Okay... I could organize a video game night (or a movie night or a karaoke night or a board game night or pretty much anything really) for everyone to hang out at. Do you think people would bother going to it though? I know Travis didn't want to go to Marc's bad movie night... What do you think people would like to do?
As for Travis... Nick talked to him shortly after you guys started your break. He told him that we're here to help him. And if he asked for help or told me what was wrong or anything, I'd have done everything I could to help him out. I can't really help out when I'm being pushed away, even though I wish I could. I tried so hard to help you because a.) I know how much you care about him. I know how hurt I'd be if Nick broke up with me. I know I'd really need a friend, so I figured you would too. b.) I'm going to try to say this without making things awkward. If I fail at that, I'm sorry... I remember how some of our friends (not naming any names) were real jerks to Alex when Travis broke up with her, largely just because I think they felt like they needed to take a side and had been friends with Travis longer. You said a few journal entries ago that you were really glad to have us all as your friends. It would hurt even more if your friends decided they didn't like you anymore just because you weren't with Travis for a little while. That's not how I treat my friends.
And Kevin is mad at Travis. He has his reasons, but it's not really my place to say why... Sorry...
I'm not mad at Travis or any of them. I really wish they'd let me do my best to help them when they need help because it sucks not being able to help someone important to me. I do get really frustrated sometimes when they don't invite me to things. (For the record, my social activities lately have just been the bad movie night and parties that everyone was invited to, a few Magic tournaments and D&D, and sometimes Nick and Kevin stop by my dorm for a few hours after Kevin gets out of work. There has not been anything significant that you guys haven't been invited to.) And I'm really hurt when they just decide they don't like me anymore, whether it's like Matt flipping out at me last year, Travis deciding I don't like him because of Kevin, or various people doing their best to avoid me last Anime Boston. I still want to be friends with everyone. I've been really depressed the past few months because it feels like I'm losing a lot of friends for no apparent reason. And to be perfectly honest, I miss hanging out with you guys. Do you think there's anything we could do to all hang out together sometime?