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Ladies and gentlemen,
welcome to the dance Noon.

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...for their very first couples dance,
Liz and Stephen.

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My people.

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-Are you ready?
-I'm ready.

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-You look beautiful.
-Thank you.

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I married a hottie.

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-What is that? That's not our song.
-No, it is not.

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Baby, that's not our song.

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-Definitely not.
-Everybody's looking at us.

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It's okay. I'm gonna go talk to the guy.
It's gonna be fine.

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-I told you I'd get it.
-This is taking care of it?

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I owe you a wedding gift.
I didn't know what was appropriate.

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I wanted to tell you I've bean...

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..dedicating my Guru Gita to you.

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Imagining you happy
is what got me through it.

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What did it look like...

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...when I was happy?

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I imagine you and Rijul...

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...smiling and looking
at each other...

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...with love and kindness.

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It seemed very real.

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Thank you so much, Liz.

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That helps me to believe it as well.

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Thinking about your own wedding?

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Yeah, me too.

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The funny thing about weddings,
you end up thinking about yourself.

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Did you throw yourself a big shindig?
Big, white, floppy dress?

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Yep. I arranged it all.
Nobody forced me into anything.

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Yeah. And now
you can't forgive yourself.

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Honestly, I'm waiting for him
to forgive me.

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To release me.

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Waiting for him to forgive you
is a damn waste of time, Groceries.

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Forgive yourself.

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It's not that easy.

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Yeah.

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Good night, Richard.

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-Follow me.
-I'm tired.

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Get your butt up here.

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It's not a pretty story...

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...but it's pretty classic.

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Too much alcohol, too many drugs,
too much mindless cheating.

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Just regret

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Ocean of regret.

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I lost everything

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My pride, my job.

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My family.

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I lost my family.

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One day after work, I stopped off
at a bar and I got shitfaced.

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I was a lot like you, you know.

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I was just-- I don't know.
I thought too much, I felt too....

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I wanted to feel nothing.

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I should've called a cab, but I didn't.

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I just got in my car
and I drove home.

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My little boy....

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He was 8 years old at the time.
He was pl--

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He was sitting in the driveway with his little I-lot Wheels, waiting for his lost...

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...drunk, miserable dad...

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...to come home and play with him.

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I didn't see him.

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I didn't. I just roared into that driveway
and I didn't see my little boy.

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But he-- No, he

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He got out of the way.

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He was used to getting out of the way
when I was around.

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And I-- You know, I don't--

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I don’t know.
I don’t remember a thing.

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Next day, I woke up
and they were gone.

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My wife had been watching
what happened out the window.

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She just wasn't gonna....

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She just wasn't gonna
do it anymore.

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So....

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He's 18 now.

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He's in school and,
oh, God, he's so smart.

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God, he's so funny and he's

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He's so sweet.

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I missed it all'

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I missed..,

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...my son's growing up. Just missed it.

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Okay?

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Come here.

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Here's the deal.

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You're gonna stay here
till you forgive yourself.

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You hear me?

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Everything else
will take care of itself.

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Is this where you forgave yourself?

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I'm trying, Elizabeth.

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I am trying.

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Hey.

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I believe this is the song they were
supposed to play at our wedding.

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I did love you, Stephen.

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I know.

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But I still love you.

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So love me.

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But I miss you.

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So miss me.

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Send me love and light
every time you think of me...

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...than drop it.

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It won't last forever.

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Nothing does.

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- Bye-bye.
-Goodbye, Mr. Richard.

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I'll see you.

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Now that you're going,
who is gonna kick my ass every day?

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Oh, I'd stay till a monsoon
swept me away if I could. Bye-bye.

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But you've got bills to pay
and houses to build.

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You just keep doing the work
and move on with your life, will you'?

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The man is getting on a plane
and you're still bossing me.

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I've got your whole list: move on,
use mosquito repellent and....

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I don't know. There were some
other things. I wrote them down.

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Go back to Texas, Richard.

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Well, I ain't getting
any prettier standing here.

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So I'm off.

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Hey, Groceries.

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Believe in love again.

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Liz. Liz, I've just taken
my badge off today.

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I've done so well.
Four weeks of silence. It was so dull.

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But it’s like a face lift because your face...

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...you know, just relaxes and your
throat just drops down. It's a bargain.

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We've got so much to catch up on.

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Oh, golly. Good for you.
You will get so much out of that.

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And your throat will look amazing
as well.

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Excuse me, Elizabeth.

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They're asking you to report
to the seva office after dinner...

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...if you don't mind.

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We're taking you off
the floor-scrubbing team.

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There are about 50 devotees arriving
tomorrow from all over the world...

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...for a 10-day retreat and we'd
like you to be the key hostess.

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We ask that you don't take part
during the meditations.

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We need you to watch over the flock,
make sure everyone is all right.

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We call the person who does
this job Little Suzy Cream Cheese.

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You need to be social and bubbly
and smiling all the time.

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Madam...

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...I'm your girl.

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So just End your suitcase,
it should be here somewhere...

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...and then head down the path
to your room.

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So the holy truth of the whole
adventure here in India is in one line:

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God dwells within you as you.

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God’s not interested
in watching a performance...

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.4.of how a spiritual person
looks and behaves.

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The quiet girl who glides silently
through the place...

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With a gentle, ethereal smile,
who is that person?

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That’s In grid Bergman
in The Bells of St. Mary’s, not me.

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God dwells within me as me.

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Child tormented by demon.

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It looks like teething.

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Same thing.

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Your turn.

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Hello, Ketut.

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I'm very happy to meet you.

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You are a world traveler.

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No, I came to see yo
about a year ago.

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-You girl from California?
-No, I girl from New York.

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Don't remember.

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Well, you told me
I should come back here to Bali'

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You said I could help you
with your English...

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...and you would teach me
the things that you know.

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You gave me this.

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Okay

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You. You. I remember you.

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-Oh, good.
-You sad girl from New York.

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-Yes.
-You Liss. You came back.

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-I came back.
-You, you, you.

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Me, me, me.

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So long ago we meet

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Last time, you have too much worry,
too much sorrow.

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Last time,
you look like sad old woman.

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Now you pretty.

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-Why so different?
-Well...

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...a lot of things, really.

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But I was in Rome for four months,
just feeding myself...

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...and than I went to live
at an ashram in India.

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Now, we put together.

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Exactly. That's why I'm here.

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-Ketut good for that.
-What'd you give him?

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Do you still want me to help you
with your English?

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English later, Liss.

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First, better idea.

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How old are these?

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From grandfather.
Very important spells.

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Also mantras, cures.

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Thousand years' worth.

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All I have, all I know, right here.

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You copy for me?

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Absolutely. I can go to town
and take these--

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No. You don't take.

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You copy here, better, Liss.

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I take a nap now. I vary old.

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How old are you, Ketut?

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One hundred and one...

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...or maybe 64.

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Don't remember.

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This is gonna take me
the rest of my life.

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He make you pretty, find you husband,
you work hard for him.

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That's exactly opposite
of why I'm here.

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Everybody need husband.

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Would you mind getting me water?

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No.

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Fine. Keep making copies.
I get water.

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So, Liz, the Balinese believe
that Bali's the center of the universe.

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And here we are
in the center of Bali.

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You got the one bedroom,
got your fish pond.

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You got your own meditation temple.

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I tell you, since the bombing,
tourism's been way down...

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...so I can give you this place
at a very, very good price right now.

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Paradise.

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-I'll take it.
-People in Bali understand...

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...in order to stay happy,
must always know where you are...

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...every moment.

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Right here is perfect balance.
Right at meeting of heaven and earth.

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Not too much God,
not too much selfish.

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Otherwise, life too crazy.

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You lose balance, you lose power.

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In morning,
you do meditation from India.

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Serious. Very serious.

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In day, you enjoy Bali.

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Then in afternoon, come see me.

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End of day, you do new meditation

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Very simple.

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Sit in silence and smile.

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I feel balanced already.

219
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Not so easy, Liss.

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Smile with face. Smile with mind.

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Even smile in liver.

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See you later, alligator.

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Oh, God.

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-Are you all right?
-Are you blind?

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-Please, let me take you to a doctor.
-I'm fine. I just--

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It looks bad.

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Very bad, Liss.

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-What happen?
-This idiot ran me off the road.

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A man? He rich?

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This very hot.

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-You need healer.
-I have you. You're a medicine man.

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-No. You need Wayan.
-Yeah .

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Jamu. Drink this.
Better than antibiotic.

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She make you drink this?

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-My name’s Liz. What’s yours?

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Nice to meet you, Tutti.

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-Are you married?
-No.

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You sure? Not even once?

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Okay, well,
there was this one time...

240
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...but I find when I tell people in Bali
that I'm divorced, it upsets them.

241
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Me too, divorce.

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Divorce make you sad
and make you an outcast.

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You have no sex
for a long time, baby.

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I can tell by your knee.

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The cartilage very dry.
Hormones from sex lubricate joint.

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-Okay.
-I pray for you.

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We sisters.

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Armenia!

249
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Armenia from Brazil.

250
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Armenia, this is Liz from New York.

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-Hi.
-Lovely to meet you, Liz'

252
00:24:49,253 --> 00:24:50,994
Time for a banana root
hair treatment?

253
00:24:51,155 --> 00:24:54,261
-Yes, of course.
-It makes the hair long and lustrous.

254
00:24:54,424 --> 00:24:58,600
Like Cher circa 1975.

255
00:24:59,730 --> 00:25:01,403
Do you have a nice dress?

256
00:25:01,765 --> 00:25:02,766
One.

257
00:25:02,933 --> 00:25:04,935
Put it on tonight,
coma to the Beach Shack.

258
00:25:05,135 --> 00:25:08,014
I'll introduce you to everyone.
The ex pats, the locals.

259
00:25:08,171 --> 00:25:10,117
You'll dance. You will love it.

260
00:25:10,274 --> 00:25:12,914
Oh, no, I don’t think I can dance
with my leg like this.

261
00:25:13,077 --> 00:25:15,751
Of course you can. Leg no problem.

262
00:25:16,113 --> 00:25:17,922
You see.

263
00:25:18,515 --> 00:25:20,654
Now you have to come.

264
00:26:13,336 --> 00:26:16,977
Hi. Could I get a tequila on the rocks
with a lot of lime, please?

265
00:26:17,140 --> 00:26:18,847
Coming right up.

266
00:26:24,481 --> 00:26:25,982
Can I buy you a drink?

267
00:26:26,148 --> 00:26:27,684
No, thank you, I'm fine.

268
00:26:27,849 --> 00:26:29,851
I-- I almost killed you.

269
00:26:30,018 --> 00:26:33,022
I am sorry for that, really.

270
00:26:33,988 --> 00:26:36,366
-Hello.
-Hi.

271
00:26:36,524 --> 00:26:38,765
I'm sorry, really.

272
00:26:40,862 --> 00:26:42,364
Yeah.

273
00:26:53,075 --> 00:26:55,555
I'm sorry I'm laughing,
but it's amazing.

274
00:26:55,744 --> 00:26:59,385
I was actually listening to this song
in the car when the tape jumped.

275
00:26:59,547 --> 00:27:02,892
And I leaned over to fix it
and I ran you off the road.

276
00:27:03,618 --> 00:27:07,862
-Did you tell them to play it?
-No, no, no. I make them mix tapes.

277
00:27:08,056 --> 00:27:09,126
Mostly Brazilian music.

278
00:27:09,291 --> 00:27:13,569
But I'm also very much into
Phil Collins and Air Supply.

279
00:27:14,529 --> 00:27:17,908
You really shouldn't
say things like that out loud.

280
00:27:20,435 --> 00:27:21,470
Liz!

281
00:27:22,270 --> 00:27:25,877
-Hi.
-Oh, I see you've already met Felipe

282
00:27:27,575 --> 00:27:31,921
Oh, of course. Two sad divorces.
You have so much in common.

283
00:27:35,482 --> 00:27:38,088
I have the perfect man for you

284
00:27:38,652 --> 00:27:42,099
Just a little love affair.
Everyone has a little love affair in Bali

285
00:27:44,725 --> 00:27:46,295
Isn't he charming? Ian.

286
00:27:47,161 --> 00:27:48,435
Doesn't he look like Sting?

287
00:27:48,596 --> 00:27:51,099
Oh, yeah.
I made a very good mix tape of Sting.

288
00:27:57,604 --> 00:27:59,584
You should dance with him.

289
00:28:45,551 --> 00:28:47,121
Got you. Come on, I got you.

290
00:28:47,286 --> 00:28:49,664
That's gonna hurt tomorrow.

291
00:28:49,822 --> 00:28:52,325
All right. You know what?

292
00:28:52,492 --> 00:28:57,134
-That is it. We are going swimming.
-No, I don't even have my-- I--

293
00:28:57,297 --> 00:29:00,301
You don't have your-- You don't--

294
00:29:01,467 --> 00:29:02,673
You're so naked.

295
00:29:02,869 --> 00:29:05,679
Yeah, I'm naked.

296
00:29:06,005 --> 00:29:08,485
Armenia says everyone
should have a love affair

297
00:29:08,641 --> 00:29:12,088
This is Bali. Everyone should have
a love affair in Bali.

298
00:29:12,245 --> 00:29:13,690
Yeah, but--

299
00:29:13,846 --> 00:29:15,848
Oh, God. No, no, no.

300
00:29:16,015 --> 00:29:18,393
-Love affairs are awesome, dude.
-They are. I just--

301
00:29:18,551 --> 00:29:20,189
I dated you 15 years ago.

302
00:29:20,386 --> 00:29:24,493
And I dated you six months ago.

303
00:29:24,657 --> 00:29:26,534
So I'm gonna go.

304
00:29:26,693 --> 00:29:28,694
You're not-- You're really--
You're going.

305
00:29:28,861 --> 00:29:30,704
But you're cute.

306
00:29:33,532 --> 00:29:35,034
I think I look good.

307
00:29:38,036 --> 00:29:39,071
Wait a minute.

308
00:29:39,238 --> 00:29:40,842
Oh, sorry. Here.

309
00:29:42,707 --> 00:29:44,380
-Thank you.
-Do you need a ride?

310
00:29:45,777 --> 00:29:47,723
That way I won't run you over again.

311
00:29:57,523 --> 00:29:59,628
Hello.

312
00:29:59,791 --> 00:30:02,635
-What time is it?
-Five a.m.

313
00:30:03,194 --> 00:30:05,731
Oh, you party hard.

314
00:30:05,897 --> 00:30:07,570
You really do.

315
00:30:07,733 --> 00:30:10,907
Thank you for....

316
00:30:11,069 --> 00:30:12,070
-The ride?
-Yeah.

317
00:30:12,237 --> 00:30:14,581
You're very welcome.
Need help with the bicycle?

318
00:30:14,739 --> 00:30:15,911
You keep it.

319
00:30:16,074 --> 00:30:18,076
Keep it'? But it has a basket.

320
00:30:18,944 --> 00:30:20,946
It also has a bell.

321
00:30:40,831 --> 00:30:43,072
Good afternoon. How are you?

322
00:30:43,234 --> 00:30:44,269
What are you doing here?

323
00:30:44,468 --> 00:30:48,439
Well, I've brought you
Wayan's famous hangover cure"'

324
00:30:48,606 --> 00:30:51,746
"because you drank
a little bit too much last night.

325
00:30:51,909 --> 00:30:55,948
And here it is.
Very delicious, as you can see".

326
00:30:56,114 --> 00:30:57,457
...and very tasty.

327
00:30:57,615 --> 00:31:00,118
Do you make it a habit of
walking into people's houses?

328
00:31:00,284 --> 00:31:03,265
Do you make it a habit of
sleeping with your front door open?

329
00:31:08,192 --> 00:31:09,762
It's a call. Moment.

330
00:31:11,295 --> 00:31:14,469
-Hello, darling. How are you?
-Can't get the coffee machine to work.

331
00:31:14,632 --> 00:31:16,976
Okay. I've told you 50 times.
it's very easy.

332
00:31:17,134 --> 00:31:19,136
You change the filter,
you add the coffee...

333
00:31:19,303 --> 00:31:22,443
...you add water and that's it.
How did you get into college?

334
00:31:22,606 --> 00:31:25,485
-How do I make it like you?
-Listen, I've been making coffee...

335
00:31:25,642 --> 00:31:29,647
...darling, for 40 years, so you have
to be patient with yourself. All right?

336
00:31:29,814 --> 00:31:33,317
Okay. So, what's up with you?

337
00:31:33,483 --> 00:31:36,794
-Nothing. I just can’t talk right now.
-Holy shit. You’re with a girl.

338
00:31:36,953 --> 00:31:38,830
-I have to go.
-Who is she? Is she hot?

339
00:31:38,988 --> 00:31:40,831
-Jesus, she's hot.
-Dad, if you hang up...

340
00:31:41,023 --> 00:31:43,299
...I'll call back and embarrass you.

341
00:31:43,460 --> 00:31:44,632
Dad, don't--

342
00:31:46,796 --> 00:31:49,174
That's a lot of "darlings," darling.

343
00:31:49,332 --> 00:31:50,834
Yeah. That darling was my son.

344
00:31:51,234 --> 00:31:54,340
I've called all my children "darling"
since they were little.

345
00:31:54,537 --> 00:31:57,518
Then there was a moment that
between the pets and the children".

346
00:31:57,673 --> 00:32:00,347
...I was confused,
so I called everybody "darling."

347
00:32:00,577 --> 00:32:02,079
Okay, you need to rest.

348
00:32:02,245 --> 00:32:04,748
Here is my number and my address.

349
00:32:04,914 --> 00:32:09,192
I'm gonna leave it here on the table,
in case you need a tour guide.

350
00:32:09,652 --> 00:32:11,359
A tour guide.

351
00:32:11,554 --> 00:32:15,764
And please, drink that up, because
ifs gonna help you a big deal.

352
00:32:15,926 --> 00:32:18,065
Because you really look....

353
00:32:18,661 --> 00:32:22,199
-Ravishing?
-Astonishing.

354
00:32:22,365 --> 00:32:25,039
-Go away. Please.
-Okay. Drink it up.

355
00:32:25,201 --> 00:32:26,373
It's gonna be helpful'

356
00:32:33,942 --> 00:32:35,353
Hey, Mr. Tour Guide.

357
00:32:36,578 --> 00:32:38,057
Can we start with a coffee?

358
00:32:41,450 --> 00:32:42,895
Okay

359
00:32:43,085 --> 00:32:44,564
What are these?

360
00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:46,563
These are rambutan.
They're delicious.

361
00:32:46,722 --> 00:32:50,295
It's like an orange made love
to a plum. Would you like some?

362
00:32:50,459 --> 00:32:53,235
When you put it that way,
yes, thank you.

363
00:32:53,896 --> 00:32:55,739
Excuse me.

364
00:32:57,099 --> 00:32:58,237
What is that?

365
00:32:59,301 --> 00:33:01,212
No, no, no.

366
00:33:01,370 --> 00:33:03,077
They taste like dirty feet.

367
00:33:03,238 --> 00:33:04,546
-Really'?
-Dirty feet.

368
00:33:04,706 --> 00:33:06,242
They taste like feet.

369
00:33:06,408 --> 00:33:09,582
Lock out. Nice.
How many places have you visited?

370
00:33:09,745 --> 00:33:13,921
I have 46 stamps on my passport.

371
00:33:14,115 --> 00:33:18,222
I happen to have 49 stamps
on my passport.

372
00:33:18,386 --> 00:33:20,423
-Forty-nine? I knew it.
-Yes.

373
00:33:20,622 --> 00:33:22,124
-Knew what?
-I knew it.

374
00:33:23,491 --> 00:33:25,903
We are both antevasins, my dear.

375
00:33:26,061 --> 00:33:27,096
What is that?

376
00:33:27,262 --> 00:33:29,435
Antevasin is....

377
00:33:30,266 --> 00:33:32,507
It's an in-between.

378
00:33:32,668 --> 00:33:34,772
It is the one who lives
by the border...

379
00:33:34,936 --> 00:33:38,349
...because they renounce
to the comfort of family life...

380
00:33:38,506 --> 00:33:41,510
...in order to seek "enlightment."

381
00:33:41,676 --> 00:33:43,622
I like your word'

382
00:33:43,778 --> 00:33:45,917
And I like the way
you say "enlightment."

383
00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:47,457
"Enlightment." I try.

384
00:33:47,648 --> 00:33:50,925
You're missing a syllable,
but I like it.

385
00:33:51,653 --> 00:33:53,291
It's beautiful, no?

386
00:33:53,454 --> 00:33:56,958
It's Pura Melanting,
which means "Temple of Prosperity."

387
00:33:57,758 --> 00:33:59,465
-Beautiful.
-Yup.

388
00:33:59,961 --> 00:34:02,635
-50 next attraction of the tour?
-Yes.

389
00:34:02,796 --> 00:34:04,707
-Food from Bali.
-Oh, good. I'm starving.

390
00:34:04,866 --> 00:34:07,312
-Where should we go?
-To the best restaurant in town.

391
00:34:07,468 --> 00:34:09,812
-Of course.
-My place.

392
00:34:12,206 --> 00:34:13,617
Subtle.

393
00:34:14,475 --> 00:34:16,978
Did you always live in Brazil before you came to Bali?

394
00:34:17,178 --> 00:34:18,486
No, no. Only for 20 years.

395
00:34:18,646 --> 00:34:22,890
Then I met my wife
and I moved with her to Australia.

396
00:34:23,050 --> 00:34:26,122
She traveled a lot
because of the job.

397
00:34:26,287 --> 00:34:29,825
-And I stayed home with the children.
-A good feminist husband.

398
00:34:29,991 --> 00:34:33,495
Yeah. Yeah. Didn't turn out to be
what she wanted, I'm afraid.

399
00:34:33,694 --> 00:34:35,172
-What happened?
-What happened?

400
00:34:35,328 --> 00:34:36,671
Well, the children were grown.

401
00:34:36,830 --> 00:34:42,508
And I run an import-export jewelry
business, so I could live anywhere.

402
00:34:42,702 --> 00:34:47,515
And Bali seemed like the perfect place
to recover from a divorce.

403
00:34:49,643 --> 00:34:52,647
And here I am. Here I am.

404
00:34:52,812 --> 00:34:54,485
-And you?
-Well, far less tragic.

405
00:34:54,648 --> 00:35:00,189
We were immature and really too
young to get married. We grew apart.

406
00:35:00,353 --> 00:35:01,855
Hearts were broken.

407
00:35:02,489 --> 00:35:04,366
Yes.

408
00:35:04,524 --> 00:35:06,595
Then it's the same.

409
00:35:12,232 --> 00:35:13,677
This is just perfect.

410
00:35:14,234 --> 00:35:16,111
So are you.

411
00:35:16,269 --> 00:35:19,182
You know what you are?
You're a falsa magra.

412
00:35:19,339 --> 00:35:21,216
-You know what that is?
-What?

413
00:35:21,374 --> 00:35:24,878
You are slender and elegant
in a distance...

414
00:35:25,045 --> 00:35:28,549
...but up close,
you are round and fleshy.

415
00:35:30,217 --> 00:35:32,254
Thank God for Brazilians.

416
00:35:36,188 --> 00:35:38,065
Stop that!

417
00:35:44,296 --> 00:35:46,401
You are a world traveler.

418
00:35:46,565 --> 00:35:47,908
He says that to everyone.

419
00:35:48,867 --> 00:35:50,210
Already make your money.

420
00:35:51,036 --> 00:35:54,040
You don't have young-man ambition.

421
00:35:54,873 --> 00:35:59,219
-He's good.
-You have three children.

422
00:35:59,378 --> 00:36:01,585
Two. That's a callous.

423
00:36:04,216 --> 00:36:05,559
And you have divorce.

424
00:36:06,785 --> 00:36:08,059
Very difficult.

425
00:36:08,220 --> 00:36:11,224
You loved her very much.

426
00:36:12,257 --> 00:36:13,793
You haven't healed that wound.

427
00:36:14,593 --> 00:36:18,803
Now you are scared to open your heart.

428
00:36:19,765 --> 00:36:23,110
You are afraid
hurt will happen to you again.

429
00:36:23,802 --> 00:36:25,748
Only way to heal...

430
00:36:25,904 --> 00:36:28,441
...is to trust.

431
00:36:30,309 --> 00:36:34,587
This okay. To have broken heart
mean you have tried for something.

432
00:36:38,649 --> 00:36:41,789
Is it going to be broken again?

433
00:36:41,953 --> 00:36:44,126
He a good man, Liz.
You need a good man.

434
00:36:46,624 --> 00:36:48,297
Thank you.

435
00:36:48,460 --> 00:36:51,031
True. Ketut knows.

436
00:36:55,366 --> 00:36:58,279
I am so sick of people telling me
I need a man.

437
00:36:58,436 --> 00:37:02,475
You don’t need a man, Liz,
You need a champion.

438
00:37:08,479 --> 00:37:11,824
-Some spring break, huh?
-Come on. You're moving like turtles.

439
00:37:11,982 --> 00:37:13,655
His enthusiasm is exhausting.

440
00:37:13,818 --> 00:37:16,162
Try being dropped off at school
when you're 10...

441
00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:18,493
...and having your father
kiss you on the mouth.

442
00:37:18,656 --> 00:37:20,226
He still does it

443
00:37:20,391 --> 00:37:24,134
I'm sure it's all normal in Brazil,
but I didn't grow up in Brazil.

444
00:37:24,295 --> 00:37:26,070
Friends would tease
the crap out of me.

445
00:37:26,230 --> 00:37:27,732
Why didn't you ask him to stop?

446
00:37:27,898 --> 00:37:30,378
No, I did at first,
but then I realized...

447
00:37:30,535 --> 00:37:33,345
...how happy it made the old guy
and I just gave in.

448
00:37:33,504 --> 00:37:38,317
You know what? My grandmother
hikes faster than you both...

449
00:37:38,476 --> 00:37:40,921
...but she's already dead.

450
00:37:41,077 --> 00:37:43,853
Get him. Go get him.

451
00:37:44,013 --> 00:37:47,187
How about you carry the packs
for a while, eh?

452
00:37:47,417 --> 00:37:49,988
Come here. Look at this.

453
00:37:50,354 --> 00:37:52,265
Is it nice?

454
00:37:52,823 --> 00:37:53,858
Baby.

455
00:37:54,858 --> 00:37:56,929
Bringing up the rear.

456
00:38:06,703 --> 00:38:09,445
-50 have you slept with her yet?
-What was that?

457
00:38:09,606 --> 00:38:11,017
Have you slept with her yet?

458
00:38:11,174 --> 00:38:12,881
Crossing the line.

459
00:38:13,042 --> 00:38:16,854
Dad, it's been 10 years. It's time.

460
00:38:29,292 --> 00:38:31,704
Stay away from
all the beautiful girls.

461
00:38:31,861 --> 00:38:34,239
They are dangerous.

462
00:38:39,069 --> 00:38:40,809
-A week is too short.
-Yeah.

463
00:38:40,970 --> 00:38:43,917
-A week is too short

464
00:38:44,473 --> 00:38:47,886
Listen, I've made you a mix tape.

465
00:38:48,577 --> 00:38:51,080
And I give you a present. For you.

466
00:38:53,248 --> 00:38:54,454
Thank you.

467
00:38:54,616 --> 00:38:57,426
I'm missing you already.

468
00:39:05,260 --> 00:39:07,001
Bye, Liz.

469
00:39:09,265 --> 00:39:11,745
-Be safe.
-Same to you.

470
00:39:14,236 --> 00:39:15,772
So don't I get a kiss?

471
00:39:15,971 --> 00:39:17,780
I don't know.

472
00:39:20,242 --> 00:39:22,848
-I love you, Dad.
-I love you too.

473
00:39:37,126 --> 00:39:39,800
So stupid, I know.

474
00:39:40,362 --> 00:39:45,310
He's 19 years old
and he's such a man.

475
00:39:47,101 --> 00:39:48,944
It's sweet.

476
00:39:49,270 --> 00:39:51,147
You're sweet.

477
00:41:25,398 --> 00:41:27,207
Darling...

478
00:41:27,367 --> 00:41:29,244
...it's time.

479
00:42:22,188 --> 00:42:23,258
-Liz.
-What?

480
00:42:23,422 --> 00:42:26,801
Liz. Come here.
I have to tell you something.

481
00:42:32,965 --> 00:42:35,639
No. I should really,
really be meditating.

482
00:42:36,969 --> 00:42:39,108
Go, go. Do it.

483
00:42:45,677 --> 00:42:48,123
You know, I have not been
to see Ketut in two weeks.

484
00:42:48,279 --> 00:42:49,314
-Really?
-Yes.

485
00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:51,687
-Okay. Go, go.
-Okay.

486
00:42:55,053 --> 00:42:59,001
Oh, gosh. But you are just
so much cuter than Ketut.

487
00:43:01,826 --> 00:43:06,002
No, I have to go. I have to go.

488
00:43:13,171 --> 00:43:14,980
Why?

489
00:43:27,218 --> 00:43:29,664
You have bladder infection.

490
00:43:29,821 --> 00:43:34,361
Common after no sex,
then too much sexy time.

491
00:43:34,526 --> 00:43:38,099
We haven't even been apart
for a minute in two weeks.

492
00:43:43,435 --> 00:43:45,881
You're afraid now, right?

493
00:43:46,036 --> 00:43:47,379
I understand.

494
00:43:47,537 --> 00:43:49,676
You don't want to lose yourself.

495
00:43:50,040 --> 00:43:53,214
Love is scary, dangerous.

496
00:43:53,377 --> 00:43:54,879
Happen to me.

497
00:43:56,213 --> 00:43:59,888
I pray every day,
but husband bad for me.

498
00:44:00,384 --> 00:44:02,261
I have to get away from him.

499
00:44:03,554 --> 00:44:06,865
This from where he hit me...

500
00:44:07,024 --> 00:44:08,560
...with motorcycle helmet.

501
00:44:09,560 --> 00:44:11,870
And then my daughter...

502
00:44:12,729 --> 00:44:14,868
...she begged me to leave him.

503
00:44:15,032 --> 00:44:16,568
Is that right, honey?

504
00:44:16,767 --> 00:44:19,577
I said, "I think you should
get a divorce, Mommy."

505
00:44:19,770 --> 00:44:23,377
She was 4 years old
when she said it.

506
00:44:28,545 --> 00:44:31,492
Don't feel bad about Felipe.

507
00:44:31,648 --> 00:44:34,254
Everybody needs affection, honey.

508
00:44:34,417 --> 00:44:36,419
Make people do funny things.

509
00:44:36,586 --> 00:44:39,931
Everyone gets like that
at beginning of relationship.

510
00:44:40,090 --> 00:44:43,731
Want too much happiness
too much pleasure...

511
00:44:43,894 --> 00:44:46,898
...until make yourself sick.

512
00:44:47,296 --> 00:44:51,608
Even to Wayan, this happen
at beginning of my love affair.

513
00:44:51,801 --> 00:44:54,611
I lose myself, Liz.

514
00:44:56,305 --> 00:44:57,909
Dear friends and loved ones:

515
00:44:58,074 --> 00:44:59,781
My birthday's coming up soon.

516
00:44:59,942 --> 00:45:02,445
If I were home, I'd be planning
a stupid, expensive...

517
00:45:02,611 --> 00:45:06,582
...birthday party and you'd all be
buying me gifts and bottles of wine.

518
00:45:06,749 --> 00:45:09,753
A cheapen more lovely way
to celebrate would be to...

519
00:45:09,919 --> 00:45:12,661
...make a donation to help a healer
named Wayan Nuriyasih...

520
00:45:12,822 --> 00:45:14,961
...buy a house in Indonesia.

521
00:45:15,124 --> 00:45:18,298
She's a single mother
In Bali, after a divorce...

522
00:45:18,460 --> 00:45:21,202
...a woman gets nothing,
not even her children.

523
00:45:21,364 --> 00:45:25,437
To gain custody of her daughter, Tutti,
Wayan had to sell everything...

524
00:45:25,601 --> 00:45:28,138
Maven her bath mat,
to pay for a lawyer.

525
00:45:29,138 --> 00:45:31,140
For years,
they've moved from place to place.

526
00:45:31,340 --> 00:45:34,981
Each time, Wayan loses clientele
and Tutti has to change schools.

527
00:45:35,878 --> 00:45:39,826
This little group of people in Bali
have become my family.

528
00:45:39,982 --> 00:45:43,486
And we must take care of our families,
wherever we find them.

529
00:45:43,652 --> 00:45:46,997
Today I saw Tutti playing with
a blue tile shew found in the road...

530
00:45:47,156 --> 00:45:49,829
...near a hotel construction site.
She told me:

531
00:45:49,992 --> 00:45:52,666
Maybe if we have
a house someday...

532
00:45:52,861 --> 00:45:55,671
...it can have a pretty blue floor
like this.

533
00:45:56,497 --> 00:45:58,306
When I was in Italy
I learned a word--

534
00:45:58,467 --> 00:45:59,707
It's "tutti"with double T.

535
00:46:00,669 --> 00:46:05,140
--which in Italian means "everybody."
So that's the lesson, isn't it?

536
00:46:05,307 --> 00:46:07,844
When you set out in the world
to help yourself...

537
00:46:08,009 --> 00:46:10,319
...sometimes you end up
helping Tutti.

538
00:46:13,648 --> 00:46:16,857
-Tell me again.
-Eighteen thousand American dollars.

539
00:46:17,018 --> 00:46:19,692
I brought you the e-mails to look at.

540
00:46:22,157 --> 00:46:23,363
Oh, my God.

541
00:46:23,525 --> 00:46:24,833
We get a house.

542
00:46:24,993 --> 00:46:28,202
It can be the house for everybody!

543
00:46:30,198 --> 00:46:33,543
I can have a pharmacy!
I can have a library!

544
00:46:34,703 --> 00:46:37,377
-All right. Oh, God.
-Close them again. Close your eyes.

545
00:46:37,539 --> 00:46:39,883
Careful. You don't wanna
break a tooth or anything.

546
00:46:40,041 --> 00:46:42,885
-Don't worry, but close your eyes.
-Where are you taking me'?

547
00:46:43,044 --> 00:46:44,045
You will see.

548
00:46:44,212 --> 00:46:46,715
-You helped Wayan to get a
-I know.

549
00:46:46,881 --> 00:46:48,383
...and we're going to celebrate

550
00:46:48,549 --> 00:46:50,186
-Here, here, here.
-All right.

551
00:46:50,350 --> 00:46:52,853
-Turn, turn, turn.
-I know we’re at the beach.

552
00:46:53,020 --> 00:46:54,897
Here you go.

553
00:46:56,056 --> 00:46:58,036
We're going to take a little boat trip.

554
00:46:59,226 --> 00:47:00,227
Where'?

555
00:47:00,428 --> 00:47:03,409
Where? To a little island nearby.

556
00:47:03,564 --> 00:47:07,068
It's my favorite place in the world.
I've packed for two.

557
00:47:07,234 --> 00:47:12,081
We can stay there until next Tuesday.
And I have the perfect camping spot.

558
00:47:12,573 --> 00:47:16,248
Just you and I and 400 parrots.

559
00:47:19,079 --> 00:47:21,218
Do you like it?

560
00:47:23,250 --> 00:47:27,926
I was going to save it for tonight,
but I think this is the right moment.

561
00:47:28,088 --> 00:47:30,898
I have to be in Bali
because my business is here...

562
00:47:31,058 --> 00:47:32,765
...and you have to be in New York...

563
00:47:32,927 --> 00:47:35,601
...because that’s
where your life is, right?

564
00:47:36,096 --> 00:47:40,067
What if we tried to create a life that
is divided between the two places?

565
00:47:45,239 --> 00:47:46,980
Why would you wanna do that?

566
00:47:47,474 --> 00:47:49,613
Because I'm in love with you.

567
00:47:55,247 --> 00:47:57,488
-Let's go. Let's go.
-Oh, no. I....

568
00:47:58,617 --> 00:48:00,756
-What?
-I can't. I'm sorry

569
00:48:01,287 --> 00:48:02,459
-I just....
-You can't?

570
00:48:02,622 --> 00:48:04,124
-I'm sorry. I can't
-Can't what'?

571
00:48:04,290 --> 00:48:09,137
I can't go on a trip right now;
okay? I....

572
00:48:09,295 --> 00:48:13,141
I haven't been home in five days.
I haven't seen Ketut in weeks.

573
00:48:13,299 --> 00:48:15,802
-It's just too much.
-It's not much.

574
00:48:18,471 --> 00:48:20,144
To go...

575
00:48:20,306 --> 00:48:21,808
...by ourselves...

576
00:48:21,975 --> 00:48:26,321
...apart from everything else for
a couple of days, is that much for you?

577
00:48:26,512 --> 00:48:29,550
Liz, nao entendo.
What's the problem, Liz?

578
00:48:29,716 --> 00:48:33,391
I mean, I have the same fears,
I have the same scars that you have...

579
00:48:33,553 --> 00:48:35,624
...and I show them to you.

580
00:48:35,788 --> 00:48:39,395
But I guess the only difference
between you and I is that...

581
00:48:39,792 --> 00:48:41,499
...you are afraid to love again.

582
00:48:41,661 --> 00:48:43,038
My darling, this is ii.

583
00:48:43,396 --> 00:48:46,343
You have to look me in the eye
and let me know the truth.

584
00:48:46,966 --> 00:48:50,812
Please. Do you love me
or do you love me not?

585
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:56,410
Look me in the eyes and tell me...

586
00:48:56,575 --> 00:49:00,045
...do you love me or don't
you love me not'? It's very easy.

587
00:49:00,645 --> 00:49:03,182
I know you feel the same way.
Why can't you say it back?

588
00:49:03,348 --> 00:49:05,419
I don't know why.

589
00:49:07,485 --> 00:49:08,691
Why can't I?

590
00:49:08,854 --> 00:49:12,199
Because you’re terrified, my love.
But listen, it’s fine. Me too.

591
00:49:12,557 --> 00:49:15,538
But I still want to get
into that boat with you.

592
00:49:15,694 --> 00:49:18,197
-No. Okay, look. Look.
-What?

593
00:49:18,363 --> 00:49:21,367
I don't know why
you can't understand this.

594
00:49:21,566 --> 00:49:25,104
I found something
and I can't give it up.

595
00:49:25,270 --> 00:49:29,548
And trust me, if I did,
you wouldn't be so all in love with me.

596
00:49:29,708 --> 00:49:33,212
Okay, the balance thing. You traveled
around the world to find your balance.

597
00:49:33,378 --> 00:49:35,881
And the balance that you think
you've found is what?

598
00:49:36,081 --> 00:49:40,029
Meditating for 20 minutes and
going to see an old medicine man?

599
00:49:40,185 --> 00:49:43,894
Listen, balance, my darling, balance
is not letting anybody love you...

600
00:49:44,088 --> 00:49:47,069
-...less than you love yourself.
-You know what? You know what?

601
00:49:47,225 --> 00:49:51,139
Do not tell me what lessons I have
and haven't learned in the last year"'

602
00:49:51,296 --> 00:49:53,741
...and don't tell me how balanced
and wise you are".

603
00:49:53,897 --> 00:49:56,241
...and how I can't express myself.

604
00:49:56,400 --> 00:50:00,075
And do not say "darling" to me again
because I am just gonna lose it.

605
00:50:00,237 --> 00:50:04,549
Listen to me! I do not need to love you
to prove that I love myself.

606
00:50:11,482 --> 00:50:13,428
Run away from me?

607
00:50:14,084 --> 00:50:19,557
You are running away from all
the great possibilities of your own life.

608
00:50:23,393 --> 00:50:25,771
I'm getting into that boat.

609
00:51:53,016 --> 00:51:54,188
For you.

610
00:51:54,350 --> 00:51:56,693
A goodbye gift.

611
00:52:05,026 --> 00:52:06,528
Ketut.

612
00:52:17,539 --> 00:52:19,382
Liss...

613
00:52:19,741 --> 00:52:22,017
...you healed me.

614
00:52:24,179 --> 00:52:26,682
You healed me too, Ketut.

615
00:52:29,284 --> 00:52:32,288
If it wasn't for you,
I wouldn't have come back to Bali...

616
00:52:32,454 --> 00:52:35,230
...and I wouldn't have come back
to myself.

617
00:52:35,390 --> 00:52:37,700
You want coffee? Roast pig?

618
00:52:39,128 --> 00:52:40,732
Coffee.

619
00:52:40,895 --> 00:52:42,203
I get you coffee

620
00:52:42,364 --> 00:52:44,241
You fly back to America soon?

621
00:52:44,399 --> 00:52:46,572
In two hours.

622
00:52:46,735 --> 00:52:48,578
Have you ever been on an airplane, Ketut?

623
00:52:49,271 --> 00:52:52,081
Ketut cannot fly on aeroplane.

624
00:52:53,408 --> 00:52:55,911
Ketut have no teethe

625
00:52:59,580 --> 00:53:02,754
You are good friend to me.

626
00:53:02,917 --> 00:53:04,590
You are like daughter.

627
00:53:05,719 --> 00:53:07,824
When I die..I

628
00:53:07,988 --> 00:53:11,401
...you will come back to Bali?
Come to my cremation?

629
00:53:12,293 --> 00:53:14,796
Balinese cremation ceremony
is very fun.

630
00:53:15,596 --> 00:53:17,598
-You will like it.
-Okay.

631
00:53:19,066 --> 00:53:24,072
You still smile with your liver,
like I tell you?

632
00:53:24,238 --> 00:53:25,273
Yes.

633
00:53:25,439 --> 00:53:29,444
You still meditate like your guru
in India teach you?

634
00:53:29,810 --> 00:53:31,812
-Yes.
-You happy now with God?

635
00:53:32,914 --> 00:53:36,760
-Yes.
-You love your new boyfriend?

636
00:53:42,623 --> 00:53:44,534
I ended it.

637
00:53:46,327 --> 00:53:48,603
Don't understand.
Why you do that?

638
00:53:52,466 --> 00:53:55,470
I couldn't keep my balance.

639
00:53:56,970 --> 00:54:01,042
Liss, listen to Ketut.

640
00:54:01,207 --> 00:54:05,383
Sometimes to lose balance
for love. ..

641
00:54:05,545 --> 00:54:09,857
...is part of living balanced life.

642
00:54:23,997 --> 00:54:25,840
In the end...

643
00:54:25,998 --> 00:54:30,811
...I've come to believe in something
I call "The Physics of the Quest. "

644
00:54:32,839 --> 00:54:37,686
A force in nature governed bylaws
as real as the laws of gravity.

645
00:54:38,178 --> 00:54:41,682
The rule of Quest Physics
goes something like this:

646
00:54:41,881 --> 00:54:45,988
If you're brave enough to leave behind
everything familiar and comforting...

647
00:54:46,152 --> 00:54:49,656
...which can be anything from your
house to bitten old resentments...

648
00:54:49,823 --> 00:54:52,360
...and set out
on a truth-seeking journey...

649
00:54:52,525 --> 00:54:55,506
..either externally or internally..

650
00:54:55,662 --> 00:54:58,199
...and if you are truly willing
to regard everything...

651
00:54:58,365 --> 00:55:01,368
...that happens to you on that journey
as a clue...

652
00:55:01,533 --> 00:55:06,039
...and if you accept everyone you
meet along the way as a teacher...

653
00:55:10,542 --> 00:55:13,045
Wand if you are prepared,
most of all...

654
00:55:13,212 --> 00:55:17,558
...to face and forgive some
very difficult realities about yourself...

655
00:55:17,716 --> 00:55:20,060
...then the truth
will not be withheld from you.

656
00:55:20,719 --> 00:55:22,460
Felipe?

657
00:55:34,800 --> 00:55:37,076
I can? help but believe it,
given my experience.

658
00:56:10,435 --> 00:56:12,972
I decided on my word.

659
00:56:21,112 --> 00:56:23,114
It means:

660
00:56:24,949 --> 00:56:27,293
"Let's cross over."

661
00:56:29,493 --> 00:57:31,693
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