i know im inting rn but i just wanted u to know that i hope ur ok and that ur doing well and i miss u and im sorry for being autistic and yeah
and i hope ur happy now
with whatever ur doing
im a pro now but i actually just int every scrim lol like i literally go 0-12 and die to
**** i know is gonna happen
i havent done anything w anyone else and i dont judge u for doing stuff w other ppl
i get high a lot now so i can sleep without being sad
its still super lonely imo
i talk to so many people and i literally have alex hug me and stay with me all day
still cant sleep at night without getting high
people say that like
oh im happy now i forgot about her im over it but like
i cant forget about it idk
and idk how to get over it
I say that im over it and that it doesnt bother me anymore but
i still think about u all the time and like wonder how ur doing
i know i shouldnt msg u rn but im juist
i deleted our convos and didnt stalk ur opgg or do ANYTHING related to u
i even like cut everything out too
i blocked all our mutual friends
stopped talking to amy sebastian annie calvin etc
literally likw
i cant stop thinking about u its actually autistic
anyways i hope ur doing good now and i love u and i miss u and im sorry for treating u like garbage i hope u have a good life and that ur happy and that u find someone cool
sorry for msging u i was just really sad and lonely and i missed u