The Letter [F4M]

The Letter



Hey (insert name/pet name). I hate so much to have to do this in a letter,

But I don't know that I have what it takes to say what I need to say in person.

With you in front of me, looking at me.

Im not sure I could go through with it.

Anyways.

Look,  we've been friends like,  forever. And I think I can call you

My best friend.

We've been through so much,  and I'll have to admit,

Even the bad times we had,  were good.

Which makes the good times,  even better.

The relationships we made fun of,  the jokes about everything.

And we were always there for each other,  to catch the falls.



But (name/pet name), the other night,  the night we went to the movies?

Something,  I don't know what.  Something was different.

At first,  I couldn't place it. But when we said goodbye.

We hugged,  you kissed me.  and that was it. That was the difference.

There was a heat. Between us. In the kiss.

Did you feel it too?

I went home. And tried to understand this feeling.

Something I've never felt before towards you.

I tingled. I was shaky. And there was a warmth. That was never there before.

It was crazy. It couldn't have been.

So after I was in my room,  ready for bed,

I did something. I.... Closed my eyes,  and touched myself.

Just as I've done so many times before.

But this time,  when I closed my eyes,  and the fantasy began.

It was you. That I envisioned.

Now,  this is where I thought it would stop.

Where I would snap myself out of the fantasy,  because it was you,  in it.

But I didn't.

I kept going.

It was new,  foreign, exciting.

I pictured your hands on my body,  feeling me in ways

I never imagined you would. My skin burning with a desire

I've never felt with you before.

I saw your body atop mine. Your lips on my neck.

Your tongue caressing my skin, trying to ease the heat within.

I run my hands over you,  as if feeling you for the first time.

I never imagined you'd feel so good. Not this good anyway.

And it's at that moment that I knew,  I wanted you. So badly.



My fantasy continued. And the things I let happen in it.

Drove me crazy. So crazy.

I did to myself,  the things I pictured you doing to me. Your hands in my panties.

Your mouth on my breasts. Your tongue flickering over a nipple.

My fingers,  no, your fingers, as they began to explore me.

Around,  over,  and finally,  inside me.

I wanted it. I didnt think I would. But I did.

I wanted you inside me.

So I reached down,  and felt you,  so hard. And it aroused me so.

To think that you were so hard,  for me.

I felt you,  played with you for a bit.

I heard your breath quicken,  and watched your eyes flutter shut.

We're you thinking and feeling what I was? I wondered.

And then you moaned my name. A whisper in my ear.

And I knew, you were.

So I took the hint,  and guided you inside me.

So wet, so hard. And then it happened.

You. Were fucking. Me. Your best friend.

And it was incredible. The feel of you throbbing inside me.

Your long strokes as your hips rocked into me.

Your hands behind my head,  holding me to you.

Your fingers entwined in my hair. Your mouth pressed to my ear

As you moaned...I moaned with you.

The feel of your cock inside me, I can't explain what I felt....

A feeling I never thought I'd feel towards you...

I wanted you to cum...inside me...and to make me cum with you.

I begged you...pleaded with you...to make it happen.

And as you fucked me, I felt you shudder, heard you groan.

And we came....together.

And it was....incredible.

My body was afire, trembling...and shuddering.

And as I regained my senses and opened my eyes...

You weren't there.



I wanted to call you, run to your house, talk to you,

Just to hear your voice would have been enough.

I needed to tell you. The fantasy,  the feelings. But I didn't know how.

We aren't lovers.... We're friends. Nothing more.

But this was different. It wasn't love,  it was just sex.

Very,  very good sex.

I don't want this to change things between us,  but I had to tell you.

I couldn't keep it in.

I want it. I do.

The friendship.

The benefits.

I want it. Do you?