this will be the first time
that i hear this beat
yeah lets try it

and i been through so much shit
hard to talk about it
but i been through so much shit
so much shit its hard to talk about it

it is just too hard
so much shit i have anxyty right now
thinkin bout it
fuck

havin a hard time keepin my voice straight
havin a real prob keepin my voice from wobblin all over the place
havin a real tough time
aye, fuck, tryna talk about my problems here

its a little bit tough
i aint gonna lie
its a little bit tough
man shit, aye, gotta do it, aye shit, gotta do it

i been through some shit
with my dad
been through some shit
with my moms
been through some shit
with the cops
been through some shit
with a motor man
been through some shit
with a collision
been through some shit
been through some shit

oh fuck
oh fuck
its just tough
i don know to say anymore, its tough

tryna not to lose it
tryna keep myself all put together

fuck man im just tryna go with this
im just tryna make somethin of my, self
just, wanna get there
wanna make somethin of myself

know i got it deep down inside me
know i got it deep down inside of me

but i just cant let go
can let go
can get free
i just can let go

if i let go i know that its in there
but i aint lettin go im trippin too hard
thinkin too hard
thinkin too hard

i aint lettin go
i aint gettin free
thats was i gotta do
gotta be me

if i do it then i will be on the streets
nah, what
on the streets?
nah man prolly not on the streets

but ill be the king of this shit
you know it
see it in me
see it in this flow it aint really that great right now but i will get it

i aint even have any experience
but im gettin there

aye

im gettin it
im gettin it

goin through some shit

but this is makin me feel better
makin me feel lots, better