Notes for My Son (2020) EN

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A NETFLIX ORIGINAL FILM

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This is the story of my last,
biggest wish.

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A dream I want to share with my son.

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That's what this notebook is for.

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"This is the book
Mommy Marie wrote for little Tomy."

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I hope he’ll learn how important it is
to be true to yourself.

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And I want him to know his story.

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I just hope I can finish it.

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Come this way, please.

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I'm sorry.

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Have a seat in the waiting room.
They'll meet you there.

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Sure, okay. Uh, her bag...

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Thank you.

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Hey, Fede, I don't want to stay here.

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If the insurance guys don't listen,
they'll have to give us a single room.

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Okay, but you need to call them
and piss them off until they listen.

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I mean, a six-month treatment.
That's gotta be worth a bed here.

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I'll call them and piss them off
until they listen.

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- Really piss them off.
- Okay. I will.

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- You talk to Tomy?
- Mmm-hmm. He was just waking up.

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- Okay.
- I told your dad I'd pick him up later.

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- Have you talked to the doctors?
- Yeah.

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And?

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They said they're going to give you
"tose" or "lactilose," I don't know.

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Something for bowel obstruction.

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So do I have to stay here?

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Until it takes effect, I guess. Yeah.

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Come on, Fede, do you think I'm an idiot?

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I'm not stupid.
I lost my ovaries, not my brain.

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They won't keep me here just to see
if I can take a shit. What?

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Okay...

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The words "we have to talk"
are always followed by something terrible,

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but never as terrible as that one time.

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I knew, two days after the surgery
that removed my uterus, my ovaries,

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and some other things for analysis,
that something was very, very wrong.

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But even the surgeon
wouldn't tell me what it was.

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Everything feels
more real and vivid when you're dying.

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You want to feel, taste and love.

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But, at the same time,
the intensity is unbearable.

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A sick body can't handle it.

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And so you look for ways
to escape, entertain, distract yourself.

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That's where social media comes in.
Especially Twitter.

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You can argue for hours
about pads versus tampons, sure.

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But you can also share
what's happening with you.

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Having cancer is like having the flu.

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It's nothing to be ashamed of,
it's just a thousand times worse.

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And I don't want to be someone
who just talks about

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how long and painful their illness is.

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LONG AND PAINFUL, YOUR DICK.

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EXCEPT FOR THE LONG PART, OF COURSE.

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As soon as I posted it,
I got so many messages of love, and...

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and from total strangers.

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Now, I don't want to offend anyone,

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but do you know what phrase
I really hate hearing?

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"Everything's gonna be all right."

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All right my ass.

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Telling a cancer patient
everything will be all right

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is like telling someone
who's about to cross the desert

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that somewhere off in the distance,
there's an oasis.

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- He'll pick him up tomorrow.
- Yeah.

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Okay, let's get you on the bed now.

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Nice and slow.

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Easy.

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You can lie back.

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Careful with your IV.

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Luis, would you get the control for her?

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Now, this button is to ask for some tea,

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to go to the bathroom, anything.

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And this one is for a dose of morphine.
As soon as you feel any pain, ask for it.

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Don't wait until the pain is too strong.
Just ask. Okay?

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Okay, call us
if there's anything you need.

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Okay, thank you.

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- See you soon.
- See you.

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So? Do you like your room?

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- It's nice, huh?
- Mmm-hmm.

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It even has a view.

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What's out there?

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Not much, really.

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Tell you the truth, it's shit.

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Are you sleeping here tonight?

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Yeah.

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And Tomy? Um...

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I took care of it.

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He goes to school with my mom or your dad.

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I'll pick him up,

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bring him here for a bit,
and then take him back.

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- Are you gonna sleep in that chair?
- Yeah.

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They won't make you a bed?

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I'm getting a sleeping bag from Adrián.

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- They're gonna kick us out, I'm sure.
- No, I'll hide it in the morning.

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They won't notice.

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- Federico?
- Yes.

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How are you? Diego Vigna,
chief physician of the hospital.

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- Yes, how are you?
- Good.

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Not in my scrubs, but even on Sundays
I come to visit a few patients.

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- Diseases don't take time off, right?
- Right.

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I've just seen María,
and I have updates on her situation.

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Uh-huh?

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No obstruction in the bowels.

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The pelvic tumor
is pressing down on her duodenum.

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Since the indicators aren't good,

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I would suggest that María
stay here with us.

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Because of her condition,
we can't operate or continue her chemo.

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And what can we do?

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Well, we can work towards
improving her quality of life.

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I can give her corticoids
to regulate and control the tumor.

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Yeah.

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Doctor, that's all temporary.

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Are you telling me
that nothing can be done?

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No, no, a lot can be done.

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You see, for me, reducing the pain
she feels, that's important.

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We can also be with her,
which is also important.

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Look, in these cases,
I have two priorities,

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that the patient not suffer,
and that they go home as soon as possible.

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Sending her home to wait is better.

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She'll be more comfortable.
She'll be surrounded by her loved ones.

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- These are the happy ones.
- I can almost feel that spider.

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- Because...
- Which was it,

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- the big one or the small one?
- No. The small one.

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Uh-huh.

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But it was really small.

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Mommy!

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- Hi, baby!
- Hi!

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Oh!

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- Hi!
- Aww, that's so sweet.

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Oh, look at you.

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You good? How was school?

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My... Mom, I didn't...

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- I didn't go to school the other day.
- Seriously?

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Aww, but I'm so glad you came to visit.

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I'm gonna check out
that school near our place.

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See if there are any more vacancies.

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Careful, it's really high.

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This bed isn't like
your bed at home, Tomy. It's like a robot.

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Yeah, lift it up for me.

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I need my feet right up high

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and my head down low.

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Good-bye!

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It's gonna bend me in half!

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Whoa, whoa!

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Ciao!

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When I press this button here,
it explodes.

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'Cause there's a bomb that comes
out of the sky and it explodes.

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Oh, good idea, Tomy.
Let's blow up the bed.

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No, no, no, no!

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Ahh!

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I CAN'T GO HOME

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CAUSE I'D NEED TWO PUMPS,
AND A TRIPLE NURSE'S SHIFT.

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AND TO SELL A KIDNEY,
SOMETHING SHOULD REMAIN HEALTHY.

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Fede?

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I want you to bring me a notebook.

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You can ask Lourdes.
She makes them by hand.

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There's one with a wolf on the cover.
It's so cute.

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I want to write some things to Tomy.

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Okay.

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We said we'd meet at 10:00.
What time is it?

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10:20.

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We're gonna miss visiting hours, you know.

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It's until noon, Maru.

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Ugh.

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- Hi, how are you?
- Good morning.

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- What time do the visits end?
- The morning visit ends at noon.

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Okay.

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- Hello, good morning.
- So, when does it end?

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Here they are.

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Those sneaky bitches.

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- They met up beforehand without us.
- It's okay.

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Why didn't you tell me
you were meeting early?

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- Here we go.
- Relax. We wanted to bring her a present.

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Present? What? No one told us.
We didn't bring anything.

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We can share it.
It can be from all of us.

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- A present from all of us.
- It's fine.

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- No, it's not fine. Go buy her something.
- Where will I get something, Maru?

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I don't know, and I don't care, just try.

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Well, there's a mall
about two blocks away.

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- Are you serious?
- Great.

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- Give me the car keys, I'll go.
- No, no, no. I'm going, I'm going.

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Honey, I'll go with you.

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- Wait. What room is she in?
- Second floor, 216.

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216. Why does she get like this?

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Okay, let's... hey, wait, we're not all
going upstairs together, are we?

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Okay, to the right.

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- Fede.
- Oh, hey.

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What's up?

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Hi. How are you?

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- Fede.
- We made it.

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- You good?
- Yeah, fine.

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- Good?
- Good.

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Uh, you're gonna have to wait a bit.
She's, uh, she's with the doctor.

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- Okay.
- The rest are coming up, anyway.

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You all came together?

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Yeah.

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Do you think
they'll let us in all together?

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No idea. Let's try it.

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- Wanna sit?
- No.

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How is she?

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Good. Resting.

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- Is she in pain?
- She says a bit.

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But that she can take it.

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You know what she's like.

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- Oh, I got her an amazing room.
- Mmm.

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Really great. Five stars.

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- Oh.
- That's great.

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Okay, good.

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And how are you feeling?

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- Bad.
- Mmm.

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I'm in the hospital, 20 doctors saw me,

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and no one can do anything.
I'm sick of being stuck in bed.

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I understand. Any pain?

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No, I'm fine. I can manage it.

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- Use the toilet?
- Nope.

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Right. We'll be monitoring that.

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Okay, I'm gonna raise your backrest
a little so we're at the same height.

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That's good.

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You good?

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Very good.

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Me, too.

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One question.

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When it's too much,
you're gonna put me to sleep, hmm?

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We're gonna talk about it
at some point, I promise.

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But it's too early in the process.

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How much longer will it take?

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- Um... meaning?
- For the end to come.

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No, well, I don't know that.

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I mean, no one leaves before their time.

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I won't do anything to speed it up,
don't worry.

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- You comfortable here?
- Yes.

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It's important to me that you are.

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What do you think, why...

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why did this happen to me?

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No, not to you.

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This doesn't happen to you.

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It's not a virus, not a bacteria
that invaded and attacked you.

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Then, it would be contagious.

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This cancer is...

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100% yours.

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Perhaps we could call it "María."

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But let's not, please.

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- No.
- No.

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It's genetic.

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You see, there are cancers...

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that relate to our routines,
to our habits.

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See, if you smoked
three packs of cigarettes a day,

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it's likely that you'd get lung cancer.

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But, um, in general,
it's based on your genetic makeup.

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00:14:46,166 --> 00:14:47,208
Mmm.

247
00:14:55,125 --> 00:14:57,125
- Hey.
- Can they come in?

248
00:14:58,541 --> 00:14:59,916
What is this, a rally?

249
00:15:00,666 --> 00:15:01,833
They're all her friends.

250
00:15:03,583 --> 00:15:04,750
Get on in there.

251
00:15:04,833 --> 00:15:06,166
- Go on. Come on.
- Hey.

252
00:15:06,250 --> 00:15:07,851
- Hi, doctor. We'll be quiet.
- Hi.

253
00:15:09,875 --> 00:15:10,916
How was it?

254
00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:12,250
Oh, she got it all.

255
00:15:12,750 --> 00:15:14,350
She knew right away. She's really quick.

256
00:15:14,416 --> 00:15:17,375
Sure, I'm starting to see
what your relationship is like.

257
00:15:17,458 --> 00:15:20,666
It's a symbiosis that's, uh,
healthy and pathological.

258
00:15:22,083 --> 00:15:25,000
Uh, but don't worry,
it's the same one I have with my wife.

259
00:15:28,583 --> 00:15:32,875
Okay, Tomy, look, here's your mom.

260
00:15:32,958 --> 00:15:37,333
She's staying in a room that's
beautiful and incredible, mega-ultra VIP

261
00:15:37,416 --> 00:15:40,125
that your dad managed to score
because he's a damn genius.

262
00:15:40,208 --> 00:15:43,250
Look at this. We've got these
designer armchairs, just spectacular.

263
00:15:43,333 --> 00:15:44,708
And this is the floor.

264
00:15:45,541 --> 00:15:47,541
And next up, my son,

265
00:15:47,625 --> 00:15:49,833
I'm gonna show you the bathroom, right?

266
00:15:49,916 --> 00:15:51,875
Look at this, marble.

267
00:15:52,750 --> 00:15:53,750
Marble.

268
00:15:54,208 --> 00:15:55,583
Spectacular.

269
00:15:56,750 --> 00:16:00,333
And here is your mom,

270
00:16:00,416 --> 00:16:03,708
who is, as usual,
paying a little bit of attention to me,

271
00:16:03,791 --> 00:16:05,583
but is mostly joking around, chatting,

272
00:16:05,666 --> 00:16:08,333
or on her phone.
You know how much she uses it.

273
00:16:08,416 --> 00:16:09,708
She's on it all the time.

274
00:16:10,500 --> 00:16:14,250
And here we all are
with all our friends around us.

275
00:16:14,750 --> 00:16:16,750
Let me introduce them to you, Tomy.

276
00:16:16,833 --> 00:16:18,583
- This is Shoy...
- Hello.

277
00:16:18,666 --> 00:16:21,000
...an eminent Lacanian psychologist.

278
00:16:21,083 --> 00:16:22,250
No. No, no, cut it out.

279
00:16:22,333 --> 00:16:24,500
- What did I say?
- I'm not a psychologist.

280
00:16:24,583 --> 00:16:25,976
- What are you?
- An analyst.

281
00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:28,791
Same thing.

282
00:16:28,875 --> 00:16:32,125
An analyst, an analyst, terribly sorry.

283
00:16:32,208 --> 00:16:33,291
Yeah, whatever.

284
00:16:33,375 --> 00:16:36,875
- And this is Paula.
- Hello, Tomy.

285
00:16:36,958 --> 00:16:38,541
- She's a writer.
- Yes.

286
00:16:38,625 --> 00:16:42,083
You're gonna read her book
because your mom's name is in it.

287
00:16:42,166 --> 00:16:43,625
And here's Charlie.

288
00:16:43,708 --> 00:16:45,083
Hello, Charlie.

289
00:16:45,166 --> 00:16:47,000
The ladies say that

290
00:16:47,083 --> 00:16:49,184
- more than a friend...
- He's like a brother.

291
00:16:49,208 --> 00:16:51,250
He's a brother, right.

292
00:16:51,333 --> 00:16:53,333
I knew you were gonna say that.

293
00:16:53,875 --> 00:16:57,083
And this is Brenda.
Now, Brenda is a painter,

294
00:16:57,166 --> 00:16:59,958
or more like a "hater,"
because she hates everything.

295
00:17:00,041 --> 00:17:01,541
Kidding, kidding.

296
00:17:01,625 --> 00:17:04,708
Truth is,
she's a designer, an illustrator,

297
00:17:04,791 --> 00:17:05,708
a genius.

298
00:17:05,791 --> 00:17:09,166
This, ladies and gentlemen, is Vera.

299
00:17:09,250 --> 00:17:13,791
Look at her, look. She's the CEO
of an insurance company.

300
00:17:13,875 --> 00:17:16,791
More successful
than all of us put together,

301
00:17:16,875 --> 00:17:18,500
and that is a fact.

302
00:17:18,583 --> 00:17:20,041
And this is Leti.

303
00:17:20,125 --> 00:17:22,208
- She works for the government.
- Mmm-hmm.

304
00:17:22,291 --> 00:17:26,875
If you get into any trouble, son,
talk to Leti and she'll fix it. Right?

305
00:17:26,958 --> 00:17:30,041
Okay. And this is Agus.

306
00:17:30,125 --> 00:17:33,666
She teaches journalism,
and she's a tango dancer, everybody.

307
00:17:35,875 --> 00:17:38,958
What technique. Impressive! Bravo!

308
00:17:39,041 --> 00:17:41,458
- And this is Roxi.
- Hi.

309
00:17:41,541 --> 00:17:43,541
A housewife, everybody.

310
00:17:43,625 --> 00:17:45,458
But not exclusively.

311
00:17:45,541 --> 00:17:47,726
- What's up?
- Tell him I'm also a social worker.

312
00:17:47,750 --> 00:17:49,684
- You didn't get your degree.
- I will soon.

313
00:17:49,708 --> 00:17:52,083
Did you even finish the course?

314
00:17:52,166 --> 00:17:54,166
No, no, no! I'm gonna get it now.

315
00:17:54,250 --> 00:17:55,666
Okay, and this is Maru.

316
00:17:55,750 --> 00:17:57,416
Don't ever meet her, though,

317
00:17:57,500 --> 00:17:59,333
because you'll have
to spend time with her

318
00:17:59,416 --> 00:18:00,875
every day, every day of your life,

319
00:18:00,958 --> 00:18:04,291
just like Hernández, there behind her.
Poor guy. Huh?

320
00:18:04,375 --> 00:18:07,083
Hernán, who buys and sells apartments.
What do you call that again?

321
00:18:07,166 --> 00:18:08,083
Broker.

322
00:18:08,166 --> 00:18:10,059
- Broker, right.
- A real estate broker.

323
00:18:10,083 --> 00:18:11,392
- Ooh, broker.
- Exactly.

324
00:18:11,416 --> 00:18:13,791
Well, and here we are.

325
00:18:13,875 --> 00:18:17,458
We're deciding
whether she stays here or we go home,

326
00:18:17,541 --> 00:18:20,583
or, you know what, maybe we'll get
to go on a romantic honeymoon?

327
00:18:20,666 --> 00:18:23,666
- Aww.
- And check out the view we have, son.

328
00:18:23,750 --> 00:18:25,750
- Pretty nice, huh?
- Spectacular.

329
00:18:25,833 --> 00:18:27,793
- Magnificent.
- The view is shit!

330
00:18:27,875 --> 00:18:29,595
I never want to leave.

331
00:18:29,625 --> 00:18:31,125
So, anyway, here we are.

332
00:18:31,208 --> 00:18:34,958
Among friends,
can't stop laughing our asses off,

333
00:18:36,791 --> 00:18:39,666
So you see your mom... hmm?

334
00:18:42,750 --> 00:18:45,333
This is the kind of person she is.

335
00:18:45,416 --> 00:18:46,333
Yeah?

336
00:18:46,416 --> 00:18:47,416
This person.

337
00:18:49,166 --> 00:18:51,083
That's why I love her as much as I do.

338
00:18:59,083 --> 00:19:00,666
Bye, baby.

339
00:19:04,333 --> 00:19:07,541
It's amazing how often people
tell me that I'm brave and strong.

340
00:19:09,541 --> 00:19:12,291
But that's all I know how to be.

341
00:19:12,375 --> 00:19:13,750
What else should I do?

342
00:19:15,500 --> 00:19:17,583
Sink into a big pit of self-pity?

343
00:19:20,833 --> 00:19:23,583
Better keep doing
the cancer show on Twitter.

344
00:19:26,041 --> 00:19:28,166
The truth is, I feel bad all the time.

345
00:19:28,916 --> 00:19:31,875
It's like everything is backwards.

346
00:19:31,958 --> 00:19:32,958
Another eye.

347
00:19:35,625 --> 00:19:36,625
There.

348
00:19:38,041 --> 00:19:40,250
I like making eyes better.

349
00:19:40,333 --> 00:19:41,833
The pizzas are going to be good,

350
00:19:41,916 --> 00:19:44,583
but I think we'll have to make them
a little bit later.

351
00:19:44,666 --> 00:19:49,750
EVERYTHING IS SHIT AND I'M GOING TO DIE.
MAYBE IT HAPPENS TOMORROW, WHO KNOWS.

352
00:19:49,833 --> 00:19:55,000
THAT'D BE A SHAME.
I STILL HAVE SOME GOOD JOKES.

353
00:21:21,083 --> 00:21:24,416
This one... this one is happy, and...
and this one is mad.

354
00:21:24,916 --> 00:21:26,500
- This one is very happy.
- And this?

355
00:21:26,583 --> 00:21:28,750
- And this one is sad.
- Why?

356
00:21:28,833 --> 00:21:32,000
Because...
because these are the happy ones.

357
00:21:32,083 --> 00:21:33,517
- Which is angry?
- Red.

358
00:21:33,541 --> 00:21:36,166
- And the color for sad?
- This.

359
00:21:36,250 --> 00:21:39,166
- Ah... three happy and one sad?
- Mmm.

360
00:21:40,208 --> 00:21:41,041
Good.

361
00:21:41,125 --> 00:21:42,500
Is this one happy?

362
00:21:43,416 --> 00:21:45,458
- No.
- Is it sad, too?

363
00:21:46,041 --> 00:21:47,958
Three happy, one sad.

364
00:21:48,041 --> 00:21:52,041
No, no. This... this one is angry.

365
00:21:52,125 --> 00:21:54,250
And this one is happy, happy.

366
00:21:54,333 --> 00:21:56,916
Why is this one angry?
Why is it angry?

367
00:21:57,000 --> 00:22:01,000
Because... because it wants
the happy color. The angry one does.

368
00:22:02,166 --> 00:22:03,875
This is the angry color.

369
00:22:03,958 --> 00:22:04,791
- I see.
- Ahh.

370
00:22:04,875 --> 00:22:07,958
And this color, this is the color blue.

371
00:22:08,041 --> 00:22:10,458
That... that means that is sadness.

372
00:22:10,541 --> 00:22:11,976
- Mmm.
- Ah, it's true.

373
00:22:14,166 --> 00:22:16,375
What an unlucky break
to get sick like this.

374
00:22:16,458 --> 00:22:20,791
I miss going out for walks with you
and spending half an hour on each thing.

375
00:22:20,875 --> 00:22:24,458
Sometimes we go out wandering
to buy food, to look at statues,

376
00:22:24,541 --> 00:22:28,083
we eat ice cream, and you get mad,
and you don't want to walk,

377
00:22:28,166 --> 00:22:31,375
or you want to get out of the stroller
in the middle of an avenue.

378
00:22:31,458 --> 00:22:33,166
I miss this more than anything.

379
00:22:33,250 --> 00:22:35,250
I hope I can do it again,

380
00:22:35,333 --> 00:22:36,500
but if I can't,

381
00:22:36,583 --> 00:22:40,208
I want you to know that those
have been the happiest moments of my life

382
00:22:40,291 --> 00:22:41,541
and I love you.

383
00:22:48,958 --> 00:22:51,166
- Hello, María. Can we come in?
- Hi.

384
00:22:51,875 --> 00:22:53,666
This is Marina, a new resident.

385
00:22:53,750 --> 00:22:57,375
She started with us this week. She'll be
at the hospital for a few months.

386
00:22:57,458 --> 00:22:59,298
- Hello, Marina.
- Hello, how are you?

387
00:22:59,333 --> 00:23:01,125
- Fine.
- How was last night?

388
00:23:01,208 --> 00:23:03,208
So-so. A little bit of pain.

389
00:23:03,750 --> 00:23:05,666
- Any nausea?
- That, too.

390
00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:08,800
All right.
Relax, and we'll take care of that.

391
00:23:08,875 --> 00:23:10,333
Okay, okay.

392
00:23:10,416 --> 00:23:13,458
- When did you get your degree?
- In December, pretty recently.

393
00:23:13,541 --> 00:23:15,226
- Cool. What specialty?
- Yeah, uh...

394
00:23:15,250 --> 00:23:16,541
Hello, hello.

395
00:23:16,625 --> 00:23:17,958
- Hello.
- Hello, doctor.

396
00:23:18,041 --> 00:23:20,708
- How are we feeling?
- Uh, so-so.

397
00:23:21,500 --> 00:23:23,875
- Mmm-hmm.
- She's been feeling some pain.

398
00:23:25,500 --> 00:23:26,500
All right.

399
00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:28,000
Let me see.

400
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:34,333
- There?
- Yeah.

401
00:23:34,416 --> 00:23:36,791
- Like a pull, right?
- Yeah, a little pull. Yeah.

402
00:23:37,833 --> 00:23:41,541
If it gets more intense, we'll have to
proceed with administering the morphine.

403
00:23:41,625 --> 00:23:43,875
Yeah? I thought we could wait
a little bit longer.

404
00:23:44,458 --> 00:23:47,083
What for? No, it will relieve the pain.

405
00:23:47,166 --> 00:23:49,666
I can handle it. It's not that bad yet.
I mean...

406
00:23:49,750 --> 00:23:52,333
You'll feel much better.
Don't deprive yourself.

407
00:23:52,416 --> 00:23:53,416
Mmm-hmm.

408
00:23:53,500 --> 00:23:55,809
Fede, we'll have to
organize things a little, right?

409
00:23:55,833 --> 00:23:57,791
We don't know how long she'll be here.

410
00:23:59,208 --> 00:24:00,875
Until her body can take it, I guess.

411
00:24:02,250 --> 00:24:03,666
You know Marie.

412
00:24:03,750 --> 00:24:06,291
One day, she'll say,
"Okay, I've got this,"

413
00:24:06,375 --> 00:24:08,541
and she'll organize everything,
every detail.

414
00:24:08,625 --> 00:24:11,500
Yes, but this isn't about Marie.
It's about you and Tomy.

415
00:24:11,583 --> 00:24:15,333
I've already arranged Tomy's kindergarten
with my mom and Marie's father.

416
00:24:15,416 --> 00:24:17,916
It's not just the kindergarten.
You have to eat.

417
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:19,666
You can't just eat sandwiches.

418
00:24:19,750 --> 00:24:22,476
And if you're here for a month,
for two months, what are you gonna do?

419
00:24:22,500 --> 00:24:25,083
Yeah, you can't eat at our place
because we live so far away.

420
00:24:25,166 --> 00:24:28,000
Okay, perfect. Thanks.
I'll figure something else out.

421
00:24:28,083 --> 00:24:30,916
Yeah, well, I mean, your clothes,
you gotta do some laundry...

422
00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:32,958
Get off my back, Maru.
This is hard for me.

423
00:24:33,041 --> 00:24:35,625
- But you haven't showered in two weeks.
- Is that necessary?

424
00:24:35,708 --> 00:24:38,208
- It's foul.
- Hey, hey, Maru has a point.

425
00:24:38,958 --> 00:24:40,708
We have to get organized, yeah?

426
00:24:40,791 --> 00:24:42,541
Visits, for example.

427
00:24:42,625 --> 00:24:44,666
It can't just be you all day, okay?

428
00:24:44,750 --> 00:24:45,750
I know.

429
00:24:45,791 --> 00:24:47,916
I'm gonna make up a group chat
without Marie,

430
00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:50,142
with the 12 girls and Charlie...

431
00:24:50,166 --> 00:24:52,958
...and then organize a schedule with them
to have visits all week.

432
00:24:53,041 --> 00:24:54,041
Hello?

433
00:24:54,791 --> 00:24:55,791
Who is this?

434
00:24:56,791 --> 00:24:57,791
Hi, how are you?

435
00:24:58,791 --> 00:25:00,583
Yeah, yeah, yeah, she got it.

436
00:25:01,583 --> 00:25:02,583
She loved it.

437
00:25:03,666 --> 00:25:04,666
Thank you so much.

438
00:25:05,916 --> 00:25:06,916
Bye.

439
00:25:07,791 --> 00:25:09,291
That was Lourdes.

440
00:25:09,375 --> 00:25:12,166
- Oh, her friend from that other group, no?
- Mmm-hmm.

441
00:25:12,250 --> 00:25:15,083
The group from the arts
and crafts classes? Yeah, all that shit.

442
00:25:15,166 --> 00:25:16,458
I mean, not shit.

443
00:25:16,541 --> 00:25:18,625
But... but she's really nice.

444
00:25:21,375 --> 00:25:23,708
Every day it feels
like I get a new ache,

445
00:25:23,791 --> 00:25:25,500
and today it's in my back.

446
00:25:25,583 --> 00:25:27,625
Yes, well, you're in bed a lot.

447
00:25:27,708 --> 00:25:29,875
We'll see if we can get you
an air mattress.

448
00:25:31,541 --> 00:25:34,416
- It didn't hurt yesterday.
- Easy.

449
00:25:34,500 --> 00:25:37,833
No, but your body is more fragile now.
More sensitive.

450
00:25:38,958 --> 00:25:40,583
- Here, hold on to this.
- Mmm-hmm.

451
00:25:49,041 --> 00:25:51,000
Is it nice outside today?

452
00:25:51,083 --> 00:25:52,583
Yes, it's sunny.

453
00:25:54,416 --> 00:25:55,416
Let's see.

454
00:25:56,583 --> 00:25:58,583
- Can you manage?
- I'm fine, yeah.

455
00:25:58,666 --> 00:25:59,666
You're okay?

456
00:26:12,250 --> 00:26:14,375
They've got a huge crane
over there.

457
00:26:15,166 --> 00:26:17,125
Do you know
what they're putting up?

458
00:26:17,208 --> 00:26:18,791
A new mall, I think.

459
00:26:20,541 --> 00:26:22,517
It's hard to hear

460
00:26:22,541 --> 00:26:25,083
the world keeps changing without you,
but you have to accept it.

461
00:26:25,166 --> 00:26:26,500
Or not, whatever.

462
00:26:27,041 --> 00:26:28,583
We're so irrelevant to the universe.

463
00:26:28,666 --> 00:26:31,416
It doesn't give a damn
if we accept it or not.

464
00:26:33,375 --> 00:26:34,833
If you want to speed up,

465
00:26:34,916 --> 00:26:38,833
slow down, or even try to pause
a level-100 metastatic carcinoma to,

466
00:26:38,916 --> 00:26:41,750
I don't know,
see your kid finish primary school,

467
00:26:41,833 --> 00:26:45,250
the world goes on. And on top of all that,
it goes faster and faster.

468
00:26:56,125 --> 00:26:58,041
What is it, María?
What do you need?

469
00:26:58,125 --> 00:27:00,791
I need to get
to the toilet now. I'm gonna throw up.

470
00:27:00,875 --> 00:27:03,208
What the...

471
00:27:07,375 --> 00:27:08,916
Come on, let's go.

472
00:27:10,833 --> 00:27:12,458
Come on.

473
00:27:14,041 --> 00:27:16,875
I told you it wasn't a good idea
to sleep here, didn't I?

474
00:27:18,875 --> 00:27:21,458
If the vomiting continues,
we'll have to intubate you.

475
00:27:21,541 --> 00:27:22,625
Okay.

476
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:42,280
- Better?
- Yeah.

477
00:27:54,541 --> 00:27:55,833
- Feeling better?
- Yeah.

478
00:27:57,041 --> 00:27:59,375
Almost there.

479
00:28:02,041 --> 00:28:04,500
If you need anything else, give me a call.

480
00:28:04,583 --> 00:28:06,041
- I will.
- Mmm.

481
00:28:10,333 --> 00:28:12,750
Don't worry, I didn't see anything.
Go back to sleep.

482
00:28:12,833 --> 00:28:13,666
Thanks.

483
00:28:24,708 --> 00:28:27,458
Why didn't you tell me
you were feeling sick? Hmm?

484
00:28:28,333 --> 00:28:31,041
I didn't want to bother you.
You need to sleep.

485
00:28:42,833 --> 00:28:46,291
And I should be able
to get to the damn bathroom by myself.

486
00:28:47,250 --> 00:28:48,250
I should.

487
00:28:51,083 --> 00:28:53,125
I PUKED MORE THAN I ATE.

488
00:28:53,208 --> 00:28:57,458
I CONFIRM THAT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE
TO THROW UP WITHOUT CRYING.

489
00:28:57,541 --> 00:29:01,875
I NEVER CRY IN FRONT OF MY BABY,
BUT I'M ONLY HUMAN,

490
00:29:01,958 --> 00:29:05,541
I CAN'T DO IT ALL ALL THE TIME.

491
00:29:05,625 --> 00:29:10,083
LUCKILY MY BODY MADE UP ITS MIND
TO SLEEP FOR 14 HOURS

492
00:29:10,166 --> 00:29:15,833
CAUSE I'M GETTING ALL AGITATED
BY SITTING ON THE BED

493
00:29:15,916 --> 00:29:20,083
AND I CAN'T DO SHIT ABOUT IT.

494
00:29:20,666 --> 00:29:25,500
I HAD MY STOMACH PUMPED LAST NIGHT.
I RECOMMEND IT. NOW I'M GREAT.

495
00:29:25,583 --> 00:29:27,541
IT'S SO NICE WHAT YOU'RE TELLING ME!

496
00:29:27,625 --> 00:29:30,583
HOPEFULLY IT'LL BRING MY ASS BACK,
THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS.

497
00:29:30,666 --> 00:29:34,458
GOOD NIGHT, SOME PEOPLE HAVE
A CRUCIFIX HANGING ABOVE THEIR BED,

498
00:29:34,541 --> 00:29:36,500
I HAVE AN IV.

499
00:29:36,583 --> 00:29:39,041
TOMORROW I'LL BE ANSWERING
MORE MESSAGES AND SO ON.

500
00:29:39,125 --> 00:29:41,416
NOW I HAVE A BOOK TO FINISH.
JUST IN CASE...

501
00:29:43,625 --> 00:29:46,375
I'm madly in love
with your strong legs,

502
00:29:46,458 --> 00:29:49,750
your Mick Jagger hair,
your mouth that looks like mine.

503
00:29:51,125 --> 00:29:54,916
You look like me when I was a child.
But you seem happier.

504
00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:57,083
Or is that just how I want to see you?

505
00:29:57,958 --> 00:30:00,333
I wish we could escape
to somewhere far away,

506
00:30:00,416 --> 00:30:03,250
and you could run free in a field,
hear the shouting.

507
00:30:03,333 --> 00:30:05,250
SILLY THOUGHTS THAT I HAVE

508
00:30:05,333 --> 00:30:09,000
I feel jealous and envious of the people
who are going to see you grow up.

509
00:30:12,166 --> 00:30:14,500
Congratulations
on the article about your wife.

510
00:30:14,583 --> 00:30:17,208
- Article?
- In the Clarín. Didn't you see it?

511
00:30:17,291 --> 00:30:19,041
- No idea.
- I'll bring you a copy.

512
00:30:26,958 --> 00:30:27,791
Here it is.

513
00:30:27,875 --> 00:30:30,583
WOMAN MOVES PEOPLE ON TWITTER
TELLING HER FIGHT AGAINST CANCER

514
00:30:30,666 --> 00:30:33,166
- When was it published?
- Today.

515
00:30:33,250 --> 00:30:34,250
Hold on to it.

516
00:30:34,333 --> 00:30:36,708
- I'll bring it back soon.
- No problem.

517
00:30:43,125 --> 00:30:44,000
Marie?

518
00:30:44,083 --> 00:30:45,875
- Yeah?
- Look what's in the Clarín.

519
00:30:48,291 --> 00:30:49,291
What's this?

520
00:30:51,166 --> 00:30:52,875
Do you know the woman who wrote it?

521
00:30:53,750 --> 00:30:55,916
No. Have you read it?

522
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:57,583
Yeah. It's a great article.

523
00:30:57,666 --> 00:30:59,458
- Seriously?
- Yeah, seriously.

524
00:31:01,041 --> 00:31:03,250
- Maru, how are you?
- Tell her no, no.

525
00:31:03,333 --> 00:31:05,625
No, no. I have no idea, I don't know.

526
00:31:05,708 --> 00:31:07,333
I'll talk to her.

527
00:31:08,875 --> 00:31:11,458
She says the article
is on the front page online.

528
00:31:11,541 --> 00:31:13,041
The whole article.

529
00:31:13,541 --> 00:31:14,708
Okay, I'll put her on.

530
00:31:16,583 --> 00:31:18,208
Hi, how are you?

531
00:31:19,208 --> 00:31:20,625
No, I had no idea.

532
00:31:21,375 --> 00:31:23,208
Well, you could maybe ask the girls.

533
00:31:24,000 --> 00:31:24,916
You see?

534
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:27,875
- Finally, I'm famous.
- Just a little bit late.

535
00:31:28,375 --> 00:31:29,375
Okay.

536
00:31:30,041 --> 00:31:32,916
I'll see you later on this afternoon.
Kisses.

537
00:31:35,458 --> 00:31:39,208
Does this mean that we're gonna get
bombarded with interview requests now?

538
00:31:41,166 --> 00:31:42,375
What's this all about?

539
00:31:42,458 --> 00:31:44,809
- You read the whole thing?
- Some kind of celebrity?

540
00:31:44,833 --> 00:31:47,625
- How are you?
- I just can't believe it!

541
00:31:47,708 --> 00:31:48,708
You see?

542
00:31:49,041 --> 00:31:52,583
It's so unfair you got famous because
of cancer and not because of your ass.

543
00:31:52,666 --> 00:31:54,791
I can't believe it.

544
00:31:54,875 --> 00:31:56,166
Such a great ass!

545
00:31:56,250 --> 00:31:57,833
It hurts to laugh.

546
00:31:57,916 --> 00:32:00,833
- Oh, you got up by yourself.
- I'm up.

547
00:32:00,916 --> 00:32:03,416
Do me a favor and help
put the backrest up, Hernán?

548
00:32:03,500 --> 00:32:05,291
Did you receive
more media requests?

549
00:32:05,375 --> 00:32:07,750
Yeah, but it's ridiculous.
I'm not gonna talk about it now.

550
00:32:07,833 --> 00:32:10,458
- Why? Which one called you?
- It was a morning show. Um...

551
00:32:11,125 --> 00:32:12,583
- Channel 11.
- What?

552
00:32:12,666 --> 00:32:14,166
- With Vero Lozano?
- Got it.

553
00:32:14,250 --> 00:32:16,250
Yeah. With Vero Lozano.

554
00:32:16,333 --> 00:32:17,333
You're doing it.

555
00:32:17,416 --> 00:32:20,000
- No, I'm not doing it. Why would I?
- There.

556
00:32:20,083 --> 00:32:22,333
- Why would I...
- Everybody watches that show.

557
00:32:22,416 --> 00:32:25,375
Why would I care about that?
It doesn't do anything for me.

558
00:32:25,458 --> 00:32:28,208
I... No, you're right. Doesn't matter.
Never mind.

559
00:32:28,666 --> 00:32:30,026
You bring anything to eat?

560
00:32:30,083 --> 00:32:32,976
No, after what happened last time,
we're not gonna bring you food anymore.

561
00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:35,142
- Seriously? What?
- We did bring you something.

562
00:32:35,166 --> 00:32:37,083
Ah... right.

563
00:32:39,083 --> 00:32:40,083
Uh...

564
00:32:41,541 --> 00:32:42,958
a speaker.

565
00:32:43,041 --> 00:32:46,750
- Hey, thanks, guys. I appreciate it.
- For you to listen to music.

566
00:32:47,500 --> 00:32:50,666
No, this is yours.
I can't take this from you.

567
00:32:51,166 --> 00:32:53,458
Doesn't matter. It's yours now.

568
00:32:54,041 --> 00:32:55,041
Thanks.

569
00:32:55,875 --> 00:32:57,755
- Hi, how are ya?
- Good morning.

570
00:32:57,791 --> 00:32:59,166
I'm looking for Dr. Vigna.

571
00:32:59,250 --> 00:33:00,250
I'll call him.

572
00:33:00,833 --> 00:33:04,625
Dr. Vigna, Dr. Vigna,
contact the Information desk, thank you.

573
00:33:04,708 --> 00:33:05,541
Thank you.

574
00:33:05,625 --> 00:33:08,416
Oh, there were some things
left at the main desk for your wife.

575
00:33:08,500 --> 00:33:09,750
What do you mean? What things?

576
00:33:09,833 --> 00:33:11,541
Uh, like, gifts.

577
00:33:11,625 --> 00:33:14,375
- Ah, I'll come by later and pick them up.
- Sure.

578
00:33:14,458 --> 00:33:16,500
Hello? Yes, doctor.

579
00:33:16,583 --> 00:33:19,583
The husband of the patient in room 216
is here.

580
00:33:20,625 --> 00:33:23,458
Good, perfect. He says to head upstairs.
He's in his office.

581
00:33:23,541 --> 00:33:26,181
- Perfect. I'll come back for the gifts.
- Okay. I'll let him know.

582
00:33:26,208 --> 00:33:28,458
Hello.

583
00:33:28,541 --> 00:33:30,416
- Oh, Federico, please.
- Thank you.

584
00:33:31,333 --> 00:33:33,666
- Great article in the paper.
- Yeah, isn't it?

585
00:33:33,750 --> 00:33:35,708
Thanks for mentioning the hospital.

586
00:33:35,791 --> 00:33:38,958
No, we didn't... no, we actually
don't even know who wrote the article.

587
00:33:39,041 --> 00:33:40,041
Please, have a seat.

588
00:33:40,625 --> 00:33:45,083
Doctor, Channel 11 asked María
to do an interview.

589
00:33:45,166 --> 00:33:47,750
- A live one? With cameras?
- Uh-huh. Yes.

590
00:33:47,833 --> 00:33:49,958
We can't have any cameras
at the hospital.

591
00:33:50,833 --> 00:33:52,750
You know I do everything I can.

592
00:33:52,833 --> 00:33:54,166
There's rules about entry.

593
00:33:54,250 --> 00:33:56,416
No plants, no groups, no kids allowed.

594
00:33:56,500 --> 00:33:58,791
And I feel I let you
break all those rules.

595
00:33:58,875 --> 00:33:59,750
But cameras, no.

596
00:33:59,833 --> 00:34:02,353
- I mean, I still report to the director.
- Yeah, well, maybe...

597
00:34:02,416 --> 00:34:04,916
Why doesn't she do the interview
on the phone?

598
00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:06,291
Yeah, we could. Sure.

599
00:34:06,416 --> 00:34:09,291
That would be better. I don't know
if she wants to be on a camera.

600
00:34:09,375 --> 00:34:10,791
She doesn't care about that.

601
00:34:12,041 --> 00:34:15,333
Yes, well, what she says
is what really matters anyway.

602
00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:17,958
How much longer before they call?

603
00:34:18,041 --> 00:34:19,125
Three minutes.

604
00:34:21,625 --> 00:34:23,625
- Does it still hurt?
- A bit.

605
00:34:23,708 --> 00:34:25,958
- Okay, I'll call for morphine.
- No, no, wait.

606
00:34:26,041 --> 00:34:28,916
- You can't be in pain for this.
- It's okay, I can do it.

607
00:34:29,416 --> 00:34:32,750
I... I don't want to take any morphine,
I'll be drooling and totally out of it.

608
00:34:32,833 --> 00:34:33,833
No way.

609
00:34:35,791 --> 00:34:36,833
I don't want any.

610
00:34:38,833 --> 00:34:41,083
Look, this is it.
The show's starting.

611
00:34:43,583 --> 00:34:45,916
Social media
can be an incredible resource,

612
00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:49,166
not only to vent and share your thoughts,
but also to organize...

613
00:34:49,250 --> 00:34:50,458
- Is it on?
- Just started.

614
00:34:50,541 --> 00:34:54,333
...in 140 characters, but it can
also be used to talk about illness,

615
00:34:54,416 --> 00:34:57,458
to find others who may be suffering
just like you.

616
00:34:57,541 --> 00:35:01,375
We've been following the story of
María Vázquez, which is incredible.

617
00:35:01,458 --> 00:35:04,041
Suffering from ovarian cancer,
she's currently in treatment,

618
00:35:04,125 --> 00:35:06,625
in the final stages of chemotherapy,
battling cancer

619
00:35:06,708 --> 00:35:11,083
and sharing her story. María, through her
tweets, has been an inspiration.

620
00:35:11,166 --> 00:35:12,791
Here's some tweets María wrote

621
00:35:12,875 --> 00:35:14,791
when she first started
receiving treatment.

622
00:35:14,875 --> 00:35:18,500
"Rescue doses of morphine. 'Don't deprive
yourself, ' the doctor told me."

623
00:35:18,583 --> 00:35:21,875
"I'd rather not show them any of my sh...

624
00:35:21,958 --> 00:35:26,000
and keep on living,
but thanks for all your love and support."

625
00:35:26,083 --> 00:35:28,708
We have her on the line now.
María Vázquez, how are you?

626
00:35:28,791 --> 00:35:31,166
So happy to have you here today.
How are you?

627
00:35:31,250 --> 00:35:33,208
Hi, Leo. Hi, Vero.

628
00:35:33,291 --> 00:35:34,666
How are you both?

629
00:35:34,750 --> 00:35:36,333
Thanks so much for having me on.

630
00:35:36,833 --> 00:35:39,594
- What are you doing? I can't hear.
- There's feedback. What can I do?

631
00:35:39,625 --> 00:35:44,416
Well, about seven months ago,
I had a pretty radical operation,

632
00:35:44,500 --> 00:35:46,000
a full hysterectomy,

633
00:35:46,083 --> 00:35:49,083
and I had everything removed.
They pretty much hollowed me out.

634
00:35:49,166 --> 00:35:51,791
Cut here, slice there,
take this out, then that...

635
00:35:51,875 --> 00:35:53,916
Pretty soon, there's nothing left at all.

636
00:35:54,583 --> 00:35:58,250
And after that,
they started me on some chemotherapy,

637
00:35:58,333 --> 00:36:01,500
which worked and worked
until it didn't work anymore.

638
00:36:02,500 --> 00:36:04,041
And, uh... well...

639
00:36:04,125 --> 00:36:06,250
you know,
there's nothing more that we can do.

640
00:36:06,333 --> 00:36:08,500
We're all just
waiting for the time to come.

641
00:36:08,583 --> 00:36:10,583
So, waiting for the time to come...

642
00:36:10,666 --> 00:36:13,083
Well, what you're saying
is really tough to say...

643
00:36:13,166 --> 00:36:16,791
The moment that I'm going to die,
you know? We have to be honest.

644
00:36:16,875 --> 00:36:18,666
Yes, the moment that I'm going to die.

645
00:36:18,750 --> 00:36:22,208
The moment you'll die.
There's nothing else they can do?

646
00:36:22,291 --> 00:36:23,500
Nothing else they can try?

647
00:36:23,583 --> 00:36:26,041
My health is
very fragile right now.

648
00:36:26,125 --> 00:36:27,916
They... they can't operate on me,

649
00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:30,500
and they can't give me any more chemo
because I'm too weak.

650
00:36:30,583 --> 00:36:32,625
But, honestly, even with all that,

651
00:36:32,708 --> 00:36:35,958
I'm in a place where they take
really good care of me. It's lovely.

652
00:36:36,041 --> 00:36:37,625
They treat me very well.

653
00:36:37,708 --> 00:36:40,375
And, María,
looking back through your tweets,

654
00:36:40,458 --> 00:36:43,125
it seems like you've gone through
every emotion.

655
00:36:43,625 --> 00:36:47,208
I mean, there's humor,
there's anger, there's irony, too.

656
00:36:47,291 --> 00:36:51,333
- Yeah.
- And so what's your mood like today?

657
00:36:51,416 --> 00:36:54,750
Oh well, today is kind of funny.
When people come to visit,

658
00:36:54,833 --> 00:36:57,916
I end up doing a sort of a
cancer stand-up special.

659
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:00,208
And so, I mean, unless you come in

660
00:37:00,291 --> 00:37:03,375
and you find me
puking in a bucket or something...

661
00:37:03,458 --> 00:37:06,875
I'm actually surrounded by laughter
all the time.

662
00:37:06,958 --> 00:37:09,708
- Y our son's three years old, María.
- Yes.

663
00:37:09,791 --> 00:37:13,375
And, I mean, do you think about him
every minute of the day?

664
00:37:14,250 --> 00:37:17,375
Pretty much, yeah.
I talk to him a lot, too.

665
00:37:17,458 --> 00:37:20,500
We... we record videos, uh...

666
00:37:20,583 --> 00:37:22,208
I explain to him what's happening.

667
00:37:22,291 --> 00:37:23,458
What have you told him?

668
00:37:24,416 --> 00:37:27,875
We've told him that...
in a while, Mama won't be here,

669
00:37:27,958 --> 00:37:32,291
but that I'll always, um, be in his heart.
I think he understands.

670
00:37:32,375 --> 00:37:34,625
And your husband?
You're married, María?

671
00:37:34,708 --> 00:37:37,000
- What we're seeing now...
- This is a photo of you two?

672
00:37:37,083 --> 00:37:39,666
These photos were taken
on our wedding day.

673
00:37:40,333 --> 00:37:42,642
We got married pretty quickly
because we were living in sin

674
00:37:42,666 --> 00:37:44,916
and I was seven months pregnant.

675
00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:46,958
Yeah, that's me and Fede.

676
00:37:47,500 --> 00:37:51,666
My husband, he... he's always by my side.
He takes care of me,

677
00:37:51,750 --> 00:37:53,583
comes to visit me every single day.

678
00:37:53,666 --> 00:37:56,666
And so when they told you,
or when you found out about the diagnosis,

679
00:37:56,750 --> 00:38:00,166
did you have a positive outlook?
Did you feel like you could overcome this?

680
00:38:00,250 --> 00:38:03,416
Well, I wasn't really told
so much as I guessed.

681
00:38:03,500 --> 00:38:04,541
What do you mean?

682
00:38:05,916 --> 00:38:08,125
Well, I went in to have an ultrasound done

683
00:38:08,208 --> 00:38:12,250
because I... well, my stomach looked
like I had been pregnant for six months.

684
00:38:12,916 --> 00:38:14,333
And the doctor...

685
00:38:14,416 --> 00:38:17,291
...the doctors,
they talk to each other

686
00:38:17,375 --> 00:38:20,250
like, uh... like we don't understand them.
Like we don't know anything.

687
00:38:20,333 --> 00:38:22,333
They sometimes
underestimate their patients.

688
00:38:22,416 --> 00:38:25,375
Yes, exactly,
they can definitely underestimate us.

689
00:38:26,041 --> 00:38:29,666
Um, the doctor,
he asked the technician, uh,

690
00:38:29,750 --> 00:38:32,791
"Hey, on a scale of..."
Let's say, I don't know...

691
00:38:32,875 --> 00:38:36,291
"Between one and 45,
where would you put this?"

692
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:38,916
And so the technician said,

693
00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:41,750
"This? This is one hundred."

694
00:38:41,833 --> 00:38:43,791
And, María, how old are you?

695
00:38:43,875 --> 00:38:47,458
Right now, I'm 42.
In two days, I'll be 43.

696
00:38:49,708 --> 00:38:53,958
- You're going to be 43 in two days.
- Exactly right. If I make it...

697
00:38:54,041 --> 00:38:55,125
...I'll be 43.

698
00:38:55,208 --> 00:38:57,708
You use this, I don't know,
humor, this irony,

699
00:38:57,791 --> 00:39:00,541
and it's just to protect yourself,

700
00:39:00,625 --> 00:39:03,291
or to cope, I guess,
but you seem to have it all the time.

701
00:39:03,375 --> 00:39:05,541
No, no,
it's not to protect myself.

702
00:39:05,625 --> 00:39:08,166
It's not my way of coping.

703
00:39:08,250 --> 00:39:09,666
This is the way...

704
00:39:10,291 --> 00:39:11,541
This is who I am.

705
00:39:11,625 --> 00:39:13,208
Sometimes I joke around with my friends

706
00:39:13,291 --> 00:39:17,083
and we laugh our asses of
because they're more upset than I am.

707
00:39:17,958 --> 00:39:20,166
I think the right word
might be "acceptance."

708
00:39:20,833 --> 00:39:23,000
I accept. And, uh...

709
00:39:23,625 --> 00:39:26,125
...and your death is part of your life.

710
00:39:27,916 --> 00:39:31,458
I'M STILL HERE, I'M DONE TALKING,
THAT'S ALL.

711
00:39:31,541 --> 00:39:33,958
FAME WILL BREAK YOU DOWN.

712
00:39:34,541 --> 00:39:39,666
I APPRECIATE THE SUGGESTION
OF ALTERNATIVE THERAPIES AND SO ON.

713
00:39:39,750 --> 00:39:42,291
BUT SOMETIMES THE DIE IS CAST.

714
00:39:42,375 --> 00:39:44,416
I WON'T GOOGLE ANYTHING.

715
00:39:45,041 --> 00:39:47,083
HEALTH IS A BITCH,

716
00:39:47,166 --> 00:39:51,875
BUT AT LEAST IT GAVE ME
7 MONTHS OF BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS.

717
00:39:51,958 --> 00:39:54,666
Three, four, five, six, seven.

718
00:39:55,583 --> 00:39:56,583
Seven.

719
00:39:57,000 --> 00:39:58,000
That much?

720
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:00,125
It's a lot.

721
00:40:00,625 --> 00:40:03,500
One, two, three, seven, eleven.

722
00:40:03,583 --> 00:40:06,125
Fourteen, seventeen, eleven...

723
00:40:07,041 --> 00:40:09,291
...four, five, six.

724
00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:13,541
You're so funny, Tomy.
You say such amusing things.

725
00:40:14,333 --> 00:40:18,000
But I don't remember them
because I'm taking a pill called Idiotan.

726
00:40:21,500 --> 00:40:23,833
Come on, just one.
They're in season.

727
00:40:24,416 --> 00:40:26,750
No way, Maru.
My body can't handle it.

728
00:40:26,833 --> 00:40:28,416
Mmm, okay. Just one.

729
00:40:28,916 --> 00:40:30,208
- Okay, one.
- Yeah.

730
00:40:33,125 --> 00:40:35,625
- Oh, what is this?
- They changed my mattress.

731
00:40:36,125 --> 00:40:38,250
- Why?
- Too much sex on it.

732
00:40:38,333 --> 00:40:41,708
Clearly. See, the girls and I
wanted to tell you to take it easy, okay?

733
00:40:41,791 --> 00:40:43,541
Talking about you all over this hospital.

734
00:40:43,625 --> 00:40:45,041
This room is a real party, huh?

735
00:40:50,166 --> 00:40:51,166
Hey, Maru...

736
00:40:51,791 --> 00:40:53,125
Hey...

737
00:40:54,166 --> 00:40:57,333
Can you make sure that Fede
ends up with someone?

738
00:40:57,416 --> 00:41:01,208
He's got a lot of...
he has a lot of love to give.

739
00:41:01,291 --> 00:41:05,458
Marie, it took him 18 years to marry you.
Just a date would be a miracle.

740
00:41:05,541 --> 00:41:07,750
No, I'm serious. Please.

741
00:41:08,458 --> 00:41:11,833
He shouldn't be alone
in his sadness.

742
00:41:12,625 --> 00:41:13,833
He should love,

743
00:41:14,333 --> 00:41:16,250
he should live, be happy.

744
00:41:17,833 --> 00:41:21,375
Despite having my eyelashes
fall out, which is horrible...

745
00:41:21,458 --> 00:41:22,458
- Excuse me.
- Yes?

746
00:41:22,541 --> 00:41:24,291
There are more gifts here for your wife.

747
00:41:24,375 --> 00:41:26,583
- Even more?
- After the interview, yes.

748
00:41:26,666 --> 00:41:28,833
...despite having lost my ass,
losing 12 kilos,

749
00:41:28,916 --> 00:41:31,458
and having less muscle tone than a slug,

750
00:41:31,541 --> 00:41:34,583
I still feel pretty.
Even bald and skeletal.

751
00:41:35,083 --> 00:41:37,043
We didn't want to lose them,
so we kept them here.

752
00:41:37,125 --> 00:41:38,485
- Thank you.
- There's another box.

753
00:41:38,541 --> 00:41:40,583
- Another one? I'll get it later, okay?
- Yep, sure.

754
00:41:40,666 --> 00:41:44,166
They may seem like silly things,
brushing your teeth, putting on lotion,

755
00:41:44,250 --> 00:41:46,458
but they help keep you
feeling like yourself.

756
00:41:49,750 --> 00:41:51,791
Cancer doesn't take away your vanity.

757
00:41:52,291 --> 00:41:53,333
Tell me what you think.

758
00:41:59,541 --> 00:42:00,666
You look great today.

759
00:42:00,750 --> 00:42:02,583
Yes, of course.

760
00:42:03,250 --> 00:42:05,833
They've already given me
three shots of morphine.

761
00:42:05,916 --> 00:42:07,666
I'm pretty much floating.

762
00:42:10,250 --> 00:42:13,208
Oh, this is what we were missing.
I've seen this cat everywhere.

763
00:42:13,291 --> 00:42:15,375
Ahh, it's a maneki-neko.

764
00:42:15,458 --> 00:42:16,708
It's, uh...

765
00:42:17,333 --> 00:42:18,625
It's for luck.

766
00:42:21,916 --> 00:42:24,125
What else is there for me?

767
00:42:24,208 --> 00:42:26,333
Lotions, lotions, more lotions.

768
00:42:27,458 --> 00:42:28,500
- Hello.
- Hello.

769
00:42:28,583 --> 00:42:30,184
- Got some more gifts for you.
- Hi.

770
00:42:30,208 --> 00:42:32,708
- Ahh.
- And a few sweets left in the fridge.

771
00:42:32,791 --> 00:42:34,791
So many gifts, María, huh?

772
00:42:34,875 --> 00:42:37,458
Take it back.
There's no way I can eat all of this.

773
00:42:37,541 --> 00:42:40,666
Fede, maybe if there's anything that
you think looks good, you can have it.

774
00:42:43,333 --> 00:42:45,333
Veal and tuna.

775
00:42:45,416 --> 00:42:46,500
Got some mozzarella.

776
00:42:46,583 --> 00:42:47,958
- No.
- That's good.

777
00:42:48,041 --> 00:42:49,625
- Carrot pudding.
- Oh, no, no.

778
00:42:49,708 --> 00:42:51,291
- What's this?
- What's that?

779
00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:54,375
Strawberry custard cake. Hmm?

780
00:42:54,458 --> 00:42:57,833
- Maybe we could give this to Tomy.
- I think you want it.

781
00:42:59,000 --> 00:43:02,166
No, take everything back, but leave that
for the gentleman to eat.

782
00:43:05,416 --> 00:43:06,791
Thank you very much.

783
00:43:06,875 --> 00:43:08,791
We'll share them
with all the other nurses.

784
00:43:08,875 --> 00:43:10,017
- Yeah.
- See you soon.

785
00:43:10,041 --> 00:43:12,161
- Thank you. See you.
- You're welcome.

786
00:43:15,333 --> 00:43:16,583
- Hey, Marie.
- Yeah?

787
00:43:17,791 --> 00:43:20,083
They want to do three more interviews.

788
00:43:20,166 --> 00:43:21,958
No. No, I can't.

789
00:43:22,041 --> 00:43:25,083
No, see... see if there's any way
to get out of them, but, uh...

790
00:43:25,583 --> 00:43:26,583
No, it's enough.

791
00:43:27,083 --> 00:43:28,083
Okay.

792
00:43:29,208 --> 00:43:31,916
You know,
great timing on getting famous, huh?

793
00:43:32,000 --> 00:43:34,375
It's like a joke.

794
00:43:35,125 --> 00:43:38,166
I'm going to talk to Néstor
from city council, remember him?

795
00:43:39,083 --> 00:43:41,291
Maybe he can get me a disability permit

796
00:43:42,000 --> 00:43:43,958
so I don't have to drive around
all the time

797
00:43:44,041 --> 00:43:46,041
just looking for places to park.

798
00:43:47,041 --> 00:43:48,541
Bye.

799
00:43:49,041 --> 00:43:51,125
- You gonna go in there limping?
- Yes.

800
00:43:51,208 --> 00:43:52,375
Like this.

801
00:43:54,125 --> 00:43:58,083
- When are you going to bring Tomy?
- Maru's bringing him today.

802
00:44:14,041 --> 00:44:16,125
We met in December, 1991,

803
00:44:16,208 --> 00:44:19,125
and we never broke up, even though we had
many problems and fights.

804
00:44:22,041 --> 00:44:24,708
I couldn't wish
anything better for you, my child,

805
00:44:24,791 --> 00:44:27,375
than to find a love like this
in your life.

806
00:44:27,458 --> 00:44:28,458
Ah!

807
00:44:29,125 --> 00:44:31,059
Come on. Go, go, go!

808
00:44:31,083 --> 00:44:35,000
A love that is special,
passionate, stormy...

809
00:44:35,083 --> 00:44:38,333
- And she scores! Goal!
- Come on!

810
00:44:38,416 --> 00:44:40,166
...unique, loving...

811
00:44:43,250 --> 00:44:46,083
"A loving love." Mom, you're so silly.

812
00:44:54,875 --> 00:44:56,500
And how was last night?

813
00:44:56,583 --> 00:44:58,500
It was all right. A bit of vomiting.

814
00:44:58,583 --> 00:45:00,416
- Did you eat?
- Strawberries.

815
00:45:00,500 --> 00:45:01,875
- Hmm.
- I shouldn't have.

816
00:45:01,958 --> 00:45:03,392
Yes.

817
00:45:03,416 --> 00:45:04,416
It's all right.

818
00:45:04,916 --> 00:45:06,476
Although because you're still vomiting,

819
00:45:06,500 --> 00:45:09,583
it's possible for you to breathe it in,
and it might end up in your lungs.

820
00:45:10,083 --> 00:45:12,958
So we're going to ask the nurse
to put in a nasogastric tube.

821
00:45:13,041 --> 00:45:13,875
Okay.

822
00:45:13,958 --> 00:45:17,250
It may bother you a little at first,
but you'll get used to it.

823
00:45:19,708 --> 00:45:22,750
So you were telling me about the trip
you took to Europe with your family.

824
00:45:23,916 --> 00:45:25,750
Ah... hmm.

825
00:45:29,916 --> 00:45:32,083
You think it might be time
for the sedation?

826
00:45:32,958 --> 00:45:33,958
It might be.

827
00:45:34,416 --> 00:45:36,541
I think you'll know
when the time is right.

828
00:45:40,375 --> 00:45:42,458
I'm still finishing up
the notebook for Tomy,

829
00:45:42,541 --> 00:45:45,791
but there's not much left to do.
Nine, ten pages.

830
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:48,791
Next week, then, maybe.

831
00:45:51,416 --> 00:45:54,375
All right. You tell me when,
and we can set a date.

832
00:46:00,375 --> 00:46:01,666
What's it like?

833
00:46:03,416 --> 00:46:06,041
Like nothing.
You won't even know it.

834
00:46:08,125 --> 00:46:09,916
We increase your dose of morphine,

835
00:46:10,458 --> 00:46:13,291
add some Midazolam,
and then you just simply go to sleep.

836
00:46:15,750 --> 00:46:17,500
And so I don't wake up?

837
00:46:17,583 --> 00:46:19,000
We'll be monitoring you

838
00:46:19,083 --> 00:46:22,083
and administering the proper doses
so that you won't wake up.

839
00:46:31,208 --> 00:46:33,708
Have you given any thought
to saying your goodbyes?

840
00:46:36,291 --> 00:46:37,708
No, I haven't yet.

841
00:46:43,416 --> 00:46:45,208
NOTHING ELSE CAN BE DONE, FOLKS.

842
00:46:45,291 --> 00:46:50,166
ALL THE WAY TO THE END WITH A SMILE
AND A CLENCHED FIST. BUT THIS IS THE END.

843
00:46:51,291 --> 00:46:54,208
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW.
I DON'T WANT GIFTS OR COMPLIMENTS.

844
00:46:54,291 --> 00:46:57,458
I JUST WANT A MEXICAN PARTY
WITH THOSE DAY OF THE DEAD THINGS.

845
00:47:25,208 --> 00:47:27,708
These candles
are gonna look great at night.

846
00:47:27,791 --> 00:47:31,458
Yeah. Should we take some photos
and then share them? Hmm?

847
00:47:32,416 --> 00:47:33,416
Is that too much?

848
00:47:34,083 --> 00:47:35,083
No...

849
00:47:49,250 --> 00:47:50,250
You can come in.

850
00:47:50,583 --> 00:47:52,666
- I need to talk to you.
- What's up?

851
00:47:54,791 --> 00:47:55,791
How is she?

852
00:47:56,500 --> 00:47:57,500
Aw, Charlie...

853
00:47:58,458 --> 00:48:00,208
Because... what did the doctors say?

854
00:48:00,291 --> 00:48:02,083
They didn't say anything.

855
00:48:02,166 --> 00:48:05,791
Because you know what doctors are like.
They talk amongst themselves, no?

856
00:48:06,666 --> 00:48:09,875
- Did you bring a gift?
- Yeah, uh...

857
00:48:09,958 --> 00:48:11,666
She told us she didn't want any.

858
00:48:11,750 --> 00:48:14,833
It's just the two Puck books that she
needs for her collection, that's all.

859
00:48:14,916 --> 00:48:16,625
Okay, come in.

860
00:48:20,416 --> 00:48:21,833
She's sleeping. Shh.

861
00:48:22,500 --> 00:48:24,059
With everything they give her...

862
00:48:24,083 --> 00:48:26,791
Hey, Charlie. We're gonna let her rest now
for a little bit.

863
00:48:26,875 --> 00:48:28,708
- Yeah, I'll just be a minute.
- Later.

864
00:48:31,833 --> 00:48:32,833
See you.

865
00:48:54,291 --> 00:48:56,291
- I thought you were sleeping.
- No.

866
00:48:57,041 --> 00:48:58,416
What is that? What you got?

867
00:48:59,083 --> 00:49:00,083
Hamburger.

868
00:49:00,791 --> 00:49:02,875
I can eat it outside
so it doesn't tempt you.

869
00:49:02,958 --> 00:49:04,916
It won't tempt me. I'm not hungry.

870
00:49:05,500 --> 00:49:06,500
Hi.

871
00:49:07,333 --> 00:49:08,166
Eat it here.

872
00:49:08,250 --> 00:49:11,333
- I brought a few things you wanted.
- Oh, great.

873
00:49:12,666 --> 00:49:15,625
I was reading the book
that Charlie gave me for my birthday.

874
00:49:15,708 --> 00:49:18,375
One of the two Puck books that I needed.

875
00:49:18,916 --> 00:49:20,708
I can't believe he remembered.

876
00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:23,291
He's a genius.

877
00:49:24,625 --> 00:49:27,208
PUCK
TRIUMPHS

878
00:49:28,333 --> 00:49:31,041
- Did you stop off at home?
- Yeah, Rosa was there cleaning.

879
00:49:31,125 --> 00:49:32,416
Mmm. Did you pay her?

880
00:49:32,500 --> 00:49:34,625
No, she told me to pay her next week.

881
00:49:34,708 --> 00:49:36,708
- Ah.
- She sends you a big kiss.

882
00:49:36,791 --> 00:49:39,375
What else? Oh, I paid our phone bills,

883
00:49:39,458 --> 00:49:42,583
and they were overdue, so that too.

884
00:49:42,666 --> 00:49:45,750
And, uh, the window still leaks
in Tomy's room.

885
00:49:46,416 --> 00:49:50,166
As soon as I have time,
I'll seal it again.

886
00:49:50,958 --> 00:49:51,958
Okay.

887
00:49:52,833 --> 00:49:55,666
The plants look perfect.
They send kisses, too.

888
00:49:57,625 --> 00:49:59,791
- Send me a picture.
- I will.

889
00:50:00,583 --> 00:50:02,458
I gave the kindergarten principal a gift

890
00:50:02,541 --> 00:50:04,750
because of how nice she was with Tomy.

891
00:50:08,833 --> 00:50:10,375
Fede, should we set a date?

892
00:50:17,625 --> 00:50:19,875
- You talked with Vigna?
- Yes.

893
00:50:22,083 --> 00:50:24,416
He told me I could set the day.

894
00:50:25,875 --> 00:50:26,875
Okay.

895
00:50:27,875 --> 00:50:29,083
It could be Friday.

896
00:50:30,541 --> 00:50:31,541
What do you think?

897
00:50:34,791 --> 00:50:35,791
Yeah.

898
00:50:37,291 --> 00:50:39,041
We're gonna have to talk to Tomy.

899
00:50:39,958 --> 00:50:41,416
Tomorrow, soon.

900
00:50:44,291 --> 00:50:45,291
Uh-huh.

901
00:50:50,833 --> 00:50:53,166
Every contract has a catch.

902
00:50:53,750 --> 00:50:57,583
When we got married, Fede had agreed
to be with me until death did us part.

903
00:50:57,666 --> 00:50:58,666
Federico!

904
00:50:58,750 --> 00:51:00,791
But he didn't read the fine print.

905
00:51:00,875 --> 00:51:01,875
How are you?

906
00:51:01,958 --> 00:51:04,750
I need you to get a notary
who can certify that María consents

907
00:51:04,833 --> 00:51:06,083
to her terminal sedation.

908
00:51:06,166 --> 00:51:07,583
- Is there a problem?
- No, no.

909
00:51:07,666 --> 00:51:10,625
- We should have it just in case.
- Where can I find a notary?

910
00:51:10,708 --> 00:51:13,541
Ask at Administration downstairs.
They should know some in the area.

911
00:51:13,625 --> 00:51:16,225
- They don't come here?
- Not to worry, this is a regular service.

912
00:51:16,291 --> 00:51:19,211
- Okay, I guess I'll go right now.
- Let me know. I'll be here until late.

913
00:51:20,916 --> 00:51:24,041
He probably never imagined
that the moment would come so soon.

914
00:51:24,791 --> 00:51:26,916
- But this is it for me.
- Excuse me.

915
00:51:27,625 --> 00:51:29,958
- Where can I find the notary?
- Third floor.

916
00:51:30,041 --> 00:51:31,041
Thank you.

917
00:51:34,583 --> 00:51:36,791
I'd much rather
he took me to Paris,

918
00:51:37,541 --> 00:51:40,666
but right now
this is the best present he can give me,

919
00:51:40,750 --> 00:51:42,083
arranging my death.

920
00:51:43,750 --> 00:51:44,750
Hello.

921
00:51:45,291 --> 00:51:48,333
- Good afternoon.
- I'd like to speak to Señor Ceruolo.

922
00:51:48,416 --> 00:51:49,583
The father or son?

923
00:51:49,666 --> 00:51:52,083
Oh, it doesn't matter.
It's for a certification.

924
00:51:53,583 --> 00:51:55,791
Okay, take a seat. It shouldn't be long.

925
00:51:55,875 --> 00:51:57,375
- Okay, thanks.
- You're welcome.

926
00:51:59,125 --> 00:52:03,291
In my entire life, I don't think
I've ever seen such an act of love.

927
00:52:06,500 --> 00:52:07,833
You can come in, sir.

928
00:52:07,916 --> 00:52:09,458
Thank you. Excuse me.

929
00:52:11,500 --> 00:52:13,000
- Good afternoon.
- Afternoon.

930
00:52:13,083 --> 00:52:14,791
- How are you? Take a seat, please.
- Fine.

931
00:52:14,875 --> 00:52:16,583
- Thank you.
- How can I help you today?

932
00:52:16,666 --> 00:52:18,626
My wife is in the hospital
a few blocks from here,

933
00:52:18,666 --> 00:52:21,041
and we need an authorization notarized.

934
00:52:21,125 --> 00:52:22,333
Do you have it?

935
00:52:22,416 --> 00:52:24,083
I... I didn't bring anything.

936
00:52:24,166 --> 00:52:28,291
Hmm. It's a deed,
and for that, I need to have a hard copy.

937
00:52:28,375 --> 00:52:30,208
What? They didn't tell me any of this.

938
00:52:30,291 --> 00:52:31,833
All right, let's see,

939
00:52:31,916 --> 00:52:35,875
go back to the hospital and ask them
to give you a copy of the form.

940
00:52:35,958 --> 00:52:38,541
- Do you understand?
- Okay, I'll go and I'll come right back.

941
00:52:38,625 --> 00:52:41,083
No, no, no, not now. It's too late today.

942
00:52:41,166 --> 00:52:44,041
- Come back tomorrow, all right?
- Can't I come back after hours?

943
00:52:46,333 --> 00:52:48,791
This certification, is it urgent?

944
00:52:49,791 --> 00:52:54,208
My wife is dying, and she needs to sign
the authorization for terminal sedation.

945
00:52:56,708 --> 00:52:57,625
Oh, well, I see.

946
00:52:57,708 --> 00:52:59,291
Well, we'll do this then.

947
00:52:59,791 --> 00:53:01,083
Here's my card.

948
00:53:01,166 --> 00:53:03,833
Do what you have to,
I'll stay at the office awhile.

949
00:53:03,916 --> 00:53:07,041
If you're delayed coming back,
just give me a call and let me know.

950
00:53:07,125 --> 00:53:09,041
- Thank you, sir. Thank you.
- No, please.

951
00:53:09,125 --> 00:53:10,125
Of course.

952
00:53:13,333 --> 00:53:15,750
My clothes go to you.

953
00:53:15,833 --> 00:53:18,416
Take whichever ones you want.
They're all yours.

954
00:53:19,083 --> 00:53:21,125
The wedding dress is my mother's,

955
00:53:21,208 --> 00:53:23,541
same as the purses
and the antique jewelry.

956
00:53:23,625 --> 00:53:24,708
They're all yours.

957
00:53:25,375 --> 00:53:27,916
Donate the rest or give it away.

958
00:53:28,541 --> 00:53:29,583
Throw it away.

959
00:53:30,125 --> 00:53:31,541
Whatever you want.

960
00:53:32,166 --> 00:53:35,291
Give the embroidery to Vera.
She'll know, she'll know.

961
00:53:37,416 --> 00:53:39,958
Makeup, you can decide.

962
00:53:42,166 --> 00:53:45,500
Give the Puck series to Agus,
Paula's daughter.

963
00:53:45,583 --> 00:53:46,583
Mmm-hmm.

964
00:53:47,625 --> 00:53:49,875
Oh, I know. Throw things away.

965
00:53:50,458 --> 00:53:53,708
Don't be afraid to do it.
Fede... Fede won't be able to.

966
00:53:53,791 --> 00:53:55,958
You... you help him throw things out.

967
00:53:57,208 --> 00:53:58,958
Okay, listen to me. This is important.

968
00:53:59,041 --> 00:54:02,375
there's a Los Panchos Trío CD,
Love Story.

969
00:54:03,500 --> 00:54:04,833
It's our song.

970
00:54:04,916 --> 00:54:08,875
It's the one that he made me listen to
on the very first day we met.

971
00:54:08,958 --> 00:54:11,208
You have to make it disappear.

972
00:54:11,291 --> 00:54:14,125
Make sure Fede doesn't find it,
or he won't be able to stop listening,

973
00:54:14,208 --> 00:54:15,875
and it'll make him feel awful.

974
00:54:16,458 --> 00:54:17,375
Okay.

975
00:54:17,458 --> 00:54:19,666
Uh, wasn't your song "Contigo Aprendí"?

976
00:54:20,875 --> 00:54:22,500
- No.
- By Manzanero?

977
00:54:22,583 --> 00:54:25,208
No. Don't throw the wrong thing away.

978
00:54:25,291 --> 00:54:28,125
No. No, no, no. Okay. I got it, okay.

979
00:54:28,208 --> 00:54:31,083
For Dr. Molina, something nice.

980
00:54:31,166 --> 00:54:33,666
- Sure.
- Vede, Molina...

981
00:54:33,750 --> 00:54:36,708
All of the nurses,
something for them also.

982
00:54:36,791 --> 00:54:38,125
Okay.

983
00:54:39,125 --> 00:54:41,708
Charlie... Charlie gets the dryer.

984
00:54:42,375 --> 00:54:43,416
He'll be happy.

985
00:54:43,500 --> 00:54:45,791
Yeah, it's the best present.

986
00:54:51,500 --> 00:54:55,666
♪ You're no longer by my side, love ♪

987
00:54:57,125 --> 00:55:00,125
♪ I only have loneliness in my soul ♪

988
00:55:01,416 --> 00:55:03,916
Stop.
Don't make it harder for yourself.

989
00:55:06,333 --> 00:55:08,041
Yeah, I'm done. I'm done.

990
00:55:09,041 --> 00:55:10,041
Okay?

991
00:55:18,458 --> 00:55:22,208
Dr. Vigna, Dr. Vigna,
please come to Reception.

992
00:55:22,291 --> 00:55:23,750
- He'll be here.
- Thanks.

993
00:55:38,833 --> 00:55:41,083
- Doctor. Doctor.
- Hey, how are you?

994
00:55:42,208 --> 00:55:44,125
I need the form María has to sign.

995
00:55:44,208 --> 00:55:46,750
No, forget about that.
Uh, we need to go see the director.

996
00:55:46,833 --> 00:55:48,673
- What's wrong?
- Nothing that can't be solved.

997
00:55:48,750 --> 00:55:50,291
What? Another problem?

998
00:55:50,375 --> 00:55:52,916
Don't worry, just leave it to me.
I'll handle it.

999
00:56:00,166 --> 00:56:01,791
Everything he says, you agree.

1000
00:56:03,375 --> 00:56:06,791
Well, Federico, you know everyone cares
about María very much,

1001
00:56:06,875 --> 00:56:09,041
and we care about you, too.

1002
00:56:09,125 --> 00:56:13,333
We all agree that the strength you're
showing in this situation is admirable.

1003
00:56:13,416 --> 00:56:14,541
It is.

1004
00:56:14,625 --> 00:56:17,291
That's why we try to help
as much as possible.

1005
00:56:17,375 --> 00:56:18,958
- You agree, doctor?
- Indeed, yes.

1006
00:56:20,083 --> 00:56:21,750
We appreciate it very much. Truly.

1007
00:56:22,250 --> 00:56:24,625
But, uh, this is a delicate issue.

1008
00:56:25,416 --> 00:56:30,708
The line between euthanasia
and terminal sedation is muddy

1009
00:56:30,791 --> 00:56:33,625
and can lead
to multiple interpretations.

1010
00:56:33,708 --> 00:56:37,291
In fact, those who do not agree
with the idea of terminal sedation

1011
00:56:37,375 --> 00:56:39,083
include many of our colleagues.

1012
00:56:39,166 --> 00:56:42,375
Don't you think
that's a question of, uh, semantics?

1013
00:56:42,458 --> 00:56:45,791
I believe we should say
"compassionate sedation," not "terminal."

1014
00:56:47,166 --> 00:56:48,166
Yes.

1015
00:56:48,666 --> 00:56:50,291
The Dignified Death Act

1016
00:56:50,875 --> 00:56:54,666
says the physician must be the one
to propose the terminal sedation

1017
00:56:54,750 --> 00:56:57,666
with the consent of the patient
or the relatives

1018
00:56:57,750 --> 00:57:00,500
in the event they're in
no condition to decide,

1019
00:57:00,583 --> 00:57:02,750
the day the pain becomes unbearable

1020
00:57:02,833 --> 00:57:05,916
or the procedures to combat it
don't work any longer.

1021
00:57:06,625 --> 00:57:10,083
But we cannot say with certainty
that this will be done in five days

1022
00:57:10,625 --> 00:57:13,625
because that would imply
that the patient can live with the pain,

1023
00:57:13,708 --> 00:57:18,166
that it is not unbearable, and that
less extreme methods continue to work.

1024
00:57:21,625 --> 00:57:25,708
Look, Federico, this is a regular practice
at the clinic, right, doctor?

1025
00:57:25,791 --> 00:57:27,583
Yes, yes, it's very common.

1026
00:57:27,666 --> 00:57:29,875
But in María's case,
she's a public figure,

1027
00:57:29,958 --> 00:57:32,291
appearing in Clarín, interviewed on TV...

1028
00:57:32,958 --> 00:57:35,458
Not to mention her social media posts
that have gone viral.

1029
00:57:35,541 --> 00:57:37,083
The public might get confused.

1030
00:57:37,166 --> 00:57:41,375
Someone on the outside might think that
what we're doing here is... euthanasia.

1031
00:57:41,458 --> 00:57:44,333
My apologies. I have to take this.

1032
00:57:50,666 --> 00:57:51,666
Federico...

1033
00:57:52,625 --> 00:57:53,875
if she were my wife,

1034
00:57:54,458 --> 00:57:58,041
I'd take her home and get someone
to administer the terminal sedation.

1035
00:57:58,958 --> 00:58:01,375
I'm not telling you this
as the director of the hospital.

1036
00:58:03,208 --> 00:58:05,375
Does this mean
you're going to take her home now?

1037
00:58:07,291 --> 00:58:10,750
The director said if she was his wife,
he'd take her and sedate her at home.

1038
00:58:10,833 --> 00:58:11,666
Well...

1039
00:58:11,750 --> 00:58:14,458
if you ask me, he just said that
so he'd look good.

1040
00:58:14,541 --> 00:58:15,666
What did Vigna say?

1041
00:58:15,750 --> 00:58:17,958
That... that it's out of his hands?

1042
00:58:18,458 --> 00:58:21,291
He's the head physician.
He must be able to do something.

1043
00:58:21,375 --> 00:58:23,000
Let's leave it to Vigna.

1044
00:58:25,833 --> 00:58:27,166
Let me call Adrián.

1045
00:58:27,833 --> 00:58:28,958
Adrián?

1046
00:58:29,041 --> 00:58:31,166
Adrián's a nutritionist, Fede.

1047
00:58:31,250 --> 00:58:33,333
What can he say? What can he do?

1048
00:58:33,416 --> 00:58:35,125
A nutritionist, but also a doctor.

1049
00:58:35,208 --> 00:58:37,041
Come on, no.

1050
00:58:37,125 --> 00:58:39,291
A nutritionist?

1051
00:58:41,125 --> 00:58:43,166
Why won't they do it at the hospital?

1052
00:58:43,666 --> 00:58:46,500
Because of all that shit
I already told you about.

1053
00:58:46,583 --> 00:58:48,458
Marie shouldn't suffer like this.

1054
00:58:49,166 --> 00:58:50,458
Of course not.

1055
00:58:50,541 --> 00:58:52,083
So... you gonna take her home?

1056
00:58:52,625 --> 00:58:54,416
That's the idea, yeah.

1057
00:58:54,500 --> 00:58:55,500
Hmm.

1058
00:58:56,000 --> 00:58:57,375
Come on, let's sit down.

1059
00:58:58,458 --> 00:59:00,208
Where are you going
with this piece of junk?

1060
00:59:00,791 --> 00:59:02,958
Up north. To Jujuy this summer.

1061
00:59:03,458 --> 00:59:05,791
- Bet you won't make it a mile.
- Ah, you think?

1062
00:59:05,875 --> 00:59:08,250
Come back in a few months
and check it out then.

1063
00:59:09,416 --> 00:59:10,916
It's not gonna make it.

1064
00:59:14,291 --> 00:59:15,416
Look, Fede,

1065
00:59:15,500 --> 00:59:18,583
doing this sort of thing isn't easy.
You know that?

1066
00:59:19,291 --> 00:59:21,125
It's not just one injection.

1067
00:59:21,708 --> 00:59:24,166
You have to stay with her,
you have to monitor her.

1068
00:59:24,666 --> 00:59:26,458
You have to administer the drugs.

1069
00:59:27,458 --> 00:59:28,875
You need to keep her asleep

1070
00:59:28,958 --> 00:59:32,333
and at the same time reduce
her hydration. Understand?

1071
00:59:32,875 --> 00:59:33,875
Uh-huh.

1072
00:59:35,416 --> 00:59:39,500
The process takes five days, a week,
even more.

1073
00:59:43,791 --> 00:59:45,083
Isn't there...

1074
00:59:45,875 --> 00:59:48,958
- I don't know, something faster?
- Euthanasia would be fastest.

1075
00:59:50,958 --> 00:59:53,541
I can try to get a doctor for you,
if you like.

1076
00:59:55,666 --> 00:59:56,750
No, no, no. No.

1077
00:59:57,916 --> 00:59:59,458
When all this started,

1078
00:59:59,541 --> 01:00:02,791
I promised Marie if something
had to be done, I'd do it.

1079
01:00:07,250 --> 01:00:08,833
- Tell me everything.
- Okay.

1080
01:00:12,000 --> 01:00:14,166
Okay. If you're gonna take her home,

1081
01:00:15,041 --> 01:00:19,041
you have to get them to send her home
with a central IV line.

1082
01:00:19,833 --> 01:00:22,875
It's a catheter they insert
into one of the big veins.

1083
01:00:22,958 --> 01:00:24,416
Leads directly to the heart.

1084
01:00:25,250 --> 01:00:28,416
- What if she already has one?
- No, there's no way.

1085
01:00:31,000 --> 01:00:33,000
But they'll realize. They're not stupid.

1086
01:00:33,083 --> 01:00:35,500
You don't have anyone at the hospital
you can trust?

1087
01:00:35,583 --> 01:00:36,583
I don't know.

1088
01:00:37,333 --> 01:00:38,333
I guess not.

1089
01:00:38,791 --> 01:00:39,791
Maybe...

1090
01:00:41,916 --> 01:00:44,416
So what do I do
after she has the central line?

1091
01:00:45,458 --> 01:00:47,833
Once she has that,
you need to go to the pharmacy

1092
01:00:47,916 --> 01:00:49,333
and pick up potassium chloride.

1093
01:00:49,416 --> 01:00:51,375
- Potassium chloride.
- Hi, Fede.

1094
01:00:52,416 --> 01:00:55,458
- Hi, how's Marie?
- Hi, Estela. She's okay.

1095
01:00:56,083 --> 01:00:57,458
I need to visit her.

1096
01:00:58,083 --> 01:01:00,541
I hope I can make some time
to see her this week.

1097
01:01:01,583 --> 01:01:02,791
I'm off to your mother's.

1098
01:01:03,291 --> 01:01:05,166
- I'll pick you up later.
- Okay.

1099
01:01:05,666 --> 01:01:07,583
- Give her a kiss for me.
- Okay, I will.

1100
01:01:10,666 --> 01:01:13,250
- What did you say I need?
- Potassium chloride.

1101
01:01:13,333 --> 01:01:16,250
- And I can get it that easy?
- It's over-the-counter.

1102
01:01:16,333 --> 01:01:19,000
They use it for diarrhea, vomiting.
You won't have a problem.

1103
01:01:19,583 --> 01:01:22,500
Then bring it out here.
I'll prepare the syringe.

1104
01:01:23,250 --> 01:01:26,083
All you'll have to do
is inject it into the central line.

1105
01:01:28,875 --> 01:01:30,000
Do you think you can do it?

1106
01:01:30,500 --> 01:01:31,500
Yeah.

1107
01:01:33,125 --> 01:01:35,791
Uh, what if they decided to do an autopsy?
Would they find it?

1108
01:01:35,875 --> 01:01:37,500
If they did an autopsy, yes, they would.

1109
01:01:38,291 --> 01:01:41,750
But I don't see why they'd do an autopsy
for a terminal cancer patient.

1110
01:01:44,750 --> 01:01:46,916
And if they don't put in a central line?

1111
01:01:47,416 --> 01:01:49,375
You would have to put the
potassium chloride

1112
01:01:49,458 --> 01:01:51,125
directly into the IV line.

1113
01:01:51,208 --> 01:01:52,208
It's slower.

1114
01:01:53,041 --> 01:01:55,583
Just see if you can get them
to put in a central line.

1115
01:01:55,666 --> 01:01:57,791
It's faster.
It goes straight to the heart.

1116
01:02:00,541 --> 01:02:01,541
Doctor?

1117
01:02:01,958 --> 01:02:04,083
- Yes, how are you?
- Do you have a second?

1118
01:02:04,958 --> 01:02:07,666
Uh, take that down to the lab
and I'll meet you there. Yes?

1119
01:02:07,750 --> 01:02:11,791
- Okay, we've decided to go home.
- You'll have to speak with Dr. Vigna.

1120
01:02:11,875 --> 01:02:14,833
Yes, but we're going to need
a central line.

1121
01:02:14,916 --> 01:02:16,416
A central line? But why?

1122
01:02:16,916 --> 01:02:19,583
I mean, well... for medications, I guess,
in case she needs them.

1123
01:02:19,666 --> 01:02:20,875
Who told you?

1124
01:02:21,458 --> 01:02:24,541
It was her usual doctor who asked.
You know, her GP.

1125
01:02:24,625 --> 01:02:26,541
No, tell him to call us directly.

1126
01:02:26,625 --> 01:02:29,791
For us to put in a central line,
there has to be a good reason.

1127
01:02:29,875 --> 01:02:32,000
- Ah.
- Mmm-hmm. Have him call us.

1128
01:02:32,583 --> 01:02:33,583
Okay.

1129
01:02:34,041 --> 01:02:35,041
Thank you.

1130
01:02:55,625 --> 01:02:56,875
What did Adrián say?

1131
01:02:59,000 --> 01:03:01,250
- Remember what we said?
- Yeah.

1132
01:03:01,916 --> 01:03:04,583
If something had to be done,
I'd do it.

1133
01:03:04,666 --> 01:03:05,666
Yeah.

1134
01:03:06,166 --> 01:03:07,416
A bit of potassium.

1135
01:03:08,416 --> 01:03:09,416
It's instant.

1136
01:03:10,291 --> 01:03:13,708
Adrián prepares it,
and I put it in your IV.

1137
01:03:16,291 --> 01:03:17,500
And if they find out?

1138
01:03:18,625 --> 01:03:20,041
That's impossible, Marie.

1139
01:03:21,250 --> 01:03:22,250
Adrián...

1140
01:03:23,125 --> 01:03:24,125
he said...

1141
01:03:25,250 --> 01:03:27,833
They don't do autopsies
on people with cancer.

1142
01:03:31,791 --> 01:03:33,541
Should we just go home, then?

1143
01:03:34,166 --> 01:03:35,166
Yeah.

1144
01:03:35,916 --> 01:03:37,333
Go home, do it there.

1145
01:03:39,875 --> 01:03:44,125
If I die right after getting home,
they'll suspect. They're not stupid.

1146
01:03:47,250 --> 01:03:50,500
Tomy loses both of us
because you end up in jail.

1147
01:03:50,583 --> 01:03:51,583
We can't.

1148
01:03:53,208 --> 01:03:55,375
What's wrong with you? Come on.
Are you drunk?

1149
01:03:55,458 --> 01:03:57,291
What do you mean you're gonna kill her?

1150
01:03:57,375 --> 01:03:58,791
Yeah, I'm gonna kill her.

1151
01:03:59,291 --> 01:04:00,958
I talked to her when all of this started.

1152
01:04:01,458 --> 01:04:04,125
She'll be here, what, five months?
A hundred more goodbyes?

1153
01:04:04,708 --> 01:04:06,916
Who told you she'll be here
for five months?

1154
01:04:07,750 --> 01:04:09,500
I don't know. Five days? Ten days?

1155
01:04:09,583 --> 01:04:10,833
She can't go on like this.

1156
01:04:10,916 --> 01:04:13,041
They put her to sleep, she wakes up again.

1157
01:04:17,083 --> 01:04:19,666
And someone has to give her
the fucking potassium.

1158
01:04:22,125 --> 01:04:23,125
You know I'm right.

1159
01:04:23,666 --> 01:04:26,000
I'm not crazy.
I can't watch her suffer.

1160
01:04:26,083 --> 01:04:27,541
No, it's okay, Fede.

1161
01:04:27,625 --> 01:04:30,458
I know you have to do it,
but hearing it, it's messed up.

1162
01:04:31,125 --> 01:04:32,875
Maybe you could ask the director?

1163
01:04:32,958 --> 01:04:34,666
Or can Dr. Vigna take care of it?

1164
01:04:35,750 --> 01:04:37,250
No, he won't do it.

1165
01:04:37,333 --> 01:04:40,208
- But he said he would help out.
- He just wanted to get rid of me.

1166
01:04:48,541 --> 01:04:49,976
- Federico, there you are.
- Oh, yes.

1167
01:04:50,000 --> 01:04:51,476
- Hi, how are you?
- I'll go see Marie.

1168
01:04:51,500 --> 01:04:52,333
Yeah, okay.

1169
01:04:52,416 --> 01:04:55,791
So Dr. Vigna said
María needs to fill out this form to, uh,

1170
01:04:56,291 --> 01:04:59,041
deny any and all procedures
to prolong her life. Do you understand?

1171
01:04:59,125 --> 01:05:00,125
- Mmm-hmm.
- Here.

1172
01:05:00,208 --> 01:05:04,250
With all this signed, he'll be able to go
ahead and perform the sedation on Friday.

1173
01:05:04,833 --> 01:05:05,833
Finally.

1174
01:05:06,583 --> 01:05:07,791
What a nightmare.

1175
01:05:08,583 --> 01:05:11,083
So do we need the notary
to come and sign?

1176
01:05:11,166 --> 01:05:13,500
- No, no, her... the form is enough, just...
- Okay.

1177
01:05:13,583 --> 01:05:15,666
Just don't... don't post anything.

1178
01:05:15,750 --> 01:05:17,375
Okay, thanks. Of course.

1179
01:05:17,875 --> 01:05:19,375
- Really, thanks.
- No problem.

1180
01:05:24,458 --> 01:05:25,541
Marie, honey.

1181
01:05:26,750 --> 01:05:28,208
You have to sign this, honey.

1182
01:05:28,833 --> 01:05:30,041
- Where do I sign?
- Here.

1183
01:05:30,625 --> 01:05:31,625
Here.

1184
01:05:32,166 --> 01:05:33,166
There you go.

1185
01:05:33,916 --> 01:05:36,166
With this,
they can do the sedation on Friday.

1186
01:05:37,291 --> 01:05:38,333
There you go.

1187
01:05:41,500 --> 01:05:42,833
Who's authorizing this?

1188
01:05:43,541 --> 01:05:44,541
Vigna.

1189
01:05:47,250 --> 01:05:48,250
Done?

1190
01:05:49,208 --> 01:05:50,916
Okay. Before he takes it back.

1191
01:05:51,000 --> 01:05:53,250
- Hey, calm down.
- Yeah, I'll be right back.

1192
01:06:02,666 --> 01:06:04,416
Will you organize the goodbyes?

1193
01:06:10,833 --> 01:06:11,916
Roxi's here.

1194
01:06:13,291 --> 01:06:14,458
- Hi.
- Hello.

1195
01:06:14,541 --> 01:06:15,541
Hello.

1196
01:06:16,041 --> 01:06:16,958
I'm the first one?

1197
01:06:17,041 --> 01:06:18,958
- No, Leti already went.
- Oh.

1198
01:06:19,041 --> 01:06:22,916
- What did you say to her?
- What do you want me to say?

1199
01:06:23,000 --> 01:06:25,375
- You?
- No, I'm going last.

1200
01:06:26,166 --> 01:06:28,583
Honestly,
I don't even know if I can do it.

1201
01:06:28,666 --> 01:06:29,916
- We'll see.
- Oh...

1202
01:06:31,083 --> 01:06:32,791
I don't... I don't know...

1203
01:06:33,500 --> 01:06:34,958
Ugh. Damn it.

1204
01:06:35,541 --> 01:06:36,541
What?

1205
01:06:36,875 --> 01:06:39,583
- Take this.
- Okay. Can I have another one?

1206
01:06:39,666 --> 01:06:42,017
- Come on, two? You'll be drooling.
- Just give here one more.

1207
01:06:42,041 --> 01:06:44,541
If it makes her feel better,
why stop at just one?

1208
01:06:44,625 --> 01:06:47,500
- You could have another after.
- Sure, just give me another one.

1209
01:06:47,583 --> 01:06:48,916
- For later.
- It's a lot.

1210
01:06:49,000 --> 01:06:51,583
- Go on, go.
- Okay, I'm going up.

1211
01:06:52,875 --> 01:06:53,875
Good luck.

1212
01:07:06,958 --> 01:07:07,958
Hi, Roxi.

1213
01:07:08,666 --> 01:07:11,041
Oh, Marie.

1214
01:07:15,708 --> 01:07:17,583
I'm so stupid!

1215
01:07:17,666 --> 01:07:19,291
They told me not to cry.

1216
01:07:19,375 --> 01:07:20,375
I'm sorry.

1217
01:07:20,708 --> 01:07:22,916
It's okay, Roxi. It's okay.

1218
01:07:29,541 --> 01:07:30,541
I don't know...

1219
01:07:30,625 --> 01:07:33,708
it's the first time
I've said goodbye like this.

1220
01:07:35,416 --> 01:07:37,083
Don't worry about it.

1221
01:07:38,125 --> 01:07:41,208
It's the first time I'm dying, too.

1222
01:07:43,500 --> 01:07:45,166
You never change, huh?

1223
01:07:46,125 --> 01:07:47,125
Here.

1224
01:07:49,500 --> 01:07:52,000
I also got a tattoo.

1225
01:07:53,333 --> 01:07:55,416
So now I'll always remember you.

1226
01:07:55,500 --> 01:07:56,541
When I...

1227
01:07:56,625 --> 01:07:59,625
When I get changed,
when I take a bath, when I fuck.

1228
01:08:02,333 --> 01:08:04,333
Please...

1229
01:08:08,125 --> 01:08:10,083
When you have time, do me a favor.

1230
01:08:10,166 --> 01:08:11,333
Take Tomy out.

1231
01:08:12,125 --> 01:08:14,250
Okay? Take him out for walks.

1232
01:08:14,833 --> 01:08:15,913
- Of course.
- Don't forget.

1233
01:08:19,166 --> 01:08:20,583
Give your mom a kiss for me.

1234
01:08:36,875 --> 01:08:38,083
Can I come in?

1235
01:08:39,125 --> 01:08:40,291
Hi, Charlie.

1236
01:08:56,583 --> 01:08:59,583
I don't know how
to say goodbye. How do we do this?

1237
01:09:03,750 --> 01:09:06,875
Pleasure to know you?

1238
01:09:06,958 --> 01:09:08,458
How's that?

1239
01:09:14,041 --> 01:09:16,625
- How's the construction going?
- It's not.

1240
01:09:17,125 --> 01:09:18,125
Oh...

1241
01:09:18,208 --> 01:09:20,333
Seems I need more money.

1242
01:09:21,750 --> 01:09:25,208
You've gotta work, Charlie.
You've gotta work a lot. Seriously.

1243
01:09:25,291 --> 01:09:28,875
Make a lot of money. A lot of it, okay?

1244
01:09:30,041 --> 01:09:31,833
I want to thank you for...

1245
01:09:32,500 --> 01:09:34,750
for all the years we've had together.

1246
01:09:36,291 --> 01:09:39,916
You're the one person
who can help me be myself.

1247
01:09:44,791 --> 01:09:46,708
You know, I'm an atheist, like you.

1248
01:09:47,375 --> 01:09:48,375
But...

1249
01:09:51,166 --> 01:09:52,875
if there is something else...

1250
01:09:54,375 --> 01:09:56,458
give me a sign.

1251
01:09:57,750 --> 01:09:58,750
Uh...

1252
01:09:59,333 --> 01:10:00,708
write to me...

1253
01:10:02,333 --> 01:10:05,166
maybe a mirror in the bathroom.

1254
01:10:08,458 --> 01:10:10,375
Or the little notebook you gave me,

1255
01:10:10,458 --> 01:10:12,625
write something in that. Okay?

1256
01:10:14,583 --> 01:10:15,666
Write to me.

1257
01:10:31,875 --> 01:10:34,125
Charlie, you can go if you need to.

1258
01:10:34,208 --> 01:10:35,208
Go.

1259
01:10:35,791 --> 01:10:37,916
No, it's fine. I don't have anything.

1260
01:10:44,125 --> 01:10:45,250
They're here.

1261
01:10:48,166 --> 01:10:49,166
Hi, Dad.

1262
01:10:49,250 --> 01:10:52,083
- Hi, Mom, how are you?
- Hello. Good.

1263
01:10:52,166 --> 01:10:53,166
Hi, baby.

1264
01:10:54,125 --> 01:10:55,750
Fede, do you want us to go with you?

1265
01:10:55,833 --> 01:10:57,458
No, no. You can go later.

1266
01:10:57,541 --> 01:10:59,916
- I'm bringing Tomy up to Marie.
- Mmm.

1267
01:11:00,000 --> 01:11:01,875
- Have a seat.
- All right.

1268
01:11:09,958 --> 01:11:12,875
It's a button that you push
in case you need help.

1269
01:11:14,333 --> 01:11:16,041
When you push it, there's a bell,

1270
01:11:16,541 --> 01:11:19,583
and the bell
makes someone come and help.

1271
01:11:21,833 --> 01:11:23,125
Does it go crazy?

1272
01:11:23,625 --> 01:11:24,625
A little.

1273
01:11:24,708 --> 01:11:27,833
- A little? But, but not a lot.
- Yeah.

1274
01:11:27,916 --> 01:11:30,625
- Hello, hello, hello. Hi.
- Does it go... Hello!

1275
01:11:30,708 --> 01:11:32,666
- Hello!
- Oh, hi!

1276
01:11:32,750 --> 01:11:34,083
Hello!

1277
01:11:34,750 --> 01:11:35,950
- Come here.
- Okay, go.

1278
01:11:36,000 --> 01:11:38,375
- Hi, hi, hi.
- Up.

1279
01:11:38,458 --> 01:11:39,833
Tomy...

1280
01:11:39,916 --> 01:11:43,250
- Mmm, hello, my baby.
- I'll be outside, okay?

1281
01:11:43,333 --> 01:11:45,083
- If you need me.
- Okay. Mmm-hmm.

1282
01:11:47,250 --> 01:11:50,416
- Hello.
- What's that? Is that yours?

1283
01:11:51,541 --> 01:11:52,833
Is that one yours?

1284
01:12:14,375 --> 01:12:15,541
Which one is this?

1285
01:12:18,291 --> 01:12:19,291
That one?

1286
01:12:20,208 --> 01:12:21,583
That's the fried egg face.

1287
01:12:23,791 --> 01:12:25,541
Mmm, apple face, then?

1288
01:12:27,791 --> 01:12:29,166
Hey, I did it!

1289
01:12:31,500 --> 01:12:33,666
My turn. Concentrate.

1290
01:12:34,333 --> 01:12:36,875
It's a really tricky one. It's a fruit.

1291
01:12:36,958 --> 01:12:38,250
It's not an easy one.

1292
01:12:38,333 --> 01:12:39,333
Okay.

1293
01:12:42,750 --> 01:12:43,750
Uh...

1294
01:12:44,791 --> 01:12:46,583
It's a... a banana.

1295
01:12:47,375 --> 01:12:48,666
Banana. Your turn.

1296
01:12:50,458 --> 01:12:51,875
That's it!

1297
01:12:54,000 --> 01:12:55,000
Is it really juicy?

1298
01:12:57,083 --> 01:12:58,083
Watermelon.

1299
01:12:59,916 --> 01:13:01,958
- Really?
- Yeah. You get a gold star.

1300
01:13:03,041 --> 01:13:06,041
- One star because I won?
- No star. You get nothing at all.

1301
01:13:06,125 --> 01:13:07,833
Nothing for me? Are you serious?

1302
01:13:08,333 --> 01:13:12,125
- Because... 'cause you lost.
- And where do you go when you lose?

1303
01:13:13,500 --> 01:13:16,000
Nowhere. You stay here... to play.

1304
01:13:21,916 --> 01:13:24,750
I could never explain to you
how much I love you.

1305
01:13:25,666 --> 01:13:28,791
The joy of seeing your expressions...

1306
01:13:28,916 --> 01:13:31,000
...and the anger I feel
for having left so soon.

1307
01:13:32,666 --> 01:13:35,958
But living includes dying,
and often, in a way,

1308
01:13:37,000 --> 01:13:39,541
that's unfair, unnecessary,

1309
01:13:39,625 --> 01:13:41,000
so suddenly random?

1310
01:13:41,083 --> 01:13:42,500
There are worse deaths,

1311
01:13:42,583 --> 01:13:45,791
lives without passion or anything,

1312
01:13:45,875 --> 01:13:48,625
without Fede, without Marie, without Tomy.

1313
01:13:50,125 --> 01:13:54,083
This is a sad and sweet death.
Think about that.

1314
01:13:54,916 --> 01:13:57,875
You'll understand it, my little boy.

1315
01:13:57,958 --> 01:13:58,958
My okapi.

1316
01:14:08,083 --> 01:14:09,208
Sorry, excuse me.

1317
01:14:09,708 --> 01:14:12,458
Uh, can you wait a bit?
She's with our son.

1318
01:14:12,541 --> 01:14:13,875
- Sure.
- Mmm-hmm.

1319
01:14:13,958 --> 01:14:16,833
- We'll come back later.
- Okay. Thank you. That's kind.

1320
01:14:17,375 --> 01:14:18,375
Thanks.

1321
01:14:50,000 --> 01:14:52,833
HI EVERYONE, THIS IS FEDERICO,
MARIE'S HUSBAND.

1322
01:14:52,916 --> 01:14:55,416
I AM IN CHARGE OF HER ACCOUNT

1323
01:14:55,500 --> 01:14:59,833
BECAUSE SHE IS NO LONGER ABLE TO TWEET.

1324
01:15:08,583 --> 01:15:09,583
What time is it?

1325
01:15:10,083 --> 01:15:11,291
It's almost 5:00.

1326
01:15:12,666 --> 01:15:14,416
Hey, 2,000 retweets.

1327
01:15:25,166 --> 01:15:27,083
- Oh, hi.
- Hello, how are you?

1328
01:15:27,166 --> 01:15:28,250
- Is it good?
- It's fine.

1329
01:15:28,333 --> 01:15:29,642
- Can I ask you a question?
- Sure.

1330
01:15:29,666 --> 01:15:32,291
- Is this dose immediate?
- What dose?

1331
01:15:32,375 --> 01:15:35,375
- This is the sedation.
- No, this is the regular dosage.

1332
01:15:35,458 --> 01:15:37,958
But she was supposed to be sedated today.

1333
01:15:38,041 --> 01:15:39,291
She isn't supposed to be.

1334
01:15:40,875 --> 01:15:42,458
She signed the form.

1335
01:15:43,333 --> 01:15:45,708
- You should talk to Dr. Molina.
- Where is she?

1336
01:15:45,791 --> 01:15:47,500
I think she's on the second floor.

1337
01:15:48,041 --> 01:15:49,041
Be right back.

1338
01:15:57,916 --> 01:16:00,666
Why won't you do it? Doctor, listen.

1339
01:16:00,750 --> 01:16:04,250
No, you listen to me. I'm not willing
to cross certain limits.

1340
01:16:04,333 --> 01:16:07,791
- What do you mean "certain limits"?
- I mean the limits of my conscience.

1341
01:16:07,875 --> 01:16:09,833
Okay, I'm gonna call Dr. Vigna,

1342
01:16:09,916 --> 01:16:12,059
and he'll find a doctor
who does what needs to be done.

1343
01:16:12,083 --> 01:16:14,500
Well, it's not just his decision. Sorry.

1344
01:16:15,000 --> 01:16:18,208
Doctor, I understand
and respect your position.

1345
01:16:18,291 --> 01:16:19,750
A hundred percent.

1346
01:16:19,833 --> 01:16:21,916
But please try to see
where I'm coming from.

1347
01:16:22,000 --> 01:16:24,375
Marie can't keep living
in these conditions.

1348
01:16:25,250 --> 01:16:28,166
Everything she eats, she vomits.
She's crying from the pain.

1349
01:16:28,250 --> 01:16:32,041
If there was even a chance,
a one-in-a-million chance,

1350
01:16:32,125 --> 01:16:33,458
I'd agree with you.

1351
01:16:33,541 --> 01:16:35,041
But you know there isn't.

1352
01:16:35,125 --> 01:16:39,041
Look, Fede, the point is
I have a duty to those like María.

1353
01:16:39,125 --> 01:16:41,500
I can kill pain, not a person.

1354
01:16:42,166 --> 01:16:43,708
That's why I chose medicine.

1355
01:16:49,625 --> 01:16:50,750
Excuse me.

1356
01:16:54,083 --> 01:16:55,083
Federico.

1357
01:16:56,083 --> 01:16:57,416
- How are you?
- What's happening?

1358
01:16:57,500 --> 01:16:58,583
Let me explain.

1359
01:16:58,666 --> 01:17:01,916
It's the vultures.
This isn't me or the director.

1360
01:17:02,000 --> 01:17:04,125
The hospital's lawyer was quite blunt,

1361
01:17:04,208 --> 01:17:06,833
"No sedation for María."

1362
01:17:06,916 --> 01:17:09,796
We do it, and they'll ask for the
medical records. They'll figure it out.

1363
01:17:09,833 --> 01:17:11,875
- But it isn't illegal.
- Yes, but they panicked.

1364
01:17:11,958 --> 01:17:13,208
They're afraid of the media.

1365
01:17:13,291 --> 01:17:15,541
They think some unscrupulous journalist

1366
01:17:15,625 --> 01:17:17,750
will start asking questions
and accuse the hospital

1367
01:17:17,833 --> 01:17:19,666
of performing euthanasia.

1368
01:17:19,750 --> 01:17:22,083
Just imagine,
"The Hospital Murders a Patient."

1369
01:17:22,166 --> 01:17:23,333
They can't risk that.

1370
01:17:24,291 --> 01:17:26,583
- So what now?
- Look, relax.

1371
01:17:26,666 --> 01:17:30,083
The only difference is
that what would've taken two days,

1372
01:17:30,166 --> 01:17:32,583
is more likely to be seven or eight.

1373
01:17:33,250 --> 01:17:34,791
So that nobody suspects.

1374
01:17:35,625 --> 01:17:36,875
She won't suffer?

1375
01:17:36,958 --> 01:17:40,000
No. Her pain receptors
will be totally inhibited.

1376
01:17:40,541 --> 01:17:42,250
- But she'll still be conscious?
- No.

1377
01:17:42,333 --> 01:17:44,416
She won't be conscious. She won't suffer.

1378
01:17:44,500 --> 01:17:46,750
Mmm.

1379
01:17:49,625 --> 01:17:52,625
Those are gorgeous.
They're like Mom's?

1380
01:17:52,708 --> 01:17:54,416
- No.
- Are they like Papa's?

1381
01:17:54,500 --> 01:17:55,500
No.

1382
01:17:55,958 --> 01:17:57,000
Are they like yours?

1383
01:17:58,500 --> 01:17:59,791
I ate a man.

1384
01:18:00,708 --> 01:18:02,041
- Did you see?
- Yes.

1385
01:18:02,875 --> 01:18:04,958
- Because I was hungry.
- Hmm.

1386
01:18:05,041 --> 01:18:06,333
I ate another fish.

1387
01:18:08,833 --> 01:18:10,500
Ooh, and now I'm eating a lady!

1388
01:18:11,041 --> 01:18:12,875
I'm eating a pretty lady

1389
01:18:12,958 --> 01:18:14,333
and a fish now.

1390
01:18:15,041 --> 01:18:16,916
And another fish.

1391
01:18:17,666 --> 01:18:19,083
I'm eating...

1392
01:18:20,916 --> 01:18:22,250
I have to eat it.

1393
01:18:23,083 --> 01:18:24,083
They're killing me!

1394
01:18:25,625 --> 01:18:27,750
- They're all killing me!
- Mmm.

1395
01:18:27,833 --> 01:18:29,333
I died. No!

1396
01:18:29,416 --> 01:18:30,583
It's not fair.

1397
01:18:30,666 --> 01:18:32,666
- They killed you?
- They killed me, yes.

1398
01:18:32,750 --> 01:18:34,541
- Oh, no.
- They killed me.

1399
01:18:34,625 --> 01:18:36,416
- Mmm.
- They're so mean to me.

1400
01:18:36,500 --> 01:18:38,125
I'm so sorry.

1401
01:18:38,875 --> 01:18:40,416
I'm so sorry.

1402
01:18:40,500 --> 01:18:42,166
I'm so sorry, baby.

1403
01:19:19,375 --> 01:19:21,291
Nothing lasts forever, Tomy.

1404
01:19:22,041 --> 01:19:24,750
Not ice cream, nor movies,

1405
01:19:25,250 --> 01:19:26,708
nor the pretty things,

1406
01:19:26,791 --> 01:19:27,916
nor the ugly things,

1407
01:19:28,708 --> 01:19:30,666
nor the leaves on the trees,

1408
01:19:31,916 --> 01:19:32,916
nor Mommy.

1409
01:19:34,166 --> 01:19:37,875
But I will be in your heart, here,
until you aren't here anymore,

1410
01:19:37,958 --> 01:19:40,083
but live in other hearts as well.

1411
01:19:40,833 --> 01:19:42,833
And so nothing ever dies.

1412
01:19:43,500 --> 01:19:45,541
Something always lives on.

1413
01:19:51,750 --> 01:19:54,416
LOVE. READ. LOOK. LISTEN.

1414
01:19:54,500 --> 01:19:56,708
PLAY SOME MUSIC. DRAW. STUDY.

1415
01:19:56,791 --> 01:19:59,208
WORK. TRAVEL. CONSUME WITH MODERATION.

1416
01:19:59,291 --> 01:20:01,750
PURSUE. LEAVE. LISTEN TO YOUR DAD.

1417
01:20:01,833 --> 01:20:04,250
COMPLAIN. OBEY. EAT. PUT ON A JACKET.

1418
01:20:04,333 --> 01:20:07,375
WELL, DO WHATEVER YOU WANT.

1419
01:20:09,833 --> 01:20:15,458
AND THINK ABOUT ME
EVERY NOW AND THEN.

1420
01:20:17,583 --> 01:20:21,666
María Vázquez received terminal sedation
and died on April 21st, 2015.

1421
01:20:21,750 --> 01:20:23,166
A few months later,

1422
01:20:23,250 --> 01:20:28,125
the manuscript she wrote for her son
was published and became a bestseller.

1423
01:20:48,708 --> 01:20:53,041
♪ You're no longer
By my side, love ♪

1424
01:20:53,875 --> 01:20:57,791
♪ I just have loneliness in my soul ♪

1425
01:20:58,625 --> 01:21:01,041
♪ And if I can no longer see you ♪

1426
01:21:01,125 --> 01:21:06,541
♪ Why did God make me love you?
To make me suffer more? ♪

1427
01:21:07,875 --> 01:21:12,041
♪ You always were my reason to live ♪

1428
01:21:13,125 --> 01:21:17,291
♪ Worshiping you was my religion ♪

1429
01:21:17,875 --> 01:21:20,208
♪ And in your kisses, I found ♪

1430
01:21:20,875 --> 01:21:26,125
♪ The heat of passion and love ♪

1431
01:21:27,625 --> 01:21:32,541
♪ It's the story of a love like no other ♪

1432
01:21:32,625 --> 01:21:37,041
♪ That made me understand good and evil ♪

1433
01:21:37,125 --> 01:21:41,875
♪ That gave light to my life ♪

1434
01:21:41,958 --> 01:21:45,916
♪ And then turned it off ♪

1435
01:21:47,166 --> 01:21:51,041
♪ Oh, what a dark life ♪

1436
01:21:51,125 --> 01:21:55,208
♪ I won't be able to live
Without your love ♪

1437
01:21:56,125 --> 01:22:01,500
♪ It's the story of a love ♪