Hooks wants to ride the white charger past corruption to you

21:33		silentAnswer joined the memo
21:33		soulHooks joined the memo
21:33	tenaciousTheseus	Nope
21:33	silentAnswer	Future me suggests now is a better time
21:33	futureSnaplockSunblood	Ah, motherfucker.
21:33	soulHooks	sorry, that was dumb
21:33	tenaciousTheseus	Welcome back
21:33	soulHooks	silent!
21:33	ventricularPipefitter	Sarah, welcome back
21:33		soulHooks hugs her
21:33	ventricularPipefitter	How do you feel?
21:33	silentAnswer	I feel...
21:33	silentAnswer	Conflicted
21:33		lunarLungfish has connected to the memo
21:34	stanzicApparati	TONI!
21:34	lunarLungfish	I'm baaaaack~
21:34		stanzicApparati tackles her moirail
21:34	lunarLungfish	Hihi!
21:34	ventricularPipefitter	Wow, join the club. Conflicted about what?
21:34		lunarLungfish is tackled?
21:34		stanzicApparati PMs "Toni" : (DId yOu sEe mY PMs?)
21:34	suggestedNegligence	Oh, damnlt.
21:34	silentAnswer	You all know how I spent the last two weeks, I presume?
21:34	silentAnswer	Or at least some of you
21:34	soulHooks	i͏ thòught ̧i'd͘ ͝j͡ust͞ mis̀s̷ed ́y̴ơu͏
21:34	futureSnaplockSunblood	Fucked up?
21:34		stanzicApparati PMs "Toni" : (ALso, sTop lEaving yOur cOmputers arOUnd!)
21:34	futureSnaplockSunblood	...oh fuck.
21:34	futureSnaplockSunblood	Hooks.
21:34	ventricularPipefitter	I helped to talk Timmy down.
21:34	soulHooks	are you okay?
21:34	futureSnaplockSunblood	You just festered a little.
21:35	tenaciousTheseus	Nnngh
21:35	soulHooks	it's not important
21:35		lunarLungfish PMs stanzicApparati : (Sorry! I forgot!)
21:35	tenaciousTheseus	It is
21:35		stanzicApparati PMs "Toni" : (ANd...yOu hAve pErmission tO /hUrt/ hIm.)
21:35	tenaciousTheseus	It is really important
21:35		stanzicApparati PMs "Toni" : (NOthing pErmanent. BUt)
21:35	lunarLungfish	Hooks?
21:35	lunarLungfish	Are you alright, Zeffie baby?
21:35	silentAnswer	Why are you corrupted hooks?
21:36		lunarLungfish PMs stanzicApparati : (Wait, what?)
21:36	silentAnswer	You were the last time I talked to you, but that was
21:36	silentAnswer	two weeks ago from my perspective
21:36	silentAnswer	at least
21:36	soulHooks	s͏h͠u͟t͢ u̧͘p̶̡̡͢
21:36	soulHooks	it's not important
21:36	soulHooks	it's been two weeks for you>
21:36	stanzicApparati	...sOrry, ZEph, bUt I aM nOt iN a pLace tO dEal wIth tHIs rIght nOw
21:36	lunarLungfish	Zeffie
21:36	lunarLungfish	BABY
21:36	soulHooks	?
21:36	lunarLungfish	PLEASE stop that
21:36	futureSnaplockSunblood	...get a hug. Right the fuck now.
21:36		stanzicApparati has left the memo!
21:36	lunarLungfish	You're scaring me. =C
21:36	tenaciousTheseus	Hooks
21:36	soulHooks	it doesn't matter!
21:36	tenaciousTheseus	You are vastly underestimating corruption
21:36	soulHooks	silent, what's been going on?
21:37	soulHooks	are you okay?
21:37	tenaciousTheseus	Go and get a hug
21:37	tenaciousTheseus	We'll wait
21:37		lunarLungfish hugs her Zeffie!
21:37	silentAnswer	I am
21:37	silentAnswer	myself again
21:37		soulHooks bats her away
21:37	silentAnswer	If that's what ok means, then yes
21:37	soulHooks	were you now?
21:37	soulHooks	not
21:37	soulHooks	what about...
21:38	soulHooks	what about little you?
21:38	silentAnswer	She's fine
21:38	silentAnswer	or at least
21:38		lunarLungfish is batted away
21:38	silentAnswer	fine for now
21:38	soulHooks	so
21:38	soulHooks	okay
21:38	soulHooks	okay i can
21:38	silentAnswer	I'm not brave enough to talk to her
21:38	lunarLungfish	[>Toni: Feel terrified for the boy you were starting to have strange, unknown feels for.]
21:38	soulHooks	i need to talk to you, silent
21:38	soulHooks	maybe both of yous
21:38	soulHooks	i think i have an idea
21:38	lunarLungfish	Zeffie?
21:38	tenaciousTheseus	Get a hug first
21:38	soulHooks	but i need you to
21:39	futureSnaplockSunblood	First, hug.
21:39	ventricularPipefitter	Hooks, what kind of an idea?
21:39	soulHooks	are you in her session?
21:40	soulHooks	you're not, so it doesn't matter, so fuck off
21:40	silentAnswer	don't say things like that
21:40		stanzicApparati PMs "Toni" : (...hE's...bEIng rEally vIcious tO...eVeryone, bAsically.)
21:40	tenaciousTheseus	Sigh
21:40		soulHooks PMs silentAnswer: (i can make the next thing you try work)
21:40	lunarLungfish	...
21:41		lunarLungfish PMs soulHooks : (Zephyr, what's WRONG? You're not acting like yourself. You're scaring me!)
21:41		silentAnswer PMs soulHooks: (How?)
21:41	futureSnaplockSunblood	Creepy soul guy, I really think you need a hug.
21:41		soulHooks PMs 'lungfish': (i'm fine, okay)
21:42	silentAnswer	anyways I'm
21:42		soulHooks PMs silentAnswer: ([insert long, complex description of the process here])
21:42		soulHooks PMs silentAnswer: (it'll work)
21:42	silentAnswer	Having trouble deciding if being back to my normal self is even an improvement
21:42	ventricularPipefitter	Why wouldn't it be?
21:42		soulHooks PMs silentAnswer: (it'll save her)
21:42		soulHooks PMs silentAnswer: (and you)
21:42		lunarLungfish PMs soulHooks : (You're not fine! You went a little broodfestery for a moment there, and you were way mean!)
21:43		soulHooks PMs silentAnswer: (i know it will)
21:43	silentAnswer	Do you want to know what happened while I was out of it?
21:43	silentAnswer	During those two weeks?
21:43	silentAnswer	Absolutely nothing happened
21:43	ventricularPipefitter	Every detail.
21:43	silentAnswer	Nobody died
21:43	silentAnswer	Nobody almost died
21:43	silentAnswer	Nobody half died
21:43	silentAnswer	Nobody became corrupted
21:44	silentAnswer	Nobody gained a fate which says they'll die at the end of the session
21:44	silentAnswer	Nobody even underwent any acutely traumatic experiences
21:44	silentAnswer	Without me, everything went smoothly for the whole team
21:44	soulHooks	why were you out of it?
21:44	soulHooks	are you okay now?
21:44	soulHooks	what happened?
21:45	ventricularPipefitter	So, what did you learn from being forced to try and play the game the other way for a while?
21:45	tenaciousTheseus	Hm
21:45	silentAnswer	I learned that it's easier
21:45	silentAnswer	And safer
21:46	silentAnswer	which I knew, but...
21:46	silentAnswer	I guess there's a difference between knowing and seeing
21:46	soulHooks	i'm sorry
21:47	ventricularPipefitter	If you'd known it would have been like that
21:47	ventricularPipefitter	Do you still think it would have been worth it, to play the hard way for those two weeks?
21:47	soulHooks	i'm sorry i'm şorry i'm͢ so̕r͝r̸ý í͜'̷m͘ ̸͘͞s͘͠o͟ŕ̨͠r̵y҉͞ ̷͘i̷'̸̡́͠m̶̨͝͡ ̡̧͠͞s̴̡̡o҉̸̶͢r̸̛͜͠͡r̷ỳ҉͜͢ ̨̕͏̀
21:48	futureSnaplockSunblood	Oh /fuck/!
21:48		soulHooks 's c co m compute
21:48	tenaciousTheseus	FUCK
21:48	futureSnaplockSunblood	Fucking Otherness bastardry auuuugh!
21:48		tenaciousTheseus PMs grasshopperFarmer (Hooks needs a hug. Now, please)
21:48	tenaciousTheseus	Gggh
21:48	tenaciousTheseus	Dammit
21:48	tenaciousTheseus	Ow
21:48		lunarLungfish has disconnected from the memo
21:49		soulHooks joined the memo
21:50	tenaciousTheseus	You okay, Hooks?
21:50		shadowMafia has connected to the memo
21:50		shadowMafia has connected to the memo
21:50	futureSnaplockSunblood	Sleipnir's horseshoes, what the fuck was that about?
21:50		stanzicApparati PMs "Toni" : (YOu oKay?)
21:50	tenaciousTheseus	I have no idea
21:50	MusilogicalDecayafier	Hello you two
21:50	tenaciousTheseus	I sent Eleria over
21:50	soulHooks	it's all my fault, silent, i'm so sorry, i'm sorry, i shouldn't have said those things, it's all my fault, i'm sorry
21:50	shadowMafia	Hello,, doomed fucksticks.
21:50		stanzicApparati PMs "Toni" : (/me hugs you and curls up in your lap)
21:50	tenaciousTheseus	Oh goody
21:50	tenaciousTheseus	Not now, Brahim
21:50	silentAnswer	Nothing is your fault
21:50	MusilogicalDecayafier	Hello SM
21:51		mislaidLullaby has connected to memo!
21:51	soulHooks	but it was
21:51	shadowMafia	Quit fucking apologizing Hooks,, and go fucking end your miserable shitstain of a life..
21:51	silentAnswer	I still can't understand why you think everything that happens to me is your fault
21:51	shadowMafia	Jeez
21:51	soulHooks	it was my fault
21:51	shadowMafia	how many times do I have to fucking TELL YOU
21:51	tenaciousTheseus	Brahim
21:51	mislaidLullaby	<| The hell have I walked in on |>
21:51		ventricularPipefitter has opened the admin panel
21:51	futureSnaplockSunblood	Shamaf, kindly fuck off for a bit.
21:51	soulHooks	i
21:51	shadowMafia	Suck a fat wriggler''s BULGE
21:51	shadowMafia	AGAIN??
21:51		ventricularPipefitter has MUTED Brahim
21:51	mislaidLullaby	<| Well somebody is in a snit |>
21:51	tenaciousTheseus	Thank you
21:51		soulHooks 's compute e e e
21:51	tenaciousTheseus	Goddammit
21:51	suggestedNegligence	...
21:52	futureSnaplockSunblood	...auuuuugh. Hooks, cut it out already!
21:52	suggestedNegligence	WeII. Good to know he's just as poIlte on the memo as he ls to me.
21:52	ventricularPipefitter	He might get better in a month or two
21:52	suggestedNegligence	Here l'd been thlnklng l was speclaI.
21:52	tenaciousTheseus	Sigh
21:52	tenaciousTheseus	Nope, Brahim's just a dick
21:52		soulHooks joined the memo
21:52	soulHooks	silent
21:52	soulHooks	please
21:52	soulHooks	do the thing
21:53	soulHooks	that i told you to do
21:53	soulHooks	let me make it up to you
21:53	soulHooks	please
21:53	silentAnswer	Only if you hug Eleria first
21:53	suggestedNegligence	Good to know. He spent aII of the bulId grlst on /Iadders/. No pIatforms, just Iadders.
21:53	silentAnswer	For at least an hour
21:53	mislaidLullaby	<| You okay souhoo? |>
21:53	soulHooks	okay
21:53	soulHooks	anything
21:54	soulHooks	just please
21:54		lunarLungfish is not online
21:54		ventricularPipefitter PMs "silentAnswer" ( You need to find out what Bargain he made. )
21:55		silentAnswer PMs ventricularPipefitter: (Are you sure that's what he did?)
21:56	futureSnaplockSunblood	Hooks, get your ass over to someone huggable.
21:56	soulHooks	eleria's here
21:56	tenaciousTheseus	Good
21:57	mislaidLullaby	<| Glad to hear it |>
21:57		ventricularPipefitter PMs "Silent" ( No. But he's blacktexting, festering, /really/ wants to help you, and sounds desperate. This is...the sort of set up you see it in. )
21:57	silentAnswer	Hooks, please don't do anything rash
21:57	silentAnswer	Especially not for my sake
21:58	tenaciousTheseus	...
21:58	tenaciousTheseus	Of course
21:58	tenaciousTheseus	Sigh
21:58	mislaidLullaby	<| ...Ah. I see |>
21:58	soulHooks	i'm not
21:59	futureSnaplockSunblood	Not going to drop back into broodfester are you?
21:59		tenaciousTheseus PMs "Pipes" (Hooks did it, didn't he)
21:59		suggestedNegligence PMs "Ock's c/3<?": (What happened?)
22:00		tenaciousTheseus PMs "Pipes" (He made a Bargain)
22:00		mislaidLullaby PMs "Tenthe" ( He's veering into Speaker territory, isn't he? )
22:00		tenaciousTheseus PMs "mislul" (I'm willing to bet he made a Bargain)
22:00		ventricularPipefitter PMs "Tens" ( good chance of it. )
22:00	soulHooks	no
22:00	futureSnaplockSunblood	Good.
22:00	soulHooks	i'm getting hugs
22:00	silentAnswer	ok Zephyr
22:01	silentAnswer	Tell me straight
22:01		mislaidLullaby PMs "Tenthe" ( Damn it, I got what feels like fuck all experience with this sorta thing. )
22:01	silentAnswer	Did you try to make a bargain with the Others?
22:01	soulHooks	yes
22:01	tenaciousTheseus	????
22:01	mislaidLullaby	<| ow |>
22:01	tenaciousTheseus	Why, Hooks?
22:01	futureSnaplockSunblood	Oh mother/fuck/ Tenthe!
22:01	silentAnswer	Did you ACCEPT one?
22:01	tenaciousTheseus	I'm on it
22:01	mislaidLullaby	<| augh i gotta sit down now |>
22:01	tenaciousTheseus	I got a bloodshake
22:01	soulHooks	yes
22:01	tenaciousTheseus	Sorry, mislul
22:02	tenaciousTheseus	And what was the price
22:02	mislaidLullaby	<| 's not your fault |>
22:02	tenaciousTheseus	What did you give them?
22:02	soulHooks	i have to shinyfuck eleria
22:02	mislaidLullaby	<| Into what? |>
22:02	tenaciousTheseus	asdghjkl
22:02	tenaciousTheseus	????
22:02	silentAnswer	Are you out of your mind?
22:02	futureSnaplockSunblood	Tenthe! Bad!
22:02	soulHooks	i don't know
22:02	silentAnswer	Don't even think about it!
22:02	mislaidLullaby	<| gnk |>
22:02	soulHooks	they haven't told me yet
22:02	mislaidLullaby	<| Bad deal. Don't take it |>
22:02	silentAnswer	I won't accept it
22:02	soulHooks	but it'll save them
22:02	silentAnswer	dream-me won't accept it
22:02	soulHooks	no
22:02	soulHooks	silent
22:02	futureSnaplockSunblood	If you do that again I will find a way to hit you through the computithing.
22:03	mislaidLullaby	<| At the cost of what? |>
22:03	soulHooks	please
22:03	soulHooks	please
22:03	silentAnswer	Neither of us are going to accept a price like that
22:03	soulHooks	i don't want her to die
22:03	tenaciousTheseus	And is this better?
22:03	soulHooks	please
22:03	tenaciousTheseus	Living due to the Others?
22:03	silentAnswer	No you listen to me
22:03	silentAnswer	I don't know if you've noticed this yet
22:04	silentAnswer	But I'm not exactly the most valuable person in the universe here
22:04	soulHooks	you are
22:04	mislaidLullaby	<| ... |>
22:04	silentAnswer	I've almost led my session to destruction since square one
22:04		suggestedNegligence PMs "Flnnlklns": (Very weII. What's wrong, Flnny?)
22:04	futureSnaplockSunblood	He's talking about dreamyou, not you.
22:04	silentAnswer	was willing to kill my dream-sister
22:04	MusilogicalDecayafier	yeah, I should leave encase it gets worse.
22:04		MusilogicalDecayafier left the memo
22:04	tenaciousTheseus	Yes
22:04	mislaidLullaby	<| Tenthe call me back when he stops talking like this |>
22:04	mislaidLullaby	<| Please |>
22:04	tenaciousTheseus	Gotcha
22:04		soulHooks 's computer was crushed
22:04	tenaciousTheseus	Crushed...?
22:05	futureSnaplockSunblood	...well.
22:05	silentAnswer	But Eleria
22:05		grasshopperFarmer joined the memo
22:05	silentAnswer	She is someone important isn't she?
22:05	grasshopperFarmer	Sorry.
22:05	tenaciousTheseus	Right
22:05	silentAnswer	Way more than me
22:05	tenaciousTheseus	Hello
22:05	mislaidLullaby	<| You okay? |>
22:05	grasshopperFarmer	He was crying black.
22:05	tenaciousTheseus	Was for the best
22:05	silentAnswer	Are you Eleria?
22:05	tenaciousTheseus	You have the food folder, yes?
22:05	grasshopperFarmer	I'm fine. What's going on?
22:05	ventricularPipefitter	Bad mojo, that.
22:05	mislaidLullaby	<| Souhoo made a Deal |>
22:05	futureSnaplockSunblood	Crying black. Yer still hugging the fuck out of him I hope
22:05	mislaidLullaby	<| With the Others |>
22:06	tenaciousTheseus	Make a bunch of v  dsh kes
22:06	grasshopperFarmer	Yeah. And I've got his hands so he can't write if he gets another computer out.
22:06	tenaciousTheseus	Force them down his throat
22:06	grasshopperFarmer	They're dark purple, right?
22:06	tenaciousTheseus	Yeah
22:06	silentAnswer	Would it help if I fetched dream-me?
22:06	tenaciousTheseus	No
22:06	silentAnswer	Would that maybe help with talking him down?
22:06	tenaciousTheseus	I don't think that's going to help at all
22:07	grasshopperFarmer	What's going on?
22:07	tenaciousTheseus	He's already unstable
22:07	tenaciousTheseus	And deeply corrupted
22:07	grasshopperFarmer	What kind of deal?
22:07	tenaciousTheseus	We don't want him going over the edge
22:07	grasshopperFarmer	He's been upset, but I thought--
22:07	silentAnswer	I don't think she would agree to this
22:07	tenaciousTheseus	Speakers are not fun
22:07	silentAnswer	Any more than I would
22:07	futureSnaplockSunblood	Yeah but you don't know that.
22:07	mislaidLullaby	<| Somebody else field this one |>
22:08	futureSnaplockSunblood	Maybe she's really fucking eager to not die.
22:08		tenaciousTheseus PMs "Eleria" (It's a long story.)
22:08	ventricularPipefitter	Why wouldn't getting her help?
22:08		tenaciousTheseus PMs "eleria" (But basically, Hooks made a bargain to save the members of another session, who are in a really tough position due to several things)
22:08	tenaciousTheseus	What do you think she's going to say
22:08	tenaciousTheseus	When she finds out that Hooks turned to the horrorterrors?
22:09		grasshopperFarmer PMs tenaciousTheseus: (... Why?)
22:09	ventricularPipefitter	You lot need to get Hooks calmed down enough that he can speak clearly, first.
22:09	tenaciousTheseus	She calls Hooks out on it, he realizes what he did
22:09	tenaciousTheseus	He loses it
22:09	tenaciousTheseus	The Others step in
22:09	tenaciousTheseus	Speaker
22:09	silentAnswer	...
22:09	silentAnswer	yes
22:09		tenaciousTheseus PMs "eleria" (I think)
22:09	silentAnswer	you're right of course
22:09	mislaidLullaby	<| So call him down from the corruption first, please |>
22:09		tenaciousTheseus PMs "eleria" (I think he's in love with silans)
22:09	grasshopperFarmer	I'm doing what I can.
22:09	mislaidLullaby	<| Thank you |>
22:09		grasshopperFarmer PMs tenaciousTheseus: (Oh.)
22:09	tenaciousTheseus	Hugs, V  dsh k s
22:10	futureSnaplockSunblood	Make him bathe in the shakes if you have to.
22:10	tenaciousTheseus	Does anyone have any other ideas?
22:10	mislaidLullaby	<| The interaction helps repair the damage they've done to his soul |>
22:10	futureSnaplockSunblood	Oooor...
22:10	futureSnaplockSunblood	Get yer ass a pile and have a feelings jam.
22:11	grasshopperFarmer	I'm making the shakes now.
22:11	ventricularPipefitter	Not a bad idea, actually.
22:11	mislaidLullaby	<| I should get coffee |>
22:11	grasshopperFarmer	I think it still counts as a hug if I'm carrying him, right?
22:11	tenaciousTheseus	Maybe
22:11	tenaciousTheseus	It's the intent
22:11	mislaidLullaby	<| It's contact. It works |>
22:12	futureSnaplockSunblood	Pale it up so badly everyone within a hundred sessions of you gets a toothache from the sweetness of it.
22:13	grasshopperFarmer	I... okay.
22:13	grasshopperFarmer	... I thought it was just Rosa getting to him.
22:13	grasshopperFarmer	I'm so stupid.
22:13	tenaciousTheseus	It's not your fault
22:13	tenaciousTheseus	No one could have seen this coming
22:13	mislaidLullaby	<| It's hard to spot sometimes |>
22:13	tenaciousTheseus	And speaking of her
22:14	tenaciousTheseus	Get Arvind to keep her away
22:14	mislaidLullaby	<| Her words definitely won't have helped I imagine |>
22:14	tenaciousTheseus	She will be doing the exact opposite of helping if she catches wind
22:14	grasshopperFarmer	I think I could bring myself to keep her away from him.
22:14	silentAnswer	So should I be avoiding him from now on?
22:15	silentAnswer	Both of me?
22:15	grasshopperFarmer	I don't know.
22:15	mislaidLullaby	<| That might just hurt him even more if he realises what you're doing |>
22:15	tenaciousTheseus	Keep dreamyou away
22:16	tenaciousTheseus	Your sudden absence might be enough to send him over
22:16	grasshopperFarmer	... Okay, he's crying clear now.
22:16	grasshopperFarmer	Instead of black.
22:16	grasshopperFarmer	I'm...
22:16	mislaidLullaby	<| Don't let go for roughly another half an hour |>
22:16	tenaciousTheseus	Definitely a good sign
22:17	grasshopperFarmer	It's--
22:17	grasshopperFarmer	I'm worried.
22:17	mislaidLullaby	<| I don't blame you. What about? |>
22:17	grasshopperFarmer	HIm.
22:18	grasshopperFarmer	I don't think he knows--
22:18	grasshopperFarmer	I shouldn't talk about it when he's here.
22:18	grasshopperFarmer	Sorry.
22:18	futureSnaplockSunblood	Probably that he was so bad corrupted as to tear ichor out his eyes in the first place.
22:18	grasshopperFarmer	Later.
22:18	silentAnswer	Goodbye
22:18	mislaidLullaby	<| Hm |>
22:18	grasshopperFarmer	No, I meant--
22:18	futureSnaplockSunblood	Farewell
22:18	silentAnswer	I'd maybe like to talk to you longer some other time
22:18	silentAnswer	If we get the chance
22:18	grasshopperFarmer	I'll talk about it lat--
22:18	mislaidLullaby	<| She's not going guys |>
22:18	silentAnswer	...
22:18	grasshopperFarmer	I--
22:18	tenaciousTheseus	She's not leavinf
22:18	grasshopperFarmer	S-sorry.
22:18	mislaidLullaby	<| She's talking about it later |>
22:19	tenaciousTheseus	It's fine
22:19	mislaidLullaby	<| It's fine |>
22:19	silentAnswer	oh
22:19	futureSnaplockSunblood	Whoops
22:19	mislaidLullaby	<| We just get muddled sometimes I'm afraid |>
22:19	grasshopperFarmer	I should have been c-clearer--
22:19	mislaidLullaby	<| Shhhh. It's not your fault |>
22:20	grasshopperFarmer	Sorry.
22:20	grasshopperFarmer	I'm just so tired...
22:20	tenaciousTheseus	We understand
22:21	mislaidLullaby	<| We don't blame you for it |>
22:22	silentAnswer	So what now?
22:22	grasshopperFarmer	... thank you.
22:22	grasshopperFarmer	I don't know.
22:22	tenaciousTheseus	Now we wait
22:22	tenaciousTheseus	Keep hugging him
22:22	grasshopperFarmer	Can you make him not in love with you?
22:22	grasshopperFarmer	... That was stupid, sorry.
22:22	silentAnswer	Ok but I meant
22:23	silentAnswer	what now for me?
22:23	silentAnswer	I'm scared to face my dreamself, or Timmy, or... anyone
22:23	mislaidLullaby	<| He was in love with you? |>
22:23	mislaidLullaby	<| ...Welp |>
22:23	grasshopperFarmer	Oh.
22:23	grasshopperFarmer	Er.
22:24		tenaciousTheseus PMs "eleria" (Miiiiiight not have been the best idea to say that in public)
22:24	mislaidLullaby	<| ... |>
22:24	mislaidLullaby	<| I heard nothing |>
22:24		grasshopperFarmer PMs tenaciousTheseus: (... I--)
22:24	grasshopperFarmer	... Maybe I should go.
22:24	silentAnswer	wait
22:24	grasshopperFarmer	Sorry.
22:24	silentAnswer	what did you say?
22:24	mislaidLullaby	<| No, it's fine. Really |>
22:24	mislaidLullaby	<| I'm gonna...Go get coffee now |>
22:25	grasshopperFarmer	I--
22:25	silentAnswer	He's
22:25	futureSnaplockSunblood	Welp.
22:25	silentAnswer	oh
22:25	grasshopperFarmer	S-someone s-said something, I was probably wrong...
22:25	grasshopperFarmer	I'm sorry.
22:25		grasshopperFarmer left the memo
22:25		tenaciousTheseus PMs "eleria" (No, that was probably me that was wrong.)
22:25		tenaciousTheseus PMs "eleria" (Sigh)
22:26		tenaciousTheseus PMs "eleria" (I'm sorry)
22:26		tenaciousTheseus PMs "eleria" (That was my fault)
22:26	mislaidLullaby	[ >Maria: Quietly go freak out whilst getting the drink already ]
22:26	silentAnswer	she's not wrong is she
22:27	futureSnaplockSunblood	Fuck if I know.
22:27	tenaciousTheseus	It does seem that way
22:27	futureSnaplockSunblood	But if she ain't, then congratulations. Now go court that creepy bastard.
22:28	silentAnswer	That's not a good thing!
22:28	silentAnswer	In case you didn't notice
22:28	silentAnswer	This situation isn't doing him a whole lot of good
22:30	futureSnaplockSunblood	The situation no, but the little flushcrush itself? Can't do anything /but/ good if it's reciprocated.
22:30	tenaciousTheseus	She's right about that...
22:30	tenaciousTheseus	But
22:31	tenaciousTheseus	If you do reciprocate for the single purpose of bringing him back...
22:31	tenaciousTheseus	When he finds out, he's going to drop
22:31	tenaciousTheseus	How far, I don't know
22:31	tenaciousTheseus	But it won't be pretty
22:31	futureSnaplockSunblood	No, you gotta reciprocate for /him/.
22:31	futureSnaplockSunblood	That's what reciprocationg fucking /means/
22:31	tenaciousTheseus	I guess the question is
22:31	tenaciousTheseus	How do you feel about him?
22:32	silentAnswer	I don't know
22:32	silentAnswer	I guess I kind of like him but...
22:32	silentAnswer	This is getting out of control
22:32	tenaciousTheseus	That tends to happen a lot
22:33	tenaciousTheseus	Sburb is in a natural state of SNAFU
22:33	silentAnswer	I guess I'm going to have to decide soon aren't I?
22:34	tenaciousTheseus	Reciprocating would be a quick and thorough release.
22:34	tenaciousTheseus	But it's not the only way
22:34	silentAnswer	I mean only half of everybody who's been following the situation knows this is on the table now
22:35	tenaciousTheseus	You can decide if you want to be with him later
22:36	tenaciousTheseus	Like I said, there's other ways
22:36	tenaciousTheseus	And Eleria will help him though this here
22:37	silentAnswer	So what now?
22:37	silentAnswer	I don't dare talk to my sister, who I killed
22:37	silentAnswer	I don't dare talk to him until he's better, and maybe not even then
22:38	silentAnswer	I don't even want to look at Timmy
22:38	futureSnaplockSunblood	Who else is in yer session?
22:39	silentAnswer	My brother the Knight
22:39	silentAnswer	You all know him
22:39	silentAnswer	There's Stacey, who I guess I've been ignoring for a while
22:40	silentAnswer	And then I think the twins are off in their own little world right now
22:40	futureSnaplockSunblood	Then talk to thems
22:40	silentAnswer	Talk to them about what?
22:40	silentAnswer	How I'm a failure of a leader?
22:41		grasshopperFarmer joined the memo
22:41	tenaciousTheseus	One of them is Rain, and the other one is probably fogging that
22:41	tenaciousTheseus	Hello, Eleria
22:41	grasshopperFarmer	Zephyr's refusing to be put to bed until I--
22:41	grasshopperFarmer	I ask if Silent is going to do what he asked her to do?
22:41	silentAnswer	Hello again
22:41	grasshopperFarmer	... Hi.
22:42	grasshopperFarmer	Sorry about before.
22:42	silentAnswer	Which thing that he asked me do you mean?
22:42	grasshopperFarmer	I didn't even know you existed, I just assumed--
22:42	silentAnswer	His plan?
22:42	grasshopperFarmer	Um.
22:42	grasshopperFarmer	What thing, Zephyr?
22:42	grasshopperFarmer	He says the thing that will save her.
22:42	grasshopperFarmer	I don't know who she is.
22:42	tenaciousTheseus	Silans
22:42	grasshopperFarmer	... He says that you do?
22:43	tenaciousTheseus	Or probably dream silans
22:43	silentAnswer	Yes her
22:43	silentAnswer	I don't think I can go along with his plan
22:43	silentAnswer	because it was probably contingent on whatever deal he was trying to make
22:43	grasshopperFarmer	Should I tell him that?
22:43	silentAnswer	It's probably not even an option
22:44	tenaciousTheseus	What was his plan?
22:44	futureSnaplockSunblood	Yeah what's the plan?
22:48	silentAnswer	It was something involving shinies and mist and such
22:48	silentAnswer	and heart
22:48	silentAnswer	I'd have to study the logs to make any sense of it really
22:49	tenaciousTheseus	Hm
22:49	tenaciousTheseus	I think
22:49	grasshopperFarmer	... Yeah, Zephyr, she's gonna try your plan.
22:49	grasshopperFarmer	So get some rest, okay?
22:49	futureSnaplockSunblood	...int they gonna make him pay whatever price whether you do it or not?
22:49	grasshopperFarmer	You want to be there when she's done, right?
22:50	futureSnaplockSunblood	Might as well do it then.
22:50	tenaciousTheseus	It's hard to say
22:50		MusilogicalDecayafier joined the memo
22:50	grasshopperFarmer	... okay.
22:50	tenaciousTheseus	He could have bargained for knowledge
22:50	grasshopperFarmer	I think he's asleep.
22:50	tenaciousTheseus	How to save her
22:50	tenaciousTheseus	If so, then the Others have fulfilled their end
22:50	silentAnswer	They were already running all over the place for knowledge
22:50	tenaciousTheseus	And he has to fulfill his
22:50	silentAnswer	while I was out
22:51	tenaciousTheseus	Or he bargained for your safety
22:51	tenaciousTheseus	Their end was to save you
22:51	silentAnswer	But I guess maybe he was too busy working at it from his end to follow
22:51	tenaciousTheseus	And if you follow his plan, then they will have fulfilled their end
22:51	tenaciousTheseus	You find out another way, though, and the Bargain will fall though
22:51	tenaciousTheseus	None followed up
22:52	silentAnswer	Then we can't do it until we've asked him
22:52	tenaciousTheseus	It all depends on the phrasing
22:52	silentAnswer	Eleria, are you still there?
22:52	grasshopperFarmer	Yeah.
22:52	grasshopperFarmer	I don't feel good.
22:52	tenaciousTheseus	...
22:52	tenaciousTheseus	Fuck
22:52	tenaciousTheseus	That's right
22:52	silentAnswer	What?
22:52	tenaciousTheseus	It
22:52	grasshopperFarmer	... it's not what you're thinking.
22:53	grasshopperFarmer	I j-just don't like lying.
22:53	tenaciousTheseus	Oh
22:53	MusilogicalDecayafier	that's good
22:53	silentAnswer	So you're ok?
22:53	tenaciousTheseus	MD
22:53	tenaciousTheseus	Shut up
22:53	tenaciousTheseus	We want to avoid lying in most cases
22:53	grasshopperFarmer	I don't know.
22:53	tenaciousTheseus	Except if we're Sand, obviously
22:53	tenaciousTheseus	But
22:54	tenaciousTheseus	It was necessary
22:54	tenaciousTheseus	He needs to sleep
22:54	grasshopperFarmer	Yeah.
22:54	grasshopperFarmer	I'll be fine.
22:54	silentAnswer	If we ask what he bargained for
22:54	silentAnswer	he'll know it was a lie
22:54	silentAnswer	I guess
22:54	silentAnswer	I was just about to charge in and tell her to ask though
22:54	tenaciousTheseus	Dammit
22:54	tenaciousTheseus	You're right
22:55	grasshopperFarmer	... I'm sorry.
22:55	tenaciousTheseus	It
22:55	tenaciousTheseus	It's not your fault
22:55	tenaciousTheseus	You helped him, in fact
22:55	tenaciousTheseus	Without you, he'd be in a much worse place
22:55	grasshopperFarmer	We weren't in a good place to start with.
22:56	grasshopperFarmer	... But thank you for saying so.
22:56	silentAnswer	I've heard nothing bad about you Eleria, and you haven't done anything wrong here either
22:56	silentAnswer	Take care of him until he's well enough that we can figure out what to do next
22:57	grasshopperFarmer	H-ha.
22:57	grasshopperFarmer	Hahaha.
22:57	grasshopperFarmer	But I'm a grasshopper farmer.
22:57	grasshopperFarmer	I can't take care of people.
22:57	futureSnaplockSunblood	Oh fuck something came uo.
22:57	futureSnaplockSunblood	Up, even.
22:57	futureSnaplockSunblood	Time to get my ass outta here and deal with this shit
22:57	MusilogicalDecayafier	have fun FSS
22:57	tenaciousTheseus	Take care
22:58		futureSnaplockSunblood has left the memo
22:58	tenaciousTheseus	Eleria, you;ve helped countless people
22:58	grasshopperFarmer	That's-- not the same.
22:58	tenaciousTheseus	Without your hymns, people would have fallen to the Angels
22:58	tenaciousTheseus	Oh?
22:58	grasshopperFarmer	I--
22:58	tenaciousTheseus	How so?
22:58	grasshopperFarmer	... I'm sorry for arguing...
22:59	tenaciousTheseus	Heh. This is a place for arguing
22:59	tenaciousTheseus	Don't feel sorry
22:59	silentAnswer	You are a very important person Eleria
22:59	silentAnswer	Don't forget that
23:00	grasshopperFarmer	I--
23:00	grasshopperFarmer	I think I'm going to be sick.
23:00	grasshopperFarmer	Pardon me.
23:00		grasshopperFarmer turned of her computer's microphone
23:01	tenaciousTheseus	...
23:03		grasshopperFarmer turned her microphone back on
23:03	grasshopperFarmer	Sorry.
23:03	tenaciousTheseus	It's fine
23:03	grasshopperFarmer	I think that's everything.
23:04	silentAnswer	So I think
23:04	silentAnswer	I should go
23:04	silentAnswer	Eleria I'd love to talk to you later
23:04	tenaciousTheseus	Mmm
23:04	MusilogicalDecayafier	have fun SA
23:04	tenaciousTheseus	Take care
23:04	silentAnswer	Under happier circumstances
23:04	grasshopperFarmer	... All right.
23:04	grasshopperFarmer	That would be nice.
23:04	silentAnswer	And dream-me would probably like it even more
23:05	silentAnswer	If I seem like a seven-year-old meeting her idol next time, don't expect me to remember this conversation
23:05	grasshopperFarmer	Okay.
23:05		silentAnswer has left the memo