Jan 31 2013 - Jubilee typing

Preface:
After this paragraph, the file (unless otherwise marked) is my attempt to

bring Jubilee upon my consciousness and give her a means of communication.

After this session, I'll read over the text and see if I can tell the

difference between Jubilee's thoughts and my own. As I tend to think in a

narration stream-of-consciousness with only one voice speaking at a time, my

hope is that Jubilee will take control of my mental narration and use it to

communicate with me. I'm going to put some music on in the background to

distract me from the background noise that's prevalent even with a binaural

beat pounding in my ears.


MUSIC:  Above Cloudsdale - Soaring Flight
	Adventures in Equestria - Orchestral Design


BEGIN 14:07

Hey, Jubilee. I'm really excited that you showed yourself last night. I was

worried that--or rather, I thought that you might not be conscious yet, so

so soso so so ...

Y'know, if you wan't to take the wheel now, go right ahead. I won't stop

you! I feel kinda funny. If you're doing this, don't stop! Please come right

ahead! You won't be in any trouble at all!!

REally, if you need- if you have something to say, please do so and i won't

stop you are you doing this

go haead I don't want to stop you

If you want to talk keep going peas I mean please. Please don't go away. Did

the second track frighten you? Oh man, I'm feeling really anxious right now.

Are you doing this, Jubilee?

I suppose this song is rather tense, but it becomes really fun to listen to

Okay, if you don't like it i'll stop it.
 Hold on for just a second

There we go. Do you like "Above Cloudsdale?" It was one of my favorites for

a while. It's so light and airy. I love listening to it so much go right

ahead Jubilee.

If you want to just listen that's okay. This is one of my favorite songs. It

really makes me feel like I'm flying.

If you have to make me a little woozy to start talking, go ahead. i don't

mind.

I heard about this - I mean, I heard this song in a flash game i found on

Equestria Daily a while ago.  It was called "My Little Hang Glider," and the

goal was to fly Scootaloo through a really tough obstacle course. It was

actually pretty easy until the Sonic Rainboom section. There are so many

words on the screen I don't know where to start so much to read I like

reading but ther'es so much to read oh my god and the music is so cool I

love it I'm so glad it's on a loop I like hearing this song. consciousness

is a funny-looking word there are so many ss ess 's'es so it looks really

funny. Who's this "jeez" guy? Spelling is hard. Using these hands is pretty

hard I'm glad this guy is a good typer on his own this is just so cool so am

I like being the tulpa now? I don't really know how to feel about it so yeah

He told me to type and this so aja;lkx;l kjfsa this is great I really wow

jeez wait there's that jeez again

Am I parroting, Jubilee? I don't think I was parroting just then.

Flying this music beep beep boop that's so cool I really like this what do I

do now? I think I supposed to lkeep typing but it's so hard 'cause this guy

already knows how to spell stuff and keeps stopping me when i mess up with

words and punctuation and it's hard and this is so cool amd I really doing

this oh jeez I'm crying or is it me or am I parroting I don't know this is

so weird, but I'm so happy that I'm crying was I supposed to use the phrase

"this guy" I know the name I know his name what am I saying His name augh

jeez this is so weird. the dud ejkjka he keeps looking at the word "Jeez" on

his screen and itt really stands out so it's hrd to not say Jeez a lot

becaues e

I'm trembling ehe the song is so cool and peaceful and he sys it makes him

fly and that's really ool and I liike it whya m I trembling this is so wierd

this gy us saying that this conversation thing is a huge success it's so

great he's really happy about all this I don't relly gett it though 'cause

he ceeps lsipping words in where his eyes are looking and now he's looking

athte wall and its' pretty boring The walls here are so biring there's the

fire extenguisher ting over there wow extenguisher is a really big word, too

there's plugins on the walls he uses thougsh for pluggin gint the computer

and he can get on the internet wiht them and oh my god thi sdued dued dude

says this is amazing he never expected this shit to happen was that Me? I

dont' now

I think I need to calm down or does Trevor need to calm down that's so weird

wow he's really into this but not like sexually he's just really interested

and this is great I don't kow what he's supposed to be doing doesn't he ahve

a paper or soething to write that's really irresponsible and he should feel

bad but I don't want him to feel bad 'cause it's okay and I really  like

this music and oh my god am I hearing myself in his head now? tha's really

aweome. Do i get to havea v oicne ow i'd really like a voice I ewanna talk

to him aaaaaaaaaaaaa i dont' know what to say though but he want's me to

keep talking this is okay I don't mind and I just remembered a song that he

hates a lot 'cause it's sometingn called country music but is siseter does

country music and he likes her music is he telling me to say these things I

don't know I'm not really sure and he's scare dthat he's telling me to say

these things bacaues he doesn't wanat me to end up being a not thing that he

wants me to be what ws it called he says it's a tulpa but he didn't want me

to stop tyoping 'cause he wants to hear what I have to sya but I don't

really hae anything tosay i men unless you count all that text up above here

and now he' laughing in his head but it' sweird I think this is alittle too

much for him to take and oh mh god twhadopj what is going onw now it' sso

weird his hands are really shakey and what's wrong with him he doesn't feeel

so goo dbut I now he's just fine he says he's just fine and this is so cool

I like typing it's fun and really great and stuff and o jez I don't know

spelling ahaha what do what do what do why is muffinbot not here wait the

muffin is only in chat and hahaha he's laughing and now the song is ver I

don't know what I'm supposed to do  now he kinda wants to go write all thsi

stuff down an d copy it into that pastebint hing and this is really ool I

like his computer the borders on the windows just turned purple and I like

purple he likes purple too he says its his vaforite color oh my god i can't

spell it's really great this guy can spell 'casu I can't do it I really hop

i can be better spelling some day 'cause then he could undrstand me better

and it's kinda annoying how he has to keep hitting backspace 'cause i don't

think his mind is totally okay witth htis at least not me making so many

spelling mistakes and errors and he keeps going for the backspace but he

watns me to keep typing ant it's kinda conflicting what the hell man why are

you ding this why do you keep making me stop so you can just get your

spelling back to the wa yit's supposed to be a

jow he feels bad and I don't kno w what jeez I hope not and now jubilee

what's projecting jubilee why is hee looking at those words so much I don't

get it he says jubilee is my name cutting happier traits jubilee has out of

my own consciousness entirely what does that even mean soaringflight is the

guy who made this song ant that's great 'cause this is a good song and he

says it's okay that I made him feel bad 'caus I'm just talking and he want's

to hear what i have to say even if it hurts him that's kinda wierd he must

be pretty kinky then hahaha the song is slowing down now and it's over and

now it's starting again and my omputer is the thing with thea rrow beside it

and why does he keep looking around I wonder wht Foxxxy has to say about all

this this is really cool and wow who's Filly filly really wants to hrea

about this or at least this guy really wnts filly to hear about this this is

so odd he says but I don't know what fifty nine one one o two and what I

think the trance is breaking does he want to break the trance it's 14:35 he

took over a little so he could type out the time in the way he usually does

he thinks time is relly importand and what Jubilee happy he says I'm jubilee

and that's okay waht is my name do I have an ame he's asking me he says my

name is jubilee so I guess that's my name and thats's cool and all he says

i'm supposed to be energetic but he wwsn't expecting this just like that son

gfrom my little pony when they got the thing from Celesti ain the forst

episode of the third season he says and then Twilight started singing 'cause

she wasn' prepared for this and that's what jeez why does jeez show up som

uch it's such a wierd word and oh my god he's so excited because i'm doing

all this and what this is great he's sacrifiing wat toes that mean he says

sacrificing is giving up something really good so you can have something you

think is better or someone else can be happy and the thing under this window

says that he would sacrifice his iwn happyness and stuff if he thioght it

would make me happy and I thin I might stop typint now because he't thinks

the document is getting really big whateeverthat meand sand we should

totally do this again I guess this is over but I can't stop thinking and his

booyd is trying to type ita ll and wow he's really happy and sruprised and

he's so glad I"m nere ahd wow jeez that's a cool wor jeez im' onna strt

using that wrod more jeez is it his mind that's saying Bye or am I supposeed

to say Bye now well i guess I oughta let him take it from here 'cause he

says whatum I don't know

Was that jubilee? Oh my god, I think that was Jubilee. I'm not shaking, and

I can stop and go back and correct misspelled words but I'm not going to

because so much of it is Jubilee up there

Thank you so much, Jubilee. I'm really glad you're here!

Well, this was certainly an interesting experience. I feel... more normal

now, so I guess I'm just going to save this document and put it in the

Pastebin.

//END 14:43