5:19 PM] homozoned: im about to drop lsd
[5:25 PM] xero: enjoy ur trip :grin: :thumbsup:
[5:26 PM] homozoned: im going 2
[5:26 PM] homozoned: DIe
[5:38 PM] xero: i never done drug and idk about any so uhhhhhhhhh
[5:38 PM] xero: good lujck
[1:03 AM] homozoned: zoe
[1:03 AM] homozoned: im tripping balls
[1:03 AM] homozoned: and
[1:03 AM] homozoned: 'i juist want to tell u
[1:03 AM] homozoned: u dont need to sexualize yourself
[1:03 AM] homozoned: to be appreciated
[1:04 AM] homozoned: you need to be appreciated
[1:04 AM] homozoned: by who you are to your core
[1:04 AM] homozoned: what you believe in and what you stand for
[1:04 AM] homozoned: deep down
[1:04 AM] homozoned: i think i care about ppl too much
[1:04 AM] homozoned: u probs dont give a fuck about me LOL
[1:05 AM] homozoned: ok im moving my unstoppable thought trails to a different time reciever cya
[1:05 AM] xero: wow i really needed to hear that thanks wtf
[1:05 AM] xero: AND OFC I CARE AB U STFUUUU
[1:05 AM] homozoned: IM TRIPPING BALLLLSSS XEROOOO
[1:05 AM] xero: i actually really needed taht
[1:05 AM] xero: thanks
[1:05 AM] homozoned: WHAT IS YOUR NAME
[1:05 AM] xero: ZOE
[1:05 AM] homozoned: ZOE
[1:05 AM] xero: WHAT
[1:05 AM] homozoned: RIGHT
[1:05 AM] xero: ESS'YES'
[1:05 AM] homozoned: DUUUDe
[1:05 AM] homozoned: i have compelling thoughts to say to ppl
[1:06 AM] homozoned: but then i always get scared to say them
[1:06 AM] homozoned: but aye
[1:06 AM] homozoned: theres mine to u ok
[1:06 AM] homozoned: no need to sexualize yourself
[1:06 AM] homozoned: you are you
[1:06 AM] homozoned: and you are one within yourself and your family
[1:06 AM] homozoned: you and yyour family is biology
[1:06 AM] homozoned: know what is biology and what ISNT bruh
[1:06 AM] homozoned: im sorry
[1:06 AM] xero: bruh dont be its ok
[1:06 AM] xero: i can tell ur tripping
[1:06 AM] xero: some of it dont make sense
[1:06 AM] xero: BUT HEY THANKS ANYWAY
[1:06 AM] homozoned: its 100% clear to me
[1:07 AM] homozoned: and thats whats pretty fuckin beautiful rn
[1:07 AM] homozoned: this shit
[1:07 AM] homozoned: makes everything go away
[1:07 AM] homozoned: right like it deprives your brain of everything
[1:07 AM] homozoned: so it forces you in absolute bliss
[1:08 AM] homozoned: semi-tethering between reality
[1:08 AM] homozoned: and not reality
[1:08 AM] homozoned: OH MY GOD bro
[1:08 AM] homozoned: im smoke more weed
[1:08 AM] xero: uhhhhhh  YEAH OK SOUNDS GOOD
[1:08 AM] xero: IDK WGAT U JUSTG SAID
[1:08 AM] xero: BUT :thumbsup:
[1:08 AM] homozoned: zoe
[1:08 AM] homozoned: zoe
[1:09 AM] homozoned: u are
[1:09 AM] xero: yes
[1:09 AM] homozoned: SOBEr as fuck
[1:09 AM] xero: very yes
[1:09 AM] homozoned: so ur brain iis like
[1:09 AM] homozoned: 100% of the time
[1:09 AM] homozoned: brain fog
[1:09 AM] homozoned: it be like that
[1:09 AM] homozoned: sorry ur in that
[1:09 AM] xero: i shall never be blessed with ur clear thoughts i guess
[1:09 AM] xero: unlucky
[1:09 AM] homozoned: Lsd makes u feel bad for everyone LOLLLL because everyones on a fuckin time belt that they cant stop
[1:09 AM] homozoned: time belt
[1:09 AM] homozoned: that is what everything is
[1:09 AM] homozoned: we created time
[1:10 AM] homozoned: and we stressed ourselves out about time
[1:10 AM] homozoned: a million years ago
[1:10 AM] homozoned: and because we got stressed
[1:10 AM] homozoned: about time
[1:10 AM] homozoned: we created things
[1:10 AM] homozoned: that relied on time
[1:10 AM] homozoned: perfect timing right
[1:10 AM] homozoned: oooooo
[1:10 AM] homozoned: EVERYTHING we know
[1:10 AM] homozoned: about "society" is on A TIME BELT
[1:10 AM] homozoned: a time belt in which IS NOT real
[1:10 AM] homozoned: but it is real
[1:10 AM] homozoned: at the same time
[1:10 AM] homozoned: fuck me
[1:11 AM] xero: ive never heard words more tyruer
[1:11 AM] xero: tha actauuly makes a lot of fuckin sesen
[1:11 AM] xero: wtf
[1:11 AM] homozoned: YUPPPP IT FUCKING
[1:11 AM] homozoned: DOES DONT IT
[1:11 AM] homozoned: big brain 1000i iq big brain playZZzZ
[1:11 AM] homozoned: i cant believe
[1:11 AM] homozoned: that i finally get it
[1:12 AM] homozoned: people have super powers
[1:12 AM] homozoned: sub concious super powers
[1:12 AM] homozoned: u dont know u have them
[1:12 AM] homozoned: but u have them
[1:12 AM] homozoned: i have one
[1:12 AM] homozoned: my super power lets me control whats real or not
[1:12 AM] homozoned: ok
[1:13 AM] homozoned: it probably sounds dumb but its a legit problem because in my sober head
[1:13 AM] homozoned: i think my life is a video game right
[1:13 AM] homozoned: fuck
[1:13 AM] homozoned: whats ur supoer power
[1:13 AM] homozoned: dumbas
[1:13 AM] xero: i dont gotted one that imaware of
[1:13 AM] homozoned: i had hella giggles earlier i think im retarded again i really gotta go distract myself
[1:13 AM] homozoned: really hard for me to
[1:13 AM] homozoned: direct my focus other places
[1:13 AM] homozoned: because the way state of mind works
[1:13 AM] homozoned: right
[1:14 AM] homozoned: ok ima go i love u
[1:14 AM] homozoned: dont sexualize urself
[1:14 AM] homozoned: u are you
[1:14 AM] homozoned: not what someone else
[1:14 AM] homozoned: values YOU for
[1:14 AM] homozoned: and you will not learn what you value until your older
[1:14 AM] homozoned: i promise you sweetheart humans are forced to never be satisfied on this time belt
[1:15 AM] homozoned: theres answers ur probably scratching for
[1:15 AM] homozoned: 24/7
[1:15 AM] homozoned: doesnt that suck that us humans HAVE to comply
[1:15 AM] homozoned: WE HAVE to
[1:15 AM] homozoned: ok so like
[1:15 AM] homozoned: omg
[1:15 AM] homozoned: cya
[1:15 AM] xero: wow thanks for that i dont mean to sound sarcastic bt fuck i really needed to hear thta
[1:16 AM] xero: stay safe man ilyt
[1:16 AM] homozoned: last thing
[1:16 AM] homozoned: dont scratch for answers that you dont need to find
[1:17 AM] xero: will try not to
[1:17 AM] homozoned: its impossible for you not to
[1:17 AM] homozoned: youre forced to
[1:17 AM] homozoned: thats why every human does it
[1:17 AM] homozoned: kind of counter intuitive telling you to not do it right
[1:17 AM] homozoned: wwhen its fucking impossible
[1:18 AM] homozoned: thats why its not talked about
[1:18 AM] homozoned: its impossible
[1:18 AM] homozoned: but the concepts and that way of thinking
[1:18 AM] homozoned: ok
[1:18 AM] homozoned: im
[1:18 AM] homozoned: oim
[1:18 AM] homozoned: fdsopmfds
[1:18 AM] homozoned: fam
[1:18 AM] homozoned: cya
[1:18 AM] xero: LOL OKOK BYE
[1:20 AM] xero: dm when ur sober pls
[1:21 AM] homozoned: will do


1:18 AM] homozoned: yo
[1:18 AM] homozoned: oblivion
[1:19 AM] homozoned: im tripping balls
[1:19 AM] homozoned: dont reply to me
[1:19 AM] homozoned: PLEASE dont reply to me
[1:19 AM] homozoned: ok
[1:19 AM] homozoned: im jsut going to LEAVE A FEw thoughts because im
[1:19 AM] homozoned: realizing so much
[1:19 AM] homozoned: know your influence on ones you love the most
[1:20 AM] homozoned: really know your influence on the ones you love the most oblivion
[1:20 AM] homozoned: really really
[1:20 AM] homozoned: really
[1:20 AM] homozoned: understand it
[1:20 AM] homozoned: i think your a good guy
[1:20 AM] homozoned: and you wont use it to bad
[1:20 AM] homozoned: know it
[1:20 AM] homozoned: and know that YOUR influence
[1:21 AM] homozoned: and the way you use YOUR influence
[1:21 AM] homozoned: can help others :)
[1:21 AM] homozoned: its impossible to please everyone
[1:21 AM] homozoned: but
[1:21 AM] homozoned: maybe
[1:21 AM] homozoned: its hard to keep all these thoughts together
[1:22 AM] homozoned: discord and shit
[1:22 AM] homozoned: this shit real
[1:22 AM] homozoned: the people u know
[1:22 AM] homozoned: on discord
[1:22 AM] homozoned: they real
[1:22 AM] homozoned: and they may end up
[1:22 AM] homozoned: being your spouse
[1:22 AM] homozoned: idk why i had SOME fucking BEAM of light on you and zoe tonight
[1:23 AM] homozoned: tonight was the love trip
[1:23 AM] homozoned: and some things about
[1:23 AM] homozoned: you and zoe
[1:23 AM] homozoned: remind me of
[1:23 AM] homozoned: are are parallel
[1:23 AM] homozoned: or very similar
[1:23 AM] homozoned: to me and anna
[1:23 AM] homozoned: cant collect my thoughts enough
[1:24 AM] homozoned: i'll dm u when im sober
[1:24 AM] homozoned: ima collect my thoughts alone i think
[1:24 AM] homozoned: smoke more
[1:24 AM] homozoned: lsd is cool n all but
[1:24 AM] homozoned: lsd+ weed thats when u start to welcome demons
[1:24 AM] homozoned: and welcoming demons is a good thing because
[1:24 AM] homozoned: everything is a balance
[1:36 AM] homozoned: your influence
[1:36 AM] homozoned: can tether other peoples thoughts
[1:36 AM] homozoned: and other peoples goals
[1:36 AM] homozoned: its like an IRL side quest
[1:36 AM] homozoned: what you find appreciation in
[1:37 AM] homozoned: can affect other peoples goals and its very powerful and can often
[1:37 AM] homozoned: rewrite concepts in peoples brains
[1:38 AM] homozoned: make them think they need x to get y
[1:38 AM] homozoned: when y
[1:38 AM] homozoned: god dammit i cant
[1:46 AM] homozoned: thank you for not replying to me
[1:46 AM] homozoned: like actually
[1:46 AM] homozoned: theres something about the
[1:47 AM] homozoned: never ending time frame
[2:29 AM] homozoned: my notepad
[2:29 AM] homozoned: is fucking massive
[2:29 AM] homozoned: about to #rest up my guys and go to sleeppeepepzZZz holy shit a trip and a half
[2:29 AM] homozoned: thank you audience
[2:30 AM] homozoned: that truly was an entertaining show
[10:41 PM] homozoned: sober
[10:44 PM] oblivion: hi
[10:44 PM] oblivion: you said some meaningful ass shit even tho u were fucked up
[10:44 PM] homozoned: thats what lsd do to u
[10:44 PM] homozoned: shit is medicine
[10:47 PM] oblivion: me and zoe were in vc while you were messaging me too lmao
[10:47 PM] oblivion: i told her the one thing u said
[10:52 PM] homozoned: yaw yeet
[10:56 PM] homozoned: what i said was pretty fucking real man
[11:29 PM] homozoned: after i dm'd u i moved my excessive typing to a notepad
[11:29 PM] homozoned: and i made sure 2 save and its so fuckin woke
[11:35 PM] oblivion: Pretty educating ngl
[11:35 PM] oblivion: thanks for it honestly, gives me lots of new insights on things
[11:37 PM] homozoned: its some autism
[11:38 PM] homozoned: im glad i was able to do that
[11:38 PM] homozoned: i was never told to watch my influence till it was too late
[11:38 PM] homozoned: & i hurt ppl