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  2. 5/12/2018, 9:44:42 PM
  3. mtsack_official: hey if u get 5min to chat lemme know thank you :D
  4. 5/13/2018, 1:14:55 AM
  5. sweetea19: What’s up?
  6. mtsack_official: Hey sorry to bother you i know ur mad busy. I would like to firstly say thank you very much for your help and support so far you have made dreams come true today. Second thing if u ever wanted mod we want you :P no pressure we probs to small atm anyway but just food for thought. Again thank you VERY much for your help so far its really touching. <3
  7. sweetea19: lol I was made mod without my consent in like 6 streams in the last 24 hours. I really try to help where I can. And it’s nice to know I’m appreciated.
  8. sweetea19: What’s one more mod? I try to do what I can
  9. mtsack_official: I would never ask without first oking it with the curreent mod team they think ur to busy for us :D But i would never do it without asking first.
  10. mtsack_official: if you want in we want you
  11. sweetea19: I’ll do what I can.
  12. mtsack_official: <3
  13. mtsack_official: gonna let them know now and then knight you officially
  14. sweetea19: I’m strangely able to multi task pretty well. Mod several streams even while playing. Like I’ve been driving this whole time
  15. mtsack_official: WoW
  16. mtsack_official: thats multi tasking but just be safe dont put yourself in danger
  17. sweetea19: I’m walking now :P
  18. mtsack_official: glad to hear it :D
  19. mtsack_official: When it comes to how things are run if u wanna change things up just tell me and i will back you :D anything to make this place better
  20. sweetea19: :D okay sure will
  21. 5/13/2018, 3:46:17 AM
  22. sweetea19: Careful if buying it on console. Xbox is region locked I got my copy from the Uk and im in the US. Took me a month to get that sorted. You want want to PayPal the value of the game if they request it on console
  23. mtsack_official: https://www.g2a.com/en-gb/fortnite-standard-edition-xbox-live-key-xbox-one-united-states-i10000072604006 Is this US one for xbox?
  24. sweetea19: That’s the right one. I was gifted a code from console and it was a mess. Don’t want you to go through that or have to buy 2 copies. You’re good
  25. mtsack_official: paypal and me are definatly not friends haha
  26. 5/13/2018, 4:26:05 AM
  27. sweetea19: https://www.reddit.com/r/FORTnITE/comments/8inctx/perk_rerolls_reading_between_the_lines/
  28. sweetea19: http://epic.gm/yx
  29. 5/13/2018, 6:50:18 AM
  30. sweetea19: https://www.stormshield.one/pve/stats/sweetea19
  31. 5/13/2018, 4:01:47 PM
  32. mtsack_official: What was leema playing at then?
  33. sweetea19: he was just shouting you out and asking for followers for you... ill ask lyon to unban him but im mod there and i can unban him
  34. mtsack_official: Send my apologies to him please i will also have a word with leema seems he is very enthusiastic.
  35. mtsack_official: Last thing i want is to piss off other streamers
  36. sweetea19: yeah ill relay the message and unban him
  37. 5/14/2018, 4:35:37 PM
  38. mtsack_official: !dawey add mtsack_official 666
  39. 5/15/2018, 5:28:46 AM
  40. mtsack_official: much love for today and trust when you get to know me u will understand i wish i didnt have a woman its just a front i put on making out im "happy" i need a break out of this life im stuck in but im broken more then i appear. I can tell your a kind person this is why im telling you these things before this stream i was so controlled and lonley as fuck really but thats for another time. Anyway here is one for you to listen to Casey Abrams - Get Out (Keeno Remix) P.s its my favorite :P Good night Sweetea <3 Tom
  41. 5/16/2018, 1:43:42 AM
  42. sweetea19: i know what you mean about appearing happy. sadly, society only is accepting if you appear to be normal with a steady relationship and what appears to be a family. when i mention to folks that im in my early 30s and single they look at me with pity, it's of course by choice, but at least i know im not stuck with someone i loathe and despise. you'll get there. i have faith that your stream will make it, especially with how much hard work and dedication you put in
  43. mtsack_official: Thank you very much your kind words mean a lot to me as u can tell i probs dont speak to as many people personally as i should
  44. sweetea19: i can' understand that, you might feel like you're either not being heard, or there's no point in expressing yourself so you don't say anything at all. that's how ive felt for most of my adult life.
  45. mtsack_official: main thing i hate is my country :(
  46. mtsack_official: pretty much like my opinion dont count and whats the point in expressing it. Streaming is a escape like drugs used to be
  47. sweetea19: i miss drugs but i have a heart condition i can literally drop dead if i do pills
  48. mtsack_official: Well fuck that shit please never do pillz again i cant cus im to old now haha past used by date
  49. sweetea19: how old are you?
  50. mtsack_official: 31 im 32 in july
  51. sweetea19: that's not old
  52. mtsack_official: 6 years of coke took its toll on alot more than just my body tbh i just feel old drained and useless
  53. sweetea19: my friends wont let me do coke
  54. sweetea19: when i do pills it's like 1/4 of one
  55. sweetea19: low tolerance...
  56. mtsack_official: i did 1-2grams of coke a day on a good day 2-6 on a bad day was a shitty shitty time was selling to feed it :( ruiined alot of things
  57. sweetea19: glad you're not doing that anymore
  58. mtsack_official: just glad i meet people like you i can open up to hasnt happened in a long ass time for sure also met mrs sack on coke so all feels fake and not real
  59. mtsack_official: miss*
  60. 5/16/2018, 2:19:44 AM
  61. sweetea19: aww that's sweet
  62. mtsack_official: <3
  63. sweetea19: i don't believe love is lasting or real... after the physical shit gets old you're miserble
  64. mtsack_official: i believe u can find someone u are compatible with but i dont think love is real its more passion than anthing.
  65. sweetea19: passion.. it sounds and feels so foreign
  66. mtsack_official: lust? impulse all the same thing
  67. mtsack_official: simply a chemical reaction between 2 humans
  68. sweetea19: ive talked to someone i met on twitch for over a year but i realize it's never going anywhere so many that's why i haven't ventured out
  69. sweetea19: im extremely loytal
  70. sweetea19: loyal
  71. mtsack_official: more than 90% of english women then lol
  72. sweetea19: that's sad
  73. mtsack_official: that one layed behind me goes and sleeps with a man after work everyyday and doesnt think i know lmfao
  74. sweetea19: wow
  75. sweetea19: so you tolerate her
  76. mtsack_official: to scared to be alone
  77. sweetea19: being alone isn't bad, i enjoy my own company
  78. sweetea19: i even go to the cinema alone
  79. mtsack_official: im a scared little boy tbh when im on ma own lol
  80. sweetea19: well you just need to take things a day at a time
  81. 5/16/2018, 3:11:16 AM
  82. mtsack_official: if u see ANYTHING btw that u think i can improve on please speak to me im always wanting bigger and better kinda thing so shout at me if u think of anything. Iv also been wanting a new extension to keep people entertained but cant seem to find the name its like a game in the panel below do u have any ideas? Tnx
  83. sweetea19: thank you... that was something i wasn't able to do with the guy ive beens speaking to, he never took any advice as positive
  84. sweetea19: ill let you know as i think of thins
  85. sweetea19: things*
  86. mtsack_official: perfect u already work very hard tho pls say if its ever to much :)
  87. 5/16/2018, 3:49:11 AM
  88. mtsack_official: Ty for your help
  89. sweetea19: ty for that
  90. sweetea19: saves me form punching trees
  91. mtsack_official: never a problem :)
  92. mtsack_official: haha exactly
  93. 5/16/2018, 5:24:52 AM
  94. mtsack_official: <3 gn
  95. sweetea19: good night
  96. 5/16/2018, 2:13:33 PM
  97. sweetea19: Can we farm after I get back and after trades?
  98. sweetea19: I have at least 4 or so kids to trade with LUL
  99. mtsack_official: yea 100% and dem kids gotta get the nocs lolz
  100. 5/16/2018, 4:44:34 PM
  101. mtsack_official: When your done trading let me know i will jump into a group with you :D
  102. sweetea19: okay
  103. sweetea19: i have so many kids lined up cuz they brought their friends to trade
  104. sweetea19: i guess it's good to have a good reputation
  105. mtsack_official: 1000% better to have a good rep
  106. 5/16/2018, 8:27:45 PM
  107. sweetea19: Sorry I got tied up. I wanted to run encampments with you without noble launchers LUL how’s your day going? Have you had a snack and water?
  108. mtsack_official: yea fed and watered haha feeling a bit down tbh when your playing next just let me know. :D
  109. 5/16/2018, 9:22:28 PM
  110. sweetea19: I really would like you to make appearances in the streams I mod so I can shout you out
  111. sweetea19: One maybe two a day
  112. mtsack_official: Scary tho cus im not good like them guys lol but its a great idea :)
  113. sweetea19: You’re fine. You’ve made more progress than most folks have in the amount of login days
  114. sweetea19: It’s about networking
  115. sweetea19: I honestly don’t even like to talk but I’m great at online networking
  116. mtsack_official: can u see how withdrawn i become when i care what people think to much lol.
  117. sweetea19: P
  118. sweetea19: So, the friendly stream you can do this in is Alluras
  119. sweetea19: Just spend 5 to 10 minutes in there and get to know folks. Some will open a tab for you
  120. mtsack_official: Yea im always lurking there but never wanna self promote feels rude and impolite kinda thing :/
  121. sweetea19: Live streaming is hard. You will be judged by all. You’ve just need to show up everywhere
  122. sweetea19: I will promote you LUL
  123. mtsack_official: lol i now see what people mean about the british being over polite fuck i hate it sometimes
  124. sweetea19: Manners is important
  125. sweetea19: No one will think you’re self promoting I promote everyone everywhere I am
  126. sweetea19: Tc is harder to get him to say anything he’s kind of a dick lol
  127. mtsack_official: he partner now?
  128. sweetea19: Yes, as of yesterday
  129. sweetea19: But I have free reign in every stream I’m in
  130. sweetea19: No one has ever said I can’t promote anyone
  131. sweetea19: If you want to succeed, you must get out of your comfort zone
  132. sweetea19: If I’m being too pushy just tell me so, if you need to slowly do it that’s ok too
  133. sweetea19: I just want what’s best for all the channels I mod for
  134. mtsack_official: Your not being push your helping alot trust me its more me feeling embrassed asking for help also all my social media is a complete mess im loosing track of it all not enough hours in the day if im honest
  135. 5/17/2018, 1:49:33 AM
  136. sweetea19: im out of it, i found additional damage to my car after my transmission broke
  137. sweetea19: im just stressed and annoyed let me be mindless please
  138. mtsack_official: You do what u need to do
  139. 5/17/2018, 2:08:26 AM
  140. sweetea19: i dont' really like doing missions im just gonna go do encampments for stuff
  141. sweetea19: have a good night
  142. mtsack_official: yea i can come with you too if u want
  143. sweetea19: you should play with your viewers
  144. 5/17/2018, 3:00:10 AM
  145. sweetea19: What’s wrong ?
  146. mtsack_official: just a stressfull one this comfot zone thing is 1000% right but we talk tomorrow u should get some rest
  147. sweetea19: I’m here I might fall asleep but I’m here
  148. mtsack_official: ok here it is iv been a massive cunt all my life now i dont think im worth talking about and my head wont work any other way :/
  149. sweetea19: Hmm 🤔
  150. sweetea19: I think you know what I’m gonna say
  151. sweetea19: But I’m sure you’re gonna say it’s a waste of time but here it is
  152. sweetea19: Have you ever tried going to therapy? I go every week for my extreme anxiety and depression and it has really helped. I am able to cope with things I have never been able to deal with before
  153. sweetea19: Knowing your self worth is important
  154. mtsack_official: 100 percent know myself just feel i dont deserve to even respect myself let alone promote myself but therapy hasnt worked for me cant open up to many people about reality maybe some stuff but not all for sure lol you even know more than most lmfao
  155. sweetea19: Im sure you’re aware, but the only way to achieve this, is to know your self worth, work on ways to improve and for what it’s worth I don’t think you’re a cunt and your worth ethic alone shows me you want this that badly and will work diligently until you get there. This is rare
  156. mtsack_official: people like you are rare. and its desperation and determination that causes the work i put into it people like you have a heart of gold :D im gonna pull my finger out but i dont even know where to start lol i need a plan of action haha
  157. 5/17/2018, 5:13:40 AM
  158. mtsack_official: screenshot of my latest achevement haha http://prntscr.com/jiwdze
  159. 5/17/2018, 10:20:32 AM
  160. sweetea19: Great job! 1000 hours
  161. 5/17/2018, 12:05:31 PM
  162. sweetea19: unmoded someone? what did they do?
  163. 5/17/2018, 2:06:07 PM
  164. sweetea19: how are you today?
  165. mtsack_official: Yea less stressed need to come up with a plan on how to deal with the next 4 weeks then do one every 4 weeks to maintain stream numbers
  166. sweetea19: well for what it's worth, i will help promote you every stream i mod
  167. sweetea19: just gotta be committed to going in one every day or so
  168. sweetea19: it's not help it's part of this, it's networking. you need to get your name out there
  169. mtsack_official: For what its worth lol u undervalue urself as much as i do apparently :P Your keeping things together atm lol especially my sanity haha
  170. sweetea19: im probably as broken as you
  171. sweetea19: physically and emotionally
  172. 5/17/2018, 3:22:34 PM
  173. mtsack_official: i would pay you to promote btw thats how good i believe u could be at it :P
  174. sweetea19: Really? Aww
  175. mtsack_official: yes 100%
  176. 5/17/2018, 4:51:32 PM
  177. sweetea19: what was your favorite toon to play on wow?
  178. mtsack_official: 1000% monk
  179. sweetea19: that was a class i never got to play
  180. sweetea19: i had a frost mage i named icyxhot
  181. mtsack_official: very nice dellboy the guy u sometimes see or hear on stream is one of the top rank mages in the world he my BOI :)
  182. 5/17/2018, 5:19:52 PM
  183. sweetea19: https://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2018/05/16/upshot/audio-clip-yanny-laurel-debate.html
  184. sweetea19: Tell me what you hear LUL
  185. mtsack_official: Laurel haha
  186. 5/17/2018, 7:52:04 PM
  187. sweetea19: Like that?!
  188. mtsack_official: Very nice like a women who can hold her own :D impressive
  189. sweetea19: Earlier someone in Alluras stream was like fight me. I told him this is STW stream and if he wanted to fight he needed to go to a BR one cuz the only bring we fight are husks
  190. mtsack_official: lolzzzz
  191. 5/18/2018, 12:10:39 AM
  192. sweetea19: this is a gentle reminder
  193. sweetea19: go out your comfort zone i will ask you to come in a stream so i can promote you once a day
  194. mtsack_official: scary as fuckkkkk
  195. sweetea19: it's just me saying: follow this guy, he's an awesome streamer
  196. sweetea19: say hi and hang out then excuse yourself
  197. mtsack_official: that all i have to do?
  198. sweetea19: yes
  199. 5/18/2018, 12:28:56 AM
  200. sweetea19: come in tc's now please
  201. sweetea19: i can shout you out
  202. sweetea19: and give you another introduction
  203. sweetea19: allura is clearly a lot nicer but we want him to consider hosting you after
  204. sweetea19: do this soon please he goes offline in like 30 minutes
  205. mtsack_official: heading there now what should i say?
  206. sweetea19: just say hi
  207. sweetea19: and ill say everything else
  208. sweetea19: please do this earlier in the day when allura is on
  209. sweetea19: at least allura visits streams
  210. sweetea19: don't be scared
  211. mtsack_official: its hard to tho :/
  212. sweetea19: i will push you
  213. sweetea19: you want to grow you gotta get out of your comfort zone
  214. sweetea19: even gumbi is a nice guy to promote you in
  215. mtsack_official: yea the being polite thing haha
  216. 5/18/2018, 12:59:19 AM
  217. sweetea19: can you agree to make a round earlier in the day please?
  218. sweetea19: or even take a break off streaming and hang out in other streams like an hour a day
  219. sweetea19: let people know you're around
  220. 5/18/2018, 1:12:05 AM
  221. mtsack_official: yes 100% will come do it earlier tomorrow u just tell me when and i will
  222. sweetea19: he's the worst person to try to get the attention of
  223. sweetea19: i mod for him because im clearly competent
  224. mtsack_official: yea iv got to work hard to get recognition from that guy
  225. sweetea19: yeah
  226. sweetea19: remember it's not personal
  227. sweetea19: he shouts people out but you need to spend more time in other people's stream
  228. sweetea19: ive logged in my hours
  229. mtsack_official: i know i will just computer doesnt wanna handle more than 1 lurk.
  230. 5/18/2018, 5:15:51 AM
  231. mtsack_official: Good night ty for today confidence is a hard thing to find but some people have a way of showing you how. Your one of them very rare and kind people. Thank you for being you x
  232. sweetea19: good night just keep up the good work
  233. sweetea19: im here for you
  234. mtsack_official: tyvm right see you tomorrow/later
  235. sweetea19: see you tomorrow
  236. 5/18/2018, 1:01:33 PM
  237. sweetea19: i live with and take care of my nan who suffers from dementia, my mom lives close by and so does my uncle and i drop her off when im working or can't take care of her.. honestly her walking around and slamming the door woke me up cuz im an extremely light sleeper
  238. mtsack_official: wow u live with ur nan too haha :P we are like 2 very similar people
  239. sweetea19: she drives me crazy
  240. sweetea19: i love her, but she likes to be social and i hate talking
  241. mtsack_official: yep same as mine love being social but lucky is self sufficient and still goes out on her own otherwise i would be in same boat. Plus she is nasty to people without realising it
  242. sweetea19: yeah i get called names all the time.
  243. mtsack_official: The favorite one is im trying to steal all the time lmfao i dont leave my room haha
  244. 5/18/2018, 2:53:42 PM
  245. sweetea19: allura is live
  246. sweetea19: please pop in and i need to sort out food my last meal was 2 pm yesterday i was so busy playing fortnite if forgot to eat
  247. mtsack_official: well thats a bit shit :( food over videogame anyday haha
  248. sweetea19: waiting for my car sucked the life out of me so i forgot to eat
  249. mtsack_official: i can imagine but u must look after yourself AND your car haha otherwise it wont have a driver u eaten already?
  250. sweetea19: no i haven't
  251. sweetea19: i want you to go in allura's stream, so i can shout you out then im gonna sort out food
  252. mtsack_official: What are u doing right this moment?
  253. mtsack_official: i can lurk i will do it when u have eaten deal?
  254. sweetea19: just say hi
  255. sweetea19: so i can shout you out
  256. sweetea19: crafting traps
  257. sweetea19: please come say hi.. for me
  258. sweetea19: ill give you space im gonna order food... ill be back maybe you'll come by later i dont wanna push you
  259. mtsack_official: im sorry it feels like im trying to steal viewers from people im no where near as good
  260. sweetea19: you're thinking too much into it
  261. sweetea19: allura doesn't think that way im just putting your name out there
  262. sweetea19: *pats on shoulder*
  263. mtsack_official: i think looking at the situation its like they are pg13 channels im nsfw i think it would be wrong if they promote me
  264. sweetea19: IM PROMOTING YOU
  265. mtsack_official: i think being nsfw means i am not going to be as big in fortnite anyway
  266. sweetea19: well
  267. sweetea19: it's gonna be hard to make partner
  268. 5/18/2018, 10:26:44 PM
  269. mtsack_official: do u think i should remove the gun redeem thing and replace it with giveaways?
  270. sweetea19: you're still growing
  271. sweetea19: keep it up for now we'll see what your average is in like 2 weeks
  272. mtsack_official: ok cool i will do
  273. mtsack_official: what does allura use for his queing?
  274. sweetea19: stream elements is his bot
  275. sweetea19: they he has a redeem command and he writes it on a note pad when people wanna play by their zone
  276. sweetea19: ill go into deets with that or even ask him what the script is
  277. mtsack_official: the que system i have is shit but i could look at a extension maybe or something similar
  278. 5/18/2018, 10:53:48 PM
  279. sweetea19: ill ask allura how it's done
  280. sweetea19: what the script is called
  281. mtsack_official: ok tyvm :D
  282. sweetea19: my depression makes it hard to go outside some days
  283. sweetea19: i used to grind things as hard as you, but somewhere i just felt like there wasnt a point
  284. sweetea19: i admire your hard work and dedication i have a hard time with balance i either work so hard im working myself to death or i don't leave the house
  285. mtsack_official: i think i found a way to do both lmfao
  286. sweetea19: do let me know which site you buy the game codes from
  287. mtsack_official: usually from g2a just slightly cheaper not much tho
  288. sweetea19: your'e gonna die
  289. sweetea19: careful
  290. mtsack_official: alive and well :D
  291. 5/18/2018, 11:33:16 PM
  292. mtsack_official: get ur arse up and out the chair miss :P
  293. sweetea19: I got up but now I’m in bed
  294. mtsack_official: lmfao well thats all my fault :/
  295. sweetea19: No it isn’t. I haven’t been able to sleep.
  296. 5/19/2018, 12:23:21 AM
  297. mtsack_official: *gets a pick and treats ur bed like a llama*
  298. sweetea19: Ok I’m getting up
  299. sweetea19: You troll
  300. mtsack_official: u sleep on a llama thats just wierd :P
  301. sweetea19: Well there’s nothing normal about me
  302. sweetea19: Normal is boring
  303. mtsack_official: good then we shall get along very well lmfao
  304. sweetea19: Miss sack is cute
  305. mtsack_official: yea how she thinks she fools me with her cute looks
  306. sweetea19: My entire life I always wanted to actually like me for who I am because I know looks fade. And now I wish I were just more artificial
  307. mtsack_official: i wouldnt like u if u was fake ur just another slut like her then trust me when i get the chance im out of this one.
  308. mtsack_official: i mean if ur fake
  309. mtsack_official: makes u special without sounding to come on type of thing haha
  310. sweetea19: lol
  311. mtsack_official: lmfao
  312. sweetea19: Special but everyone I have attempted a relationship with cheats on me or treats me like shit
  313. sweetea19: Or I simply get bored
  314. mtsack_official: even tho i got video evidence of her at it i am still commited and faithful so i wouldnt like to sound like im coming on to you. BUT would be a different story if i was single not gonna lie. :P Ur personallity is diamond and soming i would like to get to know even if just as friends haha have a paragraph to read!!!
  315. sweetea19: I know you’re not
  316. sweetea19: Your pick axe has made me get up and I’m in my car. I’m letting the engine warm up
  317. mtsack_official: but i feel like u know how to treat a man so remember when i say that ur not like other women DONT change one bit.
  318. mtsack_official: urm someone just asked to buy a used tshirt WTF
  319. sweetea19: Wtf eww
  320. sweetea19: Send them to good will
  321. 5/19/2018, 2:19:36 AM
  322. sweetea19: I came home because I have anxiety about working at night
  323. sweetea19: Are you full?
  324. mtsack_official: not suprised and no not full at all quite MT actually
  325. mtsack_official: coming online?
  326. sweetea19: turning on xbox now
  327. 5/19/2018, 2:43:04 AM
  328. mtsack_official: who u modding for atm?
  329. mtsack_official: i mean who is live
  330. sweetea19: thebostonbowlofmilk
  331. sweetea19: but im on modding for you right now
  332. sweetea19: im tying ot chill
  333. mtsack_official: probs raid him then ;P
  334. sweetea19: are we playing offline or are you going to bed?
  335. sweetea19: he's offline jk
  336. sweetea19: he's hosting zel and i mod there too but i never hang there
  337. sweetea19: Do sinister 813
  338. mtsack_official: u only hang in the cool as fuck places and im not raiding for another 2ish hours tho
  339. sweetea19: He’s a big supporter
  340. 5/19/2018, 3:46:04 AM
  341. sweetea19: add command i can't remember how but we want an identical one under !ign
  342. sweetea19: that way it's more user friendly
  343. 5/19/2018, 5:05:32 AM
  344. sweetea19: https://tv.insomniac.com/
  345. sweetea19: i should be there right now
  346. sweetea19: instead im here
  347. sweetea19: i guess im jsut sad i didnt go
  348. mtsack_official: or sensible
  349. sweetea19: there's no guarantee that i'd be sober if i went, i haven't drank or done any drugs in over a year
  350. sweetea19: being completely sober is hard
  351. mtsack_official: thats in boston?
  352. sweetea19: that's in vegas
  353. sweetea19: saturday night gets up to 150k people
  354. sweetea19: you need to make partner so we can go :D
  355. mtsack_official: thats fucking mental wish i could be there :(
  356. 5/19/2018, 5:36:02 AM
  357. sweetea19: ive been there too, had many ups and downs in my life. no judgement. every experience helps you grow
  358. sweetea19: the thebostonbowlofmilk he's a cool guy
  359. sweetea19: so proud of you for stepping out of your comfort zone
  360. 5/19/2018, 5:52:27 AM
  361. mtsack_official: was quality ty for helping me ;) right time for bed i will see u later on ;) Good night/morning
  362. sweetea19: sleep well
  363. 5/19/2018, 1:46:29 PM
  364. sweetea19: talk to them
  365. sweetea19: say something
  366. 5/19/2018, 2:34:26 PM
  367. sweetea19: are you okay? youre less talkative today
  368. mtsack_official: im expecting to much from myself again brain in overload
  369. sweetea19: okay
  370. sweetea19: so right now you're playing with your 2 favorite fortnite buddies and people just happen to be watching you
  371. sweetea19: i feel ilke you froze up when you saw allura and whitesushi
  372. sweetea19: i get it, socializing is hard
  373. sweetea19: just be natural
  374. mtsack_official: gameplay went to shit too i dont think i can take the nerves
  375. mtsack_official: they must be laughing at me so hard right now
  376. sweetea19: allura is not judgmental
  377. sweetea19: don't over think it
  378. sweetea19: you need agood cup of tea
  379. 5/19/2018, 3:02:45 PM
  380. sweetea19: im glad you got coffee your nerves seem to be better
  381. 5/19/2018, 5:15:08 PM
  382. sweetea19: pay attention closely he builds like allura
  383. sweetea19: saves on traps
  384. 5/19/2018, 7:51:20 PM
  385. sweetea19: libr8 is a great player
  386. sweetea19: you can learn a lot from him :D
  387. sweetea19: try to pick up funneling from him
  388. mtsack_official: dont worry watching like a hawk ;P he knows the pathing like no one else i know
  389. sweetea19: he's fine
  390. sweetea19: might be beneficial to get in into discord
  391. sweetea19: he can explain things better :D
  392. 5/19/2018, 9:23:55 PM
  393. sweetea19: Did you want me to PayPal you the amount for the giveaway or you give me the link and I buy it?
  394. sweetea19: I’m sure you’ll hit 1000 today / tomorrow
  395. sweetea19: Let me know
  396. 5/19/2018, 9:35:25 PM
  397. mtsack_official: holy shit what is going on
  398. 5/19/2018, 9:55:50 PM
  399. sweetea19: You don’t remember that I said I was giving away a copy of STW when you hit 1000 followers?
  400. sweetea19: I meant it
  401. mtsack_official: thank you very much. i mean with the channel out of no where 60 viewers CONFIDENT TOM right now :D your hard work has not gone unoticed btw you mean alot to me (not a come one) and i appreciate you alot :)
  402. mtsack_official: oh btw name is tom haha
  403. sweetea19: I know, you mentioned it the other day.
  404. sweetea19: I’m glad you’re feeling confident and have good spirits
  405. mtsack_official: give m mre cojnfidance than my fucking parents did lmfao ur a legend
  406. 5/19/2018, 11:58:46 PM
  407. sweetea19: My connection I timed out someone who wrote arsehole
  408. sweetea19: I’ll have to check in later
  409. mtsack_official: all good
  410. 5/20/2018, 1:35:22 AM
  411. sweetea19: Tc is lurking
  412. mtsack_official: ohh shiitttttttt
  413. sweetea19: How was playing with libr8
  414. mtsack_official: amazing haha he is a great guy
  415. sweetea19: Told you he’s like the brother I never had
  416. 5/20/2018, 1:49:05 AM
  417. sweetea19: Hope you were able to learn a few things from him
  418. sweetea19: I can walk you though how to trap the funnel efficiently tomorrow
  419. mtsack_official: mainly my brain works backwards i dont think im gonna master building tbh but he is a pro and its great to see stuff like that building is gonna have to be improved alot before im near that lvl
  420. sweetea19: We can slowly help you with that
  421. mtsack_official: does pounder mod anywhere?
  422. sweetea19: No
  423. sweetea19: I can teach him how to mod
  424. sweetea19: My name isn’t Paula. He just lives near by and said he’d try to request me. I’m shy and not ready for that
  425. 5/20/2018, 2:19:11 AM
  426. mtsack_official: Life is about time and its endless so why rush it :)
  427. mtsack_official: u have any idea of what a lurk command is and also iv decided to make dan a mod due to entice blue and donthinkso not being as involved anymore
  428. sweetea19: Aww yeah Dan would be a good mod
  429. 5/20/2018, 5:23:04 AM
  430. sweetea19: i used to mod there but then i felt like he was trolling me so i told him to fuck off and unmodded myself
  431. sweetea19: we're okay now but we aren't as cool
  432. sweetea19: he used to give me shit for not being around but he simply streams when im sleeping most of the time
  433. 5/20/2018, 5:40:17 AM
  434. sweetea19: were not gonna have that issue right?
  435. sweetea19: you're not gonna troll me?
  436. 5/20/2018, 4:09:26 PM
  437. sweetea19: proud of you
  438. sweetea19: you did it without me pushing you
  439. mtsack_official: and i saw him come online finally getting a grip of things down to you tho without the encouragement i would still be doing shit
  440. sweetea19: you're fine, you're growing and doing well
  441. mtsack_official: Ur so moddist u know that
  442. 5/20/2018, 5:08:38 PM
  443. sweetea19: idk
  444. 5/20/2018, 5:19:06 PM
  445. mtsack_official: very moddist indeed i think your a guardian angel in disguise
  446. sweetea19: That’s sweet
  447. 5/20/2018, 5:43:33 PM
  448. sweetea19: Mind fucked that I missed out on edc this year I miss getting stoned and doing pills
  449. mtsack_official: haha fuck pills but yea for the getting stoned haha
  450. sweetea19: Must serve me right. I met him ex fiancé on pills. Well he was my friends best buddy and hit on me consistently when I was on. I didn’t know that doing ecstasy gives you false affection and that was a nightmare. I thought I was in love
  451. sweetea19: He cheated on me a day after I got out of the hospital from complications from ovarian cysts. Then wanted to continue to fuck the both of us. I hate that jerk with a passion
  452. sweetea19: Who does that
  453. mtsack_official: also uses up ur seratonins in ur brain and u only produce a small amount it can cause prolonged feelings of numb or lack of effection or enjoyment from anything. But that guy sounds like he had another agenda like he never wanted you in the first place and lured u into a false sense of happiness but we not all cunts like him just u remeber the bad ones more.
  454. mtsack_official: also sounds like u put in alot more effort than he did
  455. sweetea19: I did. I used to do so much for him
  456. sweetea19: Wake up at 4 to feed the cats or they would jump on him at 5 A.M. he would wake up to breakfast and coffee made, running his errands, laundry, I even folded and color coded his clothing
  457. mtsack_official: well if ur ever up for hire again HAHA
  458. sweetea19: And despite of my devotion and loyalty he still put a gps tracker on my car but couldn’t fault me because I was always where I should be / said I was
  459. mtsack_official: WTF possesive asshole
  460. 5/20/2018, 8:21:01 PM
  461. sweetea19: how are you today?
  462. sweetea19: you lok really tired
  463. sweetea19: im concerned
  464. mtsack_official: Hey sorry i only just seen ur messages
  465. mtsack_official: my body is always tired brain will never let me sleep
  466. sweetea19: i understand that
  467. mtsack_official: But honest nothing to be concerned about
  468. sweetea19: you and i are two peas in a pod
  469. sweetea19: share the same issues i feel for you
  470. sweetea19: my brain doesn't shut off
  471. mtsack_official: Its a shit life to deal with especially when im not allowed to be me and get walked all over by people usually including my own woman
  472. sweetea19: so who are you tom?
  473. sweetea19: im tina, born and raised in Southern California i love edm, camping and beaches
  474. sweetea19: im down to earth, non materialistic and maybe i feel like im a rare breed
  475. sweetea19: im 33 never been married, and dont want children
  476. mtsack_official: Im Tom born and raised in Northampton i love all edm being under the stars and hate being alone :D
  477. sweetea19: the stars..
  478. mtsack_official: im a rare breed im faithful honest and love the small things in life. i love to get the most out of something but work hard to get it.
  479. mtsack_official: missed me rapping earlier hahaha
  480. sweetea19: lul
  481. sweetea19: my computer was lagging
  482. mtsack_official: haha iv had net issues all day tbh
  483. 5/21/2018, 12:08:32 AM
  484. sweetea19: What are you up to?
  485. mtsack_official: just doing some power up farming need to upgrade muchly
  486. sweetea19: Having one of these days where I can’t get out of bed
  487. mtsack_official: we all need one of them days sometimes well apart from me im godly haha
  488. sweetea19: Have a great rest of your stream
  489. mtsack_official: ok cool im here if u cant sleep :)
  490. sweetea19: Boston got he some weed
  491. sweetea19: I guess as a lure so I would drive over
  492. sweetea19: I’m not sure if I wanna be a pothead again
  493. sweetea19: He lives 8 minutes from me
  494. mtsack_official: not pothead if its medicinal
  495. sweetea19: I need it to function I just know I’d get out of bed and want to work if I slept better
  496. 5/21/2018, 10:08:08 AM
  497. sweetea19: ive made you a stack of ceiling fields, will give it to you when you get on
  498. 5/21/2018, 12:46:19 PM
  499. mtsack_official: awwwwwww yes please :) i will do after this mission
  500. 5/21/2018, 9:47:26 PM
  501. mtsack_official: everything ok ur very quite have i said something?
  502. sweetea19: Just really busy today. I have therapy on Monday’s and I had errands today. I just lost and found my glasses
  503. mtsack_official: oh shitt well if u wanna chat lemme know im here :) try not to get stressed :D
  504. sweetea19: I had to fill out paperwork then get a document notarized
  505. mtsack_official: what does notarized mean?
  506. sweetea19: Then I just realized I forgot to pay a parking ticket needs to be paid within next 10 minutes
  507. sweetea19: You have a person stamp and verify it’s your signature on the document
  508. sweetea19: Parking ticket paid before end of work day. I can relax
  509. sweetea19: Otherwise fine is doubled
  510. mtsack_official: wow thats harsh penalty lol
  511. sweetea19: 25 dollar ticket for an expired parking meter. The app wouldn’t let me renew it. In the zone I parked at
  512. sweetea19: I’m just quiet when stressed
  513. mtsack_official: 25dollars :( well u know u can talk to me if u want to i wont judge :)
  514. sweetea19: So Boston bowl yesterday was trying to convince me to hang out. And I’m skeptical and hesitant to do stuff like that and he kinda flipped out on me cuz I didn’t just come over
  515. sweetea19: Living 8 minutes from me and tossing me your address doesn’t mean I’m gonna go over I’m not a bimbo you
  516. sweetea19: Know?
  517. sweetea19: As my friend Karen always says never date someone in the same community or someone you see around often. When it goes south, as it will. You still have to see their face
  518. mtsack_official: wow thats strange never thought he was like that. But your friend is right someone u see or potentially could see everyday is a bad thing if it all goes south
  519. 5/21/2018, 10:22:52 PM
  520. sweetea19: He did apologize after but you know it doesn’t make me feel comfortable and want to hang out
  521. 5/22/2018, 2:25:23 AM
  522. sweetea19: you told me that i undervalued myself
  523. sweetea19: at least that's what you saw
  524. sweetea19: if you don't love your gf why are you with her?
  525. sweetea19: i kinda feel like the guy im talking to is wasting my time
  526. sweetea19: and im nothing but loyal to hi
  527. sweetea19: hi
  528. sweetea19: him
  529. mtsack_official: i also told u the reason why i cant handle being alone its shit :(
  530. sweetea19: i feel like im burdened by having a "bf" who's online and across the pond
  531. mtsack_official: accross the pond u ever met him?
  532. sweetea19: every action i have i have to consider his feelings because that's who i am and it's never considered in return
  533. mtsack_official: like i say u undervalue urself
  534. mtsack_official: if someone like me who is the most give it to you straight kinda guy then u gotta check ur situation and deal with it cus ur strong like that
  535. sweetea19: i feel like the second i said i can't pay your bills anymore he stopped giving me the time of day
  536. sweetea19: i hear from him for 5minutes a day if that
  537. mtsack_official: If u was mine there wouldnt be a pond it would be a real thing thats the difference between a real man and a slimeball
  538. mtsack_official: u dont just "put up" with shit u make it work or break it off and im the kinda guy who doesnt fail
  539. 5/22/2018, 2:47:54 AM
  540. sweetea19: aww don't get flirty with me
  541. mtsack_official: take it as a metephore then ;)
  542. sweetea19: it's nice being admired and adored but i only want to keep it as that
  543. mtsack_official: Iv been hurt to many times to give any passion to anyone anymore please just take it as compassion nothing is intended
  544. sweetea19: with kids
  545. sweetea19: i think you said you were married at one point
  546. mtsack_official: 2 kids no wife never been married
  547. mtsack_official: havent seen them in over 3 years
  548. sweetea19: okay... no passion, im reading you wrong
  549. mtsack_official: im a guy who does get attached heavily as a friend but i know my limits and boundries. I have no intent like i said unless the situation ever changed. Ur involved with someone so am i its a boundry im not ever going to cross unless we was in a completly different situation im the kinda guy to want companionship more than materialistic shit like my bills paying or my chores doing lmfao im a REAL man 1000%
  550. 5/22/2018, 4:59:59 AM
  551. sweetea19: somethign came up im done for the night
  552. sweetea19: sorry i was awk for this mission
  553. mtsack_official: no worries im off anyway will catch u tomorrow
  554. sweetea19: catch yoiu tomorrow
  555. sweetea19: i got told off by a loser wash up streamer
  556. sweetea19: and he banned me
  557. sweetea19: so i waited utnil the end of his stream to clip the shit he was saying and he was smart making it not clippable
  558. sweetea19: i even subscribed on another account so i could
  559. mtsack_official: stw streamer?
  560. sweetea19: yeah i was able to cancel his subscription thank god
  561. sweetea19: zurilia
  562. sweetea19: i was being sarcastic and said he was humble
  563. sweetea19: but he's themost arrogant son of a bitch with like 6 viewers
  564. sweetea19: saying he was the best STW streamer
  565. mtsack_official: lol never neard of him lmao dont let people get to you ur better than that lvl of bullshit
  566. sweetea19: he said he was the OC streamer
  567. sweetea19: i haven't even heard of him until last week
  568. sweetea19: you have bigger numbers than him
  569. sweetea19: with less than 2 months and no self promotion
  570. mtsack_official: i just see it as dedication numbers will rise and fall and rise again but what matters is me being here veryday for everyone
  571. sweetea19: im mad
  572. mtsack_official: when he realises how much reputaion he lost for banning you lol ur the stw glue
  573. sweetea19: i had to do it
  574. sweetea19: sorry i banned him in your channel
  575. sweetea19: you can unban him but im angry
  576. mtsack_official: i got ur back dont u worry the ban stays
  577. sweetea19: thank you
  578. 5/22/2018, 6:36:48 AM
  579. sweetea19: https://mega.nz/fm/LzRUzDAY
  580. 5/22/2018, 6:56:02 AM
  581. sweetea19: https://youtu.be/qrVXPzDb23E
  582. sweetea19: ingore first link
  583. 5/22/2018, 12:18:46 PM
  584. sweetea19: Did You do all that cuz he was rude and insulted me?
  585. sweetea19: Or because he’s arrogant piece of crap
  586. mtsack_official: <3
  587. sweetea19: I feel like you really defended my honor there
  588. sweetea19: I honestly just said he was humble sarcastically
  589. sweetea19: And that he shouldn’t talk about about other folks. That I was everywhere
  590. mtsack_official: No one talks shit about someone hard working like you
  591. 5/22/2018, 12:35:39 PM
  592. sweetea19: I only sent those to the streamers I’m friends with. So they wouldn’t host him. I only wanted him shunned I didn’t think of reporting him
  593. mtsack_official: straight up offensive behavior like that makes other streamers rage due to us having to use much restraint sometimes fuck him he will fail now but acts like that should never be forgotten no matter what
  594. sweetea19: Yeah it is offensive
  595. mtsack_official: if he hadnt thrown that one out there then i would have made him a meme
  596. sweetea19: Oh?
  597. mtsack_official: a vid of him saying how much he loved the pve community and then the one u link LMFAO
  598. sweetea19: I told Allura that I planned on streaming eventually, he was supportive and said he was willing to help me in any way
  599. sweetea19: I thought it’d be a good part time job in a community I’m loved in
  600. mtsack_official: streaming would be awesome and u would be auto popular just less trading more playing thats the only difference i think :P
  601. mtsack_official: u need a cam tho so i can see ur face all day HAHA
  602. sweetea19: DansGame
  603. mtsack_official: uhh?
  604. sweetea19: Silly Tom
  605. mtsack_official: no peeping tom ;0
  606. sweetea19: WutFace
  607. sweetea19: I feel like this is gonna really destroy him
  608. mtsack_official: good think how much a gay person would look into it
  609. 5/22/2018, 1:14:35 PM
  610. sweetea19: i actually would feel bad if he was banned
  611. sweetea19: i just wanted him to be shunned
  612. mtsack_official: it will be a ban for 24-48hours unless he done it before dont worry he will be around still
  613. sweetea19: then i don't feel as bad
  614. mtsack_official: also the command is there if he ever comes in here shouting his mouth u can say we saw this coming so here boiiiiiiii
  615. sweetea19: he's banned, remember?
  616. sweetea19: unless you removed it
  617. sweetea19: lyonandthepyrde said he feels like zurilia told him to go suck a dick
  618. mtsack_official: banned but he could send people here or create alt accounts its a failsafe button
  619. mtsack_official: i feel insulted too
  620. 5/22/2018, 3:03:27 PM
  621. sweetea19: Im ending it once and for all, i can't even get this guy to spend 5 minutes with me, he's all about his stream, great, but doesn't stream consistently you've known me less than two weeks and have defended my honor in more ways he has in 18 months
  622. mtsack_official: Thats because i have respect for people cus iv been through what you are too
  623. 5/22/2018, 3:23:23 PM
  624. sweetea19: weird i didn't get your whisper
  625. sweetea19: im playing with allura
  626. mtsack_official: Thats because i have respect for people cus iv been through what you are too
  627. mtsack_official: there copy paste
  628. 5/22/2018, 5:10:19 PM
  629. sweetea19: how are you today?
  630. 5/22/2018, 6:35:14 PM
  631. sweetea19: If i know it’s for the best, why do feel so bad about it? I should be relieved
  632. mtsack_official: Because being alone hurts alot but u got to remember ur actually not alone at least for 16hours of the day ;)
  633. sweetea19: It’s the other 8 that I struggle with
  634. sweetea19: I ended my trade queue and even though I was efficient, still took nearly 2 hours
  635. mtsack_official: dont let the trading take to much stop being so kind and more harder on the prices then people will realise also limit the time u do it if the que is still there then just end it and put them to the top the next day
  636. mtsack_official: england this year for u then yea :D come see ur sack
  637. 5/22/2018, 7:01:08 PM
  638. sweetea19: Don’t tease :(
  639. mtsack_official: no money? no passport or no ballz?
  640. sweetea19: I don’t have ballz you have those
  641. mtsack_official: yea and not as empty as the inuendo
  642. sweetea19: You won’t even leave your house lol stop teasing
  643. mtsack_official: well that was a fail lucky wasnt anything
  644. sweetea19: I’m gonna wallow and stare at my ceiling I’ll talk to you lateev
  645. mtsack_official: im gonna think about u wallowing
  646. mtsack_official: dont be in a shit mood tho life now u met me is going to be more positive i will make u see one day.
  647. sweetea19: It’s fine I’m just gonna work more next week I’m going to nyc for a week
  648. mtsack_official: that will be good for you. Its a place i dream of going
  649. mtsack_official: make sure ur intouch while ur there tho and let down ur hair ffs
  650. sweetea19: I am incredibly sad. I’ve been nothing but caring and kind for a year and half and used like an atm
  651. sweetea19: I just need some space
  652. sweetea19: I’ll talk to you tomorrow
  653. 5/23/2018, 1:57:13 AM
  654. sweetea19: so you know, i feel like shit today and at some people someone whispered me asking me questions after i did my daily sub giveaway for allura
  655. sweetea19: i was just assuming if i liked allura and maybe idk... i think his personality and patience with others is maybe what i thought was ideal to me
  656. sweetea19: he was funny then asked me for my discord so iokay harmless enough then he started getting gross asking for my number and joked about sending dick pics
  657. sweetea19: im not that way
  658. sweetea19: i feel like someone groped me
  659. sweetea19: which has happened randomly on a street before
  660. sweetea19: i walked out of a club, and on the way to my car i had this random guy grope and try to kiss me and followed me to my car
  661. mtsack_official: the shit women have to put up with nowadays it nasty as fuck. I feel bad for you but remember this no one is worth getting upset about cus thats just there way of brining you to there level and ur better than that.
  662. sweetea19: I don’t enjoy being treated like meat and even if he thought I was pretty, I’m not interested in anything
  663. mtsack_official: well how materialistic of him very shitty human being if u ask me all about looks and dick picks no brain just balls
  664. 5/23/2018, 10:44:19 AM
  665. sweetea19: https://clips.twitch.tv/FlirtySnappyVultureCoolStoryBro?tt_content=chat_card&tt_medium=twitch_chat
  666. 5/23/2018, 5:45:56 PM
  667. mtsack_official: lol my dicks becoming famous haha
  668. sweetea19: LUL
  669. 5/23/2018, 8:29:25 PM
  670. sweetea19: I feel like you’re giving me the cold shoulder
  671. sweetea19: Uh what did I do?
  672. 5/23/2018, 8:44:56 PM
  673. mtsack_official: ha not at all i know u been busy and stressed and said u needed space so i was giving u some :D nothing is wrong and i hope ur ok :D
  674. 5/24/2018, 2:35:56 AM
  675. sweetea19: got home not too long ago
  676. sweetea19: went to the cinema by myself and saw infinity wars
  677. mtsack_official: very nice indeed how was it? and more importantly how are you?
  678. sweetea19: im sad, but at least im not staring at my ceiling
  679. mtsack_official: Dont worry im here to make sure u got some entertainment haha :) basically im here for you
  680. sweetea19: i just isolate myself when im sad
  681. sweetea19: please dont take it personally
  682. mtsack_official: i never would only if u didnt speak to me anymore i would be worried i know ur strong so not worried until then
  683. 5/24/2018, 3:36:45 AM
  684. sweetea19: wouldn't stop talking to you... well only if you did or said something you couldn't take back
  685. mtsack_official: i wouldnt im not rude :) u know that already tho haha
  686. 5/24/2018, 12:45:26 PM
  687. sweetea19: I got raided today LUL
  688. sweetea19: And was able to do. Raid of 36
  689. mtsack_official: lol nice haha
  690. sweetea19: Don’t know what the first thing there is to do with streaming but it felt empowering
  691. mtsack_official: yea raiding is a strange feeling for me for some reason
  692. sweetea19: Who did you raid last night?
  693. 5/24/2018, 2:17:39 PM
  694. sweetea19: I’m deeply saddened that Scott found what made me feel so good about myself to be rude and refused to help me set up stream. I’m sad
  695. sweetea19: I hate guys
  696. mtsack_official: what happened?
  697. sweetea19: I went in his stream and told him I was so happy about being raided then he kinda brushed me off
  698. sweetea19: I then messaged him to ask him for help setting up as he streams off Xbox off el gato but I figured he’d be best to ask and he says me coming in like that was rude
  699. mtsack_official: yea its a strange one all right who are we talking about?
  700. 5/24/2018, 2:32:21 PM
  701. sweetea19: The guy I was involved with for a year and half
  702. mtsack_official: ah yea not i get u yea probs best not to have anything to do with him if he reacting like a child
  703. 5/24/2018, 3:37:25 PM
  704. sweetea19: I’m just hurt
  705. mtsack_official: and he will be satisfied he made you feel like that
  706. mtsack_official: dont give him that satisfaction
  707. sweetea19: The guy who said we’d always at least say hi to one another and given so much to has made me feel like absolute shit I’m literally driving home to cry
  708. 5/24/2018, 8:42:57 PM
  709. sweetea19: https://www.reddit.com/r/FORTnITE/comments/8lujd4/design_chat_skill_tree_changes/
  710. 5/24/2018, 11:12:59 PM
  711. sweetea19: Why are you scared to be alone?
  712. 5/24/2018, 11:56:12 PM
  713. sweetea19: Mind helping me with a ssd twine 1?
  714. mtsack_official: yea need me on ma own and when u need me?
  715. sweetea19: You and someone else please
  716. 5/26/2018, 10:52:56 AM
  717. sweetea19: made you that stack of zappers ill need 600 sleeks as it costs 3 each and 1000 nuts and bolts as they cost 13 each i have no sleeks now T_T
  718. 5/26/2018, 11:49:24 AM
  719. mtsack_official: oh shit a whole stack yea i have about 500 nabs atm so might be a problem
  720. 5/26/2018, 12:04:03 PM
  721. sweetea19: You know I’ll take IOUs LUL I know where you stream
  722. 5/26/2018, 3:51:06 PM
  723. sweetea19: https://i.imgur.com/rHveLpJ.png
  724. mtsack_official: very nice indeed did like 3shout outs for you and lurked
  725. sweetea19: ty
  726. 5/26/2018, 10:26:51 PM
  727. sweetea19: https://www.facebook.com/EDMTunes/videos/1948488308528605/
  728. sweetea19: Productions at edc
  729. mtsack_official: that is FILTHY
  730. 5/27/2018, 7:36:41 PM
  731. sweetea19: How are you? Feel like we haven’t talked
  732. mtsack_official: hey sorry was just eating how are you?
  733. mtsack_official: think we just both been busy as fok tho
  734. 5/27/2018, 8:07:49 PM
  735. sweetea19: Yeah I’m actually pretty ill I can’t even get out of bed
  736. mtsack_official: oh shit didnt know i hope ur looking after yourself.
  737. sweetea19: Tried to play a game or two earlier and I was falling asleep in my chair
  738. mtsack_official: sounds like ur exhausted
  739. 5/28/2018, 1:12:27 AM
  740. sweetea19: https://i.imgur.com/rHveLpJ.png
  741. mtsack_official: very ncie well done :)
  742. sweetea19: thank you everyone hosted me including tc and allura
  743. mtsack_official: quality good to see u start up well
  744. 5/28/2018, 3:06:18 PM
  745. sweetea19: since you refuse to help yourself and social network i will do it for you
  746. sweetea19: allura gave me the blessing to shout you out every stream even without your presence
  747. mtsack_official: ok thank you very much and its not refusal just dont think i can socialize very well lol :/ but i appreciate you tbh quitting has been on the cards for a few days now this channel is no more than a gun shop now
  748. sweetea19: why? what happened?
  749. sweetea19: don't say that
  750. sweetea19: yeah i decided not to do that now
  751. sweetea19: you get spammers
  752. 5/30/2018, 2:02:50 PM
  753. sweetea19: i'd really like to talk to you about some quality issues in your stream that were brought to my attention and things i noticed
  754. mtsack_official: Yea fire away
  755. 5/30/2018, 2:49:47 PM
  756. sweetea19: you know i pride myself in being one of the most sincere people in this community and really stick what with i say and offer
  757. sweetea19: you currently have a bad rep with people saying that you aren't granting things they redeem in your stream
  758. sweetea19: that's really important
  759. mtsack_official: redemptions have been down for 5 days iv been doing them ALL manually so atm i have about 40 requests to work through i have explained to people to go complain to the people who make the app
  760. sweetea19: well i think if someone redeems something, it's because they're currently in the stream, and it should be handled within a few missions or you could lose the viewer
  761. sweetea19: i understand youre saying it's manual but i think you could workon time management
  762. sweetea19: if you can't remember write it down
  763. mtsack_official: i cant see one apart from a follows that i havnt done within 2hours
  764. sweetea19: also you said you would help me set up my stream and you by no means need to go out of your way for that because i can ask many people in this community but it's important for your credibility that you stick to what you say especially when live
  765. mtsack_official: i did also say if ur streaming from your console i dont have a clue and cannot help. I can with ur profile panels but all the other stuff is pc based
  766. sweetea19: this isn't about me
  767. sweetea19: im telling you this for a whole
  768. sweetea19: heard other people say you never helped them set up theirs
  769. sweetea19: this is a courtesy and i want you to be aware
  770. mtsack_official: if they asked for the help not in my chat that usually gets them banned then yes i help anyone that messages me
  771. sweetea19: if you don't want my help or advice you can say so and i can move on i have a lot of things to do im a busy person
  772. sweetea19: im not a fan of people who make excuses im just letting you know so you can work on it
  773. mtsack_official: i would like to know who complained really cus im struggeling to grasp anything wrong with help and advice i give to other about streams and also the fact redeems are usually within 3hours
  774. sweetea19: im not at liberty to say as you know ive been super busy ...
  775. mtsack_official: Well give them a little message from me. Before talking behind my back come to the main man and see if there is a problem because this is the first im hearing of it
  776. mtsack_official: and also there is only 2 people i know who like stabbing me in the back and only 1 of them is setting up a stream
  777. mtsack_official: so if it is dynamic then there are some reasons i dont help him
  778. sweetea19: im telling you so you can be aware and work on your flaws but you're getting angry
  779. sweetea19: the way you're reacting is a big disappointment
  780. sweetea19: it's best i end this conversation now
  781. mtsack_official: because someone is talking behind my back before confronting me about it
  782. sweetea19: workon your shit and maybe ill stick aroiund
  783. mtsack_official: like iv said before u have no obligation to stay i have no reason to hold u ransom and neither will i be talked about behind my back
  784. sweetea19: okay you obviously don't appreciate me
  785. sweetea19: so im out of here
  786. sweetea19: i don't talk about you, this was whispered tome and i wanted you to be aware so you could fix this
  787. sweetea19: dont talk to me
  788. mtsack_official: by who and its the first iv heard so its behind my back
  789. mtsack_official: and plus ur making it hard for me to isolate the incident so i can give a explination on why things went wrong
  790. mtsack_official: if it is dynamic then its simply because i think he is an arrrogant asshole
  791. 5/30/2018, 3:33:43 PM
  792. sweetea19: FYI i was being gracious, people always should look for feedback and work on their flaws instead of making excuses... i have unmoderated myself and will not be around anymore... take care
  793. mtsack_official: iv just opened a ticket to get ur contributions refunded. Im chatting to a few people about it and they seem to also thing that because i cannot identify a incident thats has caused a complaint then i cannot even help myself resolve it.
  794. 6/11/2018, 12:29:57 PM
  795. mtsack_official: even if u hate me your health comes first dont skip if its important health over attitude
  796. 6/11/2018, 12:40:22 PM
  797. sweetea19: I have nothing to say to you. Especially, after the last thing you said to me. I was sincere and said things you needed to hear because I cared. Not to get chewed out and attacked.
  798. sweetea19: My health and well being is not your concern and the last thing you said to me was the most ungrateful shit ever
  799. sweetea19: You burned that bridge not me
  800. mtsack_official: there wasnt a bridge in the first place just one u tried to force up on me and the channel but im a keen karma believer iv got no hate for you just disappointment.
  801. sweetea19: I forced you?
  802. sweetea19: You are being blocked after this
  803. sweetea19: But I promoted you and gathered shit for you, you ingrate
  804. sweetea19: Never speak to me again
  805. mtsack_official: i have no intention of i will also deliver the little care package to your current channels to so they can see it for themselves
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