carcinoGeneticist:
(hops in character)
7:28pm
true, we aren't exactly the same... but...
<he closes his eyes slowly, that smile never leaving his face>
yes
he is scared of you
but then
he is here
trying to help you
7:29pmLucy:
(i spilled milk on my keyboard ><)
7:30pm
...BECAUSE I'LL KILL HIM....thats why he's trying to help. THATS THE ONLY REASON.
7:31pmcarcinoGeneticist:
no, that's not the only reason
he could have left you to die so many times
but instead
he comes
and he helps
7:33pm
he cares about you
just like I do
is that really so hard to believe?
7:35pmLucy:
-he grips his head, seeming to be in pain.- I......
7:37pmcarcinoGeneticist:
<he merely hugs Vitaldye a little bit tighter> Fear is not always what keeps others close to you, friendship is an odd thing among trolls, but it does exist, even between the most unlikely of people
7:41pmLucy:
If I were to die he wouldn't care . No one would, they would all be so happy. So why...why can't you let me do what I want?
7:42pmcarcinoGeneticist:
he would not be happy, because he cares about you, or he would have let you die
i am not doing this for him, or anyone else
i am doing this for you
7:46pmLucy:
You're not going to leave me alone unless I cooperate, are you.
7:46pmcarcinoGeneticist:
Karkat will not let me leave you alone until you are calmed down
7:48pmLucy:
You've already done enough. He's locked up again. Just go...
7:49pmcarcinoGeneticist:
I will not leave when you are in such a distressed state, you are my best friend
7:51pmLucy:
Idiot, I'm fine. Everything is fine. -he manages a soft smile-
7:51pmcarcinoGeneticist:
you always were such a bad liar
7:56pmLucy:
and you never minded your own business.
7:57pmcarcinoGeneticist:
never <he lets out a soft laugh here>
7:59pmLucy:
-he smiles and leans back into him, closing his eyes- I miss you..
8:00pmcarcinoGeneticist:
I miss you too, more than you realize...
8:01pm
((<melts>))
8:01pmLucy:
(I KNOW)
((DAMN NOW IM BAWLING))
8:04pm
-Slowly, indigo liquid falls from his eyes- If I could take everything back, I would in a heartbeat.
8:05pmcarcinoGeneticist:
I know you never wanted to do it, I know you
8:06pm
<his smile and gaze falter for a moment, becoming almost tired seeming>
8:08pmLucy:
-he glances up and then begins to panic- No! Don't go..please....not again!
8:09pmcarcinoGeneticist:
<he forces that smile back up>
don't worry, I will not dissappear
I am here whenever you need me, even when it seems like I'm not, this will not be a one time occurance
8:12pmLucy:
-he remains silent before his smile changes, seeming almost peaceful.- Thank you..
8:13pmcarcinoGeneticist:
I will always be here for you...
<he closes his eyes completely now, and goes utterly limp, like he's passed out>
8:15pmLucy:
-he continues to smile before picking him up and laying him on the couch-