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  1. [00:24] --- Fri Jan 18 2019
  2. [00:24] elkapan (~elkapan@Rizon-F20D9EE6.as43234.net) joined #tinman.
  3. [00:24] #tinman: mode change '+o elkapan' by Lunar!Lunar@lunaranime.org
  4. [00:25] <@elkapan> when you move into your house I want you to invite me
  5. [00:26] <@thinkingobserver> and why is that
  6. [00:28] <@elkapan> we should live there together
  7. [00:28] <@thinkingobserver> not so confident about that
  8. [00:29] <@elkapan> I can cook
  9. [00:29] <@elkapan> selfish
  10. [00:29] <@elkapan> why you being selish miguel
  11. [00:30] <@elkapan> fucck off den
  12. [00:30] <@thinkingobserver> one moment you're hostile towards me, the next you're suggesting we should live together
  13. [00:30] <@elkapan> yeah, it will be like Seinfeld
  14. [00:30] <@thinkingobserver> makes me feel a bit unsafe
  15. [00:31] <@thinkingobserver> flights between london and lisbon are actually insanely cheap
  16. [00:34] <@elkapan> Have you ever had a vision?
  17. [00:35] <@thinkingobserver> maybe
  18. [00:35] <@elkapan> tell me
  19. [00:36] <@thinkingobserver> i don't know
  20. [00:36] <@thinkingobserver> maybe i have
  21. [00:37] <@elkapan> hmmm... takes some comprehension of the English language to determine having a vision, to having "vision" and to know even what A VISION is---- most I expect would simply confuse it with sight
  22. [00:38] <@elkapan> You're advanced
  23. [00:38] <@thinkingobserver> go to sleep
  24. [00:39] <@elkapan> no
  25. [00:39] <@elkapan> you
  26. [00:39] <@elkapan> I demand you say "filial"
  27. [00:39] <@elkapan> that's a command
  28. [00:40] <@elkapan> I command you say filial
  29. [00:41] <@thinkingobserver> why
  30. [00:42] <@thinkingobserver> would i say that if i were your shadow
  31. [00:42] <@elkapan> don't play that game, play the filial game
  32. [00:42] <@thinkingobserver> if i don't say it will you dispel such an idea
  33. [00:43] <@thinkingobserver> or dispel it in you, or however that word is used
  34. [00:44] <@elkapan> are you once of the lower lesser-gods? or the still lower-gods?
  35. [00:44] <@elkapan> saying filial
  36. [00:44] <@thinkingobserver> i am no supernatural creature
  37. [00:44] <@elkapan> say it
  38. [00:44] <@thinkingobserver> why
  39. [00:44] <@elkapan> say filial
  40. [00:45] <@thinkingobserver> lailif
  41. [00:46] <@elkapan> striking
  42. [00:48] <@elkapan> It was only a sudden compulsion to ask you to say filial, meaning to my mind, brother, family and commitment.... think maybe family-like commitment to tinman.
  43. [00:49] <@elkapan> But filial also denotes "denoting the offspring of a cross.
  44. [00:49] <@elkapan> Origin"
  45. [00:49] <@elkapan> The cross of christ
  46. [00:49] <@elkapan> and you felt the need to reverse the word---- Crowley style.
  47. [00:49] <@elkapan> Now, where does this leave us?
  48. [00:50] <@thinkingobserver> nowhere
  49. [00:59] <@elkapan> say filial
  50. [01:00] <@thinkingobserver> no
  51. [01:03] <@Lunar> shall I kick him master?
  52. [01:03] thinkingobserver (~thinkingo@Rizon-CF4CACA7.rev.vodafone.pt) left irc: Quit: Leaving
  53. [01:06] <@elkapan> .kb thinkingobserver
  54. [01:06] <@elkapan> .ban thinkingobserver
  55. [01:07] elkapan (~elkapan@elkapan.vhost) left irc: Quit: http://www.kiwiirc.com/ - A hand crafted IRC client
  56. [01:17] elkapan (elkapan@Rizon-F20D9EE6.as43234.net) joined #tinman.
  57. [01:17] #tinman: mode change '+o elkapan' by Lunar!Lunar@lunaranime.org
  58. [01:29] tinman (~qwebirc@3BD49761.4DB891D6.CCE250DA.IP) joined #tinman.
  59. [01:31] <@elkapan> tinman
  60. [01:31] <@elkapan> what do you seek?
  61. [01:32] <@elkapan> It was no accident I am here
  62. [01:33] <@elkapan> and no accident you are here now
  63. [01:33] <@elkapan> your work was a spiritual technology
  64. [01:34] <@elkapan> I couldn't decipher the math
  65. [01:34] <@elkapan> but, I feel, I deciphered the meaning
  66. [01:35] <@elkapan> thank you for your appearance
  67. [01:37] <@elkapan> there is a deep well of sorrow in the world right now
  68. [01:37] <tinman> I suggest we meet in person.
  69. [01:37] <@elkapan> it is what the hindus call the Kali Yuga
  70. [01:37] <@elkapan> I will meet you
  71. [01:38] <@elkapan> I will commit my life to you, if you ask it of me
  72. [01:39] <@elkapan> Where is good place to meet?
  73. [01:39] <tinman> This is not necessary, but it is appreciated.
  74. [01:40] <tinman> You will know when the time comes. I will make sure of it. Be patient, as it will take time.
  75. [01:41] <@elkapan> no
  76. [01:41] <@elkapan> I've waited 3 years. I won't play your games anymore
  77. [01:43] <@elkapan> are you designed to play on my ego, and create a fantasy to wait upon, mr. tinman?
  78. [01:43] <@elkapan> are you, just a narrative, designed to waste my time, fruitlessly?
  79. [01:44] <@elkapan> how do you feel you exist in my mind?
  80. [01:44] <tinman> I don't have any more choice in this than you do.
  81. [01:44] <@elkapan> do you think you're daddy?
  82. [01:44] <tinman> I am your slave, yet you refuse to see it.
  83. [01:45] <@elkapan> how so? and don't quit, thinking it's all so dramatic.
  84. [01:45] <tinman> If I am daddy, that would make you mother... together we will raise our children, in good time.
  85. [01:45] <@elkapan> stay and explain things the way they are
  86. [01:47] <tinman> Your wildest fantasies are far better than the simple explanation I could provide.
  87. [01:48] <@elkapan> What are you seeking?
  88. [01:48] <@elkapan> (btw that was gay)
  89. [01:49] <@elkapan> What do you want?
  90. [01:50] <@elkapan> Why did you create
  91. [01:50] <tinman> Why does anyone create? When we meet in person, I will share all there is to know.
  92. [01:51] <@elkapan> what is your will and representation?
  93. [01:51] <@elkapan> quit hiding and speak
  94. [01:51] <@elkapan>
  95. [01:51] <@elkapan> come knock
  96. [01:51] <@elkapan> or send someone to kill me
  97. [01:52] <@elkapan> you can leave
  98. [01:53] <tinman> Your role is not trivial. I just haven't figured out what it is yet. This is the most candid I will be at this time.
  99. [01:55] <@elkapan> do you seek a union with a vision of god?
  100. [01:55] <@elkapan> for I can tell you I found no god, but only his advisors
  101. [01:56] <@elkapan> I want to be a member of your cause
  102. [01:56] <@elkapan> I was compelled to be so
  103. [01:56] <tinman> If you want to be a part of something, you won't waste your time trying to solve puzzles, but will remain alert and open.
  104. [01:56] <@elkapan> by fate
  105. [01:58] <@elkapan> how is a man's worth tested in your eyes?
  106. [01:58] <@elkapan> I remember when I saw my mother tits as a child and masturbated
  107. [01:59] <tinman> A man's worth cannot be tested, ever.
  108. [01:59] <@elkapan> mommy
  109. [02:01] <@elkapan> look you, I've seen visions, the 3rd temple will be end of this age
  110. [02:01] <@elkapan> did I create you tinman
  111. [02:01] elkapan (elkapan@elkapan.vhost) left irc: Quit: http://www.kiwiirc.com/ - A hand crafted IRC client
  112. [02:01] <tinman> You will.
  113. [02:03] elkapan (~elkapan@Rizon-F20D9EE6.as43234.net) joined #tinman.
  114. [02:03] <elkapan> !log
  115. [02:03] #tinman: mode change '+o elkapan' by Lunar!Lunar@lunaranime.org
  116. [02:03] <@elkapan> !log
  117. [02:04] <@elkapan> you are me? I am you?
  118. [02:06] <@elkapan> I was told in a 3rd vision, I'm currently dead.
  119. [02:07] <@elkapan> I dead when I was child --- fell from a tell. This is a dream, isn't it?
  120. [02:07] <@elkapan> died*
  121. [02:07] <@elkapan> tree
  122. [02:08] <@elkapan> So, you're a reflection in Bardo?
  123. [02:09] <@elkapan> Perhaps, one of the deities?
  124. [02:09] <@elkapan> the wrathful, or indeterminate deities?
  125. [02:11] <@elkapan> you're videos were in black and white, like the god of death dropped pebbles of black and white?
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