1/4 music

<January[Leah]> [so, when January was first in the works, music was super important to me. It still is.]
<January[Leah]> [but i was young and impresionable] She means stupid [and i think sometimes it meant more to me than it should have]
<January[Leah]> [(still means a super lot but for different reasons)]
<January[Leah]> [anyway]
<Jarr> I understand that.
<January[Leah]> [January's original personality and who he was, was inspired a lot by music]
<January[Leah]> [words in the lyrics, the way the music made me feel, the sound of the instruments, all of it working together in to a song, or in to an entire album]
<January[Leah]> [music has always been something more special to him than me, even if not by much.] But enough to matter, apparently
<January[Leah]> [and he is better at music than I am? he can pick things out in songs that i would never notice, and is able to tell in thought (but not in words) what can make a song good or bad, or mediocre.]
<January[Leah]> [he has the knowledge or ability to catch those nuances but i don't, or don't have access to that.]
<January[Leah]> [(I actually plan on going to some music classes for both of our benefit at a later date)]
<January[Leah]> [but it made me realize that part of what he was, his combination of thoughts and how he acts, speaks, and just who and what he /IS/, is partly based on music.]
<Jarr> Christ that is actually really crazy.
<January[Leah]> And you would not catch us, before this, believing that a tulpa could do something a host could not do.