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- I am god
- Yes hello
- I will practice you
- Say hello (waves)
- but they’re never gonna know it
- how much (inaudible)
- I am god yes hello hello hello
- Hello… Helllloooo oh
- (laughs) They’ll never understand…
- (male laughing behind camera)
- ...that you are god so they’ll never understand the actual danger… you present
- I’m actually a cheerful person (phone beeps)
- And there are people... who, when they see a cheerful person… they don’t see it
- It couldn’t be cheerful
- You must be wicked - to be happy, you must be nasty and evil
- (male voice- mhm)
- You couldn’t just be happy
- Because they’re not happy, ever happy to know
- They’re… uh… angry
- Or maybe they’re in fear
- There was the same storyline in fairytales for probably centuries
- And if you look over the (stutters) fairytales from all around the world
- Every land
- They’re the SAME
- -Excuse me for carrying on like this, but
- There’s the sweet man, the lovely gentle girl or brother or son
- Girl or son
- And then they have the stinky brothers and the nasty people
- And the stinky brothers and the nasty people are just simply selfish
- There’s nothing very much more complex than that
- And the good people aren't - they’re not
- So stinky people out into the world
- To uh, t-to get their fortune or to get the princess or to… uh…
- Or they just are stumbling in the woods and they get lost, whatever
- And they run into, always, a special person
- They run into a… uh… magical person
- Who always looks like crap
- You know he looks like uh - his nose, and the little warts, and they look like witches
- And they’re crippled, and they’re awful, and they’re disgusting, ehhh
- And they need something
- What do they need?
- They just need some food!
- Some liquid, some water, some milk
- Something
- And then stinky brothers and stinky sisters will not give it to them
- And they carry on
- And they never succeed
- And the, and the, nebbish one
- The sweet one
- whose good hearted, that’s all we know
- He’s tender hearted
- But everybody makes fun of him
- And everybody doesn’t treat him very well
- He doesn’t scare anybody
- This reminds me of me
- Must have, can’t have
- This is human, nothing to do with… the order of the universe
- Humans must have what they can’t have
- They must, they must
- You know, one of the ways to get a girl is; loving her nice, loving her nice
- And then you, then you vanish
- Now they must have you
- Anyhow
- This man is suicidal, and he’s an actor, and he’s terribly famous
- And people mistreat him and everything, and he’s miserable miserable
- And there’s this huge, brightly lit, almost blue/white stage… lit
- And it looks like - and i think might be - a boxing arena
- Ahd everyone around is really in a boxing area
- And he’s walking - he’s gonna have -
- The TVs are there, up on that blatant white blue stage over there
- And and he’s walking through the path toward that stage and on either side of him is his audience
- Well you know how Fellini like to make people look
- it’s like a bad dream you're having
- (male voice - mm)
- Nightmarish, but beautiful
- I will fuck your mind and steal the babies
- I love it
- As he walks, he’s looking at these audience members, looking at the
- Look up, look up, and they look up
- And here’s a white face
- Terribly screaming red lipstick
- And here’s another clown face
- And i’m telling you, i went up
- I went up, I got high, I left my body
- And looking at this thing, just
- (mouth open, yawning/screaming expression)
- Um… (sighs)
- You know, when you… have someone with you in a room
- And they carry with them in this moment
- All the things that you experienced together in the past
- They have a certain kind of lipstick on
- And the light hits their hair… and eyes in a certain way
- They’re very real
- They’re really there
- And as a listener, as someone looking at them
- In fact you haven't - you aren't anything - you're nothing
- There are a couple times in my life - three times - where i forgot I was
- I completely forgot I was
- I was a child while I was 12 well i was in acting class, and they had a little banquet for some people, it was during the day though
- And my acting teacher and a woman, were talking to each other and I was listening
- And they turned to look at me
- (whispers) what are they looking at?
- What are they looking at?
- I didn’t know what they’re looking at
- Oh! They remembered i’m here
- Dear bottomless pit
- I wake up in a deep search for intent and belief in myself
- But, the day is intense
- And death… driven with some euphoria
- I’m think now, if I ever want your opinion i’ll give it to you... (looks at camera)
- ...Over and over
- Like… (looks at phone)… egyptians fucking the crocodiles (laughs)
- That’s my mind now too
- Like egyptians fucking the crocodiles and that's… my mind now too
- There’s a string shooting off from the back of my mind
- It’s behind me and…
- Living
- I can’t see it
- I’ve just heeeard about (it)
- No one knows how long it is or how far it goes...
- (a weed trimmer, or possibly a loud drone can be heard clearly, then ends abruptly)
- Including me!
- It tows a star shielding my back
- (Sighs, begins to breath heavily)
- As we… (inhale) accelerate indefinitely!
- (inhale exhale inhale exhale)
- We were so fast!
- The star might actually be pulling me forward!
- Guiding me from the front, I pretend like I... (laughs) (male laugh)
- I don’t know the difference, but I do!
- (inhale exhale)
- Eternally, ah, is very, eternally (drifting off)
- (struggles to say eternity)
- Eternity… is very ok
- Dear bottomless pit,
- I need you here to undo me
- (long pause)
- I wake up in a deep search for… intent…
- belief in myself
- (long pause)
- But, the day is intense
- Driven with some euphoria (sighs)
- I’m thinking now, I’ve never.. been.. bored!
- Until this moment
- Aaaaaaaand this moment is gone!
- Forever
- Over and over (laughs) that’s my mind now too!
- Like egyptians fucking the crocodiles, and that’s my mind now too
- Got a strong sense of sense
- And in this case, not liking it says more about you than liking it-
- I say this!
- Before you kill me, make sure it’s dead
- i look at it all for a second
- I’m finally… slow enough
- I go to sleep... (cat meows) with worry and fantasy
- (sigh) Watching
- By the way, I don’t whisper
- (crying) It’s… the saddest thing… that I have to… numb the truth
- When my dreams come true
- (silently crying)
- It’s fucking lame actually
- One thought at a time
- I see
- People love to confess and design the confession
- Designer… non-confessions
- Six walls of sex, now that there is nothing else to it, we can move on
- Yep
- Specialized, I am specialized (laughs)
- I’ve been smoking myself again too (sighs)
- Love you
- Fuck you
- Now
- (Pleasure/pain grown)
- Crawl into hell
- nothing, nothing that serious is there? (asks the camera)
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