20:08 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Iv'e been sick and not on lately
20:08 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: :/
20:09 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: You're sick a lot lately
20:09 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Eh
20:09 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: It's kind of serious
20:09 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: What? What is it?
20:09 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Well
20:09 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: It's kind of personal
20:09 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: But it's serious
20:09 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Will you be alright?
20:10 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Eh
20:10 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Not really
20:10 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: ... wtf
20:10 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: If you want to know
20:10 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I have been diagnosed with Leukemia
20:10 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Oh my god.
20:11 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Yep...
20:11 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: How serious is it?
20:11 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: It's strange considering I have it at a younger age
20:12 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Well it's cancer in the blood
20:12 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: So it's kind of self explanitory
20:12 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: *explanatory
20:12 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Either way Ive been depressed about it lately
20:13 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: What stage is it?
20:14 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Who else can I tell about this?
20:14 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: What do you mean, you can tell?
20:14 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Other people?
20:14 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Yes
20:15 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Well if you want, go ahead
20:15 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I don't mind
20:15 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: How serious is it?
20:16 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Well there are stages in it
20:16 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: I'm so sorry to hear this.
20:16 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: And I believe it's in the first
20:16 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: No it's fine
20:16 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: It's fine? It is anything but fucking fine.
20:16 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: What is gonna happen now?
20:16 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I can deal with it at least
20:16 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Why would you say that?
20:16 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: It's awful.
20:17 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Well yes it is
20:17 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: But to be honest, I can just enjoy what I have in life at least
20:17 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: So you're not gonna survive?
20:17 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Well it's either or
20:17 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: I'm sorry, I have to be sure.
20:17 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I could survive a decent life
20:17 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: or die eventually
20:18 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: It's too soon to tell
20:18 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: I'm so sorry.
20:18 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Well I appreciate it
20:18 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Anyway how have you been?
20:19 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: I don't wanna think about how I've been, thats just gonna make me cry more.
20:19 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Sorry :/
20:19 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: I have been all happy and wondering where you were. And then I get this.
20:20 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I shouldn't have said anything
20:20 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I'm sorry
20:20 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Please dont give me that.
20:20 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: What?
20:20 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: You shouldnt have said it?
20:20 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: What the hell is that supposed to mean?
20:20 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Well I didn't want to make you feel sad at all
20:21 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: And I'm sorry for that
20:21 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I do appreciate the fact that you care of course though
20:21 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: I need to know this. How could you even think of not telling me this?
20:22 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: It's kind of personal
20:22 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: I can understand that.
20:22 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Mind if I ask when you got the diagnosis?
20:23 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: A while ago
20:23 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Ive just been keeping it secret
20:23 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: .. Is there anything at all I could do for you?
20:23 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Well no
20:23 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: But I do appreciate the fact that you care :)
20:24 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: I care very much, keep that in mind.
20:24 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I will
20:24 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: How are you dealing with this?
20:24 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I have seen therapists
20:25 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: And over time Ive just accepted the fact that life too short to worry
20:25 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: So it's quite a while ago?
20:25 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: So I might as well make the best of it
20:25 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Not too long
20:25 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: maybe a year or 2
20:26 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Honestly though i don't worry about it
20:26 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: I'm happy to hear that though.
20:26 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Considering I just wanna make the best out of myself
20:26 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: You already are.
20:26 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Yep :)
20:27 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Anyway thanks again for caring
20:27 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Are you still going to school and such?
20:27 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I appreciate it
20:27 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Anytime.
20:27 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: No?
[SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow er nu Offline.
[SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow er nu Online.
20:29 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Ur still going to school and such?
20:29 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Yep
20:29 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: That's nice to hear
20:29 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: It isn't contagious or anything
20:29 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: So yeah
20:30 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Mind if I join you?
20:30 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Can we play in about 50 minutes? I have to go.
20:30 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: Ok
20:30 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: Will you be online?
20:30 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: I'm not sure
20:31 - ॐLB's Lady Katherine[DDV]: I'm getting on mobile
20:31 - [SPG] ExplodingMarshmallow: ok