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It's introspection time yall, finally decided that me growing into myself is a time to celebrate myself, with a hard-earned inner look into myself


1. What keeps you going when times get tough? What motivates you? Why?

 what keeps me from falling, from giving up completely? its my sense of duty to others, they need me to be there for them, and in not going to let anyone get in the way of that. what motivates me is how funny everything really is, I can laugh at any of the problems, and that joy from stupidity is what makes me feel alive, and strong enough to keep reaching a goal.

2a. What is your worldview? (How do you philosophically view reality? Is there some sort of morality to the universe? Do you interpret reality in a way you could consider unique to most other people (i.e. "I believe the universe is sentient"), and if so why?)

 the universe is a piece of shit place to reside in, no elaboration necessary this is just the consequences of a scientific worldview corrupting me myself and others.

2b. How do you make sense of the world? What is YOUR personal meaning of life?

 my meaning to life is well, helping people, im the spice of a person and i feel as though that what makes my life meaningful, and how i should strive through it, is to keep people healthy, to keep them here and from escaping the horrible reality we live in, because the only way to face you challenges is by dealing with them, inch by inch or step by step, its to progress.

3. When you view reality/a problem, do you look at the bigger picture, the finer details, or the emotional/interpersonal aspects? Why?

 when i view reality, I see people, people who make a reality all themselves, they have a world they build and who am I to crumble it, its what i realize every day that every person is an individual with their own thoughts and problems, and that they are the ones who create the reality around us, through action and choice and generally existing

4a. Write a basic summary of your personality, your greatest strengths, and how you’ve grown as a person.

 i am a pretty goofy person, I love making jokes and making people face reality (even when they suck at listening i SWEAR), I also generally am a strict rule follower, and a hardass, and god i can talk on and on and on, but in short, ice realized the world around me exists, its not me and others, its us, we, collective individuals

4b. Write a brief summary of your character flaws, your greatest weaknesses, and how you think you have yet to grow as a person.
i have none, I am a perfect person,
(I'm pretty arrogant, and really petty sometimes (like how these goddamn middle schoolers dont put on deodorant i swear) but for now, the flaws i have are steps too small to count, and very subtle to notice)