Airu no Guuhatsuteki Jijou

There's nothing like this, huh?
That suddenly feels like an absurd idea.
Is it just me alone here?
I’m so weak, it surprises me.
Forms and rules, all that,
They seem too serious in a conservative way.
With only my compass and scale,
I can’t measure the color of this world.
But somehow, even if I act tough,
This happiness touched by love in
These momentary days...

Throwing away my options,
a prediction that seems to be turning to zero,
There’s only one thing I understand:
“The end of the world is coming.”
Though I want to believe, I don’t understand!
If I live my life by going with the flow, I’ll have wasted it,
These numbers that have lost their way, they alone are crying.
This stand-in form I put up was just a fake,
As if it can’t be projected on my eyes, I raised my hands over my head

If I become scared and escape this place,
Although I don’t have a home that I can return to.
It’s as if someone had gathered that kind of weakness for me.
Hey, have you heard it now? This kind of happiness?
That everyone doesn’t have?
If I leave, I’ll be alone.

“That’s his choice,
To volunteer himself and yet protect.
But you don’t understand
His feelings.”

It’s sad, how we laughed together,
Though I believed in the possibilities,
They piled up, and we exchanged words
Those days, I loved
These goodbyes with all my might.
I became like a rather sentimental piece of cotton,
And cried as much as I was loved.
There’s no meaning in prolonging my life from now on.
Not until the day where everything becomes zeroes...

So somehow, I made a mistake,
There doesn’t seem to be any time left to correct it.
With a restless face, I couldn’t think about anything at all,
Hey, have you heard it now? With this depressed face,
“There’s no value in me living, right?”
There is love, therefore I am alone.