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RevrendShadowgale: So me an Alkey can't shake the feeling you eaither..hate or dislike me.
RevrendShadowgale: And I am not dragging her in because I want to find out.
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: I dont dislike you but for that matter I don't like you either call it middle ground as I dont know you
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: nor do you know me
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: or my family for that matter
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: nor do you make an effort
RevrendShadowgale: An effort?
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: mmhm
RevrendShadowgale: Explain?
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: sitting in a room not saying a word for example
RevrendShadowgale: I don't say anything because you tend to...lash out at me constantly...if I do say anything I get the third degree from you...Kuro not so much..ut you seem to...give me a cold shoulder..so I keep quiet around you.
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: I am a bitch and have a harsh tone
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: I already know that
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: I has one of those resting bitch faces
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: thats just me
RevrendShadowgale: Not whaty I mean.
RevrendShadowgale: what*
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: and no dear boy if you want me to lash out I would of done it by now
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: just like anyone I put up walls
RevrendShadowgale: well you give me a cold shoulder. so I keep mt comments to my self. Alky is on call with me constantly..-has been there when she cried, was angry,happy,bothered talk to her all the time even if I'm not online here...even she's said she felt 'The thrid degree' from you toward me.
RevrendShadowgale: so..it really does piss me off when you say I "Show no effort"
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: no thrid degree
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: I have an opinion and if you don't want to hear it turn the other cheek
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: I have also btw seen my daughter
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: cry
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: hurt
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: and angry
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: cos of when you dont talk to her
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: she feels ingored
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: do you know how fustrating it is to see my own daughter hurt
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: when as her mother I cant fix her heart aching
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: I just know how much she loves you
RevrendShadowgale: Interesting...
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: really?
RevrendShadowgale: it is...
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: why is that?
RevrendShadowgale: -Has to go through you to find that out- Or anything...
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: cos she doesnt want to tell you
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: cos she doesnt want to hurt you
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: funny that
RevrendShadowgale: -Ask's all the time-
RevrendShadowgale: -Want's to know-I do..I really do..fuck my feelings...I do want to be there for her.\
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: then be there for her
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: it really isn't hard
RevrendShadowgale: all the time...yes I get busy....yes..I got sick for a week...I worked...but now...to find this out...after asking dozen's of time...
RevrendShadowgale: all the time...-she is never open-
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: you have breaks at work>
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: ?*
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: text her
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: talk to her
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: you know she has thought to adjust her sleep patten so she can just talk to you
RevrendShadowgale: She's told me...but I keep telling her no...
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: you want to do right by her
RevrendShadowgale: I love sharing things with her....
RevrendShadowgale: my interest's...ups and downs...
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: then find away to talk to her
RevrendShadowgale: I do all the time...
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: not enough for her
RevrendShadowgale: all the time....
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: she gets sad when your not around
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: and it hurts me to see her hurt
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: so
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: yeah back to the effort thing
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: try fucking harder
RevrendShadowgale: ...
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: and then maybe
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: maybe
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: I might actually start to like you
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: you have no idea how much that girl means to me
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: to all of us
RevrendShadowgale: Yea?....
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: I don't care if I am not her blood in rl
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: cos I see her as my own
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: she has a place in my heart
LunaSanguinisIgneDeo: right next to my own son