> Paloma: Be broken in Emarin's general direction.

-- oceanicStargazer [OS] began trolling absoluteAltitude [AA] at 14:52 --
OS: ***Hello Paloma.***
AA: hi
OS: ***How are you?***
AA: i am causing trouble
AA: as usual
OS: ***CAusing TRouble?***
AA: i am the source of everything which has gone wrong
AA: it is just as he said
OS: ***WHo?***
OS: ***ANd WHat's GOne WRong?***
AA: does it matter
OS: ***WEll IF YOu're GOing TO TEll ME ABout HOw YOu're THe SOurce OF EVerything THat's GOne WRong WIthout EXplaining, THen YEs.***
AA: everyone is hurting
AA: and it is all my fault
OS: ***WHat HAppened?***
AA: cirrin lost his tongue
AA: amaloc lost his horns
AA: cucali lost her moirail
AA: because of me
OS: ***How is it because of you?***
AA: i am the source of it all
AA: they were protecting me
AA: and i
AA: i could not protect them
OS: ***THat's NOt YOur FAult***
AA: but it is
OS: ***NOt REally! YOu're NOt REally AA COmbat TRoll, REally.***
AA: i got them all involved
OS: ***THat DOesn't MEan IT's YOur FAult THey GOt HArmed.***
AA: ...
AA: it is not that simple
OS: ***THen WHat MAkes IT COmplex?***
AA: i am poison emarin
AA: i corrupt everyone i touch
OS: ***NOt LIkely.***
AA: you will come to see
AA: eventually
OS: ***IF EVeryone YOu TOuch IS COrrupted, HOw COme I'M FIne?***
AA: if you keep in touch with me
AA: you will not be fine
OS: ***II HIghly DOubt THat.***
AA: please do not push it
AA: i do not like to see my friends hurt
AA: i am not like that
AA: really i am not
OS: ***THe ONly THing THat's POisonous ABout YOu IS YOur DAngerous FRiendship, BEcause IF YOu LEt IT INside YOu, IT's IMpossible TO GEt OUt.***
AA: and that is the problem
AA: everyone wants to protect me
AA: so they get hurt
OS: ***THat's YOur FAult. THey CHose TO PRotect YOu. THey MAde THeir CHoice.***
AA: ...
OS: ***ANd IF THe ONes WHo SAught TO PRotect YOu KNew WHat YOu THought... THat YOu THought YOu WEre POison... THat IT WAs YOur FAult THat THings WEnt WRong... THey'd SAy THe SAme THing TO YOu.***
AA: i am fooling them all
OS: ***FOoling THem ABout WHat? YOu BEing THe TErrible POison THat HUrts? NO. YOu're WRong. THe ONly ONe YOu're FOoling IS YOurself. YOu HAve TO REalize THat. PLease.***
AA: i cannot
AA: not now i know the truth
OS: ***NO. YOu're JUst BLinding YOurself FRom IT.***
AA: that would be nice
AA: but it is not true
OS: ***IT IS, ANd YOu KNow IT IS.***
AA: after all this
AA: how could i believe that
OS: ***YOu CAn't HOld YOurself REsponsible FOr OTher's ACtions! IT's JUst RIdiculous.***
-- oceanicStargazer [OS]  Others' --
AA: is it really
AA: when you can manipulate everyone so easily
OS: ***YEs. YOu WEren't MAnipulating ANyone! YOu're NOt LIke THat.***
AA: i did not think i was
AA: but now i am not so sure
OS: ***YOu WEren't. YOu KNOW YOu WEren't. YOu SAid YOu DIdn't WAnt YOur FRiends TO GEt HUrt. SO WHy WOuld YOu MAnipulate THem INto THat? IT's SImple. YOU WOULDN'T.***
AA: ...
OS: ***SUrely YOu MUst SEe THat.***
AA: i
AA: i cannot
OS: ***PAloma. OPen YOur EYes. JUst DOn't BLame YOurself. NOthing GOod WIll COme OF IT.***
AA: please
AA: just leave me be before you get hurt
OS: ***II WOn't GEt HUrt. ANd IF II DO, IT WIll BE MY OWn FAult, NOt YOurs.***
AA: no
AA: do not get hurt
AA: please
OS: ***PAloma.***
OS: ***II WOn't GEt HUrt.***
AA: but
AA: i have already hurt you have i not
OS: ***II PRomise II WOn't, IF YOu PRomise YOu'll STop BLaming YOurself.***
OS: ***NO, YOu HAvent.***
AA: ...
AA: i only want everyone to be happy
AA: but i cannot do that
AA: i can only tear them apart
AA: i should not be called the lovers
OS: ***THe... LOvers?***
AA: that is what they call me
AA: it is ironic is it not
OS: ***NO.***
OS: ***YOu're JUst BEing TOo HArd ON YOurself!***
AA: everything is falling apart
AA: and it is my fault
AA: i am being too soft on myself emarin
OS: ***PAloma... YOu NEed TO STop BLaming YOurself, BEcause IT's NOt YOur FAult.***
AA: the watchers opened my eyes
AA: now i know
AA: i know what i am
OS: ***NO. YOu're LYing TO YOurself.***
AA: am i
AA: am i really
OS: ***YES!!***
AA: i
AA: i will think about it
OS: ***PLease PAloma. PLease DO. ***
AA: okay
OS: ***STay SAfe, PAloma.***
AA: okay
AA: you too
OS: ***II WIll.***
-- oceanicStargazer [OS] gave up trolling absoluteAltitude [AA] at 16:01 --