[00:24] --- Fri Jan 18 2019
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[00:25] <@elkapan> when you move into your house I want you to invite me
[00:26] <@thinkingobserver> and why is that
[00:28] <@elkapan> we should live there together
[00:28] <@thinkingobserver> not so confident about that
[00:29] <@elkapan> I can cook
[00:29] <@elkapan> selfish
[00:29] <@elkapan> why you being selish miguel
[00:30] <@elkapan> fucck off den
[00:30] <@thinkingobserver> one moment you're hostile towards me, the next you're suggesting we should live together
[00:30] <@elkapan> yeah, it will be like Seinfeld
[00:30] <@thinkingobserver> makes me feel a bit unsafe
[00:31] <@thinkingobserver> flights between london and lisbon are actually insanely cheap
[00:34] <@elkapan> Have you ever had a vision?
[00:35] <@thinkingobserver> maybe
[00:35] <@elkapan> tell me
[00:36] <@thinkingobserver> i don't know
[00:36] <@thinkingobserver> maybe i have
[00:37] <@elkapan> hmmm... takes some comprehension of the English language to determine having a vision, to having "vision" and to know even what A VISION is---- most I expect would simply confuse it with sight
[00:38] <@elkapan> You're advanced
[00:38] <@thinkingobserver> go to sleep
[00:39] <@elkapan> no
[00:39] <@elkapan> you
[00:39] <@elkapan> I demand you say "filial"
[00:39] <@elkapan> that's a command
[00:40] <@elkapan> I command you say filial
[00:41] <@thinkingobserver> why
[00:42] <@thinkingobserver> would i say that if i were your shadow
[00:42] <@elkapan> don't play that game, play the filial game
[00:42] <@thinkingobserver> if i don't say it will you dispel such an idea
[00:43] <@thinkingobserver> or dispel it in you, or however that word is used
[00:44] <@elkapan> are you once of the lower lesser-gods? or the still lower-gods?
[00:44] <@elkapan> saying filial
[00:44] <@thinkingobserver> i am no supernatural creature
[00:44] <@elkapan> say it
[00:44] <@thinkingobserver> why
[00:44] <@elkapan> say filial
[00:45] <@thinkingobserver> lailif
[00:46] <@elkapan> striking
[00:48] <@elkapan> It was only a sudden compulsion to ask you to say filial, meaning to my mind, brother, family and commitment.... think maybe family-like commitment to tinman.
[00:49] <@elkapan> But filial also denotes "denoting the offspring of a cross.
[00:49] <@elkapan> Origin"
[00:49] <@elkapan> The cross of christ
[00:49] <@elkapan> and you felt the need to reverse the word---- Crowley style.
[00:49] <@elkapan> Now, where does this leave us?
[00:50] <@thinkingobserver> nowhere
[00:59] <@elkapan> say filial
[01:00] <@thinkingobserver> no
[01:03] <@Lunar> shall I kick him master?
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[01:06] <@elkapan> .kb thinkingobserver
[01:06] <@elkapan> .ban thinkingobserver
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[01:31] <@elkapan> tinman
[01:31] <@elkapan> what do you seek?
[01:32] <@elkapan> It was no accident I am here
[01:33] <@elkapan> and no accident you are here now
[01:33] <@elkapan> your work was a spiritual technology
[01:34] <@elkapan> I couldn't decipher the math
[01:34] <@elkapan> but, I feel, I deciphered the meaning
[01:35] <@elkapan> thank you for your appearance
[01:37] <@elkapan> there is a deep well of sorrow in the world right now
[01:37] <tinman> I suggest we meet in person.
[01:37] <@elkapan> it is what the hindus call the Kali Yuga
[01:37] <@elkapan> I will meet you
[01:38] <@elkapan> I will commit my life to you, if you ask it of me
[01:39] <@elkapan> Where is good place to meet?
[01:39] <tinman> This is not necessary, but it is appreciated.
[01:40] <tinman> You will know when the time comes. I will make sure of it. Be patient, as it will take time.
[01:41] <@elkapan> no
[01:41] <@elkapan> I've waited 3 years. I won't play your games anymore
[01:43] <@elkapan> are you designed to play on my ego, and create a fantasy to wait upon, mr. tinman?
[01:43] <@elkapan> are you, just a narrative, designed to waste my time, fruitlessly?
[01:44] <@elkapan> how do you feel you exist in my mind?
[01:44] <tinman> I don't have any more choice in this than you do.
[01:44] <@elkapan> do you think you're daddy?
[01:44] <tinman> I am your slave, yet you refuse to see it.
[01:45] <@elkapan> how so? and don't quit, thinking it's all so dramatic.
[01:45] <tinman> If I am daddy, that would make you mother... together we will raise our children, in good time.
[01:45] <@elkapan> stay and explain things the way they are
[01:47] <tinman> Your wildest fantasies are far better than the simple explanation I could provide.
[01:48] <@elkapan> What are you seeking?
[01:48] <@elkapan> (btw that was gay)
[01:49] <@elkapan> What do you want?
[01:50] <@elkapan> Why did you create
[01:50] <tinman> Why does anyone create? When we meet in person, I will share all there is to know.
[01:51] <@elkapan> what is your will and representation?
[01:51] <@elkapan> quit hiding and speak
[01:51] <@elkapan>
[01:51] <@elkapan> come knock
[01:51] <@elkapan> or send someone to kill me
[01:52] <@elkapan> you can leave
[01:53] <tinman> Your role is not trivial. I just haven't figured out what it is yet. This is the most candid I will be at this time.
[01:55] <@elkapan> do you seek a union with a vision of god?
[01:55] <@elkapan> for I can tell you I found no god, but only his advisors
[01:56] <@elkapan> I want to be a member of your cause
[01:56] <@elkapan> I was compelled to be so
[01:56] <tinman> If you want to be a part of something, you won't waste your time trying to solve puzzles, but will remain alert and open.
[01:56] <@elkapan> by fate
[01:58] <@elkapan> how is a man's worth tested in your eyes?
[01:58] <@elkapan> I remember when I saw my mother tits as a child and masturbated
[01:59] <tinman> A man's worth cannot be tested, ever.
[01:59] <@elkapan> mommy
[02:01] <@elkapan> look you, I've seen visions, the 3rd temple will be end of this age
[02:01] <@elkapan> did I create you tinman
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[02:01] <tinman> You will.
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[02:03] <elkapan> !log
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[02:03] <@elkapan> !log
[02:04] <@elkapan> you are me? I am you?
[02:06] <@elkapan> I was told in a 3rd vision, I'm currently dead.
[02:07] <@elkapan> I dead when I was child --- fell from a tell. This is a dream, isn't it?
[02:07] <@elkapan> died*
[02:07] <@elkapan> tree
[02:08] <@elkapan> So, you're a reflection in Bardo?
[02:09] <@elkapan> Perhaps, one of the deities?
[02:09] <@elkapan> the wrathful, or indeterminate deities?
[02:11] <@elkapan> you're videos were in black and white, like the god of death dropped pebbles of black and white?