memebin monday 7/1/2018

been a while since I made one of these. Sorry bout that, haven't really felt the need to record my thoughts as of late.

speed gaming:
got 2 PBs recently in SM Old Any%: 44:48 and 44:33. They're alright but huge mistakes (newest one had two mistakes totalling 20 seconds alone) really aren't helping me right now. Hoping to get some more runs in and not focus so much on mistakes so I can build consistency. Hoping to see a low 1x or a 0x soon but time will tell. Been practicing my ass off the last 2 weeks so I hope it counts when I need it.

Staying patient and continuing dead runs requires much discipline, something I've lost since Prime but only because of the sheer execution that I expect and require for my goal. A goal I still will not share yet.

reality:
Things are going well. Sister should be coming home soon so it'll be good to see her for once this year. I've been working on how much garbage I eat and working out a lot more with my time off, and hopefully I can continue these habits into school semesters but I have a feeling that things will take somewhat of a nosedive or at least veer off course.

Been listening to VGM at zoast's stream and got some metal from Zenkai (thank you by the way) so it's been cool to revisit those genres, check out new artists, and build my music folder.

other:
seeing a lot of negativity on my timeline and online lately. Not really that bothered with it anymore, but I just wanna let those reading know that things do get better but you have to take the first step. Identify the problem then act on it. Check out the 12 step program of AA for some tips, as well as their seminars on trust and whatnot. It may be cheesy, but there's a lot of wisdom in tried-and-true methods. That's why they are called such.

hope things stay great or get better. stay chill