06[19:14] * @Poltergeist bangs head against wall
[19:14] <Trixter> Yes?
[19:16] <@Poltergeist> Someone I thought drifted out of my life re-entered it
[19:16] <@Poltergeist> And I don't know what to do
[19:17] <@Poltergeist> It just feels awkward
[19:18] <@Poltergeist> And those obscenities were the first things that came to me when I realized this
[19:35] <@Poltergeist> Anyway
[19:36] <@Poltergeist> The person who I mention is a girl I met 2 years ago who used to live in the same apartment complex as I (or my dad's, to be specific). After a while, I didn't see her anymore, that is, until 2 weeks ago
[19:36] <@Poltergeist> And the latest encounter was just today
[19:36] <@Poltergeist> What makes it more shocking to me is
[19:36] <@Poltergeist> After all this years, she still likes me.
[19:36] <@Poltergeist> *these
[19:38] <@Honeybloom> oh. for a moment i thought it was jessicasephiroth
[19:38] <@Poltergeist> .
[19:38] <@Poltergeist> Don't you ever think that Didge
[19:38] <@Honeybloom> i'm sorry
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[19:40] <@Poltergeist> What makes it worse though
[19:41] <@Poltergeist> Is that from what I've personally observed
[19:41] <@Poltergeist> My older sister hates her
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[19:41] <@Poltergeist> Mainly because of how the girl personally interacted with me
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[19:55] <@Poltergeist> Eeeh
[19:55] <@Poltergeist> I think I'll talk to her more just to get acquainted
01[19:59] <@Wannabe> .
[20:00] <@Poltergeist> Just to get acquainted. Nothing more
01[20:01] <@Wannabe> ..
[20:02] <@Honeybloom> sure
[20:02] <@Poltergeist> Screw it. I'll just leave her alone like I did the past 2 years
[20:03] <@Poltergeist> or I don't know anymore af;wejfwe;lfkjaw;j
[20:04] <@Trixter> Ho man, it's like i'm watching a Soap Opera.
[20:04] <@Poltergeist> Quiet, you
[20:05] <@Trixter> Do you like her at all?
[20:05] <@Poltergeist> I am trying to comprehend the situation
[20:05] <@Poltergeist> .
[20:05] <@Trixter> Is she even attractive?
[20:05] <@Poltergeist> I DON'T KNOW
[20:05] <@Trixter> Are you fucking kidding me? Then why are you bitching about it?
[20:05] <@Trixter> There's no reason to bitch about it unless you have some sort of feeling about her.
[20:06] <@Trixter> Either you don't like her/do or she's cute/ugly.
[20:06] <@Poltergeist> Well, she is pretty cute.
[20:06] <@Trixter> After that, THEN you can start making up your mind.
[20:06] <@Poltergeist> Hm
[20:07] <@Trixter> Ok, well if you do see her as pretty cute.
[20:07] <@Trixter> Do you see a future with you and her (mind you, this does not mean you will marry her, but it means if you can possibly imagine a connection with her.)
[20:08] <@Poltergeist> Sorta (if my sister could stop lurking over my shoulder)
[20:08] <@Poltergeist> brb, dinner
[20:08] <@Trixter> Alright.
[20:09] <@Trixter> Do you love your sister, as a family member?
[20:11] <@Trixter> Switching to wifi...
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[21:13] <@Poltergeist> Yeah, I do. She's just incredibly overprotective of me.
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[22:00] <JackieChansUncle> Oh, sorry for the late response.
[22:00] <@Poltergeist> That's alright
[22:00] <JackieChansUncle> But i'm helping you think about this broadly, not making you choose it exactly.
[22:00] <@Poltergeist> Hmm
[22:01] <JackieChansUncle> So, you have feelings for both women.
[22:01] <JackieChansUncle> Now, do you know the reason why she fell in love with you?
[22:02] <@Poltergeist> Not a clue. I'm still not sure if it's love per se, but I do believe she holds feelings of some sort.
[22:02] <JackieChansUncle> You said you saw her a few weeks ago yes?
[22:03] <@Poltergeist> Yes. And just today
[22:03] <JackieChansUncle> Did she say anything to you?
[22:04] <@Poltergeist> Only asked me if I remembered her, to which I said "yes". The conversation got awkward quick - both of us were stiffly nervous.
[22:06] <JackieChansUncle> Ah...so you do show some emotion to her.
[22:07] <JackieChansUncle> But not explicitly.
[22:07] <@Poltergeist> Hrm.
[22:09] <JackieChansUncle> Ok, think back. Do you remember the reason she liked you? Was there any communication between you where she showed a liking to you.
[22:09] <JackieChansUncle> you and her*
[22:09] <@Poltergeist> The earliest moment of interaction was 2 years ago, when she still used to live in the same apartment complex
[22:10] <@Poltergeist> We passed through the same gate (in different ways), and she asked me if I went to a certain school, to which I said yes. At first I thought it was a random question, until I found out she attended the same school.
[22:10] <@Poltergeist> From then I saw her frequently going up to her apartment, and sometimes, when I was being taken into the parking garage, she would glance out at me.
[22:11] <@Poltergeist> My older sister began to notice this and was infuriated
[22:12] <@Poltergeist> My grandma (who is the one who rides me home) once saw that the girl had to walk home, and almost offered to be an escort, but then my older sister, in a very angry outburst, refused to let her.
[22:12] <@Poltergeist> Then, after a while, I stopped seeing her.
[22:12] <@Poltergeist> I thought she moved out and away, but then...
[22:12] <@Poltergeist> Last semester, my grandma made claims that she saw the girl in areas at or near the school.
[22:12] <@Poltergeist> The way she explained them, it seemed creepy
[22:14] <@Poltergeist> Because at one such moment, she said, the girl looked dead straight at her for a moment.
[22:14] <JackieChansUncle> That does sound creepy.
[22:15] <JackieChansUncle> But, maybe she was trying to give your grandmother a message.
[22:15] <@Poltergeist> It sounds like it.
[22:15] <JackieChansUncle> And that's why your grandmother told you about it.
[22:15] <JackieChansUncle> Because you both know that she likes you.
[22:15] <@Poltergeist> Yeeaahh.
[22:16] <JackieChansUncle> Besides your sister, who else opposes her?
[22:16] <@Poltergeist> Nobody else, really
[22:16] <@Poltergeist> None of my close classmates seem to know about her
[22:18] <JackieChansUncle> Ok.
[22:18] <JackieChansUncle> So this seems to be directed toward 3 people, including yourself.
[22:19] <@Poltergeist> Yeah
[22:19] <JackieChansUncle> Now, do you know the real reason why your sister opposes the girl? Or is it that she finds her creepy.
[22:19] <@Poltergeist> I think she's just being protective of me
[22:19] <@Poltergeist> She doesn't want me to have relations of any sort with other girls. >_>
[22:20] <JackieChansUncle> Oh...
[22:21] <@Poltergeist> Yeaaah...
[22:21] <JackieChansUncle> I see now.
[22:21] <JackieChansUncle> I guess this is my final question to you.
[22:22] <JackieChansUncle> You said before that you found this girl to be as "pretty cute." What is it that makes you feel this way about her.
[22:23] <@Poltergeist> I'm...not sure
[22:23] <@glod> maybe the fact that she is cute
[22:24] <@Poltergeist> >_>
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[22:25] <JackieChansUncle> Ok, so you have no absolute reason.
[22:25] <JackieChansUncle> Maybe you should talk to her.
[22:25] <@Poltergeist> I can't really think of one.
[22:25] <JackieChansUncle> Or atleast try to.
[22:25] <@Poltergeist> Alrighty then.
[22:25] <JackieChansUncle> And I guess that's all I can say.
[23:03] <@Poltergeist> Hmm.