October (typed out "April" instead of October for some reason, unusual) 11th 2:45 AM
I have decided to run an experiment on myself regarding the "tulpa"
phenomenon. I don't really "believe" in the phenomenon, but I'm unable
to disprove it. Therefore the best way to do so is to run an experiment.
I understand this could be unhealthy to my psyche, so if I feel my
sanity is in danger I will stop the experiment immediately. I'll try
to keep an open mind, but it's hard not to be skeptical. I'll start
tomorrow.

October 11th 11:22 AM
Today I've decided to work a bit on personality before actually getting
started on "forcing" the tulpa (which is the term generally used) for
the semi-meditative process in which someone tries to manifest the tulpa.
I chose to do this mainly so I don't become stuck mid-forcing which could
have a negative impact on the experiment. I'll list them here for
reference.
Mild Conscientiousness
Intraversion
High Self Esteem
Self-Oriented Perfectionism
Mild Alexithymia
Assertive
Expresses concern through harsh words
Prefers classical music
High Inteligence
Cynicism
Consistent
Cautious
Efficient
Organized
Solitary
Reserved
Cold
Secure
Confident