Feels Train between Elizabeth and Xandra

Elizabeth May: Laying in the middle of Xandra large bed, she closes her eyes waiting for her to surface as the music blasting buzzed in her ear. The smell of Xandra surrounding her. A time past while her good childhood friend was gone, her smell taking hold of this room and the halls of this place was fading to little to nothing and secretly it broke her. Despite being Alpha and Xandra being her Delta, they held a bond that is strong way past titles and a pack. The she wolf was the only women still alive and tied to her past, prescent, and hopefully future. She was there when she lost it all at a young age. She was there when she felt lost amoung a world she barely knew besides these mountains. Xandra was always there no matter the distance once placed between them. The  day Xandra first returned here many years ago when Liz made the choice to lead this pack on her own, Xandra was the first and she couldn't be more happy to know this women she cared always deep for would forever take her side. So yes when she disappeared for as long as she did with no trace or word; as usually there was always some sort of small trace left behind, it tore her apart. Even more so when, as many resources as liz had around this world, not one spoke of sighting of her old friend. Her ears, through the loud music, catches the sound of the bathroom door opening. Just as she opened her eyes to Xandra, she is pounced ontop of by the she wolf and laughter instantly escaped her lips as her arms open wide to catch her. Once she now took besides her, Lixz turns over to her side and allowing her left arm under to to support her weight and she closely looks at the she wolf in brief silence as she placed with herr tangled red locks. When she speaks, liz smiles warmly as her lifts her fingers to lightly brush over her cheeks. Feeling her skin confirms just how real this moment was and Xandra was truely here. "Took you long enough to return, Xandra." She speaks her childhood friends name so warmly. The affection the she wolf gave her was something they always expressed towards each other for years. Though the white wolf was mated to another; Frankie, they could never change how she shows her fondness towards the female. Of course there were limits, but none the less. Recalling times when they were children, after long day of play and rough housing, they end it with cuddling sesh and brief slumber under the moon and stares deep in the corners of the these very forest surrounding the territory. Pressed against the women so closely she closes her eyes as she allows the she wolves warmth to mix with her own. Her smell tickling under her nose. As she listens to her speak, she sighs silently. Breaking apart, Liz raises her head to look into the womens hues with her own. For a fair moment she does not speak, but she stares. The thought of what if passes briefly over her mind before she allows a smile to trace her lips. Despite Liz being the Alpha female and having to act the lead strong role, wit Xandra behind closed doors or hidden eyes, she was no one but simply Elizabeth May. No leading title, no reason to act with nose lifted in the air,  just Elizabeth May and Xandra Kinch. She finally parts are plush lips of soft pink to speak, "Where ever you have gone, even with the many resources I have across this world, not one could give me clear information of you whereabouts. I could not even feel you through the mark Xandra. I was starting to think you have died and it tore me to two not knowing it was true or not and that I could not protect you." She speaks fond true words before she continues, "But you were more alive than ever, and I am so thankful to have you back, but." She flicks at Xandra forehead with her finger before she gives a stern by caring look, "Don't let it happen again. At least if you must take me with by the gods sake..." She huffs. She shifts herself to push her body to sit up as she crosses her legs. Looking down at the she wolf, "So its been a week, and we have yet to catch up either. And oh do we have much to catch up on. Where did you even go Xandra? What has happened these last few years?"


Xandra: Watching the alpha turn to her side and let her left arm support her weight, while the other hand brush the ladies cheek. Oh how she had missed that touch. A sensation that calmed her down no matter how angry she got or how upset she got, it always helped. Seeing that bright smile of Liz's brought her own smile upon her figure. Though the moment, she told her true feelings about how she felt when the she-wolf left, the women's optics grew damp. Did she really break her that much by her disappearance? Feeling the flick on her forehead, then the huff after the stern but caring look, Xandra's feelings couldn't be held back at that point. "I'm so sorry Elizabeth.....words can't describe..." Pausing as she took a deep breath through the trembling lips. Knowing that she was going to break herself from how long she had been gone and wished she could return. Closing her gaze for a moment and used her right hand to wipe the tears flowing down her cheeks away. Opening them once again and moved her frame to a sitting up position in front of the other, crossed legs as well. "Words can't describe how sorry I am that I disappeared without any word to you." Taking a small break before continuing, the women showed an expression only she would understand. Having the necklace Liz made when she was away and had sent the letters for months, eventually turning to years. Sliding on the bed to go to her jewelry box, pulling out the piece and wrapped it around her hand. Taking in the scent of the ladies, before undoing the clasp to wear it around her neck. As it laid against her flesh, the mark began to grow red almost as if activating the crescent again. Rebinding it connection to show that she never forgot. Making her way back in front of her childhood friend and sat up again, the women would see all the marks along her arms. Ones a blade made, and others a ninetail whip made along her back. "I was told by a hunter to come and see him and if I didn't everyone in the pack would be gone. I was also told not to tell you, not let anyone close to me tell you where I was."  Starting to explain why she was gone for so long and why she couldn't say anything to her, they would be the only ones through their bond be able to see the marks. "I had a witch cast a spell on the marks so no one would be able to see them but me and you through the necklace. The crescent was to reactivate when I came back onto the grounds and glow when around you." A sigh would slip through her plump lips as this part would hurt the most. "Liz, they tortured me for a year. Demanding me to tell them where you were, and I didn't tell them because I wanted you safe. I refused to let them hurt you. After I was able to make my escape, I had to kill them because if I hadn't they were going to come looking for you. God knows what they would do to the rest of the pack. I went to keep you safe. The other two years I spent gathering every favor I could to get back home. Mission after mission, I thought of the pack and you. Wondering if you all were okay, and if they had came for you all. When I saw you all unharmed when I came back, I was over the moon. I would do anything for this pack, you all are my family and my loved ones. No one would ever dare hurt any of you." Finishing up her explanation, the she wolf looked up at her. Not seeing a title, or a rank, just her. Just Elizabeth May. Wanting to do the one thing she wished for ever since they were children and ever since she returned. A kiss. Just one long kiss. Keeping her silence, Xandra's heart soon began to ache like it had for the past three years. The bundles of letters in her closet, all in a bin, all of them opened and one letter from herself explaining everything but also how much she loved her. All the words she forced herself not to say because one letter told her that she was mated to Frankie. Everything was in that letter addressed to her alpha, her friend, and most of all, her one true love. Taking a breath of relief she was finally able to explain it all. Running her digits through her own hair to pull it back into a ponytail. Grabbing the hairband off the bed from when she woke up, she tied it back nice and tight. "I am happy you all are okay and I am also happy you found someone to be by your side forever." Lifting herself off the bed, keeping her inner wolf at bay so it wouldn't make her do something she would regret. Xandra loved Elizabeth. More than she could ever imagine, and when she thought it was her fault for getting Elizabeth killed; it devistated her. Hell it almost killed her, but something pushed to keep fighting. To find her escape and get back home, where she belonged. Snatching a shirt from her dresser, it was a crimson tank. Grabbing her onyx jeans and slipped into both them. Once she was dressed, the she-wolf looked up at the other with a smile. The smile that masked all her hurt. "I'm going to go grab us some fresh hunt. I'll be back soon. Promise." Standing there, waiting for a response.