- 1191
- 01:13:39,837 --> 01:13:42,907
- but I don't wanna go through
- something like this again.
- 1192
- 01:13:43,841 --> 01:13:46,677
- I wanna be with somebody
- who wants to be with me.
- 1193
- 01:13:47,778 --> 01:13:48,846
- The way I am,
- 1194
- 01:13:50,014 --> 01:13:51,782
- not the way he wants me to be.
- 1195
- 01:13:53,650 --> 01:13:55,820
- I have so much love and passion
- in me
- 1196
- 01:13:55,853 --> 01:13:58,022
- and I don't want to feel
- guilty about it.
- 1197
- 01:13:59,790 --> 01:14:02,359
- Still, I miss us and I miss you.
- 1198
- 01:14:04,128 --> 01:14:05,162
- A."
- 1199
- 01:14:06,831 --> 01:14:08,065
- Nicole just texted you.
- 1200
- 01:14:08,899 --> 01:14:11,268
- - Nicole?
- - Yeah, from high school.
- 1201
- 01:14:11,302 --> 01:14:12,703
- I know who she is.
- 1202
- 01:14:13,938 --> 01:14:15,840
- Just surprised
- to hear from here.
- 1203
- 01:14:15,873 --> 01:14:16,907
- Well, she's here.
- 1204
- 01:14:17,308 --> 01:14:18,275
- You mean in LA?
- 1205
- 01:14:19,276 --> 01:14:21,378
- No, I mean in this car,
- stashed in the trunk.
- 1206
- 01:14:23,414 --> 01:14:24,748
- I always liked her.
- 1207
- 01:14:25,883 --> 01:14:28,152
- I have nothing
- to talk with her about.
- 1208
- 01:14:28,185 --> 01:14:30,121
- - I do.
- - We have no shared interests.
- 1209
- 01:14:30,154 --> 01:14:31,355
- Nothing in common,
- 1210
- 01:14:31,856 --> 01:14:32,590
- nothing.
- 1211
- 01:14:33,057 --> 01:14:35,392
- Daredevil,
- that's my guy.
- 1212
- 01:14:35,426 --> 01:14:38,963
- Smart and blind,
- just how I like my men.
- 1213
- 01:14:39,396 --> 01:14:42,900
- I don't know,
- I was strictly Kirby style.
- 1214
- 01:14:42,933 --> 01:14:46,003
- Cosmic stuff,
- worlds beyond imagination,
- 1215
- 01:14:46,036 --> 01:14:48,139
- shit that actually
- opens your mind.
- 1216
- 01:14:49,006 --> 01:14:53,010
- Thor, F.F.,
- The Eternals, The New Gods.
- 1217
- 01:14:53,043 --> 01:14:56,680
- It was all street level for me.
- Someone I could identify with.
- 1218
- 01:14:56,981 --> 01:14:59,917
- Like, if I looked into an alley
- 1219
- 01:14:59,950 --> 01:15:01,252
- on the way to school,
- 1220
- 01:15:01,285 --> 01:15:03,354
- I might just catch a glimpse
- in the shadows.
- 1221
- 01:15:03,387 --> 01:15:05,990
- Punisher, Daredevil, Spiderman,
- 1222
- 01:15:06,023 --> 01:15:07,958
- Spiderman is street level?
- 1223
- 01:15:07,992 --> 01:15:09,827
- Compared to the New Gods, he is.
- 1224
- 01:15:09,860 --> 01:15:12,363
- Look,
- I liked those guys growing up,
- 1225
- 01:15:12,396 --> 01:15:14,999
- it was fine if I couldn't get
- my hands on anything else
- 1226
- 01:15:15,032 --> 01:15:18,369
- but where is the imagination,
- the aspiration?
- 1227
- 01:15:18,402 --> 01:15:21,071
- Sometimes putting your fist
- through some jerk's face,
- 1228
- 01:15:21,105 --> 01:15:22,973
- is all the aspiration you need.
- 1229
- 01:15:24,842 --> 01:15:25,876
- Good to know.
- 1230
- 01:15:26,143 --> 01:15:28,345
- Can I refresh
- anybody's drink?
- 1231
- 01:15:29,446 --> 01:15:30,915
- We've already had thee.
- 1232
- 01:15:31,282 --> 01:15:34,051
- One more and I'll be
- at maximum suggestibility.
- 1233
- 01:15:34,351 --> 01:15:35,819
- She'll have another one.
- 1234
- 01:15:36,220 --> 01:15:37,321
- What about you?
- 1235
- 01:15:37,821 --> 01:15:39,690
- I still have work to do tonight.
- 1236
- 01:15:40,758 --> 01:15:41,959
- Really?
- 1237
- 01:15:45,996 --> 01:15:47,998
- - You okay?
- - I'm great.
- 1238
- 01:15:48,299 --> 01:15:50,134
- But how can I make you,
- you know?
- 1239
- 01:15:50,167 --> 01:15:52,403
- You don't have to do anything,
- I'm great.
- 1240
- 01:15:54,004 --> 01:15:57,074
- - I want you to be happy.
- - I'm happy.
- 1241
- 01:15:57,107 --> 01:15:59,310
- I mean, really happy.
- 1242
- 01:15:59,343 --> 01:16:01,946
- - I'm really happy.
- - Jesus.
- 1243
- 01:16:05,482 --> 01:16:06,984
- Come on, move over.
- 1244
- 01:16:08,519 --> 01:16:09,954
- Where are you going?
- 1245
- 01:16:36,914 --> 01:16:38,182
- Do it hard.
- 1246
- 01:16:41,452 --> 01:16:42,953
- You can do it harder.
- 1247
- 01:16:43,287 --> 01:16:44,521
- She said do it harder.
- 1248
- 01:16:47,424 --> 01:16:49,860
- Yes. Yes.
- 1249
- 01:16:49,893 --> 01:16:51,528
- Oh yes. Yes.
- 1250
- 01:17:01,605 --> 01:17:02,940
- Oh, my gosh.
- 1251
- 01:17:04,108 --> 01:17:05,209
- Unbelievable.
- 1252
- 01:17:09,313 --> 01:17:12,449
- I'm gonna go make some coffee,
- you guys want anything?
- 1253
- 01:17:12,483 --> 01:17:14,485
- No, thank you.
- 1254
- 01:17:14,518 --> 01:17:15,486
- I'm good.
- 1255
- 01:17:16,020 --> 01:17:17,221
- Milk, two sugars.
- 1256
- 01:17:34,271 --> 01:17:38,275
- <i>♪ What I say when I
- Say that I miss you ♪</i>
- 1257
- 01:17:38,309 --> 01:17:42,446
- <i>♪ Is that I will
- Always love me more ♪</i>
- 1258
- 01:17:42,479 --> 01:17:46,050
- <i>♪ What I need when I bleed
- Just to drown you ♪</i>
- 1259
- 01:17:46,450 --> 01:17:50,220
- <i>♪ Is that some day
- You'll become a shore ♪</i>
- 1260
- 01:17:50,888 --> 01:17:54,224
- <i>♪ It's my wave that will
- Crave and will pull you ♪</i>
- 1261
- 01:17:54,525 --> 01:17:58,329
- <i>♪ And another that
- Will push you back ♪</i>
- 1262
- 01:17:58,896 --> 01:18:02,900
- <i>♪ We will be just a sea
- They can sail through ♪</i>
- 1263
- 01:18:02,933 --> 01:18:07,171
- <i>♪ They can split us
- But we never crack ♪</i>
- 1264
- 01:18:23,220 --> 01:18:27,157
- <i>♪ On occasions our
- Sea will swallow ♪</i>
- 1265
- 01:18:27,191 --> 01:18:31,028
- <i>♪ 613 shades of sad ♪</i>
- 1266
- 01:18:31,362 --> 01:18:35,232
- <i>♪ And occasionally
- We will be just shallow ♪</i>
- 1267
- 01:18:35,265 --> 01:18:38,902
- <i>♪ Enough for them
- To see the things we had... ♪</i>
- 1268
- 01:19:15,506 --> 01:19:17,908
- - Can you get it?
- - Uh-huh.
- 1269
- 01:19:36,393 --> 01:19:38,295
- - Hey?
- - <i>Hey.</i>
- 1270
- 01:19:40,097 --> 01:19:42,667
- - <i>How are you?</i>
- - Good, I'm good.
- 1271
- 01:19:43,634 --> 01:19:44,669
- Are you?
- 1272
- 01:19:45,202 --> 01:19:46,603
- Yeah.
- 1273
- 01:19:47,037 --> 01:19:48,939
- Better than I've
- been in a while.
- 1274
- 01:19:50,174 --> 01:19:51,709
- <i>How are the shows going?</i>
- 1275
- 01:19:52,376 --> 01:19:54,044
- Uh, they're going.
- 1276
- 01:19:55,279 --> 01:19:57,481
- I'm signing with Dream Shot.
- 1277
- 01:19:59,316 --> 01:20:00,752
- <i>That's a great agency.</i>
- 1278
- 01:20:00,785 --> 01:20:03,053
- Yeah, they just got me
- the rest of the budget
- 1279
- 01:20:03,086 --> 01:20:04,388
- to make my feature.
- 1280
- 01:20:06,256 --> 01:20:07,659
- - Jesus.
- - <i>Yeah.</i>
- 1281
- 01:20:09,059 --> 01:20:09,960
- That's amazing.
- 1282
- 01:20:11,796 --> 01:20:14,364
- Everyone I know
- is talking about your work.
- 1283
- 01:20:17,134 --> 01:20:19,970
- You know, I'm here in town.
- 1284
- 01:20:20,805 --> 01:20:22,072
- <i>Here?</i>
- 1285
- 01:20:23,106 --> 01:20:24,742
- <i>Yeah,
- it was a last minute thing.</i>
- 1286
- 01:20:25,810 --> 01:20:27,644
- I was going to tell you but...
- 1287
- 01:20:28,612 --> 01:20:30,280
- <i>I wasn't sure I should call.</i>
- 1288
- 01:20:30,547 --> 01:20:31,683
- Why wouldn't you call?
- 1289
- 01:20:33,650 --> 01:20:35,385
- <i>I don't know.</i>
- 1290
- 01:20:36,220 --> 01:20:38,522
- <i>I'm editing this thing
- after screening it here,</i>
- 1291
- 01:20:38,555 --> 01:20:39,724
- <i>in a few days.</i>
- 1292
- 01:20:39,757 --> 01:20:41,659
- I was hoping you could
- check it out,
- 1293
- 01:20:41,693 --> 01:20:43,494
- maybe do a few things to it.
- 1294
- 01:20:44,495 --> 01:20:46,096
- - but...
- - <i>I'll be there.</i>
- 1295
- 01:20:46,129 --> 01:20:47,665
- If it's not
- a good time for you...
- 1296
- 01:20:47,699 --> 01:20:49,500
- <i>No, I'll be there,
- I'll be there.</i>
- 1297
- 01:21:18,128 --> 01:21:19,463
- This is not a work place.
- 1298
- 01:21:20,130 --> 01:21:21,431
- It's our space.
- 1299
- 01:21:21,866 --> 01:21:23,100
- It was.
- 1300
- 01:21:27,772 --> 01:21:29,039
- I miss you.
- 1301
- 01:21:30,374 --> 01:21:31,642
- I missed you too.
- 1302
- 01:21:33,577 --> 01:21:35,212
- We should get back together.
- 1303
- 01:21:39,751 --> 01:21:40,785
- What?
- 1304
- 01:21:41,485 --> 01:21:42,720
- Your timing is just...
- 1305
- 01:21:43,955 --> 01:21:47,491
- After so many sleepless nights,
- so many broken hearted days,
- 1306
- 01:21:47,524 --> 01:21:50,193
- finally I get myself to a place
- when I can...
- 1307
- 01:21:51,595 --> 01:21:52,664
- And now...
- 1308
- 01:21:56,567 --> 01:21:58,268
- I'm sorry, I...
- 1309
- 01:22:00,404 --> 01:22:01,505
- I'm sorry.
- 1310
- 01:22:06,878 --> 01:22:08,612
- It's exactly what we needed,
- 1311
- 01:22:10,147 --> 01:22:12,349
- to get to a better
- place that we couldn't
- 1312
- 01:22:12,382 --> 01:22:14,351
- get to when
- we were still together,
- 1313
- 01:22:14,384 --> 01:22:15,687
- because of all the pressure
- 1314
- 01:22:15,720 --> 01:22:18,121
- of long distance,
- of constantly being rushed,
- 1315
- 01:22:18,155 --> 01:22:19,724
- we can restart this
- the right way now.
- 1316
- 01:22:19,757 --> 01:22:22,092
- I don't think
- this is the right time.
- 1317
- 01:22:22,894 --> 01:22:25,863
- Please. Please come back.
- 1318
- 01:22:27,531 --> 01:22:28,599
- I love you.
- 1319
- 01:22:30,167 --> 01:22:31,602
- I don't wanna let you go.
- 1320
- 01:22:33,236 --> 01:22:34,304
- Please come back.
- 1321
- 01:22:35,539 --> 01:22:36,607
- Please come back.
- 1322
- 01:22:41,746 --> 01:22:42,847
- I love you, too.
- 1323
- 01:22:44,214 --> 01:22:45,449
- I'm here.
- 1324
- 01:22:46,784 --> 01:22:50,320
- Let's do what we
- came here to do. Okay.
- 1325
- 01:22:55,960 --> 01:22:57,829
- Is it just the three of us?
- 1326
- 01:22:58,462 --> 01:22:59,630
- She'll be back soon.
- 1327
- 01:23:04,836 --> 01:23:05,870
- Hey, come on.
- 1328
- 01:23:06,804 --> 01:23:08,840
- You do what you have
- to do, I'm...
- 1329
- 01:23:08,873 --> 01:23:11,575
- gonna sit here and wait for her
- for a minute, okay?
- 1330
- 01:26:38,049 --> 01:26:39,616
- <i>He waited.</i>
- 1331
- 01:26:40,450 --> 01:26:42,552
- <i>He had done what I
- had asked him to do.</i>
- 1332
- 01:26:42,854 --> 01:26:44,121
- <i>I have to give him that.</i>
- 1333
- 01:26:46,057 --> 01:26:46,991
- <i>And he waited.</i>
- 1334
- 01:26:48,025 --> 01:26:50,393
- <i>He waited for a lot
- more than a minute.</i>
- 1335
- 01:26:51,128 --> 01:26:53,563
- <i>There was no reason
- to be in Los Angeles anymore</i>
- 1336
- 01:26:53,597 --> 01:26:55,733
- <i>so it was back to
- the New York apartment,</i>
- 1337
- 01:26:55,766 --> 01:26:57,034
- <i>our old white room.</i>
- 1338
- 01:26:57,668 --> 01:26:59,369
- <i>Only it wasn't so white anymore,</i>
- 1339
- 01:26:59,670 --> 01:27:01,538
- <i>Aviva had decorated
- the hell out of it</i>
- 1340
- 01:27:01,571 --> 01:27:03,040
- <i>in the time we were apart.</i>
- 1341
- 01:27:03,074 --> 01:27:04,641
- <i>New furniture everywhere,</i>
- 1342
- 01:27:04,675 --> 01:27:07,544
- <i>posters, and even
- paintings on the walls.</i>
- 1343
- 01:27:07,577 --> 01:27:09,881
- <i>Bizarre chachkas on every shelf,</i>
- 1344
- 01:27:10,214 --> 01:27:12,116
- <i>I hardly recognized it anymore.</i>
- 1345
- 01:27:18,555 --> 01:27:19,657
- <i>But I was happy.</i>
- 1346
- 01:27:20,191 --> 01:27:22,860
- <i>I mean, really happy.</i>
- 1347
- 01:27:23,493 --> 01:27:25,730
- <i>Maybe for the first
- time in my life.</i>
- 1348
- 01:27:30,801 --> 01:27:31,903
- <i>And he waited.</i>
- 1349
- 01:27:33,070 --> 01:27:35,072
- <i>But she had found something
- he had never given her.</i>
- 1350
- 01:27:36,640 --> 01:27:38,175
- <i>Something that
- in her heart of hearts</i>
- 1351
- 01:27:38,209 --> 01:27:41,511
- <i>she didn't believe he ever
- would, or could give her.</i>
- 1352
- 01:27:44,581 --> 01:27:46,017
- <i>And once having found it,</i>
- 1353
- 01:27:46,650 --> 01:27:48,686
- <i>she was not about to
- easily let it go.</i>
- 1354
- 01:27:49,253 --> 01:27:51,621
- <i>No matter how good
- everything else was.</i>
- 1355
- 01:27:52,189 --> 01:27:53,490
- <i>And it was good,</i>
- 1356
- 01:27:55,059 --> 01:27:56,694
- <i>as good as good can be.</i>
- 1357
- 01:28:09,807 --> 01:28:11,742
- <i>And maybe she
- would've come back,</i>
- 1358
- 01:28:11,776 --> 01:28:12,877
- <i>eventually,</i>
- 1359
- 01:28:15,880 --> 01:28:17,480
- <i>maybe she did come back.</i>
- 1360
- 01:28:24,255 --> 01:28:25,690
- <i>I don't really know,</i>
- 1361
- 01:28:28,059 --> 01:28:29,193
- <i>because by then...</i>
- 1362
- 01:28:36,901 --> 01:28:38,169
- <i>there was no-one home.</i>
- 1363
- 01:28:44,942 --> 01:28:46,476
- You can do it harder.
- 1364
- 01:28:51,015 --> 01:28:52,582
- You can do it much harder.
- 1365
- 01:28:52,615 --> 01:28:53,784
- How much harder?
- 1366
- 01:28:53,818 --> 01:28:55,086
- As hard as you want to.
- 1367
- 01:28:55,652 --> 01:28:56,854
- We need a safe word.
- 1368
- 01:28:57,221 --> 01:28:58,856
- I don't need a safe word.
- 1369
- 01:28:59,056 --> 01:29:00,825
- Maybe I need a safe word.
- 1370
- 01:29:00,858 --> 01:29:03,493
- We don't have to do it
- if you don't want to.
- 1371
- 01:29:03,861 --> 01:29:05,162
- Do you want me to do it?
- 1372
- 01:29:05,196 --> 01:29:07,264
- I want you to want to do it.
- 1373
- 01:29:23,314 --> 01:29:24,581
- Ow.
- 1374
- 01:29:25,850 --> 01:29:26,851
- Come on.
- 1375
- 01:29:57,982 --> 01:29:59,016
- Did you...
- 1376
- 01:29:59,683 --> 01:30:00,751
- It was great.
- 1377
- 01:30:02,186 --> 01:30:03,854
- Yeah, but you didn't...
- 1378
- 01:30:04,889 --> 01:30:06,223
- There's always next time.
- 1379
- 01:30:12,029 --> 01:30:14,597
- - Hey.
- - Hey. Give me two seconds, okay?
- 1380
- 01:30:15,299 --> 01:30:17,301
- Hey, can I
- talk to you for a minute?
- 1381
- 01:30:17,334 --> 01:30:18,869
- It can't wait, okay.
- 1382
- 01:30:18,903 --> 01:30:20,738
- One camera please.
- 1383
- 01:30:22,239 --> 01:30:23,841
- I just need a minute, okay?
- 1384
- 01:30:37,888 --> 01:30:39,323
- I can't do this by myself.
- 1385
- 01:30:39,890 --> 01:30:41,092
- No-one said you had to.
- 1386
- 01:30:41,325 --> 01:30:43,360
- I don't wanna have to
- rely on you anymore.
- 1387
- 01:30:43,394 --> 01:30:45,595
- I have to be able to
- do this on my own.
- 1388
- 01:30:45,896 --> 01:30:49,233
- Do you have any idea how fucked
- up and wrong you are? Do you?
- 1389
- 01:30:49,266 --> 01:30:50,868
- You don't know how it feels.
- 1390
- 01:30:50,901 --> 01:30:53,904
- To have never been able to
- make one woman for one single
- 1391
- 01:30:53,938 --> 01:30:55,206
- moment in your life.
- 1392
- 01:30:55,239 --> 01:30:57,775
- - They like your jokes.
- - Fuck you.
- 1393
- 01:30:58,943 --> 01:31:02,012
- They're only pretending to laugh
- to kill time, until you show up.
- 1394
- 01:31:02,913 --> 01:31:05,149
- I've never even given
- a woman an orgasm.
- 1395
- 01:31:05,182 --> 01:31:06,984
- Not one single orgasm.
- 1396
- 01:31:07,017 --> 01:31:08,319
- Not one, ever.
- 1397
- 01:31:09,854 --> 01:31:10,988
- I'm over this.
- 1398
- 01:31:11,922 --> 01:31:13,090
- Over your fear,
- 1399
- 01:31:13,124 --> 01:31:14,358
- over your anger.
- 1400
- 01:31:15,059 --> 01:31:16,861
- Go find someone who doesn't know
- any better
- 1401
- 01:31:16,894 --> 01:31:17,962
- and take the credit for it.
- 1402
- 01:31:17,995 --> 01:31:19,697
- I can't and I don't want to.
- 1403
- 01:31:19,730 --> 01:31:22,933
- I wanna be with someone who
- I want, for once in my life.
- 1404
- 01:31:22,967 --> 01:31:26,904
- Not who you want, who I want
- and who wants me. Not you, me.
- 1405
- 01:31:26,937 --> 01:31:28,839
- How the fuck is anyone
- supposed to want you,
- 1406
- 01:31:28,873 --> 01:31:30,207
- when you hate you
- so God damn much?
- 1407
- 01:31:30,241 --> 01:31:31,809
- I don't hate me.
- 1408
- 01:31:32,042 --> 01:31:35,246
- I hate you. I've always
- hated you, ever since...
- 1409
- 01:31:37,915 --> 01:31:40,317
- Every single problem,
- every issue I was having
- 1410
- 01:31:40,351 --> 01:31:42,920
- with Aviva, was a problem
- I was having with you.
- 1411
- 01:31:43,454 --> 01:31:45,923
- I don't have
- a problem with Aviva.
- 1412
- 01:31:47,057 --> 01:31:48,392
- It's you.
- 1413
- 01:31:49,627 --> 01:31:52,696
- So are you gonna get back on
- your little bike and ride away?
- 1414
- 01:31:52,730 --> 01:31:55,232
- Or are you gonna do
- something about it?
- 1415
- 01:31:56,901 --> 01:31:57,968
- Socks.
- 1416
- 01:31:58,002 --> 01:31:59,303
- Thermal stuff is good.
- 1417
- 01:31:59,336 --> 01:32:00,771
- I have thermal stuff.
- 1418
- 01:32:00,804 --> 01:32:02,106
- I know how to pack.
- 1419
- 01:32:03,240 --> 01:32:04,441
- Did you order a taxi?
- 1420
- 01:32:04,475 --> 01:32:07,378
- I thought you...
- I'll order, I got it.
- 1421
- 01:32:09,046 --> 01:32:10,114
- Give me that.
- 1422
- 01:32:12,917 --> 01:32:14,151
- Make sure you're with someone
- 1423
- 01:32:14,185 --> 01:32:15,819
- who really
- knows what they're doing.
- 1424
- 01:32:15,853 --> 01:32:16,754
- I'll be fine.
- 1425
- 01:32:18,422 --> 01:32:19,757
- Right.
- 1426
- 01:32:20,457 --> 01:32:22,393
- You're about to go
- follow some lunatics
- 1427
- 01:32:22,426 --> 01:32:24,395
- up the side of
- a mountain in Alaska.
- 1428
- 01:32:25,062 --> 01:32:27,331
- Look, I'm making
- a movie about couples
- 1429
- 01:32:27,364 --> 01:32:29,300
- who inspire each other
- to go to the edge.
- 1430
- 01:32:30,367 --> 01:32:32,736
- Doesn't mean you have to
- go there with them.
- 1431
- 01:32:33,070 --> 01:32:35,139
- People are opening up
- their lives to me.
- 1432
- 01:32:35,172 --> 01:32:37,408
- If they're going there,
- I've gotta go there too.
- 1433
- 01:32:40,411 --> 01:32:42,980
- You gonna back me up here
- or you just gonna sit there
- 1434
- 01:32:43,013 --> 01:32:44,281
- staring at the door?
- 1435
- 01:32:44,782 --> 01:32:46,951
- I'm not
- staring at the door.
- 1436
- 01:32:46,984 --> 01:32:48,319
- I'm making flight plans.
- 1437
- 01:32:58,229 --> 01:32:59,363
- Flight plans?
- 1438
- 01:33:00,364 --> 01:33:02,166
- I'm going to LA for a week.
- 1439
- 01:33:03,901 --> 01:33:05,135
- This is news.
- 1440
- 01:33:05,169 --> 01:33:06,403
- It's a last minute meeting.
- 1441
- 01:33:09,073 --> 01:33:11,242
- Oh, before I go to Alaska?
- 1442
- 01:33:12,943 --> 01:33:14,078
- Next morning.
- 1443
- 01:33:51,215 --> 01:33:52,883
- Door closes.
- 1444
- 01:33:52,916 --> 01:33:55,152
- Down three flights.
- Picks up bag.
- 1445
- 01:33:55,185 --> 01:33:57,354
- Goes outside. Looks for a taxi.
- 1446
- 01:33:57,388 --> 01:34:00,858
- Taxi. Taxi. Taxi. Whoo.
- 1447
- 01:34:00,891 --> 01:34:04,194
- Picks up bag.
- "The airport please."
- 1448
- 01:34:06,230 --> 01:34:07,264
- It's hot.
- 1449
- 01:34:09,633 --> 01:34:11,602
- Ooh.
- 1450
- 01:34:11,635 --> 01:34:15,406
- Gets money out. Pays. Kicks
- the door open. Gets the bag.
- 1451
- 01:34:16,340 --> 01:34:17,441
- Passport.
- 1452
- 01:34:23,147 --> 01:34:25,316
- Security. Computer.
- 1453
- 01:34:25,649 --> 01:34:27,418
- Beep. Shoes.
- 1454
- 01:34:28,218 --> 01:34:29,586
- Beep, beep, beep.
- 1455
- 01:34:30,621 --> 01:34:31,855
- Shoes.
- 1456
- 01:34:31,889 --> 01:34:32,890
- Computer.
- 1457
- 01:34:32,923 --> 01:34:35,125
- Bag. On the plane.
- 1458
- 01:34:35,626 --> 01:34:36,927
- Looks for the seat.
- 1459
- 01:34:37,361 --> 01:34:38,362
- 32B.
- 1460
- 01:34:45,402 --> 01:34:47,538
- Seat belt. Looks out the window.
- 1461
- 01:34:49,106 --> 01:34:50,407
- Time for takeoff.
- 1462
- 01:34:58,415 --> 01:35:02,386
- Cruising altitude is
- 30 thousand hundred feet.
- 1463
- 01:35:03,654 --> 01:35:04,988
- Drink please.
- 1464
- 01:35:05,022 --> 01:35:06,156
- Click.
- 1465
- 01:35:26,678 --> 01:35:27,945
- Another drink.
- 1466
- 01:35:31,982 --> 01:35:33,250
- Time for landing.
- 1467
- 01:35:37,388 --> 01:35:41,525
- "Welcome to LA where the weather
- is perfect all the time."
- 1468
- 01:35:50,100 --> 01:35:51,435
- Catches the car keys.
- 1469
- 01:35:52,403 --> 01:35:53,437
- Good day.
- 1470
- 01:36:00,144 --> 01:36:02,680
- Picks up the phone. Ding. Ding.
- 1471
- 01:36:08,385 --> 01:36:09,420
- "Hey."
- 1472
- 01:36:11,355 --> 01:36:13,691
- "Isadora. It's Eden."
- 1473
- 01:36:15,092 --> 01:36:17,528
- "Wow, what a surprise."
- 1474
- 01:36:18,362 --> 01:36:22,399
- "Yeah. Even more of a surprise,
- I'm in LA."
- 1475
- 01:36:23,200 --> 01:36:24,301
- "Really?"
- 1476
- 01:36:24,769 --> 01:36:26,136
- "Yeah."
- 1477
- 01:36:26,403 --> 01:36:27,337
- "Wow."
- 1478
- 01:36:27,371 --> 01:36:29,640
- "Uh, any chance you're around?"
- 1479
- 01:36:29,674 --> 01:36:30,974
- "I'm around."
- 1480
- 01:36:31,308 --> 01:36:33,544
- "Well, uh, can I see you?"
- 1481
- 01:36:33,577 --> 01:36:35,379
- "You can see me."
- 1482
- 01:36:35,680 --> 01:36:36,547
- "When?"
- 1483
- 01:36:37,047 --> 01:36:39,016
- "How about... now?"
- 1484
- 01:36:39,416 --> 01:36:41,318
- "Okay, where's your address?"
- 1485
- 01:36:41,351 --> 01:36:43,654
- "I'll text you it.
- It's a five story walk-up.
- 1486
- 01:36:43,688 --> 01:36:45,222
- Think you can make it up?"
- 1487
- 01:36:45,522 --> 01:36:47,157
- "I can make it up."
- 1488
- 01:36:48,091 --> 01:36:49,661
- What is this feeling?
- 1489
- 01:36:50,260 --> 01:36:52,229
- This feeling that he's
- never had before
- 1490
- 01:36:52,664 --> 01:36:56,433
- This feeling, this,
- even before it happens,
- 1491
- 01:36:56,467 --> 01:36:59,269
- he knows that there's
- no going back.
- 1492
- 01:36:59,303 --> 01:37:02,539
- Either this is gonna
- be complete bullshit
- 1493
- 01:37:02,573 --> 01:37:05,642
- or this is it.
- 1494
- 01:37:13,083 --> 01:37:14,284
- Ping.
- 1495
- 01:37:49,821 --> 01:37:51,388
- Found the edge, huh?
- 1496
- 01:37:55,727 --> 01:37:57,294
- I guess I went over it.
- 1497
- 01:37:58,562 --> 01:38:00,030
- I guess so.
- 1498
- 01:38:02,466 --> 01:38:05,536
- I hope I didn't fuck up
- your business trip too much.
- 1499
- 01:38:05,569 --> 01:38:06,637
- Don't be stupid.
- 1500
- 01:38:10,574 --> 01:38:11,709
- What's the damage?
- 1501
- 01:38:15,612 --> 01:38:17,047
- I fractured
- 1502
- 01:38:17,682 --> 01:38:20,083
- three vertebras in my spine.
- 1503
- 01:38:23,287 --> 01:38:24,789
- The doctor said that...
- 1504
- 01:38:25,790 --> 01:38:28,091
- I might be all right,
- eventually.
- 1505
- 01:38:30,561 --> 01:38:34,097
- But it's going to take
- a lot of time and patience.
- 1506
- 01:38:46,811 --> 01:38:48,178
- Can we go home now?
- 1507
- 01:38:54,819 --> 01:38:56,821
- <i>"What
- unbelievable timing,"</i>
- 1508
- 01:38:56,854 --> 01:38:58,322
- <i>he thinks to himself.</i>
- 1509
- 01:38:58,355 --> 01:38:59,489
- <i>A joke.</i>
- 1510
- 01:38:59,523 --> 01:39:01,458
- <i>A test too monstrous
- even for a cruel</i>
- 1511
- 01:39:01,491 --> 01:39:03,160
- <i>and capricious God to invent.</i>
- 1512
- 01:39:03,695 --> 01:39:06,430
- <i>Leaving Aviva now
- would be unforgivable.</i>
- 1513
- 01:39:07,464 --> 01:39:09,834
- <i>He's gonna be like a character
- in a Russian novel.</i>
- 1514
- 01:39:10,601 --> 01:39:13,370
- <i>It
- was said in his later days,</i>
- 1515
- 01:39:13,805 --> 01:39:14,772
- <i>he could be seen</i>
- 1516
- 01:39:15,740 --> 01:39:20,110
- <i>walking arm in arm
- with his frail wife</i>
- 1517
- 01:39:20,510 --> 01:39:21,645
- <i>in the park</i>
- 1518
- 01:39:22,479 --> 01:39:23,547
- <i>of a Sunday,</i>
- 1519
- 01:39:24,782 --> 01:39:26,149
- <i>taking in the air.</i>
- 1520
- 01:39:26,918 --> 01:39:29,887
- <i>A faraway look in
- his hollow eyes.</i>
- 1521
- 01:39:31,421 --> 01:39:33,223
- <i>Like two ghosts.</i>
- 1522
- 01:39:33,791 --> 01:39:35,392
- Without purpose
- 1523
- 01:39:35,793 --> 01:39:37,427
- or destination.
- 1524
- 01:39:39,396 --> 01:39:42,299
- They've wondered
- through the land of the living...
- 1525
- 01:39:42,332 --> 01:39:43,433
- Please!
- 1526
- 01:40:18,002 --> 01:40:20,437
- I can't do this anymore.
- 1527
- 01:40:26,576 --> 01:40:27,611
- I know.
- 1528
- 01:40:31,816 --> 01:40:33,383
- Did you meet someone?
- 1529
- 01:40:36,520 --> 01:40:37,621
- Yes.
- 1530
- 01:40:41,358 --> 01:40:42,459
- In Los Angeles?
- 1531
- 01:40:46,530 --> 01:40:47,631
- Yes.
- 1532
- 01:40:57,441 --> 01:40:59,409
- Will you stay with
- me long enough
- 1533
- 01:40:59,977 --> 01:41:03,480
- to help me go through some
- of the doctor's appointments?
- 1534
- 01:41:05,883 --> 01:41:07,885
- So I can figure out what's what?
- 1535
- 01:41:10,922 --> 01:41:14,424
- He stays for
- six weeks before he takes off.
- 1536
- 01:41:15,559 --> 01:41:17,461
- As for his thing with Isadora,
- 1537
- 01:41:18,462 --> 01:41:19,396
- pfft.
- 1538
- 01:41:19,697 --> 01:41:20,865
- I end it in five.
- 1539
- 01:41:23,567 --> 01:41:24,836
- Payback's a bitch!
- 1540
- 01:41:26,771 --> 01:41:28,673
- He'll never forgive me for it.
- 1541
- 01:41:29,473 --> 01:41:30,808
- Fuck him!
- 1542
- 01:41:30,842 --> 01:41:32,542
- What's he ever
- really done for me?
- 1543
- 01:41:32,944 --> 01:41:35,312
- Other than a few brief misfires.
- 1544
- 01:41:35,847 --> 01:41:37,682
- He and I are
- in a relationship now.
- 1545
- 01:41:37,715 --> 01:41:38,883
- Only with each other.
- 1546
- 01:41:39,516 --> 01:41:40,918
- Not much of a relationship.
- 1547
- 01:41:42,519 --> 01:41:43,821
- More like a détente,
- 1548
- 01:41:45,388 --> 01:41:46,456
- a cold war.
- 1549
- 01:41:46,891 --> 01:41:48,358
- No major blow ups
- 1550
- 01:41:49,559 --> 01:41:52,429
- without any outside forces
- to instigate discord or strife,
- 1551
- 01:41:53,765 --> 01:41:55,499
- but a lot of lonely nights
- 1552
- 01:41:55,800 --> 01:41:56,901
- and internet porn,
- 1553
- 01:41:57,668 --> 01:41:58,870
- which weirdly enough,
- 1554
- 01:41:59,402 --> 01:42:01,271
- I think I'm more
- into than he is.
- 1555
- 01:42:03,540 --> 01:42:04,776
- As for Aviva...
- 1556
- 01:42:14,752 --> 01:42:16,087
- <i>She finished her movie</i>
- 1557
- 01:42:16,120 --> 01:42:18,288
- <i>after a slow and painful
- year of rehab.</i>
- 1558
- 01:42:18,555 --> 01:42:20,858
- <i>Achieved with an iron
- will and courage,</i>
- 1559
- 01:42:21,092 --> 01:42:23,661
- <i>and an immense tolerance
- for suffering.</i>
- 1560
- 01:42:30,500 --> 01:42:32,069
- <i>I've seen it a hundred times.</i>
- 1561
- 01:42:35,372 --> 01:42:38,642
- <i>And Aviva's capacity for
- acceptance and forgiveness</i>
- 1562
- 01:42:39,043 --> 01:42:42,013
- <i>is as vast as the ocean
- she once crossed</i>
- 1563
- 01:42:42,046 --> 01:42:43,781
- <i>in order to share
- her life with me.</i>
- 1564
- 01:42:46,449 --> 01:42:49,921
- <i>And not a day will pass without
- a message or a call between us.</i>
- 1565
- 01:42:50,453 --> 01:42:52,890
- <i>And we will work together
- and play together</i>
- 1566
- 01:42:54,926 --> 01:42:56,794
- <i>and grow closer
- than ever before.</i>
- 1567
- 01:43:14,846 --> 01:43:15,980
- <i>And one day...</i>
- 1568
- 01:43:17,514 --> 01:43:18,615
- Where is she?
- 1569
- 01:43:19,183 --> 01:43:21,651
- My girlfriend's
- out there tonight.
- 1570
- 01:43:21,686 --> 01:43:22,787
- Where?
- 1571
- 01:43:23,587 --> 01:43:24,856
- There she is.
- 1572
- 01:43:24,889 --> 01:43:26,724
- <i>Bon jour, mon amour.</i>
- 1573
- 01:43:26,757 --> 01:43:28,993
- - <i>Bonsoir.</i>
- - <i>Bonsoir.</i>
- 1574
- 01:43:29,026 --> 01:43:30,061
- What?
- 1575
- 01:43:30,094 --> 01:43:32,163
- Don't nothing rhyme
- with <i>soir,</i> baby.
- 1576
- 01:43:32,196 --> 01:43:34,732
- I don't know
- what to call you now.
- 1577
- 01:43:34,765 --> 01:43:37,034
- My girl is French. Crazy, too.
- 1578
- 01:43:37,068 --> 01:43:39,436
- Got me dancing under
- active volcanos
- 1579
- 01:43:39,469 --> 01:43:41,438
- and all type of bridges
- and whatnot...
- 1580
- 01:43:41,471 --> 01:43:43,908
- She's charming as hell though,
- got my heart like
- 1581
- 01:43:50,181 --> 01:43:51,816
- She's complicated.
- 1582
- 01:43:51,849 --> 01:43:54,051
- Not only is she French, she's
- Jewish, got an attitude
- 1583
- 01:43:54,085 --> 01:43:55,753
- and she feels guilty about it.
- 1584
- 01:43:55,786 --> 01:43:57,487
- And I feel guilty too,
- 1585
- 01:43:57,520 --> 01:43:58,990
- I drive a German car.
- 1586
- 01:43:59,623 --> 01:44:01,625
- The Jewish and German people
- have a history
- 1587
- 01:44:01,659 --> 01:44:02,894
- I don't fully understand.
- 1588
- 01:44:02,927 --> 01:44:05,029
- All I know is that
- when she's in the car
- 1589
- 01:44:05,062 --> 01:44:06,764
- I can't turn the heat on
- without hearing shit
- 1590
- 01:44:06,797 --> 01:44:08,766
- about her grandmother.
- 1591
- 01:44:08,799 --> 01:44:10,134
- She gives me this look like...
- 1592
- 01:44:10,167 --> 01:44:13,204
- And I'm like, "Sorry,
- I didn't kill your family!
- 1593
- 01:44:13,237 --> 01:44:15,940
- I'm just enjoying the
- precision and cold-blooded
- 1594
- 01:44:15,973 --> 01:44:18,109
- technical efficiency
- of those who did."
- 1595
- 01:44:18,776 --> 01:44:19,810
- Is that so wrong?
- 1596
- 01:44:22,713 --> 01:44:25,917
- When she laughs at a guy's
- jokes, she's not pretending.
- 1597
- 01:44:26,684 --> 01:44:28,485
- Oh, he's amazing, right?
- 1598
- 01:44:29,519 --> 01:44:30,788
- He loves you.
- 1599
- 01:44:33,124 --> 01:44:34,125
- He does.
- 1600
- 01:44:35,492 --> 01:44:36,661
- And he's the best.
- 1601
- 01:44:42,900 --> 01:44:44,769
- It was a great show.
- 1602
- 01:44:55,713 --> 01:44:57,614
- I need to tell you something.
- 1603
- 01:44:58,749 --> 01:44:59,817
- Excuse me.
- 1604
- 01:45:12,997 --> 01:45:14,699
- I'm going to have a baby.
- 1605
- 01:45:24,541 --> 01:45:25,743
- When?
- 1606
- 01:45:28,245 --> 01:45:29,747
- Seven months.
- 1607
- 01:45:42,625 --> 01:45:44,128
- Everything's gonna change.
- 1608
- 01:45:47,164 --> 01:45:49,233
- Everything is always changing.
- 1609
- 01:45:56,040 --> 01:45:56,974
- Hello.
- 1610
- 01:45:57,274 --> 01:45:58,809
- Hello.
- 1611
- 01:49:11,969 --> 01:49:13,837
- You are my best friend
- 1612
- 01:49:14,205 --> 01:49:15,472
- in the world.
- 1613
- 01:50:22,668 --> 01:50:27,668
- Subtitles by explosiveskull
- 1614
- 01:50:30,614 --> 01:50:35,085
- <i>♪ Tears are clouding
- Up a sunny day ♪</i>
- 1615
- 01:50:38,389 --> 01:50:40,958
- <i>♪ And I wish I'd turn up ♪</i>
- 1616
- 01:50:41,292 --> 01:50:44,194
- <i>♪ Any other way ♪</i>
- 1617
- 01:50:46,330 --> 01:50:48,966
- <i>♪ But I don't think
- That you'd care ♪</i>
- 1618
- 01:50:50,401 --> 01:50:53,070
- <i>♪ If I stepped out
- Of your hair ♪</i>
- 1619
- 01:50:54,071 --> 01:51:00,244
- <i>♪ And you'd find me
- Anywhere but here ♪</i>
- 1620
- 01:51:01,078 --> 01:51:05,082
- <i>♪ I wish it wasn't so ♪</i>
- 1621
- 01:51:07,885 --> 01:51:14,425
- <i>♪ I'll say it again I
- Wish it wasn't so ♪</i>
- 1622
- 01:51:16,126 --> 01:51:18,562
- <i>♪ But I don't think
- That you'd mind ♪</i>
- 1623
- 01:51:20,264 --> 01:51:22,966
- <i>♪ If I left this room behind ♪</i>
- 1624
- 01:51:24,134 --> 01:51:27,504
- <i>♪ And I'd step outside to find ♪</i>
- 1625
- 01:51:28,639 --> 01:51:31,442
- <i>♪ Some other place ♪</i>
- 1626
- 01:51:38,282 --> 01:51:44,588
- <i>♪ Let's say that it's okay ♪</i>
- 1627
- 01:51:44,621 --> 01:51:51,395
- <i>♪ And just leave it at that ♪</i>
- 1628
- 01:51:58,001 --> 01:52:03,340
- <i>♪ Things are different
- Than they seem ♪</i>
- 1629
- 01:52:05,509 --> 01:52:08,178
- <i>♪ Everybody's looking
- From the outside ♪</i>
- 1630
- 01:52:08,212 --> 01:52:12,249
- <i>♪ But we're both Stuck within ♪</i>
- 1631
- 01:52:13,718 --> 01:52:16,286
- <i>♪ And I wish that
- You would say ♪</i>
- 1632
- 01:52:17,421 --> 01:52:20,124
- <i>♪ That you wanted me to stay ♪</i>
- 1633
- 01:52:21,492 --> 01:52:25,629
- <i>♪ And we'll find
- Some other way ♪</i>
- 1634
- 01:52:27,264 --> 01:52:29,333
- <i>♪ But this ♪</i>
- 1635
- 01:52:31,468 --> 01:52:38,375
- <i>♪ Let's say that it's okay ♪</i>
- 1636
- 01:52:38,409 --> 01:52:45,149
- <i>♪ And just leave it at that ♪</i>
- 1637
- 01:53:06,003 --> 01:53:08,439
- <i>♪ Maybe I could wait ♪</i>
- 1638
- 01:53:09,473 --> 01:53:12,109
- <i>♪ But I think that
- It's too late ♪</i>
- 1639
- 01:53:13,510 --> 01:53:17,147
- <i>♪ So let's just call it fate ♪</i>
- 1640
- 01:53:19,183 --> 01:53:20,951
- <i>♪ From here ♪</i>
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