I wanna talk, but no-one is listening
No-one who cares is free, no-one who is free cares
Every minute that passes get worse
I can’t fight this much longer
Someone back me up
Please
Anyone?
I wanna go home
I hate it here
I don’t even know if I can consider the people here friends
I’d let it all go if I could. It’d be loud and angry. That’s the only other way I know who to rid myself of all these emotions. But I can’t, someone will hear, someone I don’t want to know.
I can’t let anyone but those I trust know. I’d look like a wreck
I’ve spent all this time working on nothing but my external image. I’m just a mess on the inside
In fact, I’m just a terrible person
What have I ever done that is good for anyone?
I’m arrogant
Aggressive
Self-centred
I lack self-confidence. In fact I have next to no self confidence
I look like a gormless 14 year old
I’ve no self-perception
I’m so horribly introverted
I hate myself
I wish I didn’t exist
I don’t want to kill myself but I wouldn’t mind if I died
I am a complete wreck
The world wouldn’t care if I was gone
I’ll never amount to anything anyway
Oh for hell sake now I’m crying
Look at me. I’m just a mess.
I wanna go home
I want a wide open green space and no-one for miles
I just want to flip out
I don’t want to be me

If you’re reading this, don’t do anything
Don’t even think
I’m not worth the time and effort
I know your own time is precious
Well mine is running out
I’ve had enough
Goodbye.