#TRUTH

AmanadaVilidia: This is easier then having an argument with my inbox.
Bolibana: lol true that.
AmanadaVilidia: Plus going from one thing to the inbox is a pain in the ass.
Bolibana: nyeah i got you.
Bolibana: ooh and i made a ten year old version of Bolibana whachu think? :3
AmanadaVilidia: Bright enough pink? >.>
Bolibana: it's all natural xD
AmanadaVilidia: Okay then XD
Bolibana: hmm but i was trying my best to gain info about the time limit but all they told me was that it was restricted info for me. but they gave me a shitty link and that's that i tried though.
AmanadaVilidia: Honestly as I told Adam abotu that account, that if sometihng happened to it I wouldn't be worried.
AmanadaVilidia: about*
Bolibana: yeah Adam can be kinda.... "Stressed"
AmanadaVilidia: I've had issues with that account almost from day one.
Bolibana: tell me about it?
AmanadaVilidia: From it coming up banned just because of the name, or someone said I had hacked the system, to being flagged for entering a room.
Bolibana: ._. aaah you got hit by a douchebag storm
AmanadaVilidia: Pretty much.
AmanadaVilidia: So yeah, I've warned Adam about it and he said that was fine.
AmanadaVilidia: Hell, I've had my life threatened on that account before.
Bolibana: haven't we all. xD
AmanadaVilidia: Saddly, I knew who the person was irl, and he knew where I lived which was even worse.
Bolibana: that is pretty bad...if he ever visits make sure to punch him in the nutsack from me ^_^
AmanadaVilidia: I'm no longer in the same state as him now. Then again it's the same prick wh both phsyically, mentally, and sexual harassed and abused me. But what ever...
Bolibana: sorry to hear that... Miranda, and i do hope everything turned out for the better after that.
AmanadaVilidia: Yeah, it did and sorry, I'm not looking for pitty and not trying to make you feel bad or guity because of it. I just know that shit like that happens and people use it to minipulate people with it.
AmanadaVilidia: Sorry to throw that at you like that..
Bolibana: Don't worry about it remember i am technically the middle guy in our little group ever seens i joined into Vilidia.
AmanadaVilidia: I'm the one that's just there..
Bolibana: no that would be Alexa you're more then that.
AmanadaVilidia: From what I've seen, I've brought in a bunch of drama from Blade, Raven, and apperently Kota..
Bolibana: lemme tell you 'bout Alexa...
Bolibana: i...ugh...maybe i shouldn't
Bolibana: you can Ask Alyssa,Ashla even Adam about that.
AmanadaVilidia: Go for it hun.
AmanadaVilidia: gunna grab a drink and food really fast.
AmanadaVilidia: okay back
Bolibana: She makes it all about herself, And says she has lived in the "Ghetto" even though both of her parents have great jobs and she basically lives in a big ass house which, Alyssa can confirm that. And she is trying to restrict me from saying certain words and everything which pisses not only me but the whole group off pretty much like all Feminazis on tumblr xD. 'nuff fun. and she thinks she knows how it is to live with daily racism....Even though she doesn't at all lemme tell you about racism, racism is not being able to get a permanent residence in the country you live within because of you're racial backround not being able to have a permanent job without being worried a Swede will take that job from you because you know for a fact as soon as a Swede wants that job you're gone not being able to start school until you're fucking 16 years old. because you live on a "reservation" in fucking Finland, not being allowed too speak you're native tounge in any area without feeling like you need to wear a cloak and hide you're identity, knowing that when people look at you they see a thief,drunk,murderer,mugger or possible rapist because you're part of that one specific group, being called things like Lapp,Lappjävel,Kritä,Skågstamejävel,etc,etc atleast 15-20 times a day...she doesn't know shit...and thnks she can say oooh i was called "spic" when i was 15 and that triggered me so much that i have horrible selfesteem now, NO!!? you fucking laugh in those assholes face and stand up for yourself and say yeah i'm a Lapp also known as you're countries fucking boogieman woohoo!!? that's how i learned not being a little fucking bitch...
Bolibana: sorry for the page rape <--- oooh that's right i am restricted from using that word by Alexa...
AmanadaVilidia: It's cool, everyone has their issues and no one is perfect. Everyone has their own ticks and problems I get that. I know I have low selfesteem, and I know I have both mental, and phyiscal issues believe me. I know I have it better then some and yet there are days that I feel that I am below  them.  But that comes with me have server PTSD, it mimicks servear depressen and it's left me suicidal. I fight with the thoughts of just killing my self on a daily basies. I was being placed in classes that limited my skills at learning all the way up to my freshmen year of school.  Hell from first grade to freshmen year I was still doing addition and subtractions. They started to teach up spelling in thrid grade up into the start of fourth grade then stopped. I know my speeling sucks massive ass and my grammer is probably even worse. But damn it I do try.
Bolibana: yeah you see you and me...we got problems, Alexa does not...But not anywhere near that scale. But she sure makes it sound like it.
Bolibana: #SWEDENRUGSWIPINGOFSÁMILIFES
AmanadaVilidia: >.> .....really... did you just # at me??
Bolibana: <.< yes
Bolibana: #Hashtag
AmanadaVilidia: XD
Bolibana: lol xD
AmanadaVilidia: The kitty is pain a noisey little shit today...
Bolibana: lewl