Convo w/ Flanny

Flanny Scarlet
[20:07:44] Flanny Scarlet: Hey, Blue. Mind if I ask something?
[20:07:48] Draǵonair: Yes?
[20:08:11] Flanny Scarlet: What do you think about me now, since I've had a heart to heart with you?
[20:09:11] Draǵonair: To be honest, having seen the conversations you've had with other people, I don't want to definitively say that you've changed.
[20:09:59] Flanny Scarlet: Well, anything I can do to change your mind?
[20:10:32] Draǵonair: It's not about acting in some way, it's about genuinely changing.
[20:11:02] Flanny Scarlet: So far I have. Well, to me I have.
[20:11:49] Flanny Scarlet: I dunno, guess some people bring out my bad side. But let me guess. The recent chats that I've been having with GK and Historia?
[20:12:47] Draǵonair: Mhmm.
[20:13:23] Flanny Scarlet: Well, it's best to get both sides. So ask me about any part of any conversation you have, and I will do my best to recall and answer.
[20:14:46] Draǵonair: Well, calling GK someone that people don't regard as a human being seems extremely excessive despite anything you might've been feeling at the time.
[20:15:28] Flanny Scarlet: Oh man. That moment. Hoo boy that was stressful.
[20:16:17] Draǵonair: I realize you might've been angry but I mean...
[20:16:26] Flanny Scarlet: But, at that point, I had enough of him, ya'know? I apologised, yet called it, and sorry for the swearing, bullshit. I'd try again and again, but ya'know?
[20:17:03] Flanny Scarlet: I mean, I've gotta choose what I say right now carefully. Don't want people to think I'm "Manipulating" them, now do we, eh?
[20:17:32] Draǵonair: The thing is, he doesn't think you're being sincere. Essentially, I believe he thinks you're apologizing simply not to get banned.
[20:18:20] Flanny Scarlet: While I'm trying, yes, not to get banned. I've also been meaning to tie up loose ends, and get old grudges away and out the door.
[20:18:53] Draǵonair: And yet, some grudges are not so easily dropped.
[20:19:12] Flanny Scarlet: And that, my friend, is why I've been asking for help.
[20:19:37] Flanny Scarlet: Getting a big grudge out the door takes more than one Pikmin, mind you.
[20:20:07] Draǵonair: Asking someone to help you resolve a personal grudge is like asking a marine biologist to repair the International Space Station.
[20:20:58] Flanny Scarlet: It isn't really personal, more or so just idiotic in my books.
[20:21:25] Flanny Scarlet: Agh, I'm letting my mind speak for it'self again.
[20:21:37] Draǵonair: Whatever you have with GK sure as hell looks personal, whether or not you regard it as idiotic or not.
[20:22:35] Draǵonair: Dat unnecessary or not at the end...
[20:23:06] Flanny Scarlet: Well, I might have another go at apologising. I've learned some new things and how to control myself.
[20:23:19] Flanny Scarlet: Do you think it's a good idea?
[20:23:41] Draǵonair: To be honest, I don't believe he wants to hear it, although you could certainly try.
[20:24:23] Flanny Scarlet: Hey, if I don't get mad, and he's the one who gets mad first. Then I don't get in trouble. Right?
[20:25:26] Draǵonair: Depends on how the conversation goes. And... I'm going to ask you something, and please don't take it the wrong way. You mentioned to Skitty that you had suffered brain damage. Could you possibly elaborate on that point?
[20:25:53] Flanny Scarlet: Ah, yeah. I kinda took a lot of blows to the head growing up.
[20:26:28] Flanny Scarlet: I almost got my skull broken open at school once, after standing up to a bully. I mean, it didn't break, but it felt like it.
[20:26:36] Draǵonair: That's... uh...
[20:26:42] Draǵonair: Oh :I
[20:26:46] Flanny Scarlet: Don't feel sorry for me, aight?
[20:26:53] Flanny Scarlet: People'll just get mad at me.
[20:27:02] Draǵonair: If you say so.
[20:27:28] Flanny Scarlet: Anyway. Anything else I can elaborate on?
[20:30:25] Draǵonair: Well, I just want to say that... the situation you're in seems to be something that you've dug yourself into, and so, while it seems cruel to say, you should right these wrongs with your own hands as well.
[20:30:57] Flanny Scarlet: I've been trying to for awhile now. But thanks for the concern.
[20:31:28] Draǵonair: It's good that you're trying.
[20:34:06] Flanny Scarlet: Hell. Trying is all I can do at this point. Seems I don't know what makes everyone click quite yet.
[20:34:36] Draǵonair: Like I said, some grudges run too deep.
[20:35:32] Flanny Scarlet: Pardon me for having some very dark and crude humour, but. It's not like I killed his parent's or anything.
[20:35:38] Flanny Scarlet: *parents
[20:36:25] Draǵonair: Well, you do know that he has anger issues, and it's easy to goad him on. So... it's not like you'd need to kill his parents for him to hold a grudge against you.