Thad apologizes

Alexithymiaa: -Adam sat outside on the front porch, his eyes set on Lady who was running around in circles playing by herself and completely happy to just be outside running. He had his phone pressed to his ear as he listened to his brother ramble on about his day's work and the family back home.-
Tsaaq: Thaddeus pulled into the driveway and shut off his car. He got out and walked towards the porch, giving Adam a wave before going inside and getting his dogs so they could do their business. Once he was back outside he looked at Adam again, looking as if he wanted to say something but the other male was definitely on the phone.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam lifted a hand to wave to Thad on his way into the house, scooting over on the steps so he could get by him easily. When he returned, he lowered his voice on the phone because he didnt want Thad eavesdropping. "That's really awesome, Gabe. I'm so proud of you. I knew you would get it." He smiled when he watched Lady turn and run for the other two dogs, darting back and forth trying to play.-
Tsaaq: He stood there awkwardly before looking away to the doggies, raising his thick eyebrows as he kept his stare over there, sort of just waiting.
Alexithymiaa: -He nodded to himself. "Alright. I'll talk to you later. Love you too." He pulled the phone away from his ear and ended the call, shoving it down into his pocket and glancing up at Thad. "Hey."-
Tsaaq: Thaddeus finally looked over to Adam and nodded at him. "Hey, what's going on?" He asked a little awkwardly as he turned to him.
Alexithymiaa: "Nothing. Just... you know..." He gestured toward the dogs, propping his elbow on his knee. "How about you?"-
Tsaaq: "It's okay." Thaddeus said quietly, exhaling as he pulled his vape from his pocket. "So listen-and I want this to sound as not creepy as possible- but did Hayley transfer or bail because of me or something?" He asked uneasily then rose his tattooed hands. "I swear to god, this isn't me being creepy. I swear. Please believe me." Thaddeus repeated.
Alexithymiaa: -Adam just kind of stared at him because the more Thad spoke, the creepier he fucking sounded. "Uhh... no. She didn't..." He trailed off, diverting his eyes back to the dogs because he felt suddenly very awkward.-
Tsaaq: Thaddeus shrugged his shoulders. "Yeah... Well, I know I did a lot of fucked up shit to her so." He muttered. "That's kind of good to hear I guess. That I didn't cause that."
Alexithymiaa: "Nope." He spoke a little bluntly, looking down into his lap. "But you did... do a lot of stuff to her."-
Tsaaq: He frowned as he inhaled his vape then blew the smoke out his mouth. "I know..." He admitted.
Alexithymiaa: "Then you'll understand that I'm not exactly your biggest fan..." He sighed, lifting his eyes to watch the dogs.-
Tsaaq: "I do." Thaddeus said with a nod. "I just wanted to say..." He inhaled deeply before shrugging. "You both are completely right to feel the way you do." He muttered. "I know I'm a piece of shit. I have a lot of time to think about it, since you know... I don't spend time with people or anything."
Alexithymiaa: (That killed me.)
Tsaaq: ((lmao.))
Tsaaq: ((He has had  A LOT of time to think on his actions lmao.))
Alexithymiaa: -He raised his brows and twisted to actually look at Thad because WHAT. "Well... it's good to reflect on ourselves and find ways to better who we are."-
Tsaaq: ((It's about to be the anniversary of when he killed Devin and all. :p))
Alexithymiaa: (Cry about it, Thad.)
Tsaaq: ((You cry!))
Tsaaq: Thaddeus nodded his head again. "Yeah... Definitely." He said quietly. "So yeah." He shrugged.
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah." He mimicked, nodding his head. "Self reflection.... Good stuff."-
Tsaaq: "So um... I'm not gonna ask you to relay the message or anything. I can wait until I see her again, maybe later than that. If she's comfortable." Thaddeus said. "This isn't an elaborate plan, or some type of diabolical thing, I just wanted to apologize." He shrugged, inhaling his vape. "I've got a lot of people to do that to so maybe I'll hold off on her." Thad said, glancing over at his dogs and whistling loudly so they'd come over but the doggies ignored him!
Alexithymiaa: (Damn doggies!)
Alexithymiaa: -Adam nodded. "I think maybe she should be one of the last people you apologize to. You can work your way up to her."-
Tsaaq: "Well..." Thaddeus nodded his head. "Yeah." He shrugged. "I'm sorry to you too though." He muttered then shrugged.
Alexithymiaa: "For what?" He asked genuinely, his eyes moving to watch Lady again.-
Tsaaq: He shrugged again. "I don't know." Thaddeus whispered. "I haven't been nice to you..." He trailed off with a sigh. "Remember that time you hung out with me and the guys from the basketball team and we gave you that lolipop?"
Alexithymiaa: -He furrowed his brows because he had to think back since it was a while ago. "Uhh... kind of?"-
Tsaaq: "Okay well... That was a weed lollipop." Thaddeus sighed. "And I definitely neglected to tell you. Which was shitty and..." He shrugged. "I used to go in your room and do shit, and move shit around. This was a long time ago- But still. And... I'm sorry." Thad sighed. "Okay, I think that's it."
Alexithymiaa: -Adam just stared at him in disbelief because he was beyond mad and trying to keep his shit together. "Why?"-
Tsaaq: Thaddeus shook his head. "I don't know... I'm fucking crazy. But I'm sorry." He said quickly. "Trust me... I know it's shitty." He muttered.
Alexithymiaa: -He nodded his head slowly. "Okay."-
Tsaaq: "Okay." Thaddeus said. "Come on guys." He sighed as he whistled for his dogs again. "I know it won't make you feel better but I'm trying to stay away from doing things like that anymore."
Alexithymiaa: "Trying...?" He asked a bit sharply, twisting to look at him. "You know normal people don't have to TRY not to screw over their peers, Thaddeus."-
Tsaaq: He sighed as he rubbed his temple. "I know! I know." Thaddeus said. "But I'm not normal. And I know that. I'm doing pretty good so far."
Alexithymiaa: "Well I'm glad you're turning over a new leaf." He said in monotone, snapping his fingers for Lady. The dog came running over, dropping her butt down on the ground in front of him.-
Tsaaq: Thaddeus rose his hands as he watched Charles and Erik coming over to to him. He pushed the door open as he watched them run inside. He sighed before going to go inside as well, since speaking seemed like a bad idea at this point.
Alexithymiaa: -He reached his hand over to rub it over the dog's head, keeping his eyes forward until he heard the click of the door when Thad went back inside. "Well that was... weird."-
Tsaaq: He frowned a little as he went to his bedroom, for comic book readings and dog pets and shit.
Alexithymiaa: (Yay)