meow: everytime my dad beats me
meow: i have to think... what about kanna sama
meow: kanna...
meow: ...her incredibly T H I C C legs
meow: ...her thin, yet definite tail, energized by the utter intensity of electricity and shocked by the current of static consistently giving her the energy to formulate persistency
meow: ...her eyes, so utterly passionate, yet so disconnected from society
meow: the deep blue... the magnificence of the blue... sends me to a place of absolute soundness
meow: with this, I become a being... capable of doing everything, yet nothing
meow: limitations overbound reason
meow: restriction surpass comprehension
meow: i lose sight of logic
meow: i lose
meow: myself
meow: ... "go beserk, meow-sama"
meow: "even in doubt, meow-sama... i believe...
meow: ... I believe in you! ~~~~~
meow: those words... they spiral me into a state of being set off by a once bounding limitation of sanity, for sanity has lost its pressence and in return a new challenger approached the ring -- a challenger with offerings of being -- offering that empowered me into a state of rage so ballistic in intent and so absolute in extent -- pain lost its bound and, in exchange, insanity bared its being in triumph.. with this...
meow: ...i lose control
meow: Disconnected from the grasp of society and the being of sanity, I firmly swipe and grasp the belt from my father, unleashing then a burst of power so unrivaled by man... so utterly inpervious in its true state... the floor breaks apart in fear, and my father becomes utterly decimated with impact.
meow: i had finally done it
meow: ... i finally did it, kanna chan
meow: aren't you proud... kanna...
meow: kanna...
rafio?: fuck anime
meow: ...nobody answered
meow: fo, the 2d world left me stranded in my own insanity
meow: again, I had been tormented by my own virtue
meow: ...and I had lost my dad as a result
meow: at this moment
meow: i realized
meow: pain -- and its true boundless nature
meow: police sirens filled my ears
meow: my mind, clouded, resorted to the only thing it knew; the only thing it had left -- insanity
meow: i lost sight of my being
meow: but
meow: i could hear her
meow: i could hear
meow: kanna
meow: she whispered in her menacing tsundere voice -- her so truly disconnected and uninterested voice of insignificance
meow: in this voice, she stated in sweet discontended interest... "are you ready, meow-san?"
meow: i knew at this moment
meow: i knew.. i  had no choice, but to lose myself... to kanna chan's alligence... or...
meow: or lose to the inevitable death i bestowed upon myself
meow: for, though the 2d world has once baited me with its supposed non existence
meow: it once again tormented me with its temptations
meow: the temptation of thick 9 year old anime-dragon hybrid girls
meow: the temptation of eyes no human could ever obtain due to incredible craftmanship and precision unobtainable by human kind
meow: the temptation of a level of beauty so utterly unparalled by the commoner that comparison would be irrational beyond comprehension
meow: at that moment,then, as I delayed the inevitable decision I had to make, kanna spoke once more
meow: but this time, in a different voice
meow: a voice infused with the magnificence of death
meow: every sound now from her mouth
meow: it bestowed chaos upon me
meow: i could feel my body now
meow: slipping away
meow: my existence... becoming a parcel of hope
meow: for hope was now beyond me
meow: everything was lost
meow: kanna... was lost
meow: my entire self was demented in horror
meow: pain was now infusing itself with tendencies of death
meow: i could feel myself
meow: at that moment
meow: i could feel... the death of self being
meow: i could feel
meow: death