Nox (SJ)'s Personality

A depressing individual, Nox has a very bleak and pessimistic outlook on life. Having regained memories of all his past experiences, he is very much haunted by the voices of those whose lives he's ended, their darkness ever-enduring inside of his own. As a result, he is far from mentally stable. When by himself (or perceived as such), he will seemingly yell at himself then proceed to take that anger out on non-sentient life before breaking down into tears and cursing his own existence. When with non-hostiles, he doesn't let himself be perceived as anything more than "neutral", regardless of any opinions he may truly have. Against hostiles, however, he shows extreme malice and pure rage, as if they are the reason his life is so terrible. To the rare exception of people that manages to get close to him, he tends to listen to their every word as if it is the law, regardless of how good or bad it may be. To him, even if they asked him to commit genocide, he'd do so without sparing a thought.

As an overall person, he's very much in the category of horrible. He'll show visible disgust at helping strangers and visible delight at killing. To those he is close to, he refuses to let them go to the point he'd rather them die than leave him, in turn, giving him a much "Yandere"-type personality. He has extremely cruel tendencies, often making games of his opponents when he knows he's able to kill them, such as slicing off their fingers one-by-one or gouging out their eyes by hand. At times, he is unable to properly interpret his feelings, some examples being that he calls the visible shaking and teardrops he gets from killing those he's close to "Love" and the bubbly feelings he gets from being around others "Disgust", this in part caused by the haunting voices. While he seems almost irredeemable, he does have some sense of justice, thanks to his abilities and if said sense can be exploited, he can slowly change into someone good.

However, this seems to only be a result of the influence of the Voices. When free from their influence, he is somewhat serious and very calm. He loathes the idea of death and destruction, being unwilling to harm even the most malevolent of creatures, preferring to talk it out before duking it out. Ultimately, he isn't above using the powers he has to protect the ones he cares about or even fight if it means succeeding in his goals. Part of his Voices-Influenced Personality is a bleedthrough of his normal personality, such as easily getting attached and trying to stay "neutral" to strangers.