Hey lizards, spies, hackers, ghosts, spirts, friends, soon to be friends, or whomever

It would be nice to know what you stand for, care about, or don’t, what’s truth or a lie, what’s a priority what’s not

And specifics like
Alt left/right
Religion vs faith
Fact and fiction
Are mkultra and all the conspiracies a reflection of government technology, spiritual intercession, aliens, or what?
Is the custodian of that technology using it in the right way?
What’s being harvested from whom for what purpose?
Class labor? Spiritual rinse and wash? Some weird alien bbq? Knowing the point and the benefactor(s) would help.

I’ve extrapolated to the point of apathy. Just looking for a leader, confirmation, guidance, I’m worn to the bone

I might not be able to go on the next assignment (who am I kidding everything is a shot in the dark) so I might have to close my self to certain was of thinking. I’ll then miss your messages.

I need to rebuild, unless you can help me