ThrallixToday at 4:01 PM
No being happy in general
ZenToday at 4:01 PM
so write a book, make a movie, teach people if you want, let them ascribe to your POV
but what you're doing right now is just telling me that i have a simple solution to something that has plagued me for 20 years
which just isn't the case
my head is not the same as yours
what works for you to generate happiness may not work for me
ThrallixToday at 4:02 PM
:rolling_eyes:
Ok keep thinking i dont know what im talking about
ZenToday at 4:04 PM
i believe you think you know what you're talking about, and at 21 i had some experience in the world too, granted you have a different kind than i do, and maybe you do have some magic key, in which case like i said, share it, but i've been around a while longer and I know some things too
especially about myself
and how i work
ThrallixToday at 4:04 PM
Yeah ok, I'm 21 so i must be the stupid kid
ZenToday at 4:05 PM
no, but there is necessarily a lack of experience and time lived
it's not a judgement, just a truth
ThrallixToday at 4:05 PM
Lol
ZenToday at 4:05 PM
I mean the zen buddhists already figured it out
the key is to let everything go and live in the moment
ThrallixToday at 4:05 PM
And there it is
ZenToday at 4:05 PM
the trick is getting there
ThrallixToday at 4:05 PM
Funny how you had that piece of wisdom all along but you chose to completely ignore it
I hope you realize that's exactly how i live
ZenToday at 4:06 PM
how am i ignoring it?
ThrallixToday at 4:06 PM
Are you letting things go?
ZenToday at 4:06 PM
yes
ThrallixToday at 4:06 PM
Do you live in the moment?
Double bullshit
ZenToday at 4:06 PM
as often as i can make myself
great for you that you can do that
ThrallixToday at 4:07 PM
Honestly you're literally torturing yourself for the sake of others
Rather than actually letting shit go
You involve yourself into it even more
No wonder it gets to you every now and then
ZenToday at 4:07 PM
so you think i'd be better off to abandon the whole project
ThrallixToday at 4:07 PM
And there's your "episode"
ZenToday at 4:07 PM
and not help anyone
ThrallixToday at 4:08 PM
No not at all
I think you're doing a great thing for all those sad fucks
But you should not be personally involved
ZenToday at 4:08 PM
it's absolutely not that simple to say the haven caused my depressive episode, in fact if was very unrelated
why?
ThrallixToday at 4:08 PM
Because it gets to you
That's why
ZenToday at 4:08 PM
so what?
ThrallixToday at 4:08 PM
You're too sensitive for that shit
Like i said(edited)
You're unnecessarily sacrificing yourself