BEATRICE / alixtal

   ✧ ❝ YOU NEVER WALK ALONE. ❞

+ wattpad username | alixtal
+ password | i miss you
+ slot | beatrice
+ backup slot | abel



   ✧❝ SPRING DAY. ❞

+ birth name | park so young
+ nickname(s) | so young hates nicknames.

+ age | 23 (int.) 24 (kr.)
+ birthdate | february 21st, 1994
+ height & weight | 168cm & 49kg

+ birthplace & hometown | incheon, south korea
+ nationality & ethnicity | korean

+ faceclaim | byun jung ha . instagram | 1993kg
+ backup faceclaim | son hwa min . instagram | hwa.min



   ✧❝ HOLD ME TIGHT. ❞

+ personality |
infj . soyoung is introverted, the type be reserved and cold at first, but friendly and funny when you get to know her. her humour is mainly composed of irony and bad puns. she isn't very talkative and likes observing her surroundings. she finds it difficult to say no when people ask her for a favour. she is independent but still likes some company. she isn't the type of person to do something without a valid reason. she is very perfectionist which can often be a nuisance to her. even thought she is known as the gentle one, soyoung has very little patience when it comes to serious things and can easily get mad when something doesn't go the way she planned it. when she is mad, she always keep it to herself, in fear to cause a fight between her partner. however, when she let's it out, she is loud and swears a lot. she is also very imaginative and often daydream without realizing she is. she may seem mature and all grownup, but the reality is that she is still a children at heart.

+ background |
soyoung wasn't born in a sweet and caring family, but rather in a manipulating family, where love wasn't a priority, where money and fame was the only desired thing. at the early age of 4, soyoung was part of beauty contest, the kind of thing where mother forced their kids to sit down and look pretty, hoping that they would win to take home the money that was offered to the winner. soyoung won the majority of the contests and was well-known in her neighbourhood, but what they didn't know was how she was treated at home. abusive and alcoholic father, miser and selfish mother, soyoung would hide her bruises with her own mother's makeup, but the psychological bruises still remained. she kept silent about her bruises, the fact that she was hurting and unstable, because she feared to be put in an orphanage, where the feeling of loneliness would worsen. in high school, she had her very first boyfriend. a young handsome boy she thought truly loved her. she trusted him and started to get intimate with him, but a week later, her nudes were leaked and sent to every student in her grade. she lost the ability to trust anyone and also lost the persons she thought were her friends. she felt betrayed and alone. she took the pill in hopes that she would feel less lonely, that the world would seem less cruel and most of all, to boost her luck to find someone who will truly appreciate her.


+ likes |
she likes fashion, to dress up, being lost in her own thoughts, music, writing, reading, prefer veggies over fruits. she loves drinking grape juice and aloe vera juice.

+ dislikes |
 she dislikes mangoes and papayas, bugs, loud spaces, the smell of cigarettes.

+ trivia | bugs are her worst enemies. she is scared that she will die before she accomplished her dream (to become a writer) and is horrified of the dark. she always sneezes, and she has been told once that her sneeze sounds like a cat's which is iconic since she is allergic to cats. she doesn't really have a routine, and she always says that she will have a routine but never does. she sometime talks to herself which can be weird to some person and weirdly hates it when the door is open. her biggest pet peeve is dirty bathrooms, especially showers and people that walks slowly.


   ✧❝ DEAD LEAVES. ❞

+ what's your dream? |
i've always wanted to be a writer. to be able to create a world, create characters and share it to the world. i've never got the chance to write a long story, only shorts ones i would hide under my bed, because i was scared my dad would find them and rip them.

+ what's your favorite memory? |
i don't have a favorite memory. i never felt safe at home, even at school. my friends weren't truly my friends, so all the time we spent together, to me, was a complete lie.

+ regrets? |
i wish i didn't trust people easily. i try to not have regrets but it's hard when my whole has been a disaster. it always has been about trust, if i didn't trust those people, maybe i wouldn't be here right now.

+ do you believe in love? if so, how do you wish your story to go? |
it's hard to believe in love when i haven't really been shown what true love is. but i won't stop believing, maybe my turn hasn't come yet. and obviously, everyone wants a happy ending, i'm one of those person.



   ✧❝ LOVE IS NOT OVER. ❞

+ love interest | kim seokjin (my poor baby deserves some love)
+ backup | min yoongi

+ first impressions |
her first impression of him was that he had incredibly broad shoulders and a handsome face. at first, she thought his windshield laugh was annoying but ended up liking it. she thought he looked nice but she didn't dare approach him. his first impression of her wasn't great. he thought she was too reserved to his liking and looked cold.
+ relationship |
they end up dating at the end. in the begging, there was only small talks and they weren't close to each other, but later, they started to talk more and with more interest. they started to joke around and they were being comfortable with each other.

+ couple trivia | as mentioned earlier, so young hates nicknames but seokjin still calls her sweetheart from time to time, knowing it would annoy so young. they like to talk about stupid things and share dad jokes.



   ✧❝ LOVE IS NOT OVER. ❞

+ scene suggestions |
a scene where so young gets emotional telling her story to seokjin and maybe another scene where someone tries to stop taking the pill? i really don't know.

note; they're in the middle of nowhere. around them are simply life necessities such as convenience stores, grocery stores, a motel and a petrol station.

+ anything i missed? | are the boys taking the pills too?
+ message to lucee | i'm lonely (no joking, i really am lonely)