Before I Fall

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<i>Maybe for you
there's a tomorrow.</i>

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<i>Maybe for you, there's
1,000 or 3,000...</i>

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<i>Or ten.</i>

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<i>So much time, you
can bathe in it.</i>

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<i>So much time, you can waste it.</i>

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<i>But for some of us,
there's only today.</i>

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<i>And what you do today matters...</i>

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<i>In the moment...</i>

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<i>And maybe into infinity.</i>

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<i>But I didn't know any of that
until right before I fell.</i>

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<i>The thing is, they
don't get to know.</i>

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<i>You don't wake up with a bad
feeling in your stomach</i>

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<i>or see shadows move.</i>

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<i>If you're like me,</i>

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<i>you wake up 24 minutes
and 47 seconds</i>

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<i>before your best friend is
supposed to be picking you up.</i>

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<i>If you're like me, your
last day starts like this.</i>

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Outside at 2:00.

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Well, I'll let you know by noon.

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Well, I can't organize a playdate...
you want something to eat?

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Nope. Good.

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Sammy, you like the
bird I made you?

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Morning.

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Sammy! What?

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You forgot your gloves.

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Izzy, how many times do I have to tell you?
Don't touch my stuff.

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Go back inside. It's cold.

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Hey, sexy. Hi.

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Get in. Okay.

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I love the sky on
mornings like this. Hey.

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Greasy forehead. Window. Off.

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I'm gonna try not to be depressed
because I'm single on cupid day.

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That's Valentine's day to you!

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Have insomnia or
something, linds?

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- Excuse me?
- It's just cute

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- that you get up before us to get breakfast.
- Ooh.

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- Did she just call me cute, Kingston?
- I believe she did, edgecombe.

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Al, linds doesn't do "cute." No.

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- It's not in her lexicon.
- Lexicon? Nice word choice.

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Come on.

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Seriously?

43
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This was maybe funny the first
bazillion times you did it.

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Still funny. Still is.

45
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Still funny.

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Go, baby! Yeah!

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No texting and driving.

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Don't worry. I'd never let
my best friend die a virgin.

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You didn't think we'd
forget, did you?

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It's the big day. Opening night.

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Rob texted me. He said,
"i made my bed for you."

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That is so sweet.

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No glove, no love.

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You hear me? Take it!

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Take it! Take it!

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Take it! Take it! Take it!
Take it!

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Okay, okay, okay. Watch the road.
My god.

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All right. It's fine. We're fine.
We're fine.

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Crazy. We're freakin' fine.

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How many roses did you
get last year, linds?

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Twenty-two.

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I'm going for 25
this year, though,

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and more than one of them
better be from Patrick.

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Did I tell you i sat next to rob

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and I had to make him fill
out the request form?

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It was depressing.

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I'd be happy with 15.

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I'm not ashamed to admit it.

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Last year, Matt literally
sent me a dozen red roses.

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Matt? Come on.

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You just spent a whole week crying
in the same pair of sweatpants,

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and it got dark.

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We're not going back there. No,
I've told you a thousand times.

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I'll say it again.

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You do not need that loser.
Honestly.

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You got your real baes here.

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We love you. Come here.

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Till death do us part.
Even then.

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Get in here.

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All right, bitches, let's move.

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Sisyphus.

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Not an std.

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What's he like?

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What does it mean when something
is described as being sisyphean?

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Does it mean pointless?

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Brave?

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Late?

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Sorry. It was an emergency
in the<i> tribulation.</i>

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It was a minor
laserjet explosion.

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I hope the printer survived.

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All right, back to sisyphus.

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What's his character like?

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Does he learn from
pushing that Boulder,

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and it...

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Hey. Val-a-gram delivery.

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Happy cupid day. Go ahead.

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Relax. It's just roses.

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Aw, no roses for Anna.

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- That from your boy?
- It's from rob, yeah.

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All right, all right. Keep it down.
Keep it down, people.

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My god!

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It's so beautiful.

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I'm in heteronormative hell.

104
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Okay, okay, let's hope third
time's the charm. Okay?

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Sisyphus.

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Back to sisyphus, class.

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Yo, Sam. Hey.

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Man.

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Sam. Hey. Hi.

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Did you, - did you like it?
What?

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Hey, so, um, big party tonight.

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Mom is going out of town. Whoa.

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Huge rager, you know. Why
don't you come? Yeah?

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I don't know what my plans are.

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What everyone else
ends up doing.

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See you tonight. No.

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You know the address. Kent.

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You hear about Anna?
You mean bull dyke.

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Please say she tripped
over her nose.

120
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Not yet. But her girlfriend saw the snap
that we posted with her and that girl.

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She straight up dumped her.

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See? What?

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This is why I deserve
some public recognition

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for making shit
like that happen.

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Maybe someone should
give me a ribbon.

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Like the ones that you used to
have hanging on your wall, Sammy.

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Remember? From horseback riding?

128
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I was, like, ten
years old, Lindsay.

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God, Sammy, you were
such a nerd back then.

130
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Okay, but isn't it weird
how that stuff happens?

131
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How things connect
in strange ways.

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If Lindsay didn't post that snap...
she deserved it.

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I'm just saying, it's crazy now.

134
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I saw this video about chaos
in the universe. Listen.

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How a bird flapping its wing in south America
can create a major rainstorm in New York.

136
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Like how one person can watch a
pretentious video about chaos

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while three other people
actually die of boredom.

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It wasn't a YouTube tutorial, so
you guys wouldn't get it anyway.

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- Owie.
- Samantha Kingston.

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Hi. Hey, rob.

141
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Hey, rob.

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Did you get my rose? I did...

143
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Who are these ones from?
Your competition.

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I wanna see. Sam has no competition, rob.
You know it.

145
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Okay, well, neither do I. So I guess
we're perfect for each other.

146
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So you're going to that
thing at Kent's tonight?

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- I heard he's getting a couple kegs. I don't know.
- Yes!

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I'll text you later. One more.

149
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No, I'm eating. Get out. Go.

150
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God, they're too cute.
It's gross.

151
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You guys, tonight our "wittle"
Sammy passes into womanhood.

152
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I'm so proud. Shh.

153
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I hope you shaved. My god.

154
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Don't forget to pee
before and after.

155
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Guys. Guys, sociopath,
12 o'clock.

156
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God. Does she know
what a brush is?

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No.

158
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Norma bates.

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Hey, did she get her val-a-gram?

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In chem, I was sitting
right behind her.

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What'd she say? Does
she say anything ever?

162
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What'd she do? She tossed
it right after class.

163
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She really should appreciate it more. It's
probably the only rose she'll ever get.

164
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Maybe it had something
to do with the card.

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"Maybe next year,
but probably not."

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it kinda look like you put it on
your cheeks. It's the same color.

167
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Yeah. That's the point.

168
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Love it. It's so effin' good.

169
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Can I post this one? No.

170
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Don't laugh at me. Okay.

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Linds?

172
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Were you nervous
your first time?

173
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I was too drunk to be anything.

174
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Don't freak out if it hurts.

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Especially at first.
And don't tense up,

176
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'cause that only makes it worse.

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Great. That sounds
really romantic.

178
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Don't worry. It's not like
rob is some random guy.

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You actually like him.
Right. Yes.

180
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So, everyone wants
to hook up with him.

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Yeah.

182
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Tonight everything changes.

183
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Mwah. That face.

184
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Baes!

185
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What are you doing?

186
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Fart's house is
actually kind of nice.

187
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If I'd known, I would've stopped
calling him Danny devito all year.

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Sam and you.

189
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I'm gonna go find Patrick.
Will you be okay?

190
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What? I'm gonna go find Patrick.
Will you be okay?

191
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Yeah. Mwah.

192
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Hey. Sam.

193
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You made it.

194
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Sam. Sam. Hi!

195
00:15:26,759 --> 00:15:28,427
Whoo!

196
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I am sorry. Let me
get that for you.

197
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How drunk are you? I'm not drunk.
Don't worry about it.

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You know what?

199
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You're the hottest girl here.
The hottest.

200
00:15:44,243 --> 00:15:47,646
Okay, look, I'm only giving you,
like, an hour, an hour tops.

201
00:15:47,647 --> 00:15:50,082
You know? You text
me and we'll go.

202
00:15:50,083 --> 00:15:52,416
We're just gonna go,
just me and you.

203
00:15:56,489 --> 00:15:58,624
My goodness.

204
00:15:58,625 --> 00:16:00,392
What happened? Nothing.

205
00:16:00,393 --> 00:16:02,760
I'll see you later, okay?

206
00:16:16,809 --> 00:16:18,744
Elody's really
embarrassing herself.

207
00:16:18,745 --> 00:16:20,579
Elody's a slut.

208
00:16:20,580 --> 00:16:22,614
Lindsay's a bitch
and a drama queen.

209
00:16:22,615 --> 00:16:25,084
I'm rich and have add.

210
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Bae!

211
00:16:26,753 --> 00:16:28,620
Bae!

212
00:16:28,621 --> 00:16:30,589
Come on!

213
00:16:30,590 --> 00:16:32,957
Get in here, baby.

214
00:16:34,593 --> 00:16:38,764
Patrick, can you go get me
something a little bit stronger?

215
00:16:38,765 --> 00:16:40,865
What's the magic word?

216
00:16:42,669 --> 00:16:44,603
Brb. Thank you.

217
00:16:44,604 --> 00:16:47,006
I've been looking
everywhere for you.

218
00:16:47,007 --> 00:16:48,173
Have you? Yes.

219
00:16:48,174 --> 00:16:50,308
Like in Patrick's mouth?

220
00:16:51,643 --> 00:16:52,778
Oops.

221
00:16:52,779 --> 00:16:54,046
What?

222
00:16:54,047 --> 00:16:56,448
She's so shitfaced.

223
00:16:56,449 --> 00:16:59,018
No, you're shitfaced, shitface.

224
00:16:59,019 --> 00:17:01,786
I can't believe high
school's almost over.

225
00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:04,990
Well, actually, we did
it right, you know.

226
00:17:04,991 --> 00:17:08,159
Kissed the hottest boys,
went to the sickest parties.

227
00:17:11,897 --> 00:17:14,233
Do you think we'll
remember any of this?

228
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I mean, like two years,
three years from now?

229
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I won't even remember
this tomorrow.

230
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My god. What's she doing here?

231
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Up. Okay.

232
00:18:07,119 --> 00:18:08,954
Hey there, sweetie.

233
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Is that your first drink?

234
00:18:11,690 --> 00:18:13,891
You really should take it easy.

235
00:18:21,266 --> 00:18:23,435
You're a bitch!

236
00:18:23,436 --> 00:18:26,337
Excuse me?

237
00:18:27,272 --> 00:18:28,472
Whoa.

238
00:18:29,575 --> 00:18:31,944
You heard me.

239
00:18:31,945 --> 00:18:36,548
You're a goddamn fetched
bitch just like your mother.

240
00:18:36,549 --> 00:18:39,250
It's no wonder daddy left.

241
00:18:40,385 --> 00:18:41,887
You're a bitch too. What?

242
00:18:41,888 --> 00:18:43,789
You're a drunk.

243
00:18:43,790 --> 00:18:45,156
And you...

244
00:18:47,292 --> 00:18:49,128
You're just pathetic.

245
00:18:49,129 --> 00:18:51,063
You know what? We'd rather
be bitches than a psycho.

246
00:18:51,064 --> 00:18:52,231
Yeah, psycho.

247
00:18:52,232 --> 00:18:55,300
Have you noticed that
nobody likes you?

248
00:18:55,301 --> 00:18:56,668
Psycho. Psycho.

249
00:18:56,669 --> 00:19:00,272
Did anyone at this party...
Has anyone talked to you?

250
00:19:00,273 --> 00:19:01,840
I don't think so. You
weren't even invited.

251
00:19:01,841 --> 00:19:04,443
That's 'cause you're a freak.
Go back to the ward.

252
00:19:04,444 --> 00:19:06,043
Go home.

253
00:19:08,614 --> 00:19:11,382
Go home.

254
00:19:15,487 --> 00:19:18,190
Get off me! Get her off me!

255
00:19:18,191 --> 00:19:20,592
Who are you?

256
00:19:20,593 --> 00:19:22,259
Get out of here!

257
00:19:26,098 --> 00:19:27,264
Psycho!

258
00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:29,133
Psycho!

259
00:19:29,935 --> 00:19:31,870
Get this bitch on a leash!

260
00:19:31,871 --> 00:19:33,305
Psycho!

261
00:19:33,306 --> 00:19:35,807
- You wanna go?
- Freak!

262
00:19:35,808 --> 00:19:37,609
Get out of here!

263
00:19:37,610 --> 00:19:39,143
What the fuck?

264
00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:43,814
Go!

265
00:19:51,023 --> 00:19:54,525
Go back to the ward,
you psycho bitch!

266
00:19:57,629 --> 00:19:58,763
Are you okay?

267
00:20:07,005 --> 00:20:09,374
What the hell was that about?

268
00:20:09,375 --> 00:20:11,376
I don't know. She just
called us bitches.

269
00:20:11,377 --> 00:20:13,212
What did she do?
So you attack her?

270
00:20:13,213 --> 00:20:15,214
This is not my fault. You
throw beer all over her?

271
00:20:15,215 --> 00:20:16,715
You know what?

272
00:20:16,716 --> 00:20:20,084
Who are you... Do not touch me.

273
00:20:21,920 --> 00:20:25,055
Your boyfriend's throwing up in my sink.
You wanna take care of that?

274
00:20:36,335 --> 00:20:37,468
Come on. Come on!

275
00:20:50,349 --> 00:20:52,883
That was insane.

276
00:20:53,685 --> 00:20:55,386
I'm sorry about rob, bae.

277
00:20:56,622 --> 00:20:57,822
Music!

278
00:20:59,191 --> 00:21:01,226
Pacific northwest, my ass.

279
00:21:01,227 --> 00:21:03,195
I hate this weather.

280
00:21:03,196 --> 00:21:06,131
Do you guys want to get some food?
I really need carbs.

281
00:21:06,132 --> 00:21:07,933
You sound like my grandmother.

282
00:21:07,934 --> 00:21:10,035
Meow. Meow.

283
00:21:10,036 --> 00:21:12,903
I like this song.

284
00:21:54,514 --> 00:21:56,614
She called us bitches.

285
00:21:59,117 --> 00:22:01,552
I guess we are.

286
00:22:03,656 --> 00:22:05,490
What time is it?

287
00:22:05,491 --> 00:22:07,592
Did you see that
look in her eyes?

288
00:22:07,593 --> 00:22:10,095
- I mean, she just snapped.
- Yeah.

289
00:22:10,096 --> 00:22:11,896
She freaked me out.

290
00:22:37,289 --> 00:22:40,491
Sam, you're 20 minutes late!

291
00:23:10,989 --> 00:23:13,892
Sammy, you like the
bird I made you?

292
00:23:13,893 --> 00:23:15,727
Mommy says you have to get up.

293
00:23:15,728 --> 00:23:18,028
It's Saturday.

294
00:23:19,431 --> 00:23:22,367
Mommy, Sammy won't get up.

295
00:23:22,368 --> 00:23:24,935
Don't make me come up there.

296
00:23:45,056 --> 00:23:46,291
Yeah?

297
00:23:46,292 --> 00:23:48,892
Sexy lady!

298
00:23:49,928 --> 00:23:52,397
- What are you doing?
- I'm so sorry.

299
00:23:52,398 --> 00:23:54,566
I had a nightmare, so
it's like a slow start.

300
00:23:54,567 --> 00:23:58,669
Um, what happened last night?

301
00:23:59,771 --> 00:24:01,873
Sorry.

302
00:24:01,874 --> 00:24:03,775
I was facetiming with Patrick

303
00:24:03,776 --> 00:24:05,610
till, like, 3:00.

304
00:24:05,611 --> 00:24:07,245
Speaking of which,

305
00:24:07,246 --> 00:24:09,680
are you nervous for tonight?

306
00:24:10,749 --> 00:24:11,915
What?

307
00:24:13,218 --> 00:24:16,020
You, rob, his flannel sheets?

308
00:24:17,422 --> 00:24:19,658
- I'm gonna shower.
- No. No time.

309
00:24:19,659 --> 00:24:21,492
Come on. It's cupid day.

310
00:24:28,233 --> 00:24:30,167
Whoo!

311
00:24:44,083 --> 00:24:47,686
Seriously? This was maybe funny the
first bazillion times you did it.

312
00:24:47,687 --> 00:24:50,320
Still funny.

313
00:24:51,824 --> 00:24:54,291
Nice tits!

314
00:24:59,364 --> 00:25:01,333
I have your present.

315
00:25:01,334 --> 00:25:05,537
No glove, no love. You hear me?

316
00:25:05,538 --> 00:25:07,538
It goes on him.

317
00:25:19,519 --> 00:25:21,219
Sisyphus.

318
00:25:21,220 --> 00:25:22,487
Not an std.

319
00:25:22,488 --> 00:25:25,089
All right, all right,
keep it down, people.

320
00:25:30,562 --> 00:25:33,532
- It's so beautiful.
- - I'm in heteronormative hell.

321
00:25:33,533 --> 00:25:35,400
Thank you, girls. Thank you.

322
00:25:35,401 --> 00:25:37,502
Okay, let's hope third
time's the charm.

323
00:25:37,503 --> 00:25:40,003
Yo, Sam.

324
00:25:46,478 --> 00:25:48,213
Man.

325
00:25:48,214 --> 00:25:50,649
Sam. You forgot this one.

326
00:25:50,650 --> 00:25:53,418
No, I didn't forget it.
What do you mean?

327
00:25:53,419 --> 00:25:55,820
The more roses you get on cupid day,
the more popular you are, right?

328
00:25:55,821 --> 00:25:58,390
Thanks for the tip, Kent. Noted.

329
00:25:58,391 --> 00:26:00,858
I didn't say the
rose was from me.

330
00:26:05,697 --> 00:26:07,865
But it<i> is</i> from you, right?

331
00:26:09,234 --> 00:26:11,670
Well, i...

332
00:26:11,671 --> 00:26:15,173
I- - anyway, my mom's
out of town...

333
00:26:15,174 --> 00:26:17,776
Out of town and you're
having a party?

334
00:26:17,777 --> 00:26:20,078
Yeah. Do you wanna...
You wanna come or...

335
00:26:20,079 --> 00:26:23,781
I have to go. Well, can i
see you tonight? Or...

336
00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:43,100
<i>What we do?</i>

337
00:26:44,804 --> 00:26:46,871
You're nervous?

338
00:26:46,872 --> 00:26:49,406
No. No, no, no, no, no, no, no.

339
00:26:50,976 --> 00:26:54,045
You don't wanna waste the first
night you go full womanhood.

340
00:26:54,046 --> 00:26:56,081
Yeah!

341
00:26:56,082 --> 00:26:58,917
Do I look good? I just really don't
wanna look like I'm trying too hard.

342
00:26:58,918 --> 00:27:00,751
You're fine.

343
00:27:03,989 --> 00:27:06,224
Such a weird day.

344
00:27:06,225 --> 00:27:09,327
Like how? Just weird.

345
00:27:09,328 --> 00:27:11,796
I feel like I'm still
dreaming from yesterday.

346
00:27:11,797 --> 00:27:16,134
Like... or maybe
yesterday was the dream.

347
00:27:16,135 --> 00:27:17,902
I don't know. You're awake now!

348
00:27:17,903 --> 00:27:20,105
No, no, no, no, no! My god!

349
00:27:20,106 --> 00:27:22,673
No, don't you... don't... don't do that.
I'm sorry.

350
00:27:55,508 --> 00:27:59,576
I'm gonna go find Patrick, you guys.
Mwah!

351
00:28:03,115 --> 00:28:04,448
Sam!

352
00:28:05,183 --> 00:28:06,583
Hey, you made it.

353
00:28:13,058 --> 00:28:15,158
Sam. Sam.

354
00:28:17,696 --> 00:28:20,065
I am sorry. Let me
get that for you.

355
00:28:20,066 --> 00:28:22,400
Rob, I need to talk to you.
About what? What's up?

356
00:28:22,401 --> 00:28:24,669
I'm feeling pranked.

357
00:28:24,670 --> 00:28:27,005
Tonight was supposed to be our
special night. No, no, no, no.

358
00:28:27,006 --> 00:28:28,339
Rob. What?

359
00:28:28,340 --> 00:28:32,644
I don't feel good.
I'm freaking out.

360
00:28:32,645 --> 00:28:34,546
Always something.
Can we go talk?

361
00:28:34,547 --> 00:28:37,048
Always something.

362
00:28:37,049 --> 00:28:39,851
Okay, Sam. Okay.

363
00:28:39,852 --> 00:28:41,886
I'm gonna fill my cup up first.

364
00:28:41,887 --> 00:28:44,354
Five minutes. Can
you wait that long?

365
00:29:55,393 --> 00:29:57,094
This room's off-limits.

366
00:30:00,765 --> 00:30:03,968
I was just looking
for the bathroom.

367
00:30:03,969 --> 00:30:05,770
Sorry.

368
00:30:05,771 --> 00:30:09,808
I feel like I'm having déjà
vu with you being in my room.

369
00:30:09,809 --> 00:30:13,610
My god. I've been having
déjà vu all day long.

370
00:30:16,748 --> 00:30:18,782
Are you okay?

371
00:30:21,085 --> 00:30:22,954
Yeah.

372
00:30:22,955 --> 00:30:24,189
Excuse me.

373
00:30:24,190 --> 00:30:26,624
I've been looking
everywhere for you.

374
00:30:26,625 --> 00:30:29,459
Yeah? In Patrick's mouth maybe.

375
00:30:32,030 --> 00:30:35,433
You seem a little guilty.
Were you with rob, you hussy?

376
00:30:35,434 --> 00:30:37,001
Skank. Harlot.

377
00:30:37,002 --> 00:30:39,037
Hey, you guys talking about me?

378
00:30:39,038 --> 00:30:42,140
You know what? I think I'm gonna go home.
No, no, no.

379
00:30:42,141 --> 00:30:44,943
No, we just got here.
I'm confused.

380
00:30:44,944 --> 00:30:47,879
I thought you were supposed to
get it on with rob tonight.

381
00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:49,312
Yeah.

382
00:30:50,215 --> 00:30:52,483
Yeah, I changed my, um...
my mind.

383
00:30:52,484 --> 00:30:55,152
Well, at least I'm not
gonna be the only virgin.

384
00:30:57,722 --> 00:31:00,959
My god.

385
00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:02,392
What's she doing here?

386
00:31:07,131 --> 00:31:08,765
Watch this.

387
00:31:21,813 --> 00:31:23,648
You're a bitch!

388
00:31:23,649 --> 00:31:25,884
Just like your mother.

389
00:31:25,885 --> 00:31:28,585
No wonder daddy left.

390
00:31:29,821 --> 00:31:31,155
You're a bitch too. What?

391
00:31:31,156 --> 00:31:33,523
You're a drunk. And you...

392
00:31:35,526 --> 00:31:37,362
You're just pathetic.

393
00:31:37,363 --> 00:31:38,529
Juliet. You know what?

394
00:31:38,530 --> 00:31:40,431
We'd rather be bitches
than a psycho.

395
00:31:40,432 --> 00:31:43,601
Psycho. Have you noticed
that nobody likes you?

396
00:31:43,602 --> 00:31:45,036
Psycho. Psycho.

397
00:31:45,037 --> 00:31:48,206
Did anyone at this party...
Has anyone talked to you?

398
00:31:48,207 --> 00:31:49,707
I don't think so. Go
back to the ward.

399
00:31:49,708 --> 00:31:51,108
Go home.

400
00:31:53,611 --> 00:31:55,212
Go home.

401
00:31:58,083 --> 00:31:59,549
Get off me!

402
00:32:05,223 --> 00:32:06,858
Psycho!

403
00:32:06,859 --> 00:32:09,260
Freak! Get out of here!

404
00:32:09,261 --> 00:32:11,229
Get the fuck out!

405
00:32:11,230 --> 00:32:13,765
Psycho! Psycho!

406
00:32:13,766 --> 00:32:15,934
Get this bitch on a leash.
Psycho!

407
00:32:15,935 --> 00:32:17,134
You wanna go?

408
00:32:20,872 --> 00:32:24,241
Go back to the ward,
you psycho bitch!

409
00:32:32,650 --> 00:32:35,553
What do you think people will
say about you when you die?

410
00:32:35,554 --> 00:32:37,488
Like I care. I'm serious.

411
00:32:37,489 --> 00:32:39,958
- That we're hot.
- This shit is morbid, Sam.

412
00:32:39,959 --> 00:32:41,759
Hey, watch the road.

413
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:43,094
You watch the road.
We need music.

414
00:32:43,095 --> 00:32:46,264
Guys, I'll find a song.
I want to pick a song.

415
00:32:46,265 --> 00:32:47,732
Okay, mom.

416
00:32:47,733 --> 00:32:50,935
Don't elbow me. Just
pick something.

417
00:32:50,936 --> 00:32:53,604
You're trouble. You
always have to pee.

418
00:32:53,605 --> 00:32:55,473
'Cause she drinks too much.

419
00:32:55,474 --> 00:32:57,807
That, and she has the
bladder of a baby squirrel.

420
00:33:08,152 --> 00:33:09,587
The truck.

421
00:33:09,588 --> 00:33:11,155
Truck?

422
00:33:11,156 --> 00:33:13,723
- Watch out for the truck.
- What truck?

423
00:33:35,646 --> 00:33:38,182
<i>It wasn't a dream.</i>

424
00:33:38,183 --> 00:33:40,184
<i>It really happened.</i>

425
00:33:40,185 --> 00:33:41,651
<i>Again.</i>

426
00:34:10,883 --> 00:34:13,418
Sammy, you like the bird I made you?
It's origami.

427
00:34:13,419 --> 00:34:15,553
Mommy says you have to get up.

428
00:34:15,554 --> 00:34:17,621
Tell mom I'm sick.

429
00:34:19,190 --> 00:34:22,592
You don't feel hot. Stop it.

430
00:34:29,934 --> 00:34:32,102
Let go!

431
00:34:33,671 --> 00:34:37,040
Mommy, Sammy won't get up!

432
00:34:39,444 --> 00:34:41,579
<i>It wasn't until then</i>

433
00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:43,915
<i>that I allowed myself
to think the worst.</i>

434
00:34:43,916 --> 00:34:45,450
Sam?

435
00:34:45,451 --> 00:34:47,952
What's this about
you feeling sick?

436
00:34:47,953 --> 00:34:50,188
I just don't feel good.

437
00:34:50,189 --> 00:34:52,389
On cupid day?

438
00:34:59,363 --> 00:35:01,197
Did something happen?

439
00:35:03,968 --> 00:35:05,735
I don't know.

440
00:35:07,772 --> 00:35:09,874
Did you and rob have a fight?
No.

441
00:35:09,875 --> 00:35:13,244
Mom, go away.

442
00:35:13,245 --> 00:35:15,546
Please don't use that tone.
I'm just trying to help.

443
00:35:15,547 --> 00:35:17,747
I just need to sleep
a little bit longer.

444
00:35:18,749 --> 00:35:20,150
Please?

445
00:35:22,220 --> 00:35:24,922
Okay. Well, I'll let Lindsay
know that you're going in late.

446
00:35:24,923 --> 00:35:27,424
But I have to be
at work by 10:00.

447
00:36:04,128 --> 00:36:07,030
- Thank you for driving me.
- Sure.

448
00:36:11,102 --> 00:36:14,005
Sammy.

449
00:36:14,006 --> 00:36:16,706
You'll feel better once you
see some of your roses.

450
00:36:18,376 --> 00:36:20,477
I don't know.

451
00:36:21,612 --> 00:36:23,079
Maybe.

452
00:36:25,983 --> 00:36:28,386
Well, you're lucky
to be so popular.

453
00:36:28,387 --> 00:36:32,490
I mean, when I was a senior,
i hadn't even kissed a boy.

454
00:36:32,491 --> 00:36:36,493
Everyone said my eyes were too close
together and that I looked like a fish.

455
00:36:38,529 --> 00:36:40,163
Yeah.

456
00:36:48,806 --> 00:36:50,640
I have to get to work, honey.

457
00:36:51,676 --> 00:36:53,843
I think you're beautiful.

458
00:36:58,583 --> 00:37:00,750
Go. Bye.

459
00:37:17,868 --> 00:37:20,537
<i>Maybe everything</i> was<i> connected.</i>

460
00:37:23,741 --> 00:37:26,377
<i>Maybe a flock of birds
could cause a rainstorm</i>

461
00:37:26,378 --> 00:37:29,813
<i>and everything done
could be undone.</i>

462
00:37:34,585 --> 00:37:36,953
<i>Maybe things could change.</i>

463
00:37:39,023 --> 00:37:41,357
<i>And maybe I could change them.</i>

464
00:37:46,264 --> 00:37:47,964
It's rob.

465
00:37:49,267 --> 00:37:50,601
We're having issues.

466
00:37:50,602 --> 00:37:52,903
But it's the day.

467
00:37:52,904 --> 00:37:55,738
The note in his val-a-gram
said, "luv ya."

468
00:37:56,607 --> 00:37:58,943
"L-u-v ya." Luv ya.

469
00:37:58,944 --> 00:38:01,078
What is that? We've been
going out since last year.

470
00:38:01,079 --> 00:38:04,815
Yeah, well, you know, maybe he's just
waiting to say it, like, tonight.

471
00:38:04,816 --> 00:38:06,384
I'm not gonna have sex with him

472
00:38:06,385 --> 00:38:08,119
just so that he
says, "i love you."

473
00:38:08,120 --> 00:38:09,387
I'm not gonna do that.

474
00:38:09,388 --> 00:38:12,423
We go out every weekend.

475
00:38:12,424 --> 00:38:13,924
I don't know. I wanna stay in.

476
00:38:13,925 --> 00:38:15,426
Like we used to.

477
00:38:15,427 --> 00:38:17,495
Okay, but the only
reason we stayed in

478
00:38:17,496 --> 00:38:19,630
was because we weren't invited
to any senior parties.

479
00:38:19,631 --> 00:38:21,499
I just,

480
00:38:21,500 --> 00:38:24,902
bottom line, don't wanna have
to deal with that today.

481
00:38:24,903 --> 00:38:26,102
Okay?

482
00:38:29,573 --> 00:38:31,142
Okay.

483
00:38:31,143 --> 00:38:32,143
All right.

484
00:38:33,444 --> 00:38:35,846
- What are you doing?
- Shh, shh, shh.

485
00:38:35,847 --> 00:38:37,615
What is she... Don't worry.

486
00:38:37,616 --> 00:38:39,583
Are you texting...

487
00:38:39,584 --> 00:38:42,452
- My, god.
- That devilish grin though.

488
00:38:47,325 --> 00:38:49,860
Why did he give me that...

489
00:38:49,861 --> 00:38:51,829
What did you say? Relax.

490
00:38:51,830 --> 00:38:54,665
I just told him that you
got your period. My...

491
00:38:54,666 --> 00:38:56,466
- That's perfect.
- That's a good one.

492
00:38:58,336 --> 00:39:00,371
- You're welcome.
- That's a good one.

493
00:39:00,372 --> 00:39:02,106
Lock up the knives and babies!

494
00:39:02,107 --> 00:39:04,542
Does it smell like pee in here?

495
00:39:04,543 --> 00:39:07,210
I can smell her from here.
Why do we hate Juliet?

496
00:39:08,612 --> 00:39:11,182
- Are you serious?
- We don't hate her.

497
00:39:11,183 --> 00:39:14,185
It's just she's super creepy,
with all those weird drawings.

498
00:39:14,186 --> 00:39:17,655
Remember mellow yellow in
the fifth grade? My god.

499
00:39:17,656 --> 00:39:19,890
When Lindsay found out that
she peed in her sleeping bag

500
00:39:19,891 --> 00:39:21,925
on the girl scout trip.

501
00:39:22,793 --> 00:39:24,862
Why do you care all of a sudden?

502
00:39:24,863 --> 00:39:27,131
You know she should
be institutionalized.

503
00:39:27,132 --> 00:39:29,400
I was just wondering.

504
00:39:29,401 --> 00:39:30,934
That's all.

505
00:39:34,472 --> 00:39:38,175
- So we're going over to your house, right?
- - Obviously.

506
00:39:38,176 --> 00:39:42,145
- Can I borrow something?
- Always. I got you.

507
00:39:58,396 --> 00:40:01,499
Hey. these came for you
in daimler's class.

508
00:40:01,500 --> 00:40:03,501
No, I know I'm not wearing
the appropriate attire,

509
00:40:03,502 --> 00:40:05,702
but I promise
they're legitimate.

510
00:40:07,738 --> 00:40:09,540
Cool.

511
00:40:09,541 --> 00:40:12,542
Also, this rose came for you.

512
00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:19,350
It's kind of like a
painting of a rose.

513
00:40:19,351 --> 00:40:21,317
It stands out in front
of all the others.

514
00:40:24,588 --> 00:40:26,190
Thank you.

515
00:40:26,191 --> 00:40:30,294
Hey, i-i never said
that it was from me.

516
00:40:30,295 --> 00:40:33,630
But whoever it was from, they put
a lot of thought into it, so...

517
00:40:37,568 --> 00:40:40,271
By the way, my, mom is out
of town this weekend,

518
00:40:40,272 --> 00:40:43,874
so I'm gonna throw a big
party tonight. Yeah.

519
00:40:43,875 --> 00:40:46,243
Did you remember the address or you...
hi, Sam.

520
00:40:46,244 --> 00:40:50,648
It was... it was third grade,
but probably don't remember.

521
00:40:50,649 --> 00:40:54,485
But, - but do you, - you
think you'll come or...

522
00:40:54,486 --> 00:40:56,720
No, I can't. Sorry.

523
00:40:56,721 --> 00:40:58,989
Come on.

524
00:40:58,990 --> 00:41:02,660
Well, I'm... I could have,
crutches on call for you...

525
00:41:02,661 --> 00:41:04,662
Kent. In case you want
to climb up the tree

526
00:41:04,663 --> 00:41:06,630
and play flying squirrel.
That was one time.

527
00:41:06,631 --> 00:41:08,766
Look, I'm just saying, I'm pre...
I'm prepared.

528
00:41:08,767 --> 00:41:10,334
I'm prepared. Okay,
glad to hear it.

529
00:41:10,335 --> 00:41:11,768
So that's a maybe or...

530
00:41:14,305 --> 00:41:15,673
I don't think so.

531
00:41:15,674 --> 00:41:17,341
Well, I'll take that
"no" as a "maybe."

532
00:41:17,342 --> 00:41:20,176
So maybe I'll see you tonight.

533
00:41:30,288 --> 00:41:32,055
<i>What we do?</i>

534
00:41:34,792 --> 00:41:36,494
God.

535
00:41:36,495 --> 00:41:38,596
Juliet Sykes just
arrived at the party.

536
00:41:38,597 --> 00:41:40,297
- Gross.
- Yeah.

537
00:41:40,298 --> 00:41:43,000
The worst. I'm so
glad we didn't go.

538
00:41:43,001 --> 00:41:45,269
Snapchat alert:

539
00:41:45,270 --> 00:41:47,938
- Rob is totally puking in the kitchen sink.
- I wanna see that.

540
00:41:47,939 --> 00:41:50,007
Could I see that?

541
00:41:50,008 --> 00:41:51,609
Of course he is.

542
00:41:51,610 --> 00:41:53,876
Ooh, I don't wanna see it.
Gross. Ew.

543
00:41:54,845 --> 00:41:57,348
You kiss that?

544
00:41:57,349 --> 00:41:59,116
I can't believe you made
this ice cream, ally.

545
00:41:59,117 --> 00:42:00,851
It's literally better
than a restaurant's.

546
00:42:00,852 --> 00:42:03,354
No, it's true. You should go to
cooking school. Screw college.

547
00:42:03,355 --> 00:42:05,556
Thanks, guys. It has no dairy.

548
00:42:05,557 --> 00:42:08,192
You're so full of shit.

549
00:42:08,193 --> 00:42:09,727
Thirty-eight.

550
00:42:09,728 --> 00:42:12,663
- You can shut up now.
- What?

551
00:42:12,664 --> 00:42:16,200
Matt's at the party.

552
00:42:16,201 --> 00:42:18,969
Ally, you say "Matt" one more time,
and I will kill you in your sleep.

553
00:42:18,970 --> 00:42:22,338
I will kill you in your sleep.
I will kill you in your sleep.

554
00:42:51,535 --> 00:42:53,837
I wonder what filter Terri
uses on her photos.

555
00:42:53,838 --> 00:42:56,607
- Major fomo.
- Such a loser.

556
00:42:56,608 --> 00:42:58,342
Steve's flirting
with a freshman.

557
00:42:58,343 --> 00:43:00,209
I love you guys.

558
00:43:01,378 --> 00:43:03,746
Sam.

559
00:43:06,951 --> 00:43:09,219
- We love you too.
- Aw.

560
00:43:09,220 --> 00:43:11,020
Weirdo.

561
00:43:13,791 --> 00:43:16,225
Don't go emo on us.

562
00:43:34,112 --> 00:43:35,478
Where's my phone?

563
00:43:42,653 --> 00:43:45,087
Juliet Sykes is dead.

564
00:44:00,638 --> 00:44:02,839
She killed herself.

565
00:44:06,243 --> 00:44:08,245
Then nothing happened
to her at the party.

566
00:44:08,246 --> 00:44:12,849
How totally insane.

567
00:44:20,958 --> 00:44:22,660
Could our rose have
something to do with it?

568
00:44:22,661 --> 00:44:24,460
Don't be stupid.

569
00:44:28,432 --> 00:44:30,300
Imagine how her family feels.

570
00:44:30,301 --> 00:44:32,302
Look, you can't be mean
to someone forever

571
00:44:32,303 --> 00:44:34,471
and then just feel badly
when they die, okay?

572
00:44:34,472 --> 00:44:36,472
We all knew she was crazy.

573
00:44:37,941 --> 00:44:40,209
God, Lindsay, she was your
best friend in fifth grade.

574
00:44:41,879 --> 00:44:44,481
Yeah, you used to sleep over her house.
I mean, you must know her...

575
00:44:44,482 --> 00:44:47,484
Yeah, well, that was before
she became a sociopath, ally.

576
00:44:47,485 --> 00:44:49,986
I'm going back to sleep.

577
00:44:58,729 --> 00:45:01,063
I'm going to sleep in my room.

578
00:45:05,903 --> 00:45:08,337
I'm going with her.

579
00:45:15,846 --> 00:45:18,347
You were friends with Juliet?

580
00:45:20,918 --> 00:45:23,087
No one even talked to
you in fifth grade,

581
00:45:23,088 --> 00:45:25,855
and I don't hold
that against you.

582
00:45:29,326 --> 00:45:31,294
You never said anything.

583
00:45:33,564 --> 00:45:36,299
We made fun of her for all these years...
it's not our fault.

584
00:45:51,615 --> 00:45:53,382
Go to sleep.

585
00:46:51,642 --> 00:46:54,244
<i>I did everything right.</i>

586
00:46:54,245 --> 00:46:56,612
<i>And nothing changed.</i>

587
00:48:02,846 --> 00:48:06,049
<i>The day starts and
ends the same,</i>

588
00:48:06,050 --> 00:48:08,684
<i>regardless of
anything I do or say.</i>

589
00:48:10,220 --> 00:48:12,155
<i>If that's how it works,</i>

590
00:48:12,156 --> 00:48:15,591
<i>I'm gonna do and say
whatever I want.</i>

591
00:48:32,609 --> 00:48:35,279
- No, you're not wearing that to school.
- My cupid day outfit.

592
00:48:35,280 --> 00:48:37,547
You don't want to give
people the wrong idea.

593
00:48:37,548 --> 00:48:41,084
- What idea is that exactly?
- No, this is not happening. Go back up and change, please.

594
00:48:41,085 --> 00:48:44,220
This is my life. I'll do whatever
the hell i want with it.

595
00:48:45,455 --> 00:48:47,124
Dan, can you jump in here, please?
Sam,

596
00:48:47,125 --> 00:48:49,092
it's so disrespectful to talk
to your mom... i don't care.

597
00:48:49,093 --> 00:48:51,461
- Sam!
- I told you not to touch my stuff!

598
00:48:51,462 --> 00:48:53,263
That's it! You are grounded!

599
00:48:53,264 --> 00:48:55,432
Grounded?

600
00:48:55,433 --> 00:48:56,966
I'm already grounded.

601
00:49:00,370 --> 00:49:01,637
Samantha!

602
00:49:03,473 --> 00:49:06,076
<i>Maybe I was dead and in hell.</i>

603
00:49:06,077 --> 00:49:08,946
<i>Maybe I was alive and in hell.</i>

604
00:49:08,947 --> 00:49:11,080
<i>It didn't matter.</i>

605
00:49:11,748 --> 00:49:13,849
<i>Nothing mattered anymore.</i>

606
00:49:17,788 --> 00:49:19,556
What are you wearing?

607
00:49:19,557 --> 00:49:21,423
Funny.

608
00:49:22,993 --> 00:49:25,762
Excuse me.

609
00:49:25,763 --> 00:49:28,432
Geez, wake up on the wrong
side of the bed or something?

610
00:49:28,433 --> 00:49:29,800
For a few days now, yeah.

611
00:49:29,801 --> 00:49:32,201
You ready? Hey.

612
00:49:33,604 --> 00:49:35,105
Hi. Sam.

613
00:49:35,106 --> 00:49:38,241
Someone forgot to take her
happy pills this morning.

614
00:49:38,242 --> 00:49:40,277
I took mine.

615
00:49:40,278 --> 00:49:42,079
Well, I know something
that'll cheer you right up.

616
00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:44,613
I swear to god, elody, if you
hand me a condom right now...

617
00:49:46,149 --> 00:49:49,286
But it's your present,
for your special night.

618
00:49:49,287 --> 00:49:51,822
Take it.

619
00:49:51,823 --> 00:49:54,790
Unless you want to be
a walking std farm.

620
00:49:55,826 --> 00:49:57,793
You would know.

621
00:50:01,264 --> 00:50:03,633
At least I'm not still a virgin.

622
00:50:03,634 --> 00:50:06,036
What the hell is wrong with you?

623
00:50:06,037 --> 00:50:08,472
What did you just say to me?

624
00:50:08,473 --> 00:50:12,309
What is it? Do you feel like you need to
prove to us that you don't give a shit?

625
00:50:12,310 --> 00:50:14,177
Is that what it is?

626
00:50:14,178 --> 00:50:16,446
'Cause guess what. You don't
need to prove anything.

627
00:50:16,447 --> 00:50:19,950
We all know that you don't give a
damn about anybody but yourself.

628
00:50:19,951 --> 00:50:21,818
We're all pretty
fucking clear on that.

629
00:50:21,819 --> 00:50:23,653
What the hell is your
problem today, Sam?

630
00:50:23,654 --> 00:50:26,189
You guys, don't fight.
Just drop it.

631
00:50:26,190 --> 00:50:28,825
- What, you don't agree?
- Leave her out of it.

632
00:50:28,826 --> 00:50:32,362
Why? You're the one who talks shit
about both of them all the time.

633
00:50:32,363 --> 00:50:36,333
"Look at elody climbing all over Steve.
He doesn't even like her."

634
00:50:36,334 --> 00:50:39,636
Look at ally. My, god!
She's such a know-it-all.

635
00:50:39,637 --> 00:50:41,505
She just loves the sound
of her own voice.

636
00:50:41,506 --> 00:50:44,207
"I hope elody doesn't puke in my car
again and make it smell like alcoholic."

637
00:50:44,208 --> 00:50:46,175
Stop it, Sam.

638
00:50:49,479 --> 00:50:51,146
Out.

639
00:50:51,882 --> 00:50:53,482
Get out!

640
00:50:53,850 --> 00:50:55,684
Now!

641
00:51:00,724 --> 00:51:03,425
I'd love to hear what you say
about me behind my back.

642
00:51:25,182 --> 00:51:28,083
Sisyphus. Not an std.

643
00:51:31,055 --> 00:51:32,721
Don't say it.

644
00:51:35,959 --> 00:51:38,127
I'm in heteronormative hell.

645
00:51:39,796 --> 00:51:42,231
Okay, thank you. Thank you, girls.
Thank you.

646
00:51:43,400 --> 00:51:45,435
Okay, okay, let's hope
third time's the charm.

647
00:51:45,436 --> 00:51:46,903
Okay?

648
00:51:46,904 --> 00:51:48,404
Sisyphus.

649
00:51:49,439 --> 00:51:52,876
Hey, what? You can take 'em.

650
00:51:52,877 --> 00:51:55,411
Sam, you're breaking
hearts left and right.

651
00:52:00,917 --> 00:52:03,252
Am I breaking yours, Mr.
daimler?

652
00:52:05,055 --> 00:52:06,422
What?

653
00:52:07,991 --> 00:52:09,960
Your heart.

654
00:52:09,961 --> 00:52:11,760
Am I breaking it?

655
00:52:19,936 --> 00:52:22,839
No, you're not.

656
00:52:22,840 --> 00:52:25,475
My Patience, however, is
at its breaking point.

657
00:52:25,476 --> 00:52:27,444
Take a seat.

658
00:52:27,445 --> 00:52:28,745
Please.

659
00:52:28,746 --> 00:52:31,114
If you insist.

660
00:52:31,115 --> 00:52:34,283
My god.

661
00:52:35,785 --> 00:52:38,454
Okay. Sisyphus.

662
00:52:40,657 --> 00:52:42,993
Sisyphus.

663
00:52:42,994 --> 00:52:45,328
Why is our friend sisyphus
still relevant today?

664
00:52:45,329 --> 00:52:47,796
Why's his story still
relevant today?

665
00:54:11,681 --> 00:54:13,950
<i>Get this bitch on a leash!</i>

666
00:54:13,951 --> 00:54:16,819
- Psycho!
- Psycho!

667
00:54:24,128 --> 00:54:25,295
What the hell? Shit!

668
00:54:25,296 --> 00:54:27,463
What are you doing in here?

669
00:54:30,533 --> 00:54:34,069
This is my bathroom.

670
00:54:38,308 --> 00:54:40,075
Nice shoes.

671
00:54:41,044 --> 00:54:42,879
Hard to walk in?

672
00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:44,714
I can walk in them
just fine, thank you.

673
00:54:44,715 --> 00:54:47,182
You need a pair of these.

674
00:54:48,251 --> 00:54:50,654
Comfiest shoes I ever owned.
Really?

675
00:54:50,655 --> 00:54:52,589
All right, your loss. Whatever.

676
00:54:52,590 --> 00:54:55,158
You wanna trade?

677
00:54:55,159 --> 00:54:56,925
Like switch shoes?

678
00:54:58,295 --> 00:55:00,997
Come on, Kingston. See if I
can get in those without...

679
00:55:00,998 --> 00:55:03,633
Just get out if... hurting myself.
Come on, let's try it.

680
00:55:03,634 --> 00:55:05,635
Why not? What?

681
00:55:05,636 --> 00:55:07,003
Yeah, let's do it.

682
00:55:07,004 --> 00:55:09,204
Come on!

683
00:55:10,674 --> 00:55:12,774
Why do you guys hate me so much?

684
00:55:16,980 --> 00:55:19,548
I know you know what's written
in this bathroom somewhere.

685
00:55:23,486 --> 00:55:25,687
It's "ac..."

686
00:55:26,856 --> 00:55:30,260
"Equals..." "bd," right?

687
00:55:30,261 --> 00:55:34,364
Anna cartulo equals bull dyke.

688
00:55:34,365 --> 00:55:37,232
I mean or maybe it's
"biggest douchebag."

689
00:55:39,969 --> 00:55:43,038
But I reckon that honor definitely
belongs to Lindsay edgecombe.

690
00:55:48,611 --> 00:55:50,479
So is that it?

691
00:55:52,716 --> 00:55:54,983
'Cause I'm gay?

692
00:55:56,286 --> 00:55:58,153
I don't know.

693
00:55:59,789 --> 00:56:01,624
Isn't that how it
always works out?

694
00:56:01,625 --> 00:56:04,226
There's somebody laughing, there's
somebody being laughed at.

695
00:56:06,196 --> 00:56:07,829
Right.

696
00:56:10,033 --> 00:56:11,868
Look, whatever, really.

697
00:56:11,869 --> 00:56:16,838
I mean, this whole high
school thing's just a blip.

698
00:56:19,175 --> 00:56:21,476
I'm not gonna
remember any of you.

699
00:56:24,347 --> 00:56:26,148
I win.

700
00:56:31,721 --> 00:56:36,059
Do you ever feel like you're living
the same day over and over again

701
00:56:36,060 --> 00:56:40,529
with only like a few
things being different?

702
00:56:44,601 --> 00:56:48,503
Aw, shit, Samantha. You just
described my whole life!

703
00:56:57,380 --> 00:56:59,448
Sam. Stop it.

704
00:57:28,378 --> 00:57:29,779
Hi, Sam.

705
00:57:29,780 --> 00:57:32,080
You have to ask
permission to talk to me?

706
00:57:33,917 --> 00:57:38,588
Lindsay's just really upset about
what you said. You should apologize.

707
00:57:38,589 --> 00:57:41,157
Well, everything that i
said was true, so...

708
00:57:41,158 --> 00:57:43,993
It doesn't matter if it's true.

709
00:57:43,994 --> 00:57:46,996
She's Lindsay. She's ours.
We're each other's, you know?

710
00:57:46,997 --> 00:57:50,733
Just apologize. You're not listening to me.
I'm not sorry.

711
00:57:50,734 --> 00:57:53,236
Please, Sam?

712
00:57:53,237 --> 00:57:55,937
What? Why do you
care so much, elody?

713
00:57:57,607 --> 00:57:59,107
Because...

714
00:58:00,009 --> 00:58:02,177
You guys are all I have.

715
00:58:18,495 --> 00:58:20,962
Are you still trying to
turn her against me?

716
00:58:26,603 --> 00:58:28,872
You're the horrible driver.

717
00:58:28,873 --> 00:58:31,674
You're the one who's always criticizing
people and hurting people.

718
00:58:31,675 --> 00:58:35,044
You're the one who lied about being friends
with her and then tortured her for years.

719
00:58:35,045 --> 00:58:37,279
I just followed
along, and yet...

720
00:58:41,117 --> 00:58:43,285
I'm the one paying for it.

721
00:58:45,021 --> 00:58:49,559
Sam, what are you talking about?
Whoa. What?

722
00:58:49,560 --> 00:58:53,228
My god.

723
00:58:59,869 --> 00:59:02,771
Sam, I haven't seen you in, like, forever.
Where have you...

724
00:59:17,020 --> 00:59:18,520
No!

725
00:59:26,996 --> 00:59:28,765
Get this bitch on a leash!

726
00:59:28,766 --> 00:59:31,933
I love you. Is that what
you wanted to hear?

727
01:00:01,631 --> 01:00:03,565
Sam?

728
01:00:21,384 --> 01:00:24,085
Hey, are... Are you okay?

729
01:00:25,655 --> 01:00:29,993
I mean, obviously you're crying.
Is there something I can do?

730
01:00:29,994 --> 01:00:32,427
I'll get you a tissue.
Yeah, yeah. Um...

731
01:00:34,631 --> 01:00:35,898
Hey, here. Thanks.

732
01:00:35,899 --> 01:00:37,866
Yeah.

733
01:00:45,274 --> 01:00:47,510
Sorry I'm in your room.
I know there's a sign.

734
01:00:47,511 --> 01:00:50,747
No, don't worry about it. I...

735
01:00:50,748 --> 01:00:53,882
The sign's just really for other
people so they don't get my stuff.

736
01:00:55,986 --> 01:00:59,122
It's the first big party
I've ever had, so...

737
01:00:59,123 --> 01:01:01,122
Why'd you have one now?

738
01:01:04,193 --> 01:01:06,294
I figured if I had a
party, you'd come.

739
01:01:16,372 --> 01:01:19,108
I like your room. Yeah?

740
01:01:19,109 --> 01:01:21,142
It's my dad's old den.

741
01:01:22,445 --> 01:01:24,714
It must get a lot of light.

742
01:01:24,715 --> 01:01:27,350
Yeah. It's like, -

743
01:01:27,351 --> 01:01:29,484
like waking up in the
middle of the sun.

744
01:01:31,554 --> 01:01:34,057
I get to see the old tree.

745
01:01:34,058 --> 01:01:37,325
I like it. It's...
it's constant.

746
01:01:39,629 --> 01:01:41,396
Is that the one we
used to sit in?

747
01:01:42,899 --> 01:01:46,569
Yeah. Yeah, we did.

748
01:01:46,570 --> 01:01:49,572
Do you, - do you
remember climbing up it?

749
01:01:49,573 --> 01:01:52,575
And then you jumped down
and sprained your ankle?

750
01:01:52,576 --> 01:01:55,578
I was stupid.

751
01:01:55,579 --> 01:01:57,846
It was very ambitious.

752
01:02:00,216 --> 01:02:02,552
- I should go.
- Hey, hey, hey. Hey.

753
01:02:02,553 --> 01:02:05,186
Just stay for a second, okay?

754
01:02:09,358 --> 01:02:12,095
I- i can... I can
drive you home or...

755
01:02:12,096 --> 01:02:14,029
I don't want to go home.

756
01:02:17,333 --> 01:02:21,503
Okay, well, you can, - you
could crash here if you want.

757
01:02:22,772 --> 01:02:25,708
Not, not, not like...
Like with me. I...

758
01:02:25,709 --> 01:02:28,444
Somewhere else. I'll-I'll
be somewhere else.

759
01:02:28,445 --> 01:02:31,914
Like bed, completely
to yourself.

760
01:02:31,915 --> 01:02:35,116
The Kent mcfuller master suite.

761
01:02:39,922 --> 01:02:41,189
Yeah?

762
01:02:42,058 --> 01:02:43,558
Okay.

763
01:02:44,527 --> 01:02:47,529
Hey, it's okay.

764
01:02:55,037 --> 01:02:56,571
Here.

765
01:03:06,549 --> 01:03:08,550
I'm sorry about earlier.

766
01:03:09,485 --> 01:03:12,220
Don't worry about it.
No, I'm sorry...

767
01:03:13,256 --> 01:03:15,423
I've always been so mean to you.

768
01:03:20,897 --> 01:03:23,566
Don't look. Don't read it.
Please? Why? It's...

769
01:03:23,567 --> 01:03:25,333
It's something bad.

770
01:03:27,503 --> 01:03:28,870
Okay.

771
01:03:34,010 --> 01:03:36,245
Your skin's so hot.

772
01:03:36,246 --> 01:03:40,515
It's, - it's always like that.

773
01:03:54,864 --> 01:03:57,298
I wish we could be here forever.

774
01:04:15,953 --> 01:04:18,221
Okay, let's try again.

775
01:04:18,222 --> 01:04:20,855
Aah.

776
01:04:22,826 --> 01:04:25,127
We're taking a day off.

777
01:04:25,128 --> 01:04:28,631
I think you're just
going to drool around.

778
01:04:28,632 --> 01:04:32,802
What does that... and then you're just
going to go through there and end up here.

779
01:04:32,803 --> 01:04:35,670
<i>If I was going to relive the
same day over and over...</i>

780
01:04:37,006 --> 01:04:39,107
<i>I wanted it to be a worthy day.</i>

781
01:04:47,416 --> 01:04:49,517
<i>But not just for me.</i>

782
01:05:07,703 --> 01:05:10,672
Do the kids at school ever make fun
of you for the way that you talk?

783
01:05:13,409 --> 01:05:15,043
Sometimes.

784
01:05:17,446 --> 01:05:19,547
<i>You can do something about that.</i>

785
01:05:21,050 --> 01:05:24,186
<i>You know, you can learn
to talk differently.</i>

786
01:05:24,187 --> 01:05:27,722
But this is my voice. How can
they even know it's me talking?

787
01:05:29,692 --> 01:05:31,826
When I was in the fifth grade,

788
01:05:33,529 --> 01:05:35,897
this girl used to
sing this song...

789
01:05:42,406 --> 01:05:44,239
who did that?

790
01:05:45,541 --> 01:05:47,142
Lindsay.

791
01:05:51,948 --> 01:05:54,315
<i>How come you're so mean to mom?</i>

792
01:05:58,154 --> 01:06:00,890
I'm not mean to mom.

793
01:06:00,891 --> 01:06:04,592
You drew a line on the floor with nail
Polish and said you couldn't cross it.

794
01:06:06,729 --> 01:06:10,765
Mom and I had a fight, and I was mad
at her in the moment, but I didn't...

795
01:06:12,835 --> 01:06:15,737
I didn't think that she'd
actually stay away.

796
01:06:21,677 --> 01:06:23,245
<i>Look at that.</i>

797
01:06:23,246 --> 01:06:25,281
What? That's just the
outside, how pretty it was.

798
01:06:25,282 --> 01:06:27,984
My gosh. Look at you guys.
Can you send those to me?

799
01:06:27,985 --> 01:06:30,653
Those are beautiful.

800
01:06:30,654 --> 01:06:33,289
Remember when you used to
come here all the time?

801
01:06:33,290 --> 01:06:35,157
I do. Of course.

802
01:06:35,158 --> 01:06:38,327
Then your daughter
got too cool, so...

803
01:06:38,328 --> 01:06:40,296
- I'm just kidding.
- Can we go watch the pizza?

804
01:06:40,297 --> 01:06:43,131
Okay. Wait, tiger.

805
01:06:48,437 --> 01:06:49,705
I'm glad we did this.

806
01:06:49,706 --> 01:06:51,807
Yeah.

807
01:06:51,808 --> 01:06:53,775
It was just really sweet
what you did today.

808
01:06:58,848 --> 01:07:00,088
Do you think I'm a good person?

809
01:07:03,386 --> 01:07:06,522
Of course I think
you're a good person.

810
01:07:06,523 --> 01:07:09,525
But it doesn't really
matter what I think.

811
01:07:09,526 --> 01:07:11,394
I mean, what's important
is what you think.

812
01:07:11,395 --> 01:07:13,328
No, I'm serious. I
want to know...

813
01:07:14,897 --> 01:07:17,131
Why do you think that
I'm a good person?

814
01:07:23,672 --> 01:07:26,675
Do you remember when you
were a little girl,

815
01:07:26,676 --> 01:07:30,046
you used to take turns riding
all of the horses in the stable

816
01:07:30,047 --> 01:07:32,381
so that none of them
would feel left out?

817
01:07:32,382 --> 01:07:34,383
Do you remember that?

818
01:07:34,384 --> 01:07:36,517
I do.

819
01:07:38,087 --> 01:07:40,489
But I was a little girl.

820
01:07:40,490 --> 01:07:42,491
It's different.

821
01:07:42,492 --> 01:07:45,860
You have a big heart, Sam.
That doesn't go away.

822
01:07:48,030 --> 01:07:49,832
One good thing.

823
01:07:49,833 --> 01:07:54,603
You just focus on
that one good thing,

824
01:07:54,604 --> 01:07:56,771
and you see where it leads you.

825
01:08:10,286 --> 01:08:12,888
<i>How is it possible
to change so much</i>

826
01:08:12,889 --> 01:08:15,523
<i>and not be able to
change anything at all?</i>

827
01:08:23,467 --> 01:08:26,134
<i>I knew I had to do something.</i>

828
01:08:27,870 --> 01:08:29,871
<i>Something good.</i>

829
01:08:55,898 --> 01:08:58,099
Whoo!

830
01:09:23,125 --> 01:09:24,493
You made it.

831
01:09:24,494 --> 01:09:26,762
Sorry.

832
01:09:26,763 --> 01:09:28,797
The room's off-limits.

833
01:09:28,798 --> 01:09:31,967
Forget the sign.
It's no big deal.

834
01:09:31,968 --> 01:09:35,303
That's really just there for other
people so they don't mess with my stuff.

835
01:09:36,338 --> 01:09:39,875
I'm glad you came.
Yeah. I had to.

836
01:09:39,876 --> 01:09:41,177
I like what you've
done with the place.

837
01:09:41,178 --> 01:09:45,681
Yeah. Yeah, this used
to be my dad's old den.

838
01:09:45,682 --> 01:09:49,016
Now it's the, - the Kent
mcfuller master suite.

839
01:09:50,353 --> 01:09:52,487
Yeah, not so good in
the morning, though.

840
01:09:54,723 --> 01:09:57,425
- It's like waking up...
- In the middle of the sun.

841
01:10:02,131 --> 01:10:03,731
Yeah.

842
01:10:10,406 --> 01:10:15,109
I hope you don't think that it's weird
that I'm here with you right now.

843
01:10:16,178 --> 01:10:18,312
Sam, um...

844
01:10:19,415 --> 01:10:23,319
I once wore crocs for
365 days straight,

845
01:10:23,320 --> 01:10:27,022
so I don't think
anything's weird.

846
01:10:27,023 --> 01:10:30,258
I forgot about your crocs phase.
Yeah.

847
01:10:37,266 --> 01:10:40,034
Why are you always
so nice to me?

848
01:10:44,840 --> 01:10:47,509
Well...

849
01:10:47,510 --> 01:10:51,046
Do you remember in third grade

850
01:10:51,047 --> 01:10:53,415
right after my dad died?

851
01:10:53,416 --> 01:10:59,255
We were in the cafeteria
and I was crying.

852
01:10:59,256 --> 01:11:04,693
And Phil howe came up to
me, called me a baby,

853
01:11:04,694 --> 01:11:08,130
and then smacked my tray
right out of my hand,

854
01:11:08,131 --> 01:11:11,632
and food went flying everywhere.

855
01:11:12,635 --> 01:11:14,403
I remember what we
were eating too.

856
01:11:14,404 --> 01:11:16,972
It was, um, mashed potatoes
and Turkey burgers.

857
01:11:16,973 --> 01:11:21,076
And you came over,

858
01:11:21,077 --> 01:11:24,580
you scooped up the mashed
potatoes right off the ground

859
01:11:24,581 --> 01:11:29,817
and you went up to Phil and you smashed
the mashed potatoes right in his face.

860
01:11:31,321 --> 01:11:34,957
And you-you then said, "you're
worse than a hot lunch,"

861
01:11:34,958 --> 01:11:39,395
which, at the time, was
a really good insult.

862
01:11:39,396 --> 01:11:43,132
I mean, I didn't laugh
more that day than...

863
01:11:43,133 --> 01:11:44,932
I mean...

864
01:11:48,137 --> 01:11:52,007
It was... it was the first
time i laughed since my...

865
01:11:52,008 --> 01:11:54,108
My dad died and i...

866
01:11:59,348 --> 01:12:01,449
Do you remember
what I said to you?

867
01:12:07,956 --> 01:12:10,259
"You're my hero."

868
01:12:10,260 --> 01:12:11,859
Yeah.

869
01:12:14,196 --> 01:12:17,198
And that day, i-i vowed
to be your hero too.

870
01:12:19,535 --> 01:12:21,469
No matter how long it took.

871
01:12:32,948 --> 01:12:34,616
I'm sorry.

872
01:12:34,617 --> 01:12:37,519
No, don't do... don't be sorry.

873
01:12:37,520 --> 01:12:39,153
It's okay.

874
01:12:40,689 --> 01:12:42,490
Good.

875
01:12:43,492 --> 01:12:45,593
'Cause I'm not really sorry.

876
01:13:09,085 --> 01:13:10,785
Shit. Wait. I...

877
01:13:17,726 --> 01:13:19,928
Sam! Hey!

878
01:13:19,929 --> 01:13:21,929
Sam! Wait, i...

879
01:13:22,998 --> 01:13:25,167
My god! Sam, did you see that?

880
01:13:25,168 --> 01:13:27,736
Hey. Hey, Sam.

881
01:13:27,737 --> 01:13:29,971
Did you see where Juliet went?

882
01:13:31,407 --> 01:13:33,274
Juliet, stop!

883
01:13:39,882 --> 01:13:41,449
Juliet!

884
01:13:42,785 --> 01:13:45,052
Juliet! Wait!

885
01:13:55,464 --> 01:13:56,964
Juliet!

886
01:14:47,951 --> 01:14:50,017
Juliet!

887
01:14:55,524 --> 01:14:57,458
Juliet!

888
01:15:04,099 --> 01:15:06,335
Juliet. What are you doing here?

889
01:15:06,336 --> 01:15:08,604
I know what happened back there.
Get away from me.

890
01:15:08,605 --> 01:15:11,006
And I feel really bad about it,
and I know this may sound crazy,

891
01:15:11,007 --> 01:15:13,108
but I have a feeling I may
be able to understand you

892
01:15:13,109 --> 01:15:16,477
better than you think that I could.
You hate me.

893
01:15:20,349 --> 01:15:22,718
I don't hate you.

894
01:15:22,719 --> 01:15:25,187
I know we haven't always
been the nicest to you,

895
01:15:25,188 --> 01:15:28,724
but the thing is that Lindsay
didn't mean anything by it.

896
01:15:28,725 --> 01:15:30,158
We didn't know what we were doing.
No.

897
01:15:30,159 --> 01:15:34,329
I used to be friends
with Lindsay.

898
01:15:34,330 --> 01:15:36,732
It was right before her
parents got divorced.

899
01:15:36,733 --> 01:15:40,334
I used to sleep over at her house. Her
parents would be fighting so bad.

900
01:15:41,870 --> 01:15:43,771
She was so upset.

901
01:15:46,174 --> 01:15:49,310
She was so upset she
started wetting the bed.

902
01:15:50,879 --> 01:15:54,216
You remember the name you
all gave me in fifth grade,

903
01:15:54,217 --> 01:15:56,350
the name Lindsay gave me.

904
01:15:58,086 --> 01:16:00,589
Mellow yellow.

905
01:16:00,590 --> 01:16:02,758
Remember that?

906
01:16:02,759 --> 01:16:05,594
You remember the camping trip when I
supposedly peed in my sleeping bag?

907
01:16:05,595 --> 01:16:08,096
It was Lindsay.

908
01:16:08,097 --> 01:16:10,431
Lindsay's the one who peed.

909
01:16:12,868 --> 01:16:16,004
When everyone asked what happened, she just
pointed her finger at me and screamed,

910
01:16:16,005 --> 01:16:17,872
"she did it."

911
01:16:19,074 --> 01:16:20,441
Juliet...

912
01:16:23,345 --> 01:16:25,045
Please let me help you.

913
01:16:29,017 --> 01:16:31,886
It doesn't matter now.

914
01:16:39,094 --> 01:16:40,728
You...

915
01:16:45,233 --> 01:16:46,801
I- -

916
01:16:49,404 --> 01:16:54,241
hey, it's like your
val-a-gram always said.

917
01:16:56,411 --> 01:17:01,081
"Maybe next year, but..."

918
01:17:02,751 --> 01:17:04,518
"Probably not."

919
01:17:05,420 --> 01:17:07,188
Juliet...

920
01:17:51,667 --> 01:17:54,134
<i>For the first time,
when I wake up...</i>

921
01:17:55,671 --> 01:17:57,304
<i>I'm not scared...</i>

922
01:17:58,440 --> 01:18:00,207
<i>Or confused...</i>

923
01:18:01,143 --> 01:18:02,977
<i>Or angry.</i>

924
01:18:07,716 --> 01:18:10,152
<i>Because, for the first time,</i>

925
01:18:10,153 --> 01:18:13,153
<i>I truly understand
what needs to happen.</i>

926
01:18:24,299 --> 01:18:27,234
<i>I truly understand how
to live this day.</i>

927
01:18:33,475 --> 01:18:36,944
- Friday, right?
- Yes.

928
01:18:39,749 --> 01:18:41,650
Thank you. Yeah.

929
01:18:41,651 --> 01:18:44,519
You want something to eat?

930
01:18:44,520 --> 01:18:47,255
I'm good. Thanks.
Lindsay's got it covered.

931
01:18:47,256 --> 01:18:49,191
Mom?

932
01:18:49,192 --> 01:18:51,093
I love you.

933
01:18:51,094 --> 01:18:53,027
I love you too.

934
01:18:54,362 --> 01:18:56,998
What, no love for your old man?

935
01:18:56,999 --> 01:19:00,068
I love you too, old man.
Thank you.

936
01:19:00,069 --> 01:19:01,969
Thank you.

937
01:19:08,043 --> 01:19:10,879
Sammy, you forgot your gloves!

938
01:19:10,880 --> 01:19:13,314
What would I do without you?

939
01:19:17,219 --> 01:19:18,719
Hey.

940
01:19:20,555 --> 01:19:24,858
You are perfect the way
that you are, fizzy.

941
01:19:26,762 --> 01:19:28,896
Always remember that.

942
01:19:38,774 --> 01:19:41,542
I can't breathe!

943
01:19:57,159 --> 01:19:59,560
It's cold! Yeah.

944
01:20:39,668 --> 01:20:41,469
What are you doing?

945
01:20:41,470 --> 01:20:45,372
Auditioning for a tampax commercial?
Let's go.

946
01:20:56,384 --> 01:20:59,387
Yeah, baby!

947
01:20:59,388 --> 01:21:02,723
Hey! Hey, get in!

948
01:21:04,994 --> 01:21:07,995
You know how I like it.

949
01:21:14,870 --> 01:21:18,540
Hey, elody. What, do I have
white stuff on my face?

950
01:21:18,541 --> 01:21:20,407
No. You know why I love you?

951
01:21:21,877 --> 01:21:25,080
I love you because you're
down for anything. Always.

952
01:21:25,081 --> 01:21:27,382
You know I'm a down-ass bitch.

953
01:21:27,383 --> 01:21:29,918
- You are.
- Hey, I'm down too.

954
01:21:29,919 --> 01:21:33,388
No. Okay.

955
01:21:33,389 --> 01:21:37,691
No, I love you, ally, because
you're curious about the world.

956
01:21:39,327 --> 01:21:41,696
And you're passionate,
and you are driven.

957
01:21:41,697 --> 01:21:43,897
Did someone swallow
Oprah this morning?

958
01:21:47,903 --> 01:21:49,670
I love you, linds.

959
01:21:50,872 --> 01:21:53,708
I love you because you're
the kind of friend

960
01:21:53,709 --> 01:21:57,212
that toilet papers Jason foster's house
for a week straight all by herself

961
01:21:57,213 --> 01:21:59,146
just because he said
that I was a bad kisser.

962
01:22:01,751 --> 01:22:03,217
Asshole.

963
01:22:08,390 --> 01:22:12,392
I think I know why Sam's
in such a good mood.

964
01:22:15,463 --> 01:22:17,498
It goes on him.

965
01:22:26,207 --> 01:22:28,809
I've been looking for it everywhere.
I can't find it.

966
01:22:30,145 --> 01:22:32,312
Thank you so much for that.

967
01:22:46,628 --> 01:22:48,430
Sisyphus.

968
01:22:48,431 --> 01:22:51,733
- Not an std.
- Sorry. It was an emergency in the<i> tribulation.</i>

969
01:22:51,734 --> 01:22:54,002
A minor laserjet explosion.

970
01:22:54,003 --> 01:22:56,436
Val-a-gram delivery.
Happy cupid day.

971
01:22:58,306 --> 01:22:59,841
It's so beautiful.

972
01:22:59,842 --> 01:23:01,977
- I'm in heteronormative hell.
- I like your boots.

973
01:23:01,978 --> 01:23:03,977
Sisyphus.

974
01:23:05,781 --> 01:23:11,086
But he still thinks that he'll be
able to push that Boulder uphill.

975
01:23:11,087 --> 01:23:16,358
He's in a prison of his own device.
The only escape is to change.

976
01:23:16,359 --> 01:23:18,625
Be careful.

977
01:23:19,494 --> 01:23:22,163
That. Man.

978
01:23:22,164 --> 01:23:23,798
Sam. Hey.

979
01:23:23,799 --> 01:23:25,200
Hey.

980
01:23:25,201 --> 01:23:27,669
Um, "you're my hero."

981
01:23:27,670 --> 01:23:29,371
You got a secret admirer?

982
01:23:29,372 --> 01:23:31,373
Secret? That's-that's, um,

983
01:23:31,374 --> 01:23:34,676
not so secret. I don't know
what you're talking about.

984
01:23:34,677 --> 01:23:36,043
Well, um...

985
01:23:37,612 --> 01:23:41,016
Hey, listen, um, I'm, - I'm
having a party tonight.

986
01:23:41,017 --> 01:23:44,352
And I was wondering if
you maybe wanted to

987
01:23:44,353 --> 01:23:46,187
come, maybe.

988
01:23:46,188 --> 01:23:47,722
Yeah? No?

989
01:23:47,723 --> 01:23:49,824
What's in it for me?

990
01:23:49,825 --> 01:23:53,628
I- - what's in it for me?

991
01:23:53,629 --> 01:23:56,731
Um... yeah.

992
01:23:56,732 --> 01:24:00,235
And, um, I have something i want
to tell you later. A secret.

993
01:24:00,236 --> 01:24:01,469
Later? Yeah.

994
01:24:01,470 --> 01:24:03,304
Okay. Okay.

995
01:24:03,305 --> 01:24:05,840
Wait, hey, the "you're my
hero" thing, how did you...

996
01:24:05,841 --> 01:24:09,176
Thank you for my beautiful rose.
I love it.

997
01:24:15,718 --> 01:24:17,385
What'd you say to me?

998
01:24:17,386 --> 01:24:19,387
This is not working out.

999
01:24:19,388 --> 01:24:22,023
Okay, Sam, you can't
break up with me.

1000
01:24:22,024 --> 01:24:27,361
I think I can and i-i
think I just did.

1001
01:24:29,264 --> 01:24:30,964
I should have picked elody.

1002
01:24:36,771 --> 01:24:38,606
What just happened?

1003
01:24:38,607 --> 01:24:42,209
You guys were supposed to... I
mean you said you wanted to...

1004
01:24:44,045 --> 01:24:46,948
It's rob cokran.

1005
01:24:46,949 --> 01:24:50,785
- He doesn't deserve me.
- Nonetheless, very shocking.

1006
01:24:50,786 --> 01:24:53,521
Sociopath, 12 o'clock.

1007
01:24:53,522 --> 01:24:56,191
Does it smell like pee in here?

1008
01:24:56,192 --> 01:24:57,592
Stop.

1009
01:24:57,593 --> 01:24:59,526
Norma bates! What?

1010
01:25:00,628 --> 01:25:02,297
Just don't.

1011
01:25:02,298 --> 01:25:05,200
- But it's Juliet.
- Exactly.

1012
01:25:05,201 --> 01:25:09,237
It's Juliet. She has a
name and she is a person.

1013
01:25:09,238 --> 01:25:12,806
Yesterday you said you were afraid she
would bite you if she got too close.

1014
01:25:14,476 --> 01:25:16,410
That was a long time ago.

1015
01:25:18,646 --> 01:25:20,414
That was yesterday.

1016
01:26:04,592 --> 01:26:06,928
- Hey, linds.
- All right, let's do this.

1017
01:26:06,929 --> 01:26:09,297
Linds? What?

1018
01:26:09,298 --> 01:26:11,699
How come you never told me
about your parents' divorce?

1019
01:26:11,700 --> 01:26:14,801
Are you serious?

1020
01:26:15,937 --> 01:26:17,471
Yeah.

1021
01:26:19,474 --> 01:26:22,609
Why would I talk about something
that happened a thousand years ago?

1022
01:26:23,778 --> 01:26:25,946
Because it happened to you.

1023
01:26:26,814 --> 01:26:28,349
And you matter to me.

1024
01:26:28,350 --> 01:26:30,618
I don't know what you're talking about.
Let's go inside.

1025
01:26:30,619 --> 01:26:32,486
Come here.

1026
01:26:35,223 --> 01:26:39,192
You know you don't have to
act so tough all the time.

1027
01:26:43,565 --> 01:26:45,665
Don't worry about me, okay?

1028
01:26:47,335 --> 01:26:50,705
Well, I love you no matter what.
Let's get inside.

1029
01:26:50,706 --> 01:26:52,739
Move, move, move.

1030
01:27:00,816 --> 01:27:03,151
Hey, um, you made it.

1031
01:27:03,152 --> 01:27:06,520
Come with me. What? Okay.

1032
01:27:07,655 --> 01:27:09,022
Okay.

1033
01:27:13,528 --> 01:27:16,531
I- i-i believe you owe
me a secret, right?

1034
01:27:16,532 --> 01:27:17,999
I believe I do.

1035
01:27:18,000 --> 01:27:20,133
Okay, so let's hear it.

1036
01:27:24,106 --> 01:27:26,039
The secret is...

1037
01:27:27,542 --> 01:27:31,378
Yours was the best kiss that
I've ever had in my entire life.

1038
01:27:34,349 --> 01:27:39,619
Um, but we haven't...
We haven't kissed.

1039
01:27:42,957 --> 01:27:45,225
I mean, not since
the third grade.

1040
01:27:47,462 --> 01:27:50,831
Better get started then.
I haven't much time.

1041
01:28:24,667 --> 01:28:26,299
Because I wanted to.

1042
01:28:48,956 --> 01:28:51,459
Juliet, I need to talk to you.

1043
01:28:51,460 --> 01:28:54,762
For a second. It's okay. Please. Actually,
I kind of have somewhere I have to be.

1044
01:28:54,763 --> 01:28:56,931
I know what you have
planned for tonight.

1045
01:28:56,932 --> 01:29:00,768
And I want you to know that you don't have
to do this, okay? You don't know anything.

1046
01:29:00,769 --> 01:29:03,137
I know that you have
something to tell me.

1047
01:29:03,138 --> 01:29:06,306
You have something to tell all of us.
You're a bitch.

1048
01:29:08,376 --> 01:29:10,978
I have been a bitch.

1049
01:29:10,979 --> 01:29:14,549
I have been a bitch. We all have been
bitches. And I'm sorry. I have to go.

1050
01:29:14,550 --> 01:29:17,185
I'm trying to tell you how sorry...
I am sorry. You said that.

1051
01:29:17,186 --> 01:29:19,821
Sorry, but I have to come with you.
Leave me alone!

1052
01:29:19,822 --> 01:29:21,356
I can't. Sam!

1053
01:29:21,357 --> 01:29:23,291
Sam, why did you run away from me?
I can't right now.

1054
01:29:23,292 --> 01:29:26,561
You've been ignoring me for
years, and then you kiss me

1055
01:29:26,562 --> 01:29:30,064
and then go back to acting... i meant
everything that happened back there.

1056
01:29:30,065 --> 01:29:33,501
That's all I can say, that I meant it,
and I wish it hadn't taken me so long.

1057
01:29:33,502 --> 01:29:38,605
Are you in trouble? You can...
you can trust me.

1058
01:29:45,179 --> 01:29:46,513
Juliet!

1059
01:29:49,183 --> 01:29:50,951
Juliet!

1060
01:29:58,327 --> 01:29:59,526
Juliet!

1061
01:30:12,207 --> 01:30:14,441
Juliet, don't!

1062
01:30:15,109 --> 01:30:16,911
Wait! Wait!

1063
01:30:16,912 --> 01:30:20,114
Wh-what's going on? Why
are you following me?

1064
01:30:20,115 --> 01:30:21,716
Why can't you leave me alone?

1065
01:30:21,717 --> 01:30:23,851
You don't want to die.

1066
01:30:23,852 --> 01:30:27,255
You want the pain to stop.

1067
01:30:27,256 --> 01:30:31,526
Stop. You stop. You...
you don't know me.

1068
01:30:31,527 --> 01:30:33,594
You could never understand.

1069
01:30:33,595 --> 01:30:35,563
You have a choice, Juliet.

1070
01:30:35,564 --> 01:30:37,064
Not everybody gets that.

1071
01:30:37,065 --> 01:30:38,665
Sam!

1072
01:30:40,435 --> 01:30:41,936
Please let me help you.

1073
01:30:41,937 --> 01:30:44,605
Don't you get it?

1074
01:30:44,606 --> 01:30:46,906
You can't help me.

1075
01:30:47,809 --> 01:30:49,911
I can't be fixed.

1076
01:30:49,912 --> 01:30:52,880
You're not the one who needs fixing.
There is nothing wrong with you.

1077
01:30:52,881 --> 01:30:55,081
Don't let anyone tell
you that there is.

1078
01:30:57,919 --> 01:31:03,724
This is just a blip. Your
life will change, Juliet,

1079
01:31:03,725 --> 01:31:06,994
if you just hold on...

1080
01:31:06,995 --> 01:31:09,029
For one more minute.

1081
01:31:15,837 --> 01:31:18,272
It's too late for that.

1082
01:31:18,273 --> 01:31:21,608
No, it's not. It's
never too late.

1083
01:31:26,180 --> 01:31:28,014
Juliet, stop!

1084
01:31:41,662 --> 01:31:44,464
<i>Maybe for you,
there's a tomorrow.</i>

1085
01:31:45,834 --> 01:31:48,035
<i>Maybe for you, there's 1,000...</i>

1086
01:31:48,036 --> 01:31:51,204
<i>Or 3,000.</i>

1087
01:31:53,107 --> 01:31:54,708
<i>Or ten.</i>

1088
01:31:57,378 --> 01:31:59,847
<i>But for some of us,</i>

1089
01:31:59,848 --> 01:32:01,715
<i>there's only today.</i>

1090
01:32:02,850 --> 01:32:06,053
<i>And what you do today matters...</i>

1091
01:32:06,054 --> 01:32:07,954
<i>In the moment...</i>

1092
01:32:09,957 --> 01:32:12,158
<i>And maybe into infinity.</i>

1093
01:32:14,228 --> 01:32:16,763
<i>I see only my greatest hits.</i>

1094
01:32:26,541 --> 01:32:28,742
<i>I see the things I
want to remember...</i>

1095
01:32:32,847 --> 01:32:34,848
<i>And be remembered for.</i>

1096
01:32:41,923 --> 01:32:45,525
<i>That's when I realized that
certain moments go on forever.</i>

1097
01:32:48,663 --> 01:32:51,331
<i>Even after they're over,
they still go on.</i>

1098
01:32:54,535 --> 01:32:56,369
<i>They are the meaning.</i>

1099
01:32:58,439 --> 01:32:59,706
Sam?

1100
01:33:01,208 --> 01:33:02,809
Sam?

1101
01:33:04,879 --> 01:33:06,713
You saved me.

1102
01:33:09,417 --> 01:33:11,117
<i>No.</i>

1103
01:33:12,253 --> 01:33:14,387
<i>You saved me.</i>