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- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- :O
- you're home early
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I'm not home
- I'm still at work
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- oh okay
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- Shall be leaving shortly though
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- fair enough
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- and what do you mean "you see how it is"/
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- haha nothing
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- a likely story
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- mhmm
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- well I shall have to interrogate you to be sure I suppose
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- that could be interesting
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- interesting yes, pleasant possibly not, depends what techniques I employ. I suspect you wouldn't enjoy and evening of water boarding and electric shocks
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- possibly not
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- being tied up, teased spanked and generally used as my plaything until you give me the answers I'm looking for on the other hand could prove to be a very enjoyable evening
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- you're an evil man
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- why?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- because you're turning me on when you're not here to do anything about it :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol I enjoy making you suffer haven't you worked that out yet.
- Although it is always a bit of an own goal as it turns me on too
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hehe good
- hmm rubbish :(
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol what now
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- just pouting at the lack of you
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- now you know I don't like pouting. Only bad little girls pout and you know what naughty girls get now don't you
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hehe :D
- but I know how much you love punishing naughty girls
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- Mmmmmmm I most definitely do
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- god this is so unfair :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- and now you're complaining about things not being fair. Well you are most definitely heading for a spanking if you keep up your moaning young lady
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- :D :D :D
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- You will learn to be a good girl or I will have to come up with some sort of punishment you don't enjoy
- maybe forced abstinence. I'm sure that would work
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hmm but how would you want me to be good?
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- by doing as your told and generally behaving a my good little girl
- *as
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- mm yes sir
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- <pats head> that's a good irl
- &girl
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hehe
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- good damnit I'm turned on now
- also I need to walk home and I have an erection which won't be fun
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- shame I can't just get down on my knees and sort that out for you
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- that would be very nice indeed. And that by the way would be a good example of being a good girl
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- okay, I'll keep that in mind :)
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- excellent. lol I need to go home but I don't particularly want to stop chatting with you
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hmm :(
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- what?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- don't want to stop chatting with you either :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- :)
- what time are you going out?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- not sure yet
- gonna decide whether I can be bothered :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- probably not till a bit later though
- you up to much tonight?
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- well I could always high tale it home and continue this conversation when I get back.
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- can if you want :)
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- well yes I do want
- it's not the only thing I want
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- :)
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I'm off speak soon
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- okay x
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- hello again
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- it's you :D
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- it is indeed
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- happy to be home?
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- yup
- Now I don't feel like someone is watching me over my shoulder
- my monitor in the office can be seen from the door which has a window in it and people often peer through and see what I'm doing in more likely not doing
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- haha oh right :P
- hmm not sure whether to go to Roxie's or not
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- why not?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- just not feeling up to much social activity
- god I'm dull
- kinda want to chill out, smoke weed and get an early night
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- I know that feeling I was supposed to go to charlie's house tonight but I totally couldn't be bothered
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- haha
- hmm...but I don't see Roxie very much so I feel bad bailing :( just sooo tired and lazy
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- well it's a choice you have to make
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- aaargh
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- rarrrrrrrrrrrrghhhh
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- this is an evening where normally I'd come round and bother you guys :P
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- maybe I should just play some games and chill out
- although...argh...I have to head up to my uni at some point soon anyway
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- why?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- haven't handed in my keys from my old accomodation
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol still
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- yeah I know :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- Hmmm
- I don't know what to do with my evening now either
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- definitely not seeing your friend?
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- no
- I already blew him off
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- aah right
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- see I'm just as lazy as you
- although I see charlie every day at work
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- ah well that's understandable
- I'm such a bad friend :(
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- well you haven't blown her off yet
- so you're not a bad friend yet
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- but I probably will :P and will be a bad friend then
- I just want to chill out, and if I go round there I'll have to be talkative and stuff
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol, god damn people and their talking
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- ah she's said she's too tired to hang out anyway
- saved!
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- take that being social
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- :P
- now I'm gonna be bored all evening :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol, can't win with you
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- nope
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- well you had better learn to be happy with what you're given
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- mhmm :(
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- why the sad face
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- cause I'm rubbish and unappreciative and boring :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol, unappreciative eh
- well that simply will not do
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- haha
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- and now you're laughing at me
- Hmm I am not impressed
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- have I been bad?
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- it would appear so
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- guess I'll have to be punished :D
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- well apparently you seem to like that a little too much
- How are you going to behave is you enjoy your punishement
- I shall have to think of something that you do not enjoy to punish you
- *if
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hmm that seems less fun
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol it's not supposed to be fun
- well for you anyway
- Hmmm maybe if you displease me enough I'll only allow you to pleasure me with your mouth for a period of time related to the severity of the infringement.
- I'll of course still spank you and tie you up simply because I enjoy that and I know it gets you wound up which will only increase your discomfort
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- god, you're so evil
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- :)
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I'd just be begging you to fuck me
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I know
- so you had better behave hadn't you
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- mhmm yes sir
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- :0 good girl
- *:)
- :)
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- damn emoticons
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- aaw
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- Hmmm
- I think I may train you to pleasure me more effectively with you mouth. If you don't do as instructed or I don't think your trying hard enough I will punish you.
- would you like to be taught how to please me better
- ?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I want to be able to make you feel good
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I think you forgot to say something there Jenni
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I did?
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- tut tut tut. I guess you need to be put over my knee to remind you. What do you call me Jenni?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I'm sorry, sir
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- it's a little too late for saying your sorry
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- what can I do to make it up to you?
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol, nothing. You will be punished until you can remember the proper respect. Although I do still intend to train you to be the best little cock sucker you possibly can be
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hehe sounds very good
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- well you had better be seing as my teaching methods involve hurting you until you do it right
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- that seems fair
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I'm glad you think so
- if you prove yourself to be very very good and do exactly as your told I may even reward my good little girl
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- :D
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- now what would my good little girl like as a reward?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hmm I'd love you to go down on me
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- ....your missing something again
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- please, sir
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- :) good girl
- So you'd like to me to gently run my tongue along your cliterous slow at first but building with intensity as you become more aroused, pulling back just as you come close only to continue again even more intense just to extend your pleasure
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- god, yes, that sounds amazing
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- well I'll take that into consideration, you had better impress me then because only very good girls get rewards
- You however will still be going over my knee for you lack of respect earlier. You clearly have some trouble remembering how to address me and need to be remined
- *reminded
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hmm well I hope to impress you sir, I just want to make you feel good
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- that's what I like to hear
- hmmm, I have a task for you tonight. I want you to masterbate for me again, although this time you are ONLY allowed to think about how you are going to please me with your mouth and I will expect a demonstration of your thoughts at the begging of your training
- *begining
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hehe yes sir
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- although I do like it when you beg
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- you just like having power over me
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol well of course
- you are just a weak little girl after all
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- :O
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- but importantly you are my weak little girl. Which means I get to have a lot of fun with you
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hehe sounds good
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- besides I know you like to get on your knees and beg to be fucked
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I just love looking up at you and begging
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- :D well I think you'll be doing plenty of that in the future
- tell me what you like about begging?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I like feeling like I'm your slave, that if I'm good enough maybe you'll fuck me, but only because you want to
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- so you like to feel powerless
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- mhmm, sometimes
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- what about humilliation, do you like that? Being made to feel like your a filthy slut?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- mm I love it
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- :D I was hoping you'd say that
- that means I can be meaner to you
- :0
- :)
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- haha
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- hmm while we're discussing this sort of thing I would like to discuss something rather important if we're going to play these sorts of games. Namely safe words
- IF ever you feel you want to stop anything we're doing I want you to say batman
- If you ever want to stop what I'm doing and move on but continue playing I want you to say robin
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- haha okay
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- words that are very unlikely to come up naturally
- I thought them appropriate
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- yeah fair enough
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I'm a bit of a safety freak. I would never want to actually harm you or upset you
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- okay, while we're on that...I do like normal sex sometimes. All the dominating stuff is a lot of fun but I sometimes need to feel like you just want to have sex with me
- ...I don't think that came across quite as I intended
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- of course
- sorry I can get carried away
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- just, I'm still far too terrified of disappointing you that I know I wouldn't necessarily be able to say that when I need to :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- sorry
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- you really don't have to worry about dissapointing me
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I dunno, I do
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- no you don't
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- it's a long time since I've really found myself challenged in bed by someone, and that's good, it just takes a bit of getting used to :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I want to make you feel good to. Nothing is sexier to me than getting my partner off.
- Also I like normal sex too
- the whole dom thing can get a bit exxhausting emotionally
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- yeah
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- sometimes it's nice to just cuddle and kiss and generally be intermate
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- yeah :) I'd really like that
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- also I'm very against it straying out of the bedroom
- I don't think that leads to healty relationships
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- yeah, and I'm a little worried it could with us
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- no. I wouldn't let it
- I like you far too much to treat you like that in any way other than as a game every now and then
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- haha I hope so
- cause I'm still way too intimidated of you
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol why? I'm just a pussy cat really
- I just say horrible things coz I have a twisted sense of humour
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I get that :P I just don't exactly think much of myself anyway, and you're sort of amazing which is scary enough, without the fact that I can't even just be comfortable and let myself have feelings for you yet
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I think you underestemate yourself and grossly over estimate me.
- Also I think I'm not fairing so well on not growing too attached to you
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- heh
- I want a hug now :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- you suck
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- no you suck
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- :O
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- well you do, I know unless you have an uncanny body double. In which case I feel rather violated
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- haha
- bleh I could do with a spliff
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- me too
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- well it's easy for you!
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- i know
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- we could meet for one
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- thought you'd want the night free from me :P
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol that's why I'm sat on facebook talking to you all evening
- I'm just desperately trying to maintain this emtional distance thing just incase everything goes belly up
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- yeah, I know what you mean, it's just not a human thing to do
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- uh huh
- we could move our evening together forward
- what time are you at work tomorrow
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- 4:30 - 7:30
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I could hang out with you till you need to go to work and then we could walk into town together
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- do you mean hang out tomorrow to stay over tonight until then?
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- yeah
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- ...I meant "or stay.."
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I mean stay
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- really?
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol yes
- it'd be nice not to feel rushed for once
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- haha yeah
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- well?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- yeah course, that'd be great
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I mean no, fuck off, I can't stand the sight of you
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- I just need to eat some dinner quickly. I'll give you a call when I'm leaving so we can meet for a smoke
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- okay that gives me a chance to get changed anyway
- Dave Stewart
- 24 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- cool
- see you in a bit
- xx
- Jenny Mugridge
- 24 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- x
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- meow
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- >pets>
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- :)
- still at work?
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- yarp
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- fun
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- yeah, I'm procrastinating at the moment
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- guess that's why you're on Facebook `;p
- *:P
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol yup
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hmmm I want a cuddle
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- sorry was out of the room
- You always want cuddles
- What am I to you a one stop cuddle shop hmmm
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I don't get cuddles that often!
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- twas a joke
- chill
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I know silly
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- :P
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I'm soooo lazy
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- why?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- just can't be arsed to do anything
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- Hmmm the summer lethargy setting in is it
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I think it may be
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- well set yourself a project to do or something
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hmm, I suppose so
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- or just not, and waste away in your room all summer
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- yaaay!
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- you'll get nice a pale though
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- and probably fat too
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol depends how much of a shut in you became
- If you were just surviving on the food that people would bring you and what you can scavenge in your room you may lose a lot of weight
- Also you'd have to consider buying a bed pan which you could empty out of the window
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hmm maybe I'll avoid that scenario
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- I think it would be for the best
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- yeaaaah
- Dave Stewart
- 28 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- I need to go now. have stuff to do
- Let me know your plans for later
- Jenny Mugridge
- 28 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- okay, will do x
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- hey
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hey
- you alright?
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- yeah
- I just feel weird
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- how so?
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- just this whole shitty situation
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- hmm :(
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- I can't stress enough that I am not angry or upset with you
- just it's weird, I know that I can't expect you to be all mine until this whole affair is sorted but at the same time I do feel hurt.
- As you keep saying it makes sense mentally but emotionally it's very difficult
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I don't want to hurt you
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- I know and as I said I don't blame you but there is a mismatch between what I know to be fair and right and how it feels
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I still feel stupid
- I'm just confused
- everyone seems to think I'm just gonna be your bit on the side and after having to leave yours...just makes me feel cheap
- and not in a fun way :P
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- Who is everyone?
- Also I really don't want you to feel cheap or be my bit on the side
- That's why I'm thinking it may be a good idea to stop having sex until everything is sorted. I don't think it is fair on you
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- well, I'm not sure I agree, but I guess if you think it's best
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- As you said I don't want you to feel like a secret bit on the side. I felt terrible when you said you felt humiliated last night because it was entirely my fault
- It was my selfishness that led to that whole situation
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- it just seems ridiculous, I really don't think Sophie and Colin care
- Colin even texted me asking why I left and didn't just stay with you
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- Well it's hard to judge with col and soph. They never really bring up anything like that in conversation. That's why I ended up having that shouting match with col that time when we were drunk
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- what shouting match?
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- you were there it was the first night we slept together after we got back from ziggies
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I don't remember that at all
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- lol
- well we know for the future now
- God I feel like such a fool
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- heh, you're not the fool
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- if I hadn't sent you home nothing would have happened. Also before that if I was worried about colin and soph knowing you were spending the night I shouldn't have asked you to
- see I'm the fool
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- maybe I just shouldn't have bothered you
- it's difficult
- I know you're used to only seeing Zara every other week or so, but I'd want to spend more than that with you
- but right now I just have to wait around and hope you want to see me
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- well I realise you'd want to see me more than once every few weeks. I would also very much like that as well
- The reason I see Zara so little is out of necessity not desire
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I just never know when you actually want me around haha
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- if I didn't want you around I would say
- the weekend was great and I really would have liked to cuddle while I feel asleep last night
- I did suggest you stay remember
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I know, but now I'm worried last night will have scared you off wanting to do that again for a while
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- It's just I really love Zara and I do not want to lose her. And carrying on as we are is definitely putting my relationship with her at risk
- so I am kinda scared about us being together until we get the all clear so to speak
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I didn't realise it was affecting you guys, I thought you were pretty much set for life together
- but okay, yeah that sucks a lot, but not much of a choice
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- well I hope we are set for life, but you and I are not supposed to be a couple and I certainly shouldn't be having sex with you. It's basically like cheating and if Zara finds out it could really hurt our relationsip
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I see
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- But as I said before the responsibility is all on me as it is my relationship.
- I'm so sick of this I just feel a combination of confused, frustrated angry and guilty all at once
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I'm sorry this is so hard :(
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- don't be sorry
- it's not you that is complicating the whole affair
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- well, it kinda is
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- how so?
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- I just mean, if I wasn't around things would be a lot simpler and you'd probably be happier
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- simpler most definitely and in the short term maybe happier. However when all of this is resolved and we can just be together I suspect I will be much happier with you than without you
- Dave Stewart
- 29 June
- Dave Stewart
- it's all about the long term goal here
- Jenny Mugridge
- 29 June
- Jenny Mugridge
- heh
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