Sins of my little solar empire

Sins of my little solar empire

Its funny really. When i look back upon the decisions i made leading up to all this. I feel pride. I would be called the leader of this land.The god of my empire, or the tyrant sent from the blackest reaches of humanity to wreak havoc and chaos in a never ending un-altering nightmare.
I do admit to torture, maltreatment, lethal injection. My methods are all means to one end, and that would be to rule. i have no remorse for the actions i have committed. Why should i? I have turned this world, its inhabitants, this lawless monster, into a river that flows easily and freely.
I built this empire on pure solar power harvested from the sun. The technology gave me free rule to do as i please and what i really wanted was a different kind of power. The power to create and destroy. I wanted power over all.
 Some love me for leading them into a new future, a brighter future, a future with costless power and protection. I gave them a hand and some took it for life and luxury. Those who opposed i destroyed. they wanted freedom, and i didn't have any to spare.
Their leaders fell like a house of cards and chaos was my Allie. working hand in hand we broke the opposers. grinded them into the dirt.
I control the sun and the power that lights your life, All i asked was to be supreme overlord of the world. Is that to much to ask? The rebels say I'm evil for wanting to run the show and do as i please. no. they wouldn't have anything to do with me.
This river, this world, is mine and will always be. we shall destroy the opposers and banish them to the moon to live out the remainder of their lives in complete solitude.
I wont have anything to do with making a deal with this rebellion, this civil war. even my own blood, my family, are fighting me. how obserred. how dare they oppose me! I am their god!
These rocks making my river run unevenly. I am not worried a bit. just angry with the stupidity of lesser beings. I am embarrassed to even call myself a member of their species.
Over time i will destroy the traitors, grind the rocks into sand and my river, my empire will be whole.
I will be forever remembered in history for the rest of eternity. The traitors wont. My political insight and my will to rule got me this far, controlling the planet. It must be bigger, I have bigger dreams. I want to control the entire galaxy. Spread my wealth and generosity over the cosmos. Beloved and benevolent.
I will spread my politics, my monarch, my empire, my technology to all. And all i want in return is their love and affection. And their body's and souls. own them as property. like they where pets. take good care of the savages, the animals.
They wont have a choice. My army is massive with the best weapons that can be made. my followers are devoted and willing to give their lives in my name. i am loved.
I will be forever. Forever powerful. Forever and everywhere. You must obey or be assimilated.