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- I've always been this way.
- Hard. Unaccommodating. Relentless.
- Always shared few sacred moment with others.
- One way or another I always felt like a worm, crawling inside mother's Earth deep condolences.
- Yet, here I am. Deprived of my own destiny.
- Pulled away from everything I knew. Sent back do a distant past, trying to figure out what went wrong.
- Specifically, when.
- Specifically... why.
- Never thought about being stranded all alone in a distant past. On what I can easily call an alien planet.
- This fucking shitty old Earth is just that: shitty. Everything is abnormal, here.
- Weather, society. Not to mention quality of life.
- I want my life back. I'm, eager to get back to my time, when many things were easier. More... relatable.
- Yet, I'm here. Sent back to this sinking hole.
- Observing and depositing info into the future.
- Time archivist, they say. I hope they're right.
- I just hope they're absolutely right.
- I remember when I first came here. Full with fear. Fear for my future.
- Fear for myself.
- I knew the'd put up a listening post called The Lighthouse.
- Nevertheless I couldn't help but thinking about all those millions of variables which I couldn't grasp.
- I felt desperate.
- I knew I was doing the right thing.
- I felt lonely.
- I knew there still was a chance to save my Earht.
- I felt scared.
- I started my job a The Lighthouse months ago. As soon as arrived. It was silent. Completely silent. Everything was old and rusty. I prayed a lot. Not the same old God of course. One of the new ones. Still, I had no response. As usual.
- Some things never change, right?
- In the Lighthouse there's this abandoned, quite room. I loosen up there for a while, sometimes, trying to feel the rhythm of this world, on the verge of total annihilation.
- And when I'm here, my mind starts wandering.
- I focus on the rain, over there.
- Every single drop seems to wash me away. How dare this planet?
- I try to see through every single drop.
- Like I'm trying to find something forever out of my reach.
- It's all useless.
- All wasted.
- There's no remorse, of course. Nor bad feelings between me and WECHPEC guys.
- Never will be.
- They did choose me among hundreds because I had what they needed.
- Didn't have a family.
- Didn't have a past.
- Nor a future, actually, if things would go as they were supposed to.
- Decision was quite simply, you know?
- I packed my things. Closed the door behind me.
- In less than two hours I was sent years back in time.
- Alone again.
- Scared again.
- I find myself in this very strange and deadly spot: no safe past, no safe future. I'm stuck in between.
- Time cannot pass for me.
- I'm not allowed to grow in here.
- I'm not allowed to live in the future either. In my future.
- I can only live in this fucking endless present.
- Earth as I know it will cease to exist if I don't send these info back to my source.
- What am I looking for? That's a good question.
- I wish I know.
- I wish they told me.
- The only thing they left me was a note. A single, small note.
- Handwritten on a little, sticky paper.
- All the instructions were there.
- I burned it, like asked, soon after I reached The Lighthouse.
- I put up these simple connection to the future with my SOME interface.
- I totally rely on this WECHPEC Temporal Signal Booster of mine.
- Temporal gateway is stable and holding. For now.
- I just hope this shit won't break at some point.
- I would be difficult, for me. To say the least.
- I also regularly check the Lighthouse's Temporal shift room.
- I couldn't explain in detail how it works.
- I only know he's keeping me alive in this time.
- It's a reminder of sort. Like I'd need to be reminded how fragile is everything around here.
- I don't know.
- Can't write down ideas properly right now.
- I'm walking on the verge of a new tomorrow and yet I'm stranded in the past.
- It seems I'm losing it. I'm just few feet away from it.
- Can't hold it.
- Can't grasp it.
- Can't talk directly with the guys at the Hovel.
- Can't talk to anyone, it seems.
- I'm just here with all the ones I can afford to be with.
- We are just three.
- And we're all alone, living in a memory.
- My echo, my shadow and me.
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