2:38:36 AM) Olivia Limón: So, since you gave me the green light to creep on you, lol.... what do you do? Like, are you in school or working or what?
(2:38:36 AM) Olivia Limón: So, since you gave me the green light to creep on you, lol.... what do you do? Like, are you in school or working or what?
(2:39:01 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: school, cant find a job where I live
(2:40:29 AM) Olivia Limón: ah, that sucks. So are you in high school or college?
(2:40:54 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: both, in an early college high school program
(2:41:22 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: sorry im being short im just and was about to go to bed so you can rapid fire if you want
(2:41:28 AM) Olivia Limón: nah lol it's okay. go to bed
(2:41:39 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: nope
(2:41:41 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: ask away
(2:41:42 AM) Olivia Limón: hmmm....
(2:41:53 AM) Olivia Limón: what kind of music do you listen to?
(2:42:23 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: acoustic (like jack johnson/ben harper/ don ross***) jazz, and a tiny bit of rock
(2:42:41 AM) Olivia Limón: are you straight?
(2:42:51 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: yes
(2:42:47 AM) Olivia Limón: lol sorry, I'm bad at rapid fire
(2:43:00 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: its fine
(2:42:59 AM) Olivia Limón: hobbies?
(2:43:31 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: guitar (acoustic), computer stuff, video gaming, cooking, and I want one of them to be paintballing
(2:43:34 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: but no where to go to do it
(2:43:43 AM) Olivia Limón: favorite movies?
(2:44:02 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: shawshank redemption, fight club, good burger
(2:44:27 AM) Olivia Limón: how would you describe your personality?
(2:45:15 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: 4 layers, 1 - to people I dont like I am the biggest fucking asshole ever, I know exactly your weekspot and how to piss you off
(2:45:34 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: 2 - Friends I am an okay guy who makes pretty good jokes at times and sometimes not
(2:46:01 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: 3. relationship sweetest guy you can know and yeah basically a nice guy who more than likely you could fall in love with
(2:46:10 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: 4. real core - depressed whiney kid
(2:48:04 AM) Olivia Limón: Yeah, I kinda feel ya there... I keep a blog where I dump all my whiney bitch-ness so the people I know don't have to hear it. anyway... You have an accent, right? I remember thinking it was cute lol
(2:48:32 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i dont anymore (at least I think) I have a more radio personality voice
(2:48:34 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: its neutral now
(2:48:52 AM) Olivia Limón: really? That's interesting. How'd you manage to lose it?
(2:49:34 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i dont know aha
(2:49:40 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: video gaming since I was like 11?
(2:49:47 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: hearing all the different voices and shit
(2:50:59 AM) Olivia Limón: hmmm... 'cause last time I talked to you... I was like 14 or 15. and you def had one lol. Interesting you managed to lose it and still live in the same place. W/e... you have a lot of friends?
(2:51:32 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: uhm not really I am dependent and also avoidant at the same time
(2:51:41 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: but where I live the "friend" quality isnt so high
(2:52:16 AM) Olivia Limón: ah, that's lame. So have you dated at all?
(2:52:27 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: yes 4 people
(2:53:02 AM) Olivia Limón: any tattoos?
(2:53:12 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: nope aha
(2:53:35 AM) Olivia Limón: piercings?
(2:53:55 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: nope, would want maybe a lip stud
(2:54:45 AM) Olivia Limón: Yeah that'd look tight. uhmmm.... drugs/alcohol? your take on them?
(2:55:05 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: drugs always lead to higher shit
(2:55:11 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: dont care what the fuck anyone says
(2:55:12 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: it does
(2:55:23 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: alcohol is fun if you dont fuck up and drive or kill someone
(2:55:51 AM) Olivia Limón: Ah, we agree on those topics lol
(2:56:02 AM) Olivia Limón: hmm.... you still living with parents?
(2:56:17 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: yeah im 17 lmao
(2:57:28 AM) Olivia Limón: well... idk maybe you're emancipated. haha. uhh... Siblings? I'm gonna be creepy here and remember that you have 1 sister? is that right? lol
(2:58:26 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: nah 2
(2:58:26 AM) Olivia Limón: damn. lol
(2:58:32 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: both older
(2:58:38 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: 21 and 22
(2:58:54 AM) Olivia Limón: nice lol. they supply you?
(2:59:46 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: the 21 year old has "gone missing" family wise as she started with weed, and did other shit and then did pills and crashed her car (blacked out) and crashed so hard her spleen ruptured
(2:59:53 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and she went basically off logic
(3:00:01 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and now she is married to some 35 year old
(3:00:04 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and doesnt talk to us
(3:00:13 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: well she use to me
(3:00:21 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: but my parents made me stop (??? dont get it)
(3:00:26 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: other one is cool now
(3:00:28 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and she does sometimes
(3:00:31 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: last time was 4 loko
(3:02:02 AM) Olivia Limón: ahhh... sucks about your one sister... do you miss her? and... 4loko fuccckkkesss you UP. I've had quite the experiences lol. Are they not banned yet in your state?
(3:02:15 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: not really
(3:02:31 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: not yet and I drank a whole one and did throw up (110lb and 5'7 mind you)
(3:02:46 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: lets just say at the end of the night I could not move my arms or walk/talk
(3:04:23 AM) Olivia Limón: oh shit. that's really intense! I blacked out the whole night I drank my first one and I weigh a lot more than you lol. All i know for sure is that I woke up outside on the porch in like 10 degree weather. But Jesus... be careful haha.
(3:04:48 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i blacked out a bit
(3:05:20 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: my friend told me later i talked him into playing a video game with me and supposedly i flew a helicopter perfectly normal even though i was talking in mumbles
(3:05:59 AM) Olivia Limón: brown-outs lol. when you black out bits and pieces. I get that way almost every time I drink. I drink too much to be honest. ALSO, my friend drinks even more than I do and finished black ops in like two days while he was basically drunk the whole time.
(3:06:22 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: lmao
(3:06:31 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: it was a blackout i only remember bits
(3:07:06 AM) Olivia Limón: well.. you can go to bed if you want. I won't keep you up anymore
(3:07:16 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: its fine aha
(3:07:39 AM) Olivia Limón: hmm... then I'll harass you with some more questions
(3:08:27 AM) Olivia Limón: you said you play the guitar. do you write music?
(3:08:57 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: a bit but basically writing music is just chords aha
(3:10:12 AM) Olivia Limón: so are you considering moving on to like a bigger college/university once you're done with the program you're in?
(3:10:53 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: yeah absolutely as they dont even have a networking degree there
(3:11:30 AM) Olivia Limón: so where are you looking at?
(3:11:48 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: somewhere instate as it would be free
(3:11:49 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: aha
(3:12:31 AM) Olivia Limón: in-state is free? wtf... not in oregon...
(3:12:39 AM) Olivia Limón: lol you're lucky
(3:12:58 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: cause the program
(3:12:59 AM) Olivia Limón: ooooh okay.
(3:13:07 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: mmhm
(3:13:37 AM) Olivia Limón: so... favorite books?
(3:14:05 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy
(3:14:36 AM) Olivia Limón: Oh, shit. was today your birthday?
(3:14:46 AM) Olivia Limón: I just went to go creep on your profile lol
(3:15:01 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: meh tier it was exactly how I called it to myself in june
(3:15:20 AM) Olivia Limón: huh?
(3:15:57 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i already knew how it was going to be before my birthday, pretty much meh/below average
(3:16:30 AM) Olivia Limón: Aw, I'm sorry.
(3:16:42 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: its fine
(3:18:27 AM) Olivia Limón: Not really... lame birthdays are... lame. God, I'm so fucking eloquent, aren't I? My last two birthdays sucked like hella too though, so once I got to college, I changed it from may 1 to april 23 so it won't be in the middle of Finals week and I have an extra excuse to get black-out, fall-down, go to the hospital drunk.
(3:19:11 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: my birthdays since i was 14 have been by myself/parents
(3:19:31 AM) Olivia Limón: you don't have any friends you'd wanna go chill with?
(3:20:16 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: people here are annoying, and this one girl who said she would hang out with me overdrawn her account (wouldnt doubt it) and the other okay guy is sick
(3:20:26 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com:  and the other two guys are trailer trash basically
(3:20:43 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: so meh not really aha
(3:21:44 AM) Olivia Limón: Ah, that kinda sucks. Did your parents do anything for you?
(3:22:21 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i asked for money, got 100 and my sister got my a BB shotgun because i had a huge argument with my father at like 11pm 22nd
(3:22:42 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and i told him "i wish I had a gun so I could fucking kill you" and well low and behold my sister bought mt a BB shotgun
(3:22:49 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: needless to say I shot him, multiple times
(3:23:40 AM) Olivia Limón: wtf, really?? lol... that is funny, though.
(3:24:25 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: well he is druink (not super drunk enough to have to use his hand on the couch to balance) and continuely asked me for candy I said no and he got some from my mother
(3:24:31 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: cause i had like 3 pices left
(3:24:33 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: pieces*
(3:24:49 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: oh and befor ethat I offered him a piece of twix he slapped out of my hand
(3:25:17 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and then I took a piece I dropped on the floor and being a destructive person i am put it in a candle and wtached it (knees to chest)
(3:26:10 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: my father comes behind me (a good maybe 180-190) and im 105 now and lays on me and I ask him twice to let me go then I leverage him off me on to the side and he loses his balance and falls back almost hitting his head on the side of a window sill
(3:26:22 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and he gets upset and angry cause I made him fall cause he wouldnt let me go
(3:26:42 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and I am a usually calm person but I lock away my anger and feelings so basically I go into rage made when he gets upset
(3:26:52 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and i hurt his feelings and he goes to bed angry/upset
(3:27:05 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: that is the back story
(3:29:04 AM) Olivia Limón: That's ridiculous! wtf.... Well that wasn't your fault. At least you can be totally confident in that
(3:29:49 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i know and my mother was like "he is going to apologize and you should say you are sorry for what you said" when I meant it at that moment I could kill him so I am not going to take it back
(3:30:00 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: when you mean shit you dont take it back even if it is for the best in my mind
(3:30:04 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: no need to say fake shit
(3:32:50 AM) Olivia Limón: I agree! But it goes the other way sometimes, you know? Like, this guy I'm kind of friends-with-benefits with... said some really mean shit, and then apologized, but like, I knew he completely meant what he said. So I didn't accept the apology... I'm over it. But apologizing is stupid if you meant what you said.
(3:33:21 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: another example is this girl I was on skype with was like
(3:33:33 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: :i looked ugly in 8th grade see look:
(3:33:50 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and i was like not really you dont look different just have more weight
(3:34:01 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and she was appaled like I called her fat NOW
(3:34:07 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: am I wrong or no?
(3:34:34 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i explained to her she is much more skinnier not
(3:34:58 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: loss like i dunno 20 pounds? but she is attactive to me at least if it counts
(3:35:39 AM) Olivia Limón: She shouldn't be pissed at you! She was the one who straight up said "I looked ugly" lol
(3:38:02 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: okay cause if i was wrong i would apologize
(3:38:14 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: cause she isnt sexy/cute she is more professional/classic sexy
(3:38:24 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: which to me is quite attractive
(3:38:27 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: if done right
(3:39:32 AM) Olivia Limón: Yeah totally. I get it. Christina Hendricks in the tv show Mad Men lol. I would seriously consider going gay for her. haha. But seriously, you didn't say anything wrong
(3:39:53 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: alright
(3:40:17 AM) Olivia Limón: and happy birthday, btw. even though it's not technically your birthday anymore.
(3:40:29 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: yeah
(3:40:30 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: aha
(3:40:41 AM) Olivia Limón: you can go to bed if you want!
(3:40:46 AM) Olivia Limón: I feel bad for keeping you up
(3:40:58 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: im not tired now
(3:41:02 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: im just bored xD
(3:41:40 AM) Olivia Limón: hmmm... I could try to entertain you lol. Don't know how the hell I'd do that.
(3:42:01 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: ON SCREEN ARM CHOPPING OFF
(3:42:12 AM) Olivia Limón: Nah, I'd like to keep both of those lol
(3:42:23 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: sadface :<
(3:43:18 AM) Olivia Limón: hmmm... idk. I'm really not an interesting person, I'm the first to admit it haha
(3:43:39 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i am interesting so ask me questions :D
(3:43:52 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i like to be asked questions  so bleh
(3:43:59 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: its easy for you and easy for me
(3:44:45 AM) Olivia Limón: haha, okay, attention whore :P
(3:44:54 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: :P
(3:45:37 AM) Olivia Limón: When did you lose your virginity?? lol how's that for an awkward question? why the fuck is that the first to come to my mind. I need help...
(3:46:33 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: havent yet as its hard for me to open up to people that I know can go and tell people it
(3:46:50 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: which consequently makes it so my relationshits dont go so far
(3:48:36 AM) Olivia Limón: :/ that sucks. What's the longest you've dated someone for?
(3:49:05 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: 2 months
(3:49:33 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: im nice and shit but i cant open up is my main problem as I have built a lot of walls to protect myself yanno
(3:51:40 AM) Olivia Limón: Yeah, I know. I mean, I don't know all the walls you've built.. but I know what it's like to build them. So anyway... if you go to an in-state university, would you live on-campus?
(3:51:58 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: yup
(3:52:00 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: why not?
(3:52:40 AM) Olivia Limón: dorm life is funnnn. seriously, you'll meet cool people and make better friends there. college is way better.
(3:53:07 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i know and hope
(3:54:13 AM) Olivia Limón: uhhmmm.... would you say you have any regrets?
(3:55:08 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: not that  I can remember
(3:56:16 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: you?
(3:57:26 AM) Olivia Limón: Uhmmm... Not really. I mean I've definitely made some decisions that I wasn't happy about later, but not like intense regret. everything I've done has made me who I am. And I don't really like myself, but I don't regret where I am in life, ya know?
(3:57:45 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: oh wait i have one
(3:58:01 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: fucking over my best friend more who fucked me over
(3:58:19 AM) Olivia Limón: what happened?
(3:59:09 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: he talked major shit about me and I then knew everything about him, address, cellphone number, house number, username and passwords to all kinds of shit and posted it online
(4:00:14 AM) Olivia Limón: Ooooh shit. Did anything major end up happening to him from that?
(4:00:36 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: from what I know he had to make all new accounts
(4:00:43 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: there were at least 50 there
(4:01:59 AM) Olivia Limón: omg that's insane. what did he say about you?
(4:02:27 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i dont even know but it was some major shit at leats thats what people told me
(4:03:33 AM) Olivia Limón: and you regret fucking him over the way you did?
(4:03:43 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: mmhm
(4:04:47 AM) Olivia Limón: well it's big of you to even realize you regret it.
(4:05:08 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: i regreted it 3 months after it
(4:06:09 AM) Olivia Limón: :/ I think a lot of people have a lot more to regret. One thing isn't so bad, you know?
(4:06:23 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: yup yup
(4:08:09 AM) Olivia Limón: Soooo... what's your earliest memory?
(4:10:12 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: im thinking back and back and back aha
(4:11:30 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: slamming bayliegh's tail (german shepherd dog) in my door when I was like 5?
(4:11:38 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: and my door was a hollow steel door
(4:11:40 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: so it lopped it off
(4:12:30 AM) Olivia Limón: omg! poor dog! that seriously your earliest memory? or just traumatic so it sticks out?
(4:13:00 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: it wasnt I remember I ran out and hid in my sisters room and I didnt get in trouble
(4:13:06 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: but other than that not really
(4:14:02 AM) Olivia Limón: hmmm... what's one of your favorite memories?
(4:15:43 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: nothing really im not sentimental
(4:16:45 AM) Olivia Limón: hmmm... I'm running out of steam here. Idk what else to ask you
(4:17:06 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: you answer the questions you ask me
(4:17:07 AM) nuclearxbombs@yahoo.com: :]
(4:17:23 AM) Olivia Limón: haha ok. One sec, I gotta go back and look.
(4:18:20 AM) Olivia Limón: k... so my chat log thingy starts at what is your favorite book.
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