[4:48:47 AM] XFire1994: Good morning again.

I will try to be open and clear as much as I can. Yes, I did vote out Jackson. Yes, in doing so I chose not to honour an alliance I've been in since week 3 which included Jeff, Jacob, Jackson and me. This also included my true F2 deal with Jacob and the F2 deal with Jeff I've tried to dodge and avoid answering for last 2 weeks and ultimately could not to not out my true F2 deal(Make no mistake, this is no excuse and I know). Since I have outed these here you can pretty much guess I had no F2 deals with anyone else.

Now that I have smashed the possibility of anyone in this house trusting me again and slightest possibility of making it into finals, a few words.

I voted out Jackson because of reasons I've cited before; I do NOT regret doing so. It was not a personal or game move decision; I like Jackson as a person a lot and seeing as that move collapsed much of my alliances anyone would hardly argue it was a wise decision tactics-wise. I would have voted Jackson regardless of the person they stood against on the block. I do not feel guilt over it.

What I feel guilt over is lying to people who trusted me with their games and they have pretty much every reason to come to house chat and call me out, as long as they are being reasonable.

BUT, coming here and saying that I've lied to make a game-changing decision to betray them is not reasonable. And if you think a move that ensures at least 2 jurors will NOT vote my way and would collapse my F2 deal is my great evil villain mastermind move, you might be even worse than me in playing Big Brother.

BUT, coming here and lying to smear me is not reasonable. Quite literally only lie I have told Jeff and Jacob all game was THIS SINGLE VOTE. Saying this is not the case is an outright lie. I have lied much more to keep that alliance safe though and it is quite saddening to see all of that is wiped clean in the face of one move I did not make due to benefit myself, but I did out of principle.

tl;dr - alliance of me, jeff, jacob, jackson wanted me to vote jp over jackson; i voted jackson out of the principle that i did not want a highly inactive person making it into jury; i was not honest about my vote to jacob and jeff and this led to a fallout.

PS. I did not pretend to be asleep or have a headache Jeff. I legit got a headache argueing with you and I did not want to escalate it further like I said to you, so I grabbed a sleeping pill, /outed from the lobby game I was signed up for, closed Skype and went to bed. You are of course free to believe whatever you want to believe, but I'd appreciate if you would not present them as facts.
[4:48:58 AM] Jeff: that’s sure a long backwards ass way of saying “i’m a liar”
[4:49:34 AM] Jeff: all of that is unnecessary if you’re just honest from the start my man.
[4:49:52 AM] XFire1994: hey jeff
[4:49:54 AM] Jeff: never deserved what you did. all it takes is using your words. your choices were flat out vindictive.
[4:49:55 AM] XFire1994: I'm a liar
[4:49:59 AM] XFire1994: now if you are happy
[4:50:06 AM] XFire1994: i'd like to have my breakfast
[4:50:13 AM] Jeff: i’m wondering what made you vile tho thats my only issue
[4:50:16 AM] Jeff: theres like gameplay
[4:50:30 AM] Jeff: and then being flat out vile to me as if im not human and we werent friends outside of the game realm
[4:50:31 AM] Jeff: thats all
[4:50:54 AM] XFire1994: where i am vile to you?
[4:50:58 AM] XFire1994: literally where?
[4:51:04 AM] Jeff: alright man
[4:51:05 AM] Jeff: alright.
[4:51:08 AM] Jeff: alright.
[4:51:12 AM] XFire1994: i lied to you about a SINGLE thing
[4:51:20 AM] XFire1994: and i felt guilty about that too
[4:51:24 AM] Jeff: nah
[4:51:30 AM] Jeff: go eat if you’re hungry
[4:51:57 AM] coolkidrox123: did you feel guilty about throwing me under the bus fire?
[4:52:11 AM] XFire1994: Not a bit
[4:52:17 AM] coolkidrox123: :3 good to know
[4:52:29 AM] XFire1994: You went ahead and tried to set up 3 different alliances right after Jamp went out.
[4:52:33 AM] coolkidrox123: I didn't
[4:52:45 AM] Jeff: If it was a move
[4:52:48 AM] Jeff: that was out of principle
[4:52:49 AM] XFire1994: I was literally in one of them
[4:52:50 AM] Jeff: then just say it
[4:52:54 AM] Jeff: if you’re an honest person
[4:52:54 AM] coolkidrox123: that is
[4:52:55 AM] coolkidrox123: 1
[4:52:56 AM] coolkidrox123: not 3
[4:52:57 AM] Jeff: and you valued your allies
[4:53:00 AM] Jeff: then tell them that
[4:53:02 AM] coolkidrox123: xfire literally
[4:53:03 AM] coolkidrox123: one
[4:53:03 AM] Jeff: dont make them lie
[4:53:03 AM] coolkidrox123: allaince
[4:53:04 AM] Jeff: and campaign
[4:53:07 AM] Jeff: on your behalf
[4:53:08 AM] coolkidrox123: idk where you get 3  from
[4:53:10 AM] Jeff: you let me spend 3 hours
[4:53:12 AM] Jeff: talking to roxy
[4:53:14 AM] Jeff: because you lied
[4:53:18 AM] Jeff: and i asked you simply
[4:53:21 AM] Jeff: am i wasting 3 hours
[4:53:24 AM] Jeff: and you didnt say shit
[4:53:25 AM] Jeff: you let me
[4:53:30 AM] Jeff: that’s not a principle
[4:53:33 AM] Jeff: if you played off principles
[4:53:34 AM] coolkidrox123: oi oi let me have my moment jeff
[4:53:38 AM] XFire1994: And I know you went ahead and asked jacob too
[4:53:39 AM] Jeff: you’d have an ounce of tact
[4:53:40 AM] Jeff: what you did
[4:53:43 AM] Jeff: was outright gross
[4:53:50 AM] XFire1994: So like, dont pretend that you went ahead with only 1
[4:53:53 AM] coolkidrox123: i asked doesn't mean i made
[4:53:57 AM] coolkidrox123: i had 1
[4:54:04 AM] coolkidrox123: i asked Jacob originally for an allaince
[4:54:07 AM] coolkidrox123: which was going to be
[4:54:10 AM] coolkidrox123: with  jp
[4:54:14 AM] coolkidrox123: but when i talked with jp
[4:54:17 AM] coolkidrox123: he didn't want  jacob
[4:54:18 AM] coolkidrox123: in that alliance
[4:54:20 AM] Jeff: Quite literally only lie I have told Jeff and Jacob all game was THIS SINGLE VOTE. Saying this is not the case is an outright lie.

What else did i say you lied about
[4:54:22 AM] coolkidrox123: so i coudlnt be like
[4:54:24 AM] Jeff: this vote is what you lied about
[4:54:25 AM] coolkidrox123: fuck that
[4:54:26 AM] Jeff: i said that
[4:54:29 AM] coolkidrox123: i don't want an alliance with you
[4:54:32 AM] Jeff: you sat there
[4:54:32 AM] coolkidrox123: if Jacob isn't in it
[4:54:35 AM] Jeff: and lied to me non stop
[4:54:37 AM] coolkidrox123: so yes xfire
[4:54:38 AM] coolkidrox123: it is 1
[4:54:39 AM] Jeff: and you are trying to say
[4:54:42 AM] Jeff: that’s on principle?
[4:54:43 AM] Jeff: LMFAO
[4:55:04 AM] XFire1994: Believe what you want to believe Jeff
[4:55:17 AM] Jeff: .....
[4:55:19 AM] Jeff: did you not lie
[4:55:23 AM] Jeff: what am i believing
[4:55:25 AM] Jeff: that’s not true
[4:55:34 AM] Jeff: what am i believing that i shouldn’t be believing
[4:56:04 AM] Jeff: i’ve literally never lied to you and you sat there and just lied and lied and lied and were happy and complacent in making me waste 3 hours in something you knew was in vain
[4:56:16 AM] Jeff: when you knew i was with my family that came all this way to visit you let me just waste my time
[4:56:23 AM] Jeff: FUCK that
[4:56:32 AM] Vibrage: I see my name
[4:56:32 AM] XFire1994: You know what Jeff
[4:56:35 AM] coolkidrox123: my fav part about this
[4:56:36 AM] XFire1994: I'm abstaining
[4:56:38 AM] Vibrage: coming up a lot
[4:56:40 AM] XFire1994: Win the HoH
[4:56:40 AM] Vibrage: what is going on
[4:56:42 AM] XFire1994: and send me home
[4:56:46 AM] XFire1994: I'm done
[4:56:48 AM] coolkidrox123: is that  xfire complains about me having 3 allainces
[4:56:48 AM] Jeff: xfire why are you like this
[4:56:51 AM] Jeff: WHAT DID I DO TO YOU
[4:56:52 AM] coolkidrox123: when he had 2 final 2 deals
[4:56:54 AM] Jeff: why do i deserve ur disdain
[4:56:55 AM] Jeff: WHAT
[4:56:56 AM] Jeff: DID
[4:56:56 AM] Jeff: I
[4:56:57 AM] Jeff: DO
[4:56:57 AM] coolkidrox123: and god knows how many alliances himself
[4:57:08 AM] Jeff: i didnt do shit to you!!!!
[4:57:12 AM] coolkidrox123: and claims i have 3 when it was one he was in lol
[4:57:14 AM] XFire1994: good bye
[4:57:18 AM] Jeff: ive given u everything and defended you to everyone
[4:57:21 AM] Jeff: are you fucking kidding me
[4:57:22 AM] XFire1994: i'm off to breakfast
[4:57:32 AM] Jeff: you know i don’t deserve this
[4:57:34 AM] coolkidrox123: xfire  walking off without even being logical with me
[4:57:42 AM] Jeff: you literally
[4:57:45 AM] Jeff: lied about EVERYONE
[4:57:46 AM] Jeff: TO ME
[4:57:48 AM] Jeff: AND I DEFENDED YOU
[4:57:51 AM] Jeff: YOU LIED ABOUT ROXY
[4:57:59 AM] coolkidrox123: and his f2 with u
[4:58:03 AM] Jeff: YOU SAID JP MADE AN ALLIANCE WITH YOU SOLELY TO PROTECT HIMSELF AGAINST YOU
[4:58:06 AM] Jeff: YOU FAKED A F2 W ME
[4:58:19 AM] Jeff: YOU TOLD EVERYONE BORRACH WAS CAMPAIGING FOR JP TO GO
[4:58:28 AM] Jeff: YOU SAID THAT OIKA HAD A F2 WITH ROXY
[4:58:32 AM] Jeff: TO THROW BOTH UTB
[4:58:37 AM] Jeff: AND I NEVER TOLD ANYONE SHIT!!!
[4:58:41 AM] Jeff: and you’re mad at ME
[4:59:03 AM] Jeff: because i protected you and im mad you lied to me on purpose in a way that you knew maliciously hurt me and wasted my time
[4:59:12 AM] Jeff: all because you wanted to act on MORAL PRINCIPLES?
[4:59:15 AM] Jeff: the FUCK?
[4:59:31 AM] Jeff: i saw you
[4:59:34 AM] Jeff: come back online
[4:59:37 AM] Jeff: then put away again sis
[4:59:57 AM] Jeff: what did i do to you to have you treat me like shit
[4:59:58 AM] Jeff: i really
[5:00:00 AM] Jeff: just want to know
[5:00:02 AM] Jeff: what i did
[5:00:03 AM] XFire1994: [4:58 AM] Jeff:

<<< YOU SAID JP MADE AN ALLIANCE WITH YOU SOLELY TO PROTECT HIMSELF AGAINST YOUi have NEVER said this
[5:00:10 AM] Jeff: LMFAO
[5:00:12 AM] XFire1994: [4:58 AM] Jeff:

<<< YOU TOLD EVERYONE BORRACH WAS CAMPAIGING FOR JP TO GONeither this
[5:00:16 AM] Jeff: LMFAO
[5:00:19 AM] XFire1994: [4:58 AM] Jeff:

<<< YOU SAID THAT OIKA HAD A F2 WITH ROXYNor this
[5:00:25 AM] Jeff: “ROXY IS 100% WRONG ABOUT BORRACH I PROMISE."
[5:00:34 AM] Jeff: “BORRACH IS MAD JP NOMINATED HIM TWICE”
[5:00:36 AM] coolkidrox123: :o what did i say about borrach?
[5:00:37 AM] XFire1994: I'm
[5:00:40 AM] Jeff: “BORRACH WANTS JP OUT"
[5:00:45 AM] XFire1994: Tired of this shit okay
[5:00:52 AM] XFire1994: I'm not the one being vile
[5:00:52 AM] coolkidrox123: its shit you created fire
[5:00:55 AM] coolkidrox123: we are tired of your shit
[5:00:56 AM] Jeff: “I DON’T WANT TO WORK W ROXY BECAUSE SHE IS WITH OIKA AND TOORU IS MAD AT ME"
[5:01:00 AM] Jeff: where was i vile
[5:01:05 AM] Jeff: I LITERALLY HAVE NOT LIED TO YOU
[5:01:09 AM] Jeff: HOW IS IT MY FAULT THAT YOU LIED
[5:01:20 AM] Jeff: jesus fucking christ this is disgusting
[5:01:29 AM] XFire1994: I HAVE NEVER LIED TO YOU BEFORE THIS VOTE AND HERE YOU ARE LYING ABOUT EVERYTHING
[5:01:41 AM] Jeff: so you lied
[5:01:43 AM] Jeff: lol
[5:01:51 AM] Jeff: liiiike
[5:01:53 AM] XFire1994: WHAT DO YOU FUCKING WANT JEFF I ANNULLED MY EVERY FUCKING ALLIANCE WITH THAT MESSAGE
[5:01:56 AM] Jeff: you’re sayin all this shit that ur over this
[5:01:59 AM] Vibrage: omg
[5:01:59 AM] Jeff: but you literally lied
[5:02:09 AM] Jeff: when all i ask for ALWAYS is complete honesty
[5:02:09 AM] XFire1994: I ABSTAINED FROM THE FUCKING CHALLENGE
[5:02:14 AM] Jeff: and?
[5:02:18 AM] XFire1994: JUST WIN AND SEND ME HOME
[5:02:21 AM] XFire1994: I'M
[5:02:23 AM | Edited 5:02:45 AM] coolkidrox123: xfire do i get an answer? you have made false accusations  about me.
[5:02:24 AM] XFire1994: FUCKING
[5:02:26 AM] Jeff: xfire you made up an elaborate lie to me
[5:02:27 AM] XFire1994: DONE
[5:02:29 AM] Jeff: about why you voted jp
[5:02:35 AM] Jeff: why are you so mad that you lied
[5:02:36 AM] Jeff: lmao
[5:02:42 AM] Jeff: if you dont wanna be mad about lying
[5:02:43 AM] Jeff: then
[5:02:45 AM] Jeff: uhhHHHHHhhHhHH
[5:02:46 AM] Jeff: dont
[5:02:47 AM] Jeff: uhhhh
[5:02:51 AM] Jeff: UHHHHHH
UHHHHHHH
[5:02:52 AM] Jeff: lie?????
[5:03:02 AM] Jeff: when i dont wanna lie
[5:03:03 AM] Jeff: i uh
[5:03:04 AM] Jeff: um
[5:03:05 AM] Jeff: dont lie
[5:03:06 AM] Jeff: ???
[5:03:08 AM] XFire1994: Jeff
[5:03:14 AM] XFire1994: After 5 seconds pov
[5:03:27 AM] XFire1994: I told you i wanted to vote jackson deep down
[5:03:36 AM] Jeff: and
[5:03:37 AM] XFire1994: And you retorted back so hard
[5:03:49 AM] Jeff: well yeah he was our alliance
[5:03:53 AM] Jeff: so instead of talking it out
[5:03:54 AM] XFire1994: I could not even entertain the thought of actually telling you
[5:03:54 AM] Jeff: you just lie
[5:03:57 AM] XFire1994: Yes
[5:03:59 AM] Jeff: and make an elaborate lie
[5:04:06 AM] Jeff: and waste 3 hours of my time
[5:04:08 AM] XFire1994: I never told otherwise
[5:04:13 AM] Jeff: cuz u have MORALS
LMFAO
[5:04:21 AM] Jeff: imagine using lying as ur MORAL argument
[5:04:36 AM] XFire1994: I don't know why am i even bothering
[5:05:05 AM] coolkidrox123: the hosts are gonna love this tea lmfao
[5:05:07 AM] XFire1994: And roxy jackson literally outed you gave my name to emile so i don't know why you are bothering with me
[5:05:12 AM] coolkidrox123: i didnt
[5:05:13 AM] coolkidrox123: lol
[5:05:19 AM] XFire1994: But
[5:05:22 AM] Jeff: jackson even said he made that up for fun
[5:05:24 AM] Jeff: but ok!!!
[5:05:26 AM] coolkidrox123: i never said your name to be nominated
[5:05:32 AM] coolkidrox123: and you outed our allaince
[5:05:39 AM] coolkidrox123: and you blamed me for having multiple ones
[5:05:42 AM] Jeff: xfire
[5:05:46 AM] Jeff: if you didnt say jp made alliance
[5:05:46 AM] coolkidrox123: while you  yourself were in more than one one
[5:05:47 AM] XFire1994: I'm really done with this game
[5:05:48 AM] Jeff: to cover his ass
[5:05:51 AM] Jeff: then who did you say did
[5:05:52 AM] Jeff: huh
[5:05:52 AM] Jeff: ?
[5:05:53 AM] coolkidrox123: and guess what?   i didnt
[5:06:01 AM] Jeff: who did you say did then fire
[5:06:03 AM] Jeff: go off sis
[5:06:04 AM] coolkidrox123: i was loyal to our original alliance while you were protecting ppl from another
[5:06:08 AM] Jeff: if im lying
[5:06:12 AM] Jeff: then tell everyone the truth
[5:06:14 AM] Jeff: if im lying
[5:06:17 AM] Jeff: then tell everyone
[5:06:17 AM] Jeff: go on
[5:06:20 AM] Jeff: who did you blame to me
[5:06:24 AM] XFire1994: Jeff
[5:06:25 AM] Jeff: was it uprizzle or roxy then
[5:06:31 AM] Jeff: xFire!
[5:06:34 AM] XFire1994: I cant believe you are
[5:06:36 AM] XFire1994: Pretending
[5:06:39 AM] coolkidrox123: jeff  he told me he didn't even go to the hoh room
[5:06:40 AM] coolkidrox123: xd
[5:06:41 AM] coolkidrox123: xd
[5:06:41 AM] coolkidrox123: xd
[5:06:44 AM] Jeff: LOL
[5:06:46 AM] XFire1994: I never protected you
[5:06:53 AM] Jeff: you did xfire
[5:06:55 AM] Jeff: you protected me a lot
[5:06:58 AM] Jeff: i protected you a lot
[5:06:59 AM] XFire1994: While i literally tried to work my ass off
[5:07:02 AM] coolkidrox123: you were playing both sides
[5:07:04 AM] coolkidrox123: you were playing all sides
[5:07:04 AM] XFire1994: To get you not backdoored
[5:07:10 AM] Jeff: i was never
[5:07:10 AM] Jeff: ever
[5:07:12 AM] Jeff: getting backdoored
[5:07:14 AM] Jeff: sweetie
[5:07:15 AM] XFire1994: I was playing one side and that was never your side roxy
[5:07:23 AM] coolkidrox123: i know you made it very apaprent
[5:07:25 AM] coolkidrox123: for some reason
[5:07:26 AM] XFire1994: That is your problem with me
[5:07:28 AM] coolkidrox123: although i dindt do anything to you
[5:07:44 AM] coolkidrox123: and i was loyal to our allies and you werent
[5:07:45 AM] XFire1994: Because i had an original alliance coming from hell
[5:07:54 AM] XFire1994: And that was always my true allegiance
[5:07:57 AM] Jeff: so fire ur whole argument
[5:07:59 AM] coolkidrox123: and yet you pretended to be loyal to another?
[5:07:59 AM] Jeff: is that u
[5:08:01 AM] Jeff: were scared of me
[5:08:05 AM] Jeff: essentially
[5:08:09 AM] coolkidrox123: and blamed ME for having multiple allainces
[5:08:13 AM] coolkidrox123: and threw me under the bus
[5:08:15 AM] coolkidrox123: to eveyrone
[5:08:16 AM] coolkidrox123: for no reason
[5:08:26 AM] coolkidrox123: when  all i wanted was to work with you
[5:08:37 AM] Jeff: xfire wasnt the other lie you told to me the one where you agreed to a fake final 2 w me????
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[5:08:47 AM] Jeff: big mood eh?
[5:08:47 AM] XFire1994: Jeff
[5:08:53 AM] XFire1994: I tried ti avoid answering that
[5:08:57 AM] XFire1994: For 2 long weeks
[5:08:58 AM] Jeff: no
[5:09:02 AM] Jeff: i literally told you
[5:09:04 AM] Jeff: to not accept it
[5:09:08 AM] Jeff: i only asked u today
[5:09:09 AM] Jeff: lmfao
[5:09:12 AM] Jeff: ur KIDDING ME
[5:09:22 AM] XFire1994: I'm
[5:09:32 AM] XFire1994: Not gonna escalate this further
[5:09:36 AM] Vibrage: I gotta say after Heaven blew itself up targeting each other wouldn't it have made more sense to stick with hell players though? the logic behind everything doesn't make sense to me. Now you've gone and blown up any chance of hell working together. I'm pretty disgusted with how Jeff is treating you and i'm equally upset with your actions xfire.
[5:09:49 AM] XFire1994: Play your game
[5:09:51 AM] XFire1994: Win it
[5:10:02 AM] XFire1994: But  im really hungry
[5:10:05 AM] XFire1994: So
[5:10:12 AM] XFire1994: Goodbye for reals.
[5:10:21 AM] Vibrage: not even going to answer me.
[5:10:35 AM] XFire1994: I'm sorry
[5:10:40 AM] Vibrage: i'm not trying to blow you up
[5:10:46 AM] XFire1994: But i really tired of this
[5:10:46 AM] Vibrage: but i'm telling you
[5:10:52 AM] Vibrage: if your allegiance was to hell
[5:10:55 AM] XFire1994: And im tired of being cornered
[5:10:57 AM] Vibrage: you have a funny way of showing it
[5:11:06 AM] Vibrage: anyways
[5:11:11 AM] Vibrage: hell is destroyed lmao
[5:11:20 AM] coolkidrox123: its purgatory xd
[5:11:25 AM] Vibrage: LOL true
[5:11:36 AM] coolkidrox123: at least now i know why he was put in hell
[5:11:46 AM] Vibrage: ouch
[5:12:01 AM] Vibrage: Why was I put in hell though
[5:12:06 AM] Vibrage: i'm still trying to figure that one out
[5:12:15 AM] Vibrage: and i swear if it's because i'm gay
[5:12:18 AM] Vibrage: i'm gonna sue
[5:13:03 AM] coolkidrox123: :o its cause they didn't have room for you in heaven
[5:16:05 AM] Jeff: I'm pretty disgusted with how Jeff is treating you
[5:16:08 AM] Jeff: ????

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[5:16:12 AM] Jeff: god FORBID
[5:16:14 AM] Jeff: I CALL OUT
[5:16:16 AM] Jeff: SOME BULLSHIT
[5:16:33 AM] Jeff: if yall really
[5:16:36 AM] Jeff: think im the villain
[5:16:38 AM] Jeff: cuz i was hurt
[5:16:43 AM] Jeff: by someone who is admitting to everyone
[5:16:45 AM] Jeff: that they did
[5:16:49 AM] Jeff: everything i said they did
[5:16:50 AM] Jeff: then okay
[5:17:10 AM] Jeff: if having an emotional visceral reaction for 30 minutes to 2 months of bullshit
[5:17:13 AM] Jeff: is so horrid
[5:17:16 AM] Jeff: then ur all touchy af
[5:17:52 AM] Vibrage: I just think it's a little harsh
[5:18:03 AM] Vibrage: i do feel youre correct in some of the stuff you say
[5:18:25 AM] Jeff: for all of you who think i dont tell anything but the truth, here’s ur TEA

On 11/12/17, at 12:48 AM, XFire wrote:
> Good morning again.
>
> I will try to be open and clear as much as I can. Yes, I did vote out Jackson. Yes, in doing so I chose not to honour an alliance I've been in since week 3 which included Jeff, Jacob, Jackson and me. This also included my true F2 deal with Jacob and the F2 deal with Jeff I've tried to dodge and avoid answering for last 2 weeks and ultimately could not to not out my true F2 deal(Make no mistake, this is no excuse and I know). Since I have outed these here you can pretty much guess I had no F2 deals with anyone else.
>
> Now that I have smashed the possibility of anyone in this house trusting me again and slightest possibility of making it into finals, a few words.
>
> I voted out Jackson because of reasons I've cited before; I do NOT regret doing so. It was not a personal or game move decision; I like Jackson as a person a lot and seeing as that move collapsed much of my alliances anyone would hardly argue it was a wise decision tactics-wise. I would have voted Jackson regardless of the person they stood against on the block. I do not feel guilt over it.
>
> What I feel guilt over is lying to people who trusted me with their games and they have pretty much every reason to come to house chat and call me out, as long as they are being reasonable.
>
> BUT, coming here and saying that I've lied to make a game-changing decision to betray them is not reasonable. And if you think a move that ensures at least 2 jurors will NOT vote my way and would collapse my F2 deal is my great evil villain mastermind move, you might be even worse than me in playing Big Brother.
>
> BUT, coming here and lying to smear me is not reasonable. Quite literally only lie I have told Jeff and Jacob all game was THIS SINGLE VOTE. Saying this is not the case is an outright lie. I have lied much more to keep that alliance safe though and it is quite saddening to see all of that is wiped clean in the face of one move I did not make due to benefit myself, but I did out of principle.
>
> tl;dr - alliance of me, jeff, jacob, jackson wanted me to vote jp over jackson; i voted jackson out of the principle that i did not want a highly inactive person making it into jury; i was not honest about my vote to jacob and jeff and this led to a fallout.
>
> PS. I did not pretend to be asleep or have a headache Jeff. I legit got a headache argueing with you and I did not want to escalate it further like I said to you, so I grabbed a sleeping pill, /outed from the lobby game I was signed up for, closed Skype and went to bed. You are of course free to believe whatever you want to believe, but I'd appreciate if you would not present them as facts.
[5:22:16 AM] Uprizzle: so um
[5:22:21 AM] Uprizzle: xfire is abstaining?
[5:22:25 AM] Nat: Hey zach
[5:22:29 AM] Jeff: all yall are abstaining
[5:22:31 AM] Uprizzle: hello
[5:22:32 AM] Jeff: and giving me hoh
[5:26:45 AM] Jeff: all of u abstain
[5:26:47 AM] Jeff: zach roxy jacob
[5:26:49 AM] Jeff: abstain
[5:26:51 AM] Jeff: i wont nom u
[5:26:58 AM] Jeff: gimme
[5:30:26 AM] Jeff: imagine me earlier today at the mall
[5:30:33 AM] Jeff: when i was thinking about how this game has been nice
[5:30:38 AM] Jeff: because everyone has been straight forward
[5:30:48 AM] Jeff: so it hasnt had to be messy
[5:30:48 AM] Jeff: lol