Sir Sy <3

Troche: Apologies.
Troche: I hate scrolling.
Bratbutt: You're fine uwu i do as well lmao
Troche: Good.
Troche: Your avi looks different.
Bratbutt: i love that outfit btw :o
Bratbutt: Different? :o
Troche: Ah, thank you. We seemed to have been thinking alike.
Troche: More simple. Not a bad thing.
Bratbutt: Yeah >.< i like simple outfits. i used to make a lot of really accessorized ones and stuff but nowadays i don't have the patience xD
Troche: Mhm, Finn adds a lot of accessories.
Bratbutt: Yeah, plus the general kbs limit went from 5k to 3k / 2.5k so it's better to have more simple outfits.
Troche: Very true.
Troche: I stole this from the outfits section and changed a few things.
Troche: I'm bad at making them myself.
Bratbutt: i do that a lot xD
Bratbutt: How are you feeling?
Troche: My headache is going away.
Bratbutt: Good ~ uwu
Troche: I am debating if I want to make a sandwhich or not. I ran out of soda, and forgot to go to the store, so I am out of caffine.
Bratbutt: Did you get anything when i first asked if you ate?
Troche: I did.
Troche: Some nachos.
Bratbutt: Yay uwu If you're still hungry, i say make a sandwich. You've been sleeping a lot so you probably need more nutrition. If you have any tea, or if you drink tea at all, i suggest some if you want caffeine.
Troche: I'm trying to figure out if the headache is from not eating, not drinking caffine, or from the amount of sleep.
Bratbutt: Probably all three honestly. You've also been stressed lately.
Troche: Stress is usual.
Bratbutt: Yeah, i feel that.
Troche: How is your father?
Bratbutt: Mm.. They got his heart rate down. He apparently had a bit of a break down and said he doesn't want to be in pain anymore. Said that he doesn't want chemo and stuff anymore. They say that if he gets a good night's sleep, he might feel differently. my mom said that she'll support whatever he decides. There's been talk of possibly having him in a hospise.
Troche: He might be concerned about his family having to go through the chemo with him.
Bratbutt: hospice*
Bratbutt: i honestly doubt it.
Troche: I was trying to give him the benefit of it. You're most likely right, though.
Bratbutt: He's been really sick and in a lot of pain and it's all happened really fast. Over the past four-ish months. i've seen him twice in than span. When i first saw him, he was walking around with a cane and had an oxygen machine but he seemed okay. The last time i saw him, last week i believe? He was really shakey and could barely walk without help and so on.
Bratbutt: that* not than
Bratbutt: They put a port in his chest to do the chemo drip and they've been doing radiation to break up the tumors on top of that.
Troche: Sounds like he's going down fast.
Bratbutt: Yeah, it seems like it.
Bratbutt: my mom's side of the family has a history of cancer so i'm no stranger to it but my father's side doesn't.
Bratbutt: my great aunt and great great aunt both had cancer and they lasted longer than he is seeming to be so far.
Bratbutt: It doesn't help that he put off going to the doctor when he first started having pains.
Bratbutt: Both my grannie and my mom had cancer as well but they caught it in time to be able to halt it.
Troche: Sorry to hear that that runs in your family. That can't be easy to deal with so often.
Bratbutt: It's sad, yes, but i'm so used to it that i'm kind of.. desensitized, i guess.
Troche: Understandable.
Bratbutt: That is one of the reasons in the back of my head why i don't really want kids though.
Troche: Don't want to pass the genes on.
Bratbutt: Yeah.
Bratbutt: Or at least, not biological kids.
Troche: Mhm, can always adopt.
Troche: Plenty of kids that need good homes.
Bratbutt: Yeah, i've thought about adoption quite a lot actually. For that exact reason, lots of kids who need homes.
Troche: The foster care system in America also happens to suck, so it makes it harder for good kids, who have done nothing but been brought into shitty situations to actually get a good family.
Bratbutt: Yeah, exactly. i've thought of adopting an older kid, if not more than one, since older kids are harder to get adopted. Everyone wants a baby.
Bratbutt: Of course, if i do, it won't be for a long while.
Bratbutt: i want time to live on my own for a while, or with friends / a partner. Since i've always lived with family. Haven't really been able to be myself 100%.
Bratbutt: i can't really live on my own lmao
Bratbutt: i'm talking too much >.<
Troche: Apologies, was grabbing the sandwhich.
Bratbutt: You're fine uwu
Troche: Living on your own is nice.
Troche: Though it can get lonely.
Bratbutt: i get too paranoid. i also don't take proper care of myself. ;x;
Troche: Neither do I, as you can tell.
Bratbutt: Naughty <.<
Troche: I do manage to take care of Herm.
Troche: Sometimes..
Bratbutt: i'd probably be the same way. Neglect myself but take care of my animal companions better lmao
Bratbutt: i'm better at taking care of others over myself.
Troche: mm. Same.
Bratbutt: /me shakes its head slightly, lips twitching.
Troche: What?
Bratbutt: Nothing ~ uwu
Troche: We seem to fit well, can't take care of ourselves, but can take care of others.
Bratbutt: And you seem to be able to read my mind as well :p
Troche: Only sometimes.
Troche: Don't start calling me Edward anytime soon, though.
Bratbutt: /me snorts.
Bratbutt: i think not.
Bratbutt: xD
Troche: That was a bad joke.
Bratbutt: It was cute.
Troche: I am awful at joking.
Bratbutt: That's okay, i can be the funny one ~\
Bratbutt: /me sticks its tongue out playfully.
Troche: Hmm, that would work.
Bratbutt: /me headbutts his knee gently.
Troche: /me he lets his fingers move down to it, wiggling them slightly
Troche: Let me change, rp would be hard in this fit.
Bratbutt: /me giggles and nips at his fingers.
Troche: /me he slides his hands under its arms, lifting it above his head as he nips at its shirt playfully.
Bratbutt: /me squeaks and squirms, giggling louder and flapping its sleeves.
Troche: /me he laughs a bit, his grip tightening on it as he lowers it to his lap.
Bratbutt: /me slides its arms around his neck and smiles up at him, "You laughed ~"
Troche: /me he slides his hands under its shirt, the palms gliding along its sides as he shakes his head slightly. "Did not."
Bratbutt: /me shivers and pokes his cheeks with its index fingers, "Yeah huh!"
Troche: /me he shakes his head a bit more, his hair flipping with it. He pauses as he ponders for a moment, his grip tightening as his hands still "Hey."
Bratbutt: /me pouts before tilting its head, lowering its hands to his shoulders, "Yes?"
Troche: /me he thinks for a moment, his fingers curling slightly around the frame of its ribs as he feels them beneath its skin. "What are we?"
Bratbutt: /me shivers again, blushing and lowering its gaze for a moment before looking back up, chewing on its lower lip, "What do you want us to be..?"
Troche: /me he lifts his shoulder as he inhales, exhaling loudly as he puffs his cheeks out slightly. "Whatever you want is fine with me. I want you happy. I'm unsure if I, by myself, can do that." he flicks his eyes to the material of the couch.
Bratbutt: /me squeezes his shoulders gently, chewing on its lower lip more before taking a breath, "That's how i feel about you... i just want you to be happy," it paused before speaking again, quietly, "Why are you unsure?"
Troche: /me he shakes his head a bit, his fingers loosening as he slides them down to its hips, he sighs. "I am typically only drawn to one person at a time, and I do not go further than imvu anymore. I worry that will not be enough to keep you happy." he leans his head back a bit, his eyes shutting.
Bratbutt: /me hums quietly, nodding slightly, "Fin told me as much. i told him that i didn't mind, that i would be happy with that if i could make you happy," it let its hand slide down over his chest, "i assume you've heard that i'm poly? The truth of it is that i'm more poly compatible, if that makes sense. If i'm single and not particularly attached to a singular person, then i can get attracted emotionally to multiple people," it paused before speaking again, "However, if i find myself interested in one particular person, they are all i can focus on..."
Troche: /me he nods, his fingers moving to curl in his own hair as he tugs on it slightly. "I do not mind you being poly, I myself, will just not be poly. Unless of course, for some odd reason I find something that interest me beyond you. However, I assure you, I haven't been interested in much in a very long time." He exhales loudly, pausing for a moment. "If I cannot make you happy by myself, I would want you to venture further."
Bratbutt: /me chews on its lip for a moment before leaning its forehead against his shoulder, closing its eyes, "All i want right now is you. All i want is to make you happy and every moment i spend with you makes me happy."
Troche: /me he curls his hand around more chunks of his hair, tugging on them slightly harder. "So long as you're happy, we can be whatever you'd like."
Bratbutt: /me leans back and looks up at him, reaching out to close its hand on his lightly, "What do you want?"
Troche: /me he flicks his eyes to the carpet, his hand stilling as he answers easily "I'd like to continue having you around, no matter what it is we are."
Bratbutt: /me slides its fingertips down his arm before cupping his jaw in both small hands, looking at him.
Troche: /me his eyes move to its, his fingers curling around its hips as he holds its gaze.
Bratbutt: /me smiles at him softly and leans in, pressing its lips to his. Holding the position for a moment, it then pulled back, keeping its hands on his jaw, "i like you so much," it paused, chewing on its lower lip, before continuing, "i want people to know that you're important to me.. i want.. a relationship, whatever it may be.." it exhaled slowly, anxious.
Troche: /me he moves one hand up to its cheek, his fingers curling around the small jaw before moving to tangle in its hair. His other hand tightens on its hip as he scoots it closer on his lap. He lets his eyes close as he presses his lips to its once it finsihed exhaling, his teeth catching its bottom one before releasing it and pulling away. "I want the same. I do not care if the relationship is D/s or a normal one."
Bratbutt: /me leans into his hand before letting out a soft noise as his fingers tangle in its hair and its hand tightens on its hip, pressing into him. it closed its eyes as their lips touched, face flushed, another small noise slipping from its mouth as his teeth catch its lip. Taking in a slow, shuddering breath, it let out a little giggle, realizing that its hands had curled tightly in his shirt, "i'm bad at vanilla relationships honestly.. Tried my first one since high school about a year ago and it ended badly. i'm naturally subservient and clingy and whatnot.."
Troche: /me he leans his forehead on its shoulder, his shirt sliding slightly as it gripped it. He fingers drum against its hip, the other fingers still curled in its hair as he listens. "I can understand that, I suppose. I never did get what you actually like in a D/s relationship, though."
Bratbutt: /me tilts its head aside as his forehead rests against its shoulder, humming for a moment, enjoying the feeling of his fingers in its hair, "i'm flexible. i'm more of a little than anything obviously, but also a brat and a pet. i'm also a masochist with a very high pain tolerance. i am a slave when i feel comfortable enough and trust someone enough. i also have a lot of kinks that i'm flexible on as well. i'm moldable, i suppose, to whatever my Dominant wants, to a point."
Troche: /me he nods, his fingers moving to play with the waistband of its jeans, the nail training around it before looping through one of the beltloops. "I typically go for more of a non-sexual pet. Though I do not mind the physical contact dependent on the person. I can also be quite.. clingy. I very rarely switch to submissive, in which I don't like being small. So more of a large submissive type. I can be small though, as you've seen. Just not my prefered form. I can switch from female to male, and so on. I'd rather be male, however, and Dominant. As a sub who enjoys small things is not usually able to find a small Dominant. I have yet to venture into the more kinky aspect of the lifestyle, more of just enjoying having something that is mine, and enjoys being under me. In short, to that long and probably not-understandable rant. I prefer a pet/sub type that is dependent on myself. "
Bratbutt: /me giggles and nods, trailing its fingertips over his shirt, skirting the hem where it met his exposed skin, "That was very understandable, actually ~ In short," it copied his phrasing playfully, "i am the opposite - i enjoy belonging to someone, being under someone, and being dependent on someone whilst also serving them in whatever ways i can in order to make them happy and make their life more enjoyable."
Troche: /me he nods a bit, his hands moving to allow his arms to wrap around its small frame. He pulls it into him, squishing it to his chest as he lets his eyes close. "Seems that will work well, then."
Bratbutt: /me presses into him, nuzzling against his chest, smiling into his shirt, "Indeed ~"
Troche: /me he curls his fingers into its shirt, lifting it slightly as he does so. He rubs his cheek against the side of its neck, huffing out a bit "That made me nervous."
Bratbutt: /me blinks and blushes, shivering slightly as its sensitive neck is rubbed against, "Nervous?"
Troche: /me he nods, his head turning to brush his lips against its neck, a soft breath escaping him. "Mhm, I was about 90 percent sure you were going to tell me to fuck off."
Bratbutt: /me shivers more, squinting an eye and tightening its grip on his shirt, huffing softly, "Of course not... i'm going to have to prove to you how much you mean to me, aren't i?"
Troche: /me he pauses, his fingers stilling as he thinks for a moment. He moves his hands to either side of its face, his large palms covering a majority of it. His eyes meet its as he brings his bottom lip into his mouth, chewing on it before answering. "Maybe."
Bratbutt: /me looks up at him before flushing deeply as he takes its lip into his mouth, letting out a soft noise, fingers tightening on his shirt, "T-Then i vow to do so ~"
Troche: /me his lips twitch as he burries his face into its neck, his fingers moving to curl into its hair.
Bratbutt: /me hums softly, head tilted aside again to allow him to press against its neck, its small fingers kneeding at his shirt, the slight pressure on its head from his fingers in its hair comforting it.
Troche: /me he nips at its neck, his eyes closing as he move his hands to its shoulder blades. "I enjoy being around you entirely too much."
Bratbutt: /me squeaks, twitching, before letting out a fluttering giggle, "Is that a bad thing..?"
Troche: /me he shakes his head, his lips continuing to nip at its neck. "For you. You'll have trouble getting rid of me."
Bratbutt: /me squirms slightly, chewing on its lower lip as its face flushed, growing warm, "T-That's not even an option."
Troche: /me he pauses, his fingers curling into its shirt as he sighs "I hope not, I need to rest. Herm has an appointment in 5 hours to remove her stitches, I need to catch a nap."
Bratbutt: /me gives its head a tiny shake, "It's not. And please do ~ Do you work?"
Troche: /me he shakes his head, "I have tomorrow and Friday off."
Troche: Well, today.
Bratbutt: /me pats at his chest, "Good. i have today off as well for some reason, but i'm not complaining."
Troche: /me he nuzzles into it once more before sighing. "I will see you when it is done, then. Shouldn't take too long, she's just getting them removed."
Bratbutt: /me nuzzles back, huffing softly, "Okay ~ i do have a couple questions for you real quick first, if that's okay?"
Troche: /me he nods, his fingers idly curling and uncurling a few strands of its hair "Go for it."
Bratbutt: /me chews on its lower lip for a moment before speaking, "Firstly.. may i change my relationship status on here? Secondly.. um.. is there any.. particular title.. you like to be called..?"
Troche: /me he continues to untwine his fingers. "I was planning to change mine, I did for a moment, but changed it back due to wanting to ask the same thing. You can change it. As far as the title, You can call me what you'd like. If just Sy, that is fine. If you have something special you wish to call me, that is fine too."
Bratbutt: /me wiggles, speaking shyly, "i like titles.. it makes me feel more owned and reverant of my Dom..."
Troche: /me he nods a bit "Title it is then. Only thing I'm not into is the "Daddy" title. "
Bratbutt: /me nods, "Okay! i'll stick with Sir for now then ~" it blushed.
Troche: /me his lips twitch a bit "Do you like the Daddy title?"
Bratbutt: /me flicks its gaze away, "Honestly, yes, but i'm not going to call you something that you don't like, obviously."
Troche: /me he shakes his head slightly, his fingers moving to its face as they caress it. "I'm not into it very much, however, if it would make you happy, I wouldn't mind. It's not something i'd say I honestly dislike. Just never got into it, weird due to me liking little things and dependent things."
Bratbutt: /me purses its lips, leaning into his touch, "Maybe we can try later, perhaps, but.. i don't want to do something just for me," it paused, "Words are hard sometimes," it huffed, annoyed at its own brain.
Troche: /me he nods, his fingers curling around its cheek as he brushes his lips against its. "We can take it a day at a time."
Bratbutt: /me mewls softly against his lips, nodding slightly, "Sounds good to me ~" it nuzzled against his face for a moment before pulling back and patting at his chest, "Go get some rest, okay?"
Troche: /me he nods, a sigh escaping him "How I wish I didn't have to sleep, but I will."
Bratbutt: /me giggles, "i wish that all the time."
Troche: See you soon, little one.
Bratbutt: Rest well, Sir uwu <3
Troche: Thank you.